A Wolf's Breakdown
Just a short story I wrote to show how I'm feeling.
A Wolf's Breakdown
By: Nall Wolf
Nall sat in his room with his knees pulled to his chest and ears down, thinking back to the past. He wondered why the shadow wolf had hurt him as he rubbed the invisible scar over his heart. A single tear rolls down his cheek as "Will this pain ever go away?" drifts through his mind.
"I truly loved him with all my heart..." he said, hiding his face and wrapping his tail around his ankles. Nall missed the feeling of truly loving someone and feeling loved back, he wants to feel it again, that deep desire to be close to someone and never wanting to be apart. Yes, there are others that could fill this void in his life, but none are able or willing to. He starts to wonder, as he's done many times, if he's going to be forever without a mate to hold close and love. Nall breaks down and starts to cry for what seems like the millionth time, the tears seemed to burn as they streamed out of his eyes and ran down his cheeks.
He thinks about his friends and how they always find a way to pick him up and keep him going. He also thinks about those even closer to him, the ones that could fill the void created by the shadow wolf. He deeply cares about each one and hopes the time will come that he can be with one of them. They give him the strength to get through this pain.
He starts to calm down as he dwells on how lucky he really is in life, things could be so much worse. Nall may be depressed, but he has his friends to support him, that's why he keeps going.