The Arousal part 3
#3 of The Arousal
So you can pretty much say waking up like that was pretty embarrassing, not to mention I now had cum all through my pants. The good thing though was you couldn't really notice so I was sure that Derrick hadn't noticed anything either. I looked at Derrick and nodded, "sorry man, I was having a bad dream." Derrick just laughed and said well, I am heading out! I am going to find a good party tonight.
A few hours had passed after Derrick left to find the party and I had finally finished unpacking all of my stuff and setting things directly where I wanted them, when I noticed a small picture sitting beside Derrick's bed. I picked it up and it was a picture of Derrick and another girl so I assumed it was his girlfriend or something, but strangely he never mentioned a girlfriend?
Late that night is was almost midnight and I hear Derrick stumbling through the door. I silently chuckled as I thought he must have found his party as drunk as he seemed. I just closed my eyes and acted like I was sleeping, but apparently that didn't stop him. "Jake! Jake! Are you away dude?" Derrick kept saying. I opened my eyes and sat up yeah, what's up? Derrick had this ornery grin, a guilty as charged grin. He said"you should have come out, it was a blast! Free alcohol and shots!" I laughed at him as I shrugged. I figured this was the perfect opportunity to ask about his girlfriend. "Hey Derrick, what is your girlfriend name?" Derrick just busted out laughing." I don't have a girlfriend, what are you talking about?" I pointed to the picture and he smiled, that's my sister! I felt a little dumb at that point as he said "dude, I am gay!" He was so open about it and I failed to realize that which made me feel more like a dumbass than before. The only words I could get out of my mouth was really, maybe the fact that I have not told anyone that I was attracted to guys was the reason I failed to notice that he was gay. He looked over at me and smiled and said "well yeah, I have been openly gay for about 3 years now, how about you? Do you have a girlfriend?" At this point I didn't know what to say. I knew this was a fresh start for me being in college and away from my family, which is who held me back from being me for as long as I can remember. If I can be forward with Derrick, who is hot as hell! Not to mention my roommate and also gay himself, I could start to admit it to others as well. As I open my mouth the words rolled off of my tongue a lot harder than I expected. "Well I, um, I guess you can say I don't have a girlfriend or a boyfriend. I guess you can say I am um, attracted to guys as well as girls." Derrick looked pretty tuned in at this point to what I was saying and his eyes got really big. I felt relieved and unsure at the same moment. I had to live with this guy for who knows how long and I may have just opened it up for embarrassment. I just want to be me and Derrick seemed like a good person, someone I could see myself actually being friends with, which I didn't have. I have never told anyone that before. Derrick hesitated for a minute and then relaxed and said "So you are bisexual, that's cool." I guess I never thought of it that way I never labeled myself as gay, straight, or bisexual, it just seemed weird. But I smiled and said "yeah I guess you can say that, I have never been with a guy before but I am very attracted to guys."
That night as I laid back down to go to sleep, my mind was running in circles. I had just met this guy, not even 24 hours ago and I had already told him I was bisexual... I was bisexual. I don't think I can every get used to saying it or labeling myself like that. But regardless, how is it that so much can happen in less than a day. The events that have conspired today is enough for me for the entire year, at this point Derrick probably thinks so little of me or that I am a pussy for not being forwards with everyone else around me yet. Just as I closed my eyes I felt Derricks warm fur rub up against mine... and the smell, it's not a familiar smell to me. I had never smelled this scent before but it was so amazing, sweet and comforting and definitely the most arousing smell I had ever smelled in my life I think. I felt Derrick's nose brush up against my cheeks and then his tongue following the lines on my ear. I knew this was another dream but it was making me feel so amazing, was it possible to be falling in love with a dream? I heard him whisper in my ear "Are you okay?" I nodded yes, but honestly I wasn't okay because my heart was racing so fast and it felt like it was going to come through my chest, my dick was so hard I felt the veins pumping in my dick, an excitement I had never felt before. I watched as that black stallion slowly kissed my neck and moved down my chest. As excited as I was I was still able to control my urge, which didn't seem normal either, maybe I was just able to control these dreams more now. I felt his mouth wrap around my hard dick. The sensation was amazing he then ran his tongue down to the ring of my asshole I squeezed the sheets on my bed and curled my fingers up, how had I never experienced anything like this. It was amazing. Derrick moved back up my chest and said "Do you want me to fuck you?" I was so nervous, but so caught up in this, I knew I wanted this more than anything else at this moment. I nodded, and he slowly turned me over doggie style with my ass propped in the air. I felt his hands grip my waste and slowly he began to force his horse dick in my ass. It hurt so badly,and the head of his dick was much bigger than my previous dreams, but it felt great as well. I knew my ass was stretching more and more as he repeatedly abused my ass. But then after a while it started to feel amazing. The pleasure was like nothing I had ever felt before. He stopped just for a second to make sure I was okay, and of course I said I was and he began again. I was so caught up I began to moan and push back "harder, Harder!" I said! I moved my hand down to my dick and started to massage it and jack myself off. It was so intense, it was indescribable! I heard him say, "Oh my god, I am going to cum! Are you ready?" Next thing I know I felt a warmth feeling, that was filling my asshole slowly and just then I exploded I was coming all over my bed. I had never had a dream quit like this one, it was so real! I laid down on my bed and watched Derrick fall on top of me and I closed my eyes again. When I finally woke up disappointed that I was dreaming, I realized Derrick was lying in my bed with me, completely naked! Was this not a dream? Was this all completely real?