Depression

Story by commisiar on SoFurry

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Now then I do admit that yes I can suck a bit at plot making unless it's about a subject I truly enjoy.

With that out of the way I will let you read this in peace and encourage comments, favs, and ratings if that is what you wish to do.


The sounds of joyful laughter and joy echoed across the quite city streets of a gray furred hermaphrodite wolfess who was riding on the back of a hover cycle.

The rider drew a attention before the rest of the civilians looked elsewhere. He was wearing blue armor and a helmet with the noticeable golden shoulder pads and the holographic enforcer badge. Attached to his hips was two large gauss magnums, sub machine guns and on his back was a large rifle, shotgun, and sniper rifle.

It might seem like overkill but in the New Yorks version of the Common Wealth things can get extremely bad. Even more so when it comes to the average thug carrying laser, or plasma weaponry as he smiled softly.

Evan smiled softly saying "becareful Kris, it's been a while since I had given you and your brother joy rides!"

She laughed as she nuzzled him saying "okay daddy I will, I've never had so much fun before!"

His muzzle clenched before saying "I'm glad your enjoying yourself, it's been a few years since I adopted you into our family. You know that we will always love you right?"

She smiled softly nuzzling his neck feeling his silver fur briefly and added "of course, just to let you know if I wasn't wearing this I would have been swarmed by the police probes already!"

He swerved around a hover car hearing someone swear and answered back "yeah well fuck you to big boy!"

Kris snorted as she rolled her eyes and added "do you have road rage again?"

He grunted as he answered her "a bit I'm kind of tired of even driving through this section of the city in the evening!"

Kris gently moved her paws so that they are resting on his chest and gently massaged him. She smiled seeing her father sigh in relief and he made a sharp u turn saying "okay that's over; I don't want to enter the red light district!"

She frowned as she raised her head and noticed the rather gloomy part of the city right in the middle of the metropolis. He answered her "the red light district is a bit worn down, ever since the ex mayor came into power this area hasn't been repaired. It's mostly where the very bad anthros reside and the enforcers are always being called into their. It's filled with druggies, gang bangers, and rapists who take advantage of anyone regardless of gender."

Kris shuddered as she hid a whimper and he gently nuzzled her saying "Hopefully this section of the city will heal eventually. But knowing things I would have to say a decade or more. We have to go back or your mother would kill me because you're not wearing armor..."

She smiled softly as they headed for home before nuzzling her father gently once more.

Their home was a large building almost as large as a manor. It had a living room, a large library where Kris likes to study and read as did her father. A kitchen fit for a large family and two guest rooms including a nursery following by a master bedroom with a bed perfectly fit for six people.

As they arrived in the driveway he stopped his bike and she slowly got off. Her sneakers hit the ground with a soft plop as she sighed. He got off his bike and raised his right hand as it transformed into a small purple crystal and snatched it out of the air and slid it into the watch he was wearing.

He looked at her with a concerned look saying "is there something wrong Kris?"

As he gazed at her he smiled softly seeing that her frame was starting to fill out. Her legs strong and lean along with her arms, she was also wearing blue jeans along with a brown cloak with the hood raised. She had dyed her hair blue to match her mothers, and she loves them both so much for getting her to live a new life.

Kris shook her head as she swished her tail side to side and answered "I feel depressed...."

She smiled softly as he walked behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist. He gently nuzzled her before nipping her neck as he replied "oh? How so, you can always talk to me or your mother about it!"

She gave a soft mew before he gently started massaging her chest with his paws. She gave a soft purr before moaning quietly in delight as she replied "well I don't know I just feel moody without much excitement, except for that one time at the brothel you took me to show what they are like!"

She gave a lecherous smile at that as her father rolled her eyes. He released his arms and muttered "I swear they would have bent over for you just like in a master and pet relationship! Not to mention you knocked most of them up, jeez your mother chased me around the entire city block with her frying pan for that!"

She giggled saying "what makes it so dangerous?"

He sighed and answered "she hits hard enough to topple red wood trese with it! Not to mention she somehow always has it with her. Although it's pretty amusing she is very, very scary when she gets mad..."

She snickered before he gently lowered her hands to her jeans feeling her bulge from her hard cock. She blushed before answering "are you going to masturbate me again?" she asked hopefully. She loved it when her father gently lowers her jeans and begins pumping her cock slowly. The pleasure generated was always a wonderful feeling because he was always so gentle.

He blushed saying "my hands or uh-hum paws wandered around again, maybe later when we are in private. Your mother is off work early today because her father let her off to take of Chris and yourself!"

She deflated a little bit before gasping as his paw snuck into her boxers and gripped her rod teasingly. He smirked as he teased her "yeah you want it do you?" and gave it a squeeze before removing his paw.

She blushed saying "you pervert!" He chuckled as he strolled through the front door and answered "not if you want it after all you want to dominate someone with your rod and make them your bitch!"

She blushed and chased after her father who ran into the library.

She growled as he hid behind the reading chair smiling at her as she replied "father knock it off! Just to let you know you started that fetish I have!"

He snorted and added "did not I merely release you from those shackles; you discovered this on your own even if I did add my own thoughts about the matter."

She flinched saying "I still feel uncomfortable talking about it, where is mother?"

Her father looked around the room and heard humming in the kitchen. He chuckled seeing Kris quickly run out of the room and shout "MOTHER!" before hearing a soft yelp and laughed softly.

He shook his head as he followed after her and smiled seeing her embraced with her mother. He chuckled seeing Sheana embrace her and nuzzle her back smiling kindly as she did while laughing. He smiled brightly as he walked into the kitchen and She replied "my my, she seems quite happy today. What's the reason?"

He sighed before saying "it was either that or she was in a funk, she had another one of those depressed moods again!"

She sighed before saying "again? Looks like with the shell gone around her, her emotions are starting to bubble up until they burst, she never really acted her own age before has she?"

He deflated before she gently wrapped her arms around her daughter's waist and rocked her gently. Kris shed a tear before it increased into a small stream as she started to sob.

Her mother gently spoke soothing words while nuzzling her and whispered "sh, it's alright mommy's here. Oh Evan sometimes I wonder if being a psychiatrist is even helping at all..."

He slowly walked forward and gently embraced them both as he replied "it is helping. It's just the sheer emotional baggage that she never seems to have a problem. Healing from such an ordeal is never easy of being molded into a concubine as a cub. It should eventually heal..."

Kris looked away before feeling a paw on her left cheek. She smiled sadly as she looked into her father's concerned eyes and added "Kris I know it's hard with these feelings that you feel right now, and all I have to say is I'm so- mph!"

She grabbed her father's face and gave him a deep kiss on his muzzle. He enjoyed the kiss by widening his eyes as his wife giggled softly a soft smile spread across her face as her fur darkened feeling embarrassed of the situation.

She eventually released her daughter but not before gently squeezing her right breast with a paw. She grinned hearing her moan and he raised an eyebrow saying "did she accept you groping her Sheana?"

Kris broke the kiss smiling sadly before she was embraced by her father. He gently rocked her and added "I wish I could understand the amount of feelings you current feel. I may read thoughts or use other psionic abilities but I can't feel emotions, I just can feel them in books or other things similar. Oh Kris I am so sorry for you to feel this, but It's sadly needed in order for you to heal..."

She nuzzled her father before kissing his right cheek as she whispered "I know, I love you both and my little brother so much. I don't mind being groped in fact she does to help me after you were hospitalized..."

Her father blushed before smiling at his wife and added "aw how nice, you want my knot and love juices in your snatch don't you?"

Sheana turned around and raised her tail before shaking her ass at him causing him to get rock hard.

Kris giggled quietly before whispering "I feel like I'm in a emotional rollercoaster. Does it get any better?"

Her father gently nipped her neck causing her to wrap her gray tail around his waist. He smiled as he answered "it will, I guess you just had one of your spells a bit harsher then before!"

She blushed as she released him and added "I'm going to take a show, why don't you?"

He blushed as he looked at his fur and noticed the dirt and muck especially the green fluid on his fur. He sighed the excess fuel of his hover bike has sprung a leak because of hitting a cement truck. They should really make denser materials for vehicles without compromising everything else.

He smiled saying "certainly, I'm going to be masturbating you in the shower like a promised you when we got home!"

She smiled in joy as she bounded into the master bathroom which was located inside their room.

He frowned sadly as he whispered "Her depression is more severe than mine. I want you to keep an eye on her if she looks at a pair of scissors or knifes to often. I'm going to be replacing my sonic knives with rubber ones when we spar."

Sheana sighed shaking her head and whispered "I hope so. Poor Kris I am helping her best as humanely possible with my psychiatrist's lessons, helping her act her age, or even with her feelings. Emotionally were doing our best but the pain is still there."

He grimaced saying "I know, sometimes I think our own issues are small compared to hers."

She sighed and added "I know, however were doing the right thing smothering and pampering her with love while letting her do as she wishes..."

She blushed and giggled as did her husband before he replied "I'm going with her, want to join in and do a threesome again if you have the time?"

Sheana blushed saying "maybe, Chris is still reading in the library. He loves to read just like you!"

He smiled softly and answered "hmm he must have got it from me; I hope he doesn't have any autism though."

He gave her a kiss and wrapped his arms around her waist. She smiled softly as he gently placed a paw on her right cheek and spoke softly "are you up for another round tonight?"

Her golden eyes glittered as she answered "of course!" He smiled before he released her and headed after his daughter.

Kris sighed as she slowly turned on the shower making sure to set the temperature just right. She smiled softly as the glass door opened and closed before feeling her father's strong arms wrap around her chest. She grinded her hips against his as she backed up into his crotch making him smile softly as she giggled.

He gently pulled her closer into a comforting embrace before gently started massaging her fur slowly. He adored her fur how soft it felt like her mother's seeing her now lush dark gray fur. He gently started rubbing her breasts causing her to moan softly before asking "father you promised..."

She sighed and groaned as he gently grabbed her length and began stroking her with his right paw. His left paw was wrapped around her waist as he smiled softly. She sighed in bliss as the rain splashed onto her blue hair and replied "thank you, I love getting masturbated by your paws!"

He slowly began stroking her and began increasing in speed, feeling her cock softly throb. He smiled softly as he nuzzled her and added "and I love feeling your fur. It's as soft as your mothers and very warm. Do you want me to fuck you?"

She smiled at that, he always did ask for permission before having sex with her. She merely added "why do you think I was grinding against you? Make sure you sterilize yourself okay?"

He blushed closing his eyes and quickly sterilized his seed. It was a gift to be a powerful psionic but sometimes a curse hearing all the thoughts around you being a bydo hydrid. However it was very helpful in making sure that he could get rid of most of the corruption in the city. It's easy for him to pick up or devour thoughts with ease no matter how unstable it is.

He gently smiled as he released her so she could turn around and embrace him, her tail wrapped around his waist slowly. He wrapped his tail around her own waist and gave her a soft kiss. She kissed him in return before long they deepened the kiss slowly. He gently lifted her as she moved backwards and rested her back on the shower wall. He gently broke off as he licked her cheek. She smiled softly before asking "can you take it slow?"

He smiled before kissing her forehead saying "still feeling blue? Oh alright I will do it. Slow sex for your mother is usually when she is feeling blue to."

She smiled at him before he gave her a kiss and she accepted it, they soon lip locked each other slowly. Kris prodded his mouth with her tongue and he opened it and slowly slid his own tongue inside hers. As their tongues began to swirl she lifted her legs to rest on his shoulders, his hard cock aimed itself at her snatch and began to slide in.

Kris moaned feeling him slowly slide into her, her tunnel slowly began to spread before his cock head slipped through her cervix. He began thrusting in and out his balls making soft smacks against her bum. She moaned as he gently started smacking her G spot repeatedly slowly before deepening the kiss. Her father gently deepened the kiss as well as he picked up speed slowly.

He moaned softly and groaned as he broke the kiss and smiled softly staring into her eyes. She smiled back seeing the passion and gentle love and giggled as he nuzzled her and gently lowering his head to tease her breasts with his nose. She smiled kindly saying "oh you joker, even when making love you always seem to lighten up my mood!"

He chuckled gently extending his tongue to tap her nose and added "I hope so, I can't have my princess feeling blue!"

She licked his nose before saying "still sweet as ever, can resume your thrusting please?"

He smiled as he continued making her moan softly before gently nibbling on her right ear. She moved back with his thrusts enjoying it as she looked into his eyes that showed pure love and some concern. She started panting feeling her bodies core increase it heat, it began to feel like a volcano as she began to sweat.

Her tunnel squeezed and pulled at his rod as though it was milking him making him grit his canines. His cock head pulsed and throbbed as the heat and tightness increased slowly showing that she was about close to her climax.

He grunted and he whispered "pardon me for saying this but, you are still as tight as your mother and I love her equally as well!"

She chuckled before saying "you feel ashamed admitting this?"

His paws gently started to wander and rubbed her bum before admitting "a bit it makes me sound like a huge pervert!"

She gasped feeling his right paw on her rod which was pulsing and throbbing like crazy and started giving her a hand job. She added "well you might act like a pervert but I swear you do it for the humor mostly. I never really understood who is tighter a male or a female?"

He answered her as he pumped her "males always a male. Its why being anally penetrated or raped is so painful. Not to mention well they are actually easier to break if you want to make them a bitch!"

She raised an eyebrow saying "oh how so?" and got ready to file away any information her father had into her mind for storing reasons.

He rolled his eyes saying "I swear you're going to be the mistress somebody because you can't hide that from me, however I am willing to accept it. To answer your question males have a lower pain tolerance then females based on a true fact. If you're going to target someone make sure you have a good reason okay?"

She blushed saying "okay, I guess I just want a sex toy for myself a bit to much!"

He snorted saying "I can understand that, being submissive most of the time gets to boring and you need a challenge. I've been wanting to get double penetrated but I'm a bit frightened. You see my friends have big cocks larger then yours actually when fully aroused. It doesn't help much when we don't need lube either!"

She blushed as he quickly knotted her and climaxed as she did so her own fluid covered his cock. Soon enough he slipped free and she asked him "so why do your friends sleepover always?"

He sighed and lowered his head and explained "there apartment was destroyed by well extreme gay haters. The last time I checked they can't afford another one, so what I did was ask your mother if they could live here using one of our spare guest rooms and she agreed..."

She simply smiled softly and he gently sprayed water over her and him to clean themselves off with the shower head.

After the shower was done with Kris watched her father prepare pot roast in the kitchen as she sat on the couch resting in her mothers lap. She smiled however feeling her mothers arms around her chest before she raised her ears as she heard chatting at the door.

She smiled seeing his friends walk into the room one was a blue muscular wolf named Zume, another was a Doberman called Kobe and the last was a yellow fox named Jayce. They were wearing black sleeveless shirts and black shorts and her father replied "hello you three dinner is going to be in a while!"

She sighed and Sheana gently began stroking her back as she simply yawned and stretched out onto her back.

Sheana smiled softly as she used a paw to massage her daughters back. She did this for a few minutes before Chris bounded into the room and sat next to her quietly. They waited until the food was done and her husband set the table before announcing "dinner is ready!"

He quietly made four plates and used his telekinesis to carry the other three plates into the living room. He quietly sat on the couch next to his wife as he placed their dinner on the table in front of them. He smiled softly saying "I wouldn't disturb Kris after all she has deserved her rest. Hey Jayce how was work today?"

Jayce got himself a large plate of food before sitting down on the other couch along with Zume and Kobe. He shook his head showing his dull green eyes and answered "awful, I never felt so tired because of how rowdy the crowd was. It sucks knowing that you didn't have the time to work with us today!"

Evan frowned saying "I know, look Kris needed my attention a bit more then usual. She's been depressed for a while..."

Jayce cringed and Evan watched as she shivered quietly before gently stroking her head feeling her ears. He sighed and added "her emotions are how to say off the scale, they have been growing haywire and her moods alter rapidly like me and her mother. We have been trying our best but sometimes it seems like she is slipping away into an iceberg."

Zume gently sighed as he flicked his blue tail, he replied "how long has she been this way?"

Chris sighed and answered for his father "big sister has had her mood swings daily, but I am afraid that she might simply give up..."

Kobe grimaced saying "she would really think of hara kiri?"

Evan looked away as Sheana quietly started to sob as she whispered "I'm afraid so. She might look happy but I've never seen so much pain and sorrow from someone else. I would expect it from myself but not Kris, I'm afraid that she might break..."

Evan closed his eyes and whispered "I never thought of this, and it feels like I failed her!"

Zume looked at him as he looked into there eyes and swallowed. He added "I thought she was strong emotionally and I know that now when she came out of her shell and plowed through every obstacle. However she is like myself never telling the truth about her emotions fully and storing them up like a bottle. That bottle is mostly empty but she is deeply depressed enough that I am afraid I don't want to leave her alone..."

Sheana felt Kris started to shake hiding soft whimpers and she gently spoke soothingly into her ears and hummed. Her husband looked at her and barred his canines as Jayce added "you didn't know about her emotional state did you?"

He watched as Evan shook his head and answered "I did however I did not expect the fallout to be like this. I guess following a regiment to long makes emotions be very repressed to much to be healthy..."

Dinner was a sorrowful and quiet state but at least Kris woke up and started eating herself. Her father watched her carefully seeing her sorrow.

She looked at her father and blushed saying "what's wrong?"

He licked his lips saying "your emotions are very pent up, you really need to release them or else you might have a serious breakdown..."

She released her hold on her fork before shaking as she whispered "I want to but I can't! It's like something is wrong why?!"

She started to sob quietly as her mother wrapped her arms around her waist even as her father eyed her. He swallowed softly even as Jayce eyed them cautiously and he asked him "could be a psychological factor?"

Evan thought about it before freezing as he whispered "oh my god..."

Zume raised his head and questioned "what you know something?"

Evan sighed before saying "well yes it's not pleasant, Kris can you look at me please pumpkin?"

Kris looked at him even as she shed a tear. He gently placed a paw on her and looked into her eyes, he cringed seeing heavily restrained emotions and muttered "I thought so; she's developed a psychological emotional block to make sure that she would never have outbursts. However it also has a side effect of deep sorrow if suffered a major emotional shock, I can't believe I fucking missed that when I freed her from that dark lonely self destructive road!"

Kris recoiled in horror even as her little brother asked "can you do something for her daddy?"

Evan deflated as he looked at his son and answered "I can't. I'm nowhere skilled enough to deal with such things; she's her master of her own mind so she has to break it. However knowing what will happen the whiplash will be immense at least emotionally..."

Jayce winced saying "I thought you helped her with most of her emotional problems?"

He shook his head dismayed as he answered his friend "I'm afraid not. Her emotional status fluctuates like crazy, even after three years I didn't think that she would be an emotional time bomb by accident! I want to make this right for everyone else!"

Kris started shaking before her resolve hardened saying "after dinner can you help me with this?"

He gently smiled as he gave her a kiss and answered "of course, I'm sorry we didn't notice this sooner..."

Sheana gently nuzzled her daughters cheek and added "oh I hope you help her get rid of this block, it's not healthy for her at all. I know she has a strong will but that whatever it is, is making her fall into the darkness of her sorrow because of her emotional shock!"

He gently began stroking her tail before saying "I hope so too!" before returning back to their meal.

Shortly after dinner Evan lead his daughter into the gym and had her sit cross legged on a large pillow. She looked worried and he added "now then to do this all I want you to do is make eye contact okay?"

She nodded and looked into his eyes and saw them swirl, his golden iris's swirled before giving a hidden pulse as she snapped her head back as she fell within her own mind.

Kris's Mind scape

She woke up in a large meadow seeing her father fall from the sky as well with a loud thud. She giggled seeing him slowly move off the ground and shook his head rapidly before looking at her. He smiled as he walked over and looked around whistling saying "now that's the state of a very healthy and happy young lady!"

Kris smiled before shaking her head as her father took her right paw and added "now to find the blockage. Sometimes it's steel, other times it's ice, I don't really know what yours would be at all."

They looked left and right before Kris nudged him as she looked at her feet. He followed her gaze and gaze at the black veins and he answered "that's the mental sign of a zordiarc user, it flickers blue when it's not in use and glows when it is!"

She smiled before looking at the small blue orbs that floated into view. He chuckled and answered "those are memory orbs they represent your memories. Blue for peaceful red for bad it's easy as that."

They walked through the meadow and gazed upon a stream that looked like it was very nearly dry. She frowned and he walked forwards and leaped down. He tasted some and smiled brightly saying "I feel so happy, I guess this stream is supposed to be a canal or lake. Figures you have accidently made dam because of your past that you successfully locked away!"

She clenched her fists as her claws drew blood from her palms as her rage increased. He quickly got out of the water as it began to boil and replied "come on it's upstream. All dams are upstream anyway until they reach a certain point where they are most useful. For what it's worth it's those bastards faults Not you!"

_ She smiled softly before looking downwards. He gently placed a paw on her right cheek and added "we will always be there for you Kris do remember that. When we take care of this dam I am willing to let you beat the living shit out of me in spar sound good?"_

She raised an eyebrow and he answered "look, do you want to know what it's more likely suppressing? It's suppressing a lot of rage, for me I have berserker blood for you it's just so much rage. With the rage gone the emotional fallout quickly spreads until it's all gone. You will feel much better afterwards anyway!"

She rolled her eyes saying "daddy, are you a masochist?"

He simply replied "it seems like that but nope!"

As they walked further up the meadow slowly began to increase in height before they stared at the obstruction.

She whispered "that? I made that due to their horrific teachings?"

It was a huge dam easily sixty feet high holding back a giant wall of water of which the all her emotions were felt. Anger, joy, sorrow, love, passion, lecherous, every single emotion but mostly hatred, defiance, and rage oh so much rage.

He simply replied "well yes, you see this is just another way to control you. Without most of these emotions you wouldn't be so willing or moldable at all!"

She shook in rage as bitter tears rolled down her face, she simply cupped her hands allowing the mental energy to gather and he answered "are you sure you want them all out?"

She gave him a dark glare and added "I will NOT be controlled, I WILL NOT BE meek. I will be strong and will NEVER be manipulated again!"

The mental energy flared brightly as her father smiled darkly and answered "that's my girl kukukuku!"

Dark laughter escaped his lips before his avatar quickly left as she fired the beam of pure mental energy into the damn and it exploded outwards, covering her in the emotional water.

Exit

He sat there watching her as she snapped her eyes open and stared at him making him pale drastically. Her eyes were bloodshot with rage, pure homicidal rage as she snarled. He whispered once as her aura flared easily shaking the entire room as he got onto her feet "fuck me sideways, this is going to hurt a lot!"

Breath left his lungs as she ran over and rammed her left fist into his chest. His ribs gave a audible crunch as blood and saliva escaped his mouth before she punched his face. She gave an audible howl of hatred and rage as she straddled him and wailed on his face over and over again with her fists. Audible crunches and cracks were heard as her punches were as strong as a sledgehammer. Only his endurance training kept him from breaking.

He began to laugh as his fists tightened he could feel his blood howl at him with excitement as she continued to wail on him.

For over five minutes she continued before stopping as she felt her emotions be free. It felt glorious and much better as she no longer felt so depressed as she rolled off him. She winced seeing his face look black and blue which began to heal even as he laughed and laughed. He stopped laughing as a maniacal smile crossed his face and added "now that was more like it!"

He slowly began to stand before feeling a fist slam into his stomach as his daughter growled saying "I'm not done yet!"

She grabbed him and slammed his back down onto one knee making an audible crack as his cybernetic spine dented before slamming him hard onto the ground mercilessly.

Her father's mouth was open in a silent scream of agony as she panted and seethed before he turned onto his side gasping for breath and clearly in pain. He groaned as he uttered "your fists feel like a super sledge from fallout, you're more than capable of matching your mother in sheer strength!"

He slowly stood up before he was tackled by her as she started to sob heavily. He quickly embraced her and wrapped his tail around her waist as she did the same as well and rocked her softly. He gently kissed her left cheek and nuzzled her feeling her soft fur and he smiled sadly as he waited for her to stop. With the psychological block on her emotions gone she would be carefree and truly happy. He only sighed in misery dreading of what her life would have been like down that cold dark road.

The following evening Sheana was gently embraced with Kris while relaxing on the couch. Kris soffed as her little brother played with her tail and whined "mom Chris won't stop playing with my tail!"

Sheana giggled hearing her whine before releasing her as she tackled him and started tickling Chris causing him to laugh and giggle. She frowned in concern as she wondered where her husband was and asked "kris have you seen your father?"

She answered "no and he's not with Zume and the others mom!"

Sheana grinned saying "you sound so lively and I'm glad your depression has dissipated for now. I think I know where he is, your father sometimes jumps onto the roof to sing to himself after al- what is that?"

She stiffened hearing dark music before hearing her husband start to sing in fact they all could hear it.

On the roof of the house Evan was staring into the sky before he shed a tear as he began to sing Kornes falling away from me.

Hey Yeah...I'm feeling tired My time, is gone today You flirt with suicide Sometimes, that's ok Do what others say I'm here, standing hollow Falling away from me Falling away from me

Today...It's still fading That's when I'm enslaved I flirt with suicide Sometimes kill the pain I can always say,"It's gonna be better tomorrow" Falling away from me Falling away from me

Beating me down... Beating me...Beating me down...Down... Into the ground Screaming so sound... Beating me...Beating me down...Down... Into the ground

(Falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (Falling away from me) It's lost and can't be found (Falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (Falling away from me) Slow it down

Beating me down... Beating me...Beating me down...Down... Into the ground Screaming so sound... Beating me...Beating me down...Down... Into the ground

Fears in me They won't go away So I pray Go away

Life's falling away from me It's falling away from me Life's falling away from me Fuck!

Beating me down... Beating me...Beating me down...Down... Into the ground Screaming so sound... Beating me...Beating me down...Down... Into the ground Beating me down... (Falling away from me) Beating me...Beating me down...Down... (Falling away from me) Into the ground (Falling away from me) Screaming so sound... Beating me...Beating me down...Down... (Falling away from me) Into the ground

He draw out the last word before slowly sitting up looking deeply saddened. He raised his ears hearing two soft thuds before smiling warmly feeling two sets of arms wrapping around his chest.

Sheana and Kris had walked out of the house and jumped onto the roof to be with him. It wouldn't have been possible without any form of bio energy control.

Kris sat down next to him as did Sheana who was carrying their son on her back. Chris giggled before saying "wow, hey dad have you ever thought of traveling the stars?"

His father simply shrugged his shoulders saying "maybe son but not right now, I could use my jet but I don't know if it's capable of space travel..."

He smiled as Kris released her hug and started to move so she could sit in his lap. He smiled kindly as she looked into his eyes making him see mischief and gentle love and not as restrained as it was before.

She nuzzled him as she snuggled closer before he wrapped his arms around her waist. He chuckled as he nuzzled her back saying "oh yes your so fluffy cute and cuddly oh yes you are!"

She giggled happily as she nuzzled him and started to kiss his neck and cheek rapidly as her tail swished like crazy.

Her mother watched this as Chris giggled saying "sis don't hog all the attention!" before pouting as she batted his nose with her tail and smiled at him before sticking out her tongue.

There parents chuckled softly before Evan added "ah kids!" before gazing up into the night sky. He heard a loud clunk of a ladder and watched as Zume and the others climbed up before asking "why hello you three what brings you up here?"

Kobe sighed as they sat down next to them and answered "well we felt worried for Kris, is she alright?"

He smiled sadly and answered "Yes she is, the psychological block was quite nasty. It's purpose was to block off most of her emotions and defiance as well as being a kill switch if she escaped the shackles..."

Jayce bristled as his green eyes flickered with rage and added "what do you mean a kill switch?"

Evan gently nuzzled his daughter who purred while smiling fondly. She giggled as she rubbed her back again making her tail arch and answered "if it wasn't taken care of she would have killed herself within two months without any pushing or prodding. So yeah that block was a kill switch because her depression wasn't natural..."

Zume flinched saying "I really have to admit it, slavers are extremely sick bastards!"

They nodded and Evan added "care to star gaze with us?"

They smiled and Kobe added "sure!" as they looked at the starry sky above all the while the entire family was finally at peace once more. Evan smiled softly before his thoughts roamed elsewhere and soon darkened with anger and rage. No one hurts his family and no one will for should anything happen nothing will stop him from destroying their entire lives. His eyes flickered back from their warmness into the arctic cold blizzard they were when he is alone before fading back quickly.

He smiled as they all cuddled together Kobe wrapped his arms around Zume as he did the same to Jayce. His arms wrapped around his daughter son and mate as they closed their eyes and relaxed together in harmony as well.

Eventually he stirred awake making sure to awaken them by shaking them. They stirred awake and yawned as he smiled softly saying "bed time you three, I will be down in just a minute!"

Zume watched him embrace his family before simply falling off the roof. He raised an eyebrow seeing him stand bellow crouching and added "you know Sheana is going to hit you with her frying pan for that if she finds out!"

Evan blushed raising his head as they started climbing down the ladder that was on the side of the house. He merely swished his tail and added "I know, but I don't want to disturb them by waking them up!"

He watched as Jayce held the ladder waiting for Kobe to climb down as he was the last one. He simply blinked slowly and added "mind as well hit the hey!"

Evan smiled softly feeling his wife and daughter nuzzle him as his cub rested his head on his shoulder. He chuckled as he whispered "have a good night!"

He slowly started to sway his hips side to side as he entered the front door and presumebly the master bedroom. Jayce blushed as Zume giggled saying "he's still horny as ever!"

He smiled as they felt erect even as Evan stuck his head out saying "um oh alright I'm still horny, and I need to get fucked hard!"

Zume grinned speaking even as he walked over "okay, get ready we haven't released all day!"

Evan raised his tail and shook his ass at them saying "you want this boys then come and get it!" They chuckled as they dashed into the house and he made sure to close and lock the front door.