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"oh, its you... fag." a tall moose said looking down at me with his nose up into the air.

"what the fuck do you want today timmy." i said with a sigh in my voice. timmy was known for his homophobia. i just wanted to brake that long muzzle of his and hope he never survived.

"nohing just wanted to know what you and the other tailraiser are up to. whoring around the locker rooms like the fag bitches you are." i didnt say anything i just griped my binder a little bit. i noticed some looks wondering to us. most of the football players in our class got quiet. "oh what little bitch to good to talk to me. maybe if i rape your mate you would talk. i know he would love my co-"

"YOU WANNA HAVE A PIECE OF ME GO A HEAD, STEP UP OR SHUT THE FUCK UP." i slammed my paws onto the table making a loud thump and making a dent in it.

"fag, you dont talk to me like that." he shoved me back. but before i could do anything the guys in the jock group walked over and pushed the moose up against the board.

"listen." the leader said. i think his name was tray but im not sure. "if you fuck with Nelson, ill fuck you with. not just me. i will get tom and tray on you as well. do i make my self clear." the moose sank into his shirt and nodded quickly. tom and tray let him go and he ran out of the room with a wet spot growing in his pants.

the 3 males walk over to me. tom put out his paw and helped me up. "thanks guys." i said smiling a little bit.

"No prob." tom said. tom was a big bear, if you didnt know he was a fur and you saw him on all fours you would think he was a normal grizzly.

"glad we could help." tray said. tray was a husky. slimmer then tray and the other male. but when he has to he can sprint faster then anyone on the track team.

"yeah no problem. if he does it again just tell us. although i think you could kill him with one punch to the head. and by the way you look... why arnt you on the football team?"

"heh yeah. and its because i have band and my own band to worry about. although i was thinking about joining 3 years ago. just never had the time to... erm whats your name..." i said.

"Taylor." he said and smiled.

"wow and here i thought you were tray and tray was tom and tom was taylor." the four of us laughed intill the bell rang. we grabbed our stuff and i got a see ya from the three football players.

"hey hon." i said oping the door to our dorm. he was in the sitting area playing the dorms ps3 with lee. lee was a raccoon who was known for his gaming. if anything he was the biggest gamer of the dorm building. "sup lee."

"hey.. come on... come on.... come on....YES SUCK IT!" hayden jumped up beating lee and his team on CoD MW2.

"DAM!" lee said and turned to me. "hi jeremy." he got up and gave hayden $20. "ill beat you next time." he said and highfived hayden."but i need to study. see ya guys." he said everyone in the sitting room waved and went back to what they were doing.

later when me and hayden were sitting in our room with seth and aaron. he noticed something about my homework."hon x dosnt equal Q over 4."

"wait!?!" i looked over it. "fuck do i have ta do et again." a bit of my British accent came out.

"OMG SO CUTE!" aaron yelled making me blush.

"hes blushing!" seth said falling back onto aaron.

"hayden dont you dare." i said pointing to hayden who was choking because he was holding in a luagh.

"sorry." he put his head back laughing loudly. "your so cute!"

"ya fuck you guys." British accent again, facepaw.

they all fell over laughing, i just sat their blushing and holding my tail tightly. "fuck you." i got up and walked out of the room.

"hon.. HON!" hayden said as i exited the room. i quickly ran down the hallway and went into a small cleaning closet and slid down the wall and put my muzzle on my knees. "jeremy!." i heard hayden run down past the closet. i found this hiding spot when i thought leon was shot. i dont know why but i always run here when i need to be alone. 'god why am i here.. it dosnt bother me... grr if only those people in high school didn't make fun of me for my accent.' i growled lightly to myself and fell under a deep sleep...

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"fuck my, ow my head." i said holding my head. i woke up in the closet, i looked around and stumbled for the door knob. once i found it i opend it and steped into the bright hallway of the dorms. "hmm where is everyone?" i asked myself. i started walking down to the exit of the dorms. not one fur in sight. "hmm.. this is wired..." i said agian. i opened the doors and looked out over the college grounds. still, no one.

"hello?" i said but nothing. "anyone their?" i walked out of the door way and fell into a black hole.

"JEREMY!" hayden yelled again from out side the door. i quickly woke up and took hold of the door handle. i heard his frantic paws run down the hall way and out of ear shot. i walked out of the closet and looked around and quickly made my way to the exit of the dorms. it was dark outside, maybe about 9pm or so. not sure. but i walked out side the dorms and started on a brisk jog around the college grounds. i couldnt help but get energy from the calming area around. i always felt better at night for some odd reason. it's.. it's so calm. no one is running around, thinking. their just dreaming. thats when i turned around and saw till running after me.

"yo mate, whats wrong?" he said

"nothing till." i stopped jogging and walked beside him smiling, fake but still a smile.

"you know im to good for that. now tell me whats wrong?"

"i just had a small flash back to when i was young and people made fun of my British accent.. and it just so happened hayden was the one laughing at me. i felt hurt and betrayed.. so i ran." i said and looked at my hindpaws.

"come on you know that hayden would never do anything to hurt you." he said and put his arm around my shoulders and pulled me into his side. "if anything im sure hes hurting a lot right now. you know how he gets when your not around."

"yeah i know. i just... dont know." i said pulling away from him. i dont know why i felt so hurt. i just did.

"well do you want to go find him and talk to him?"

"im not sure.. i want to. but i dont know." i said and stopped in my tracks. the next thing i knew i was facing hayden right in the eyes. it was obvious that he was crying. hes normally happy puppy husky eyes were red and the fur around them matted down.

"do you know how fucking scared i was." he yelled and barked at me.

"im sorry i just. it's a long story it wont happen again."

"dam right it wont!" he yelled and punched the wall. it left a big dent thats when my anger started to rise.

"hayden chill the fuck out."

"no, do you understand how fucking scared i was jeremy. dont ever fucking run off like that again. GOT IT!" that was the last straw

"HAYDEN I SAID I WONT DO IT AGAIN WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT ME TO DO!" i yelled and pushed him against the wall. he shoved me back. i could tell he regretted that but right now would not be the time. "FUCK YOU HAYDEN!"

"FUCK YOU TO DICK! you know what. fuck it, bye." he walked to the door opened it, walked out and slammed it. when that door shut. my heart fell into pieces.

"hayden im sorry." i fell to the floor and held my chest. tears rolling down my muzzle and onto the floor. i fell over and curled into a ball crying, asking for forgives even though no one was their.

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i ran from the building knocking people out of my way. because of my build no one stopped me. i never felt like this before i just wanted to rip someone in half. 'god dam it. why did he have to be such a dick about this. not like we did anything wrong. he isnt the one to fucking care if someone makes fun of him. why did he change.' i said to myself and found my way into the parking lot. i got into my car and drove off into the night.

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"JEREMY!" i yelled into the band room. normally this is where i would find him if something happened. "Jeremy you in their!" i yelled one more time. when nothing happened i left and went to find Aaron.

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"you find him yet hon?" i asked hopping my panther would say yes.

"no, you?"

"nope, god where can he be."

"dont worry we will find him... is this the first time something like this happened?"

"yeah at least for what i know." i hugged seth and we walked back to the dorms.

when we got back we walked past jeremy and haydens dorm room. their was someone whispering sorry, im so sorry inside. i tried to open the door but it was locked. luckily, i had a spare key that hayden gave me so if anything happened i could help jeremy. when i walked in i did not expect to see jeremy on the floor. or with a knife.

"JEREMY!"

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'hmm somethings ganna happen tonight.' i thought to myself looking up at the full moon. i don't know why, well i sorta do. but i always seem to know when something bad is going to happen. and when i saw jeremy jogging outside alone in the dark. i knew something bad had happened. after we talked i put him in front of his dorms and nodded that everything would be ok. then i left. but know, i feel as if that was a stupid idea. "maybe everything will work out between them." i said out loud then looked up into the sky and star gazed.