These Bloody Paws
Disclaimer: I don't own any thing in this story except my character Soul as I have said before he is mine and any clashes or similarities are pure coincidence, o and I used some songs in here to get pieces mostly Linkin Park, and Three Days Grace
Let me apologize, but you'd keep wasting all your time
'It wasn't always like this' he thought. Trying to remember the foggy past bloody blurs and war was what he knew. He looked over at the bones that used to be his mate. They now lay dusty and forgotten, just like him. He remembered the attention he got for the past five years when he was the guards favorite 'chew toy,' and by chew I mean screw. The chains held him to the wall giving him about five feet of slack just out of reach to hold his mates face one more time. He cried frequently waiting for death to take him but it wouldn't. Silently he envied his lover; he had passed on leaving him all alone to mourn. He was jealous and mildly brain damaged from the trauma of seeing his mate smile as he gave his last breaths. Watching the guards screw and desecrate his corps and leaving him there to rot like some filthy animal and all for what they were Wolves were hated at least that what it was like now. you see Wolves were the founding fathers of most technology that involved war, them being one of the most influential forces that drove the modern battlefield until they decided that they shouldn't take orders any more and threw a full scale uprising. Then the fun began people would shoot first and ask questions later throwing the world into the fifth world war. Smaller countries were bombed out, recourses drained at an exponential rate burning out all oil and petroleum all together. Now the world was cracked and torn and starting to be abandoned but was he invited, hell no, he sat on the cold concrete completely aware of the escape ships leaving the planet in search of other worlds where peace could start and flower again. But it was the world they left behind that would soon become a threat.
The quakes started again this time it took the main wall of the complex that he called his home completely out. He snapped a little as he watched helplessly as his lovers bones were decimated both by time and the fifty tons of rock smashing down on them. He screamed involuntarily as the last of the after shocks smashed his bonds leaving the metal collar and some chain hanging from it left, but he was free. He looked at the pile of bones and hit his knees "even though I can't see you my love, my love. I feel you near" he started to chant "even though you aren't around I can smell your scent and taste your lips" he said in a sob, the prayer was finished soon enough, too soon in fact. He wandered into the light breathing in something other than the air vents that merely recycled the air around him and nothing more. He hid back in the complex waiting for night to fall, waiting to start his journey. He wandered thru the broken building searching for any useable item and he hit the jackpot. It wasn't weapons it was cloths and files hundreds of thousands of files. He sighed starting to look thru them seeing employees and the planet that they were moved to slowly he ebbed thru the mass of faded and worn files even coming across his own and his mates. As he read the memory of the past life that he left behind came back to him.
**It was summer again. "Dance with me Soul" came his mate's voice.
"You know I am tired Skyy" soul called back to the wolf he loved
"Please once more you promised" Skyy called back his black fur rippling in the moonlight
"You always know what to do to get me to do what you want huh?" Soul asked
His love nodded filling his gaze with those glowing blue eyes making Soul melt as he stood each pulling the other close in an embrace "Will we be together forever?" Skyy asked
"Forever my love" Soul said "I swear." And with that they kissed falling into the grass and rolling around starting to remove each others cloths. But sadly it wasn't meant to be people burst from the trees and surrounding forest. And like a flash everything changed they were taken to a complex and raped repetitively each watching the other being mounted and re mounted over and over beaten and burned.
For the guards amusement, that day changed them and the days to follow their love grew but their minds warped and they began to bicker but luckily before they could renounce their love Skyy spoke up "my love my time is coming near my soul fades fast in here and I wish for you to know that I love you and when I pass on to paradise I will be watching over you until we meet again maybe with another mate?" he taunted "when you escape find another my love and we will all live in paradise together"
Soul started to tear up "please hang on I don't want to be alone I need you my love" he said but it was too late, Skyy nodded and whispered his dying breath "I love you forever and beyond" he said as he fell over taking his last breath.**
Forever he would hate them and forever he would be alone until he died, he thought remembering the only information he was given since the day he arrived 'wing seventy three' he whimpered the name that's where his love died. He looked at the supplies he found taking his and his loves files packing them into a bag with some cloths he walked back to the cell digging thru the rubble and rotten rock searching for the only things they were allowed to keep, their mating necklaces. He himself wore one and his mate, Skyy, wore the other it was a symbol of their love and their bond, and with some searching he found it, and with some more tears he placed it around his neck. They would pay, but who were 'they' anyway? He walked back to the files searching for employees.
It seemed like forever since he started but it didn't matter he dug and dug thru boxes until his blood ran cold as he found them, the people that captured him and the people that killed his mate, and the people who were about to die. He noted down where they were and what planet the next facility was on, the tiger planet of Tricinity. Now to get there, but that would wait for now he closed his files away staring at the picture of his love remembering slowly but steadily the love he had and what he now lost, he curled close to his mates bones, tomorrow he would bury them but tonight he lay next to them one last time.
The morning came as the rain fell into the broken building he was already outside finishing the grave. As he marked it with a cross he sat back on the mound crying for the last time, suicidal thoughts were creeping thru his head but he fought them back, he had to avenge his mate and he had to live. He thought long and hard thinking of ways to get to the other planets, wolves now no longer hated but the ones that were locked up were kept for safety precautions.
It hit him like a ton of lead 'merchant ships.' The word danced in his head, that's how he would get to his destination and that's where he would extract his revenge then he would come back her to die at his loves grave site. That seemed proper and that will be his destiny to die in a world that doesn't remember him. "I love you my darling my darling... for my heart reaches for you... my love reaches for you" he said softly ending his prayer. And walking off a free being, the first actual earth under his paws in what the records stated to be ten years. The nearest city on the map he had came into site the following day, the rain was relentless making what would be a nice blue sky a sulfur yellow and a steel grey mixed in angry cloud formations hell bent on soaking everything that wasn't waterproof that he carried. As he reached the ship yard he remembered a crucial thing... he needed money.
Seconds ticked in his head as he thought of ways to attain the fare, first he would need to know how much it was to ride on the planetary transit, second he would to need to know where his target planet was, and third he would need to steal the fare to get to where he was going. The first parts of the plans were easy he made up a story and he attained that he was three galaxies away from his target and the fare was thirty one thousand credds. So he set off looking for rich but unattended people watching as he stalked a tigress fur. It was flawless up until he reached for her purse that's when it went down hill. A hand cuff went around his wrist and immediately he was attached to a very large, intimidating horse fur. And like that his plans were foiled he was trotted down to the stationhouse and he was tossed into a cell. The others in the cell looked him over as he placed his bag in the corner and took off his necklaces dropping them in the bag before it locked. He sat atop it looking back at them immediately he felt their powers their presence and their guestimated abilities and strengths. They backed down as he glared it wouldn't last long though, the door opened and he was lead back thru a maze of halls a cop carrying his bag. They neared a door and the tiger was in it sitting with a guard, he pulled up a chair and helped himself to it looking into the tigress's eyes. It was she that broke the silence
"Just tell me why?" she asked "why did you try and steal my money?"
The question burned him "I needed to find some people" Soul said quickly
"Find someone?" she asked "why?"
"Like you care" he replied wanting to be out of there
"Please leave us" she told the people in the room and like sheep they filed out leaving them alone "now tell me your motives?"
He looked at her "I needed to find my mates killers and extract my revenge...." He said but she merely nodded
"Will you come along with me?" she asked
"Like hell" he said
"They were going to kill you but I persuaded them to let me talk to you" she said
His ears drooped and he sighed "what use could I be to you?" he asked
"I need another body guard the others are trying to take advantage of me so I need to replace him" she said looking back at Soul. "so is it a deal I make you my body guard and we find your mates killers then when you are done you come back to serve me?" she asked "you will do everything I ask with out question"
He sighed starting to beat himself up mentally "I will do it" he said softly but in a tone she could hear
He walked over to him slipping a collar around his neck "I promise you, I will take care of you and you will learn to like being with me and the others" she said patting his back "come on now tell me your name?" she asked
"Its Soul" he said sighing waiting to be told what to do
She moved her hand over his face "my name is Kida" she said "please I want a friend not a slave... give me a chance?" she asked
He was melting into her grasp her touch felt great against his skin, so tender, so truthful. He wanted more of her touch no needed more of her touch. "I will be your friend" he said softly his voice mellow like he inhaled lithium and was sitting in a warm room. Happy and content to be there in her paws but her voice snapped him out of his trance
"Soul" she said softly "we need to go now" she said releasing his head and he snapped back to reality standing up and walking out after her. The walk wasn't long until she met a horse outside who he could tell wanted to be more than just her body guard "you are released of your post from here on" she said taking the mans collar off and tossing it into her purse. The horse was angry but she blew him off as she stepped into her car leaving the door agar. The horse moved to try and grab at her but he moved grasping the horse's hand
"I would advise leaving" he said growling and moving in front of the door but the horse moved swinging but Soul crushed his hand in his palm "leave alive or in a body bag" Soul said. The horse moved crying softly and ran off. Soul moved into the car sitting quietly next to her
"Thank you" Kida said as she grabbed at his head. He moved into her grasp wanting her caress and to be in the world that he was in before. It lasted the whole way to her home too she smiled tapping his nose waking him "we are home sleepy head" she said as he moved he realized he had moved from the chair to the floor laying his head in her lap. And what was more unusual she had just let him do that and she held him the way home.
"What happened?" Soul asked yawning and moving out of the car
She laughed lightly "you fell asleep and I held you for the way home" she said "you are not from this era of time even though you are the same age as me you don't know how to live what happened?" she asked
**He sighed and started his story "it all started when I was to be mated with another wolf called Skyy"
It was his wedding day again. Or so he replayed his life to her slowly not forgetting a detail as more and more of his life became available to him he started to add and change his life to how things fit and to what concerned him most was the fact that she actually cared. She listened with intent and only stopping him to ask a question but then she encouraged him to speak more and more.
The question that haunted him the most was "do you think your mate would want to be avenged and remembered that way? To have you stain your own paws with blood to extract nothing but more death?" she asked**
And he wept into her arms waiting for him self to calm down. She moved holding him close and singing as she pat the back of his head. After a while he calmed down "he would want me to be happy and find another, the same thing I would wish if I had traded places with him" Soul said realizing that his cloths and her shoulder was soaked. It had been three hours of her holding him, he needed it, it was the last unhappy memory he would have of his mate he would only remember the happy times he had and he would look forward to living a new life. "there is something I need to do" he said, she nodded following him to his bag as he pulled out the files he had taking out the pictures of him and his love, but stacking the rest neatly "I forgive you" he said "may you live your life in peace" he said as he took the files and tore them up tossing them into the trash.
From that moment on it felt like a weight lifted from his body, all the evils of his body were taken with the bad thoughts and the desire to kill "thank you for saving me" he said laying his head into her lap
She merely stroked his fur "you are welcome" Kida said standing up "follow me?" she asked
He did as he was told walking after her to what seemed to be her bedroom, he had been to there hundreds of times but he wasn't sure of what was in store this time. She opened the door and sat on the bed. "you have been with me for such a short time and I wish to confess something to you... I love you and I knew you were the one to spend my life with" she said but he walked over to her sitting on her bed
"you are so different from others and so like my mate, with your ability to make me happy even for the amount of time I was with you I was willing to trade my life for yours and...I never thought it possible love at first sight not once but twice" he said laying on her lap "it would make me honored if you were my mate" he said cutting the string on his loincloth
She stared at him for a while but moved him to the center of the bed starting to kiss his neck and lips as her hands moved over his body caressing lightly over his sheath and balls. He felt her move down to his nipples, his eyes long since closed due to the pleasure. Lightly she licked and nipped at them making him moan wanting more and more to claim her
She paused for a second removing her cloths and grabbing a few items under her bed she smiled "if this hurts please let me know" she said watching Soul nod she pulled out a long thin metal instrument. She placed her hands over his sheath stroking it slowly ebbing his cock out of its fuzzy prison. She took the metal object and lined it up with his urethra slowly dipping it into him making his squirm as she moved it slowly up and down. "What my mate can't take much more?" she taunted pulling on a glove and lubricating her fingers. She placed one at the entrance to his ass rubbing outside of it making him moan wanting the digit in him but she denied that. She smiled taking his cock into her mouth and discarding the probe she reached for another item placing a condom over it she played with his ass taunting him with the toy.
"Please don't tease me" he begged but she ignored him still poking the toy in slowly waiting for him to adjust. He thought it couldn't get much better as the toy slid against his prostate and wiggling it around but he felt it turn on and it sent him closer to the edge as it vibrated against the walls of his rectum.
"Now what does my mate want?" she asked straddling his hips directly on top of his cock
"I want to claim my love" he said in a whimper.
She smiled rolling on her back and spreading herself "then take her"
And like lightning he was entwined into her body poking into her and causing her to gasp "there we go now I get my way" he said as she stroked his head as he bucked into her
"my love I am going to howl" he said starting to pant
She wrapped her legs around his thighs pulling him into her deeper as he sprayed into her "that's it Soul, my soul" she said as he howled filling her
Suddenly he felt shaking and he moved "Soul" a soft voice said in his ear "what were you dreaming about?" the voice asked
"my love I was thinking about the first time we met" he said licking her cheek "I wish I could have met him" she said softly "the one who gave you your first necklace" she said after
"we will be together someday and you will meet him... in paradise when our time comes" Soul said snuggling close to his love keeping the memory of his other love close in his heart
Fin
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