RS: fathers agony: part 4

Story by commisiar on SoFurry

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#4 of RS: father's agony

Warning this quite dark in some parts and sorry for any disrespect.

However my Fursona is my more darker half of my personality with some of my feelings of cynicism, anger, and some resentment mixed in.


Month 3

Kris opened her eyes feeling her mother's sleeping form on her chest. She sighed as she looked at the days date on the holographic calendar.

It was the sixteenth day of the third month, only fifteen more days and her father will be free. He mother stirred and moved onto her side making her gaze at her slightly swollen middle. The cub was slowly growing within making her smile softly.

She grabbed her cock and slowly began to masturbate herself. She closed her eyes feeling the slight build of pleasure before hearing soft giggling.

She looked to her side and blushed up a storm seeing her mother's mischievous smile and golden eyes staring at her.

Sheana whispered "naughty girl, how can you still be horny after giving me a nice slow fuck?"

She swished her grey tail side to side as Kris huffed. She rolled her eyes and muttered "when you're as experienced as me you should know! Could it have been painful for father to have continued after one round?"

Sheana smiled softly saying "once was enough with the knot removed and then he waits for fifteen minutes and during these we would kiss like crazy, and when the wait is over we repeat. He likes being either top or bottom just enough to not get tired of sex!"

She smiled softly eyeing her daughter's rod and slowly moved downwards.

Kris eyed her as she rested her head over her crotch and started to lick her tip. She moaned softly as her mother slowly ran her tongue around it and used her tongue to gently constrict it.

She squirmed as Sheana smiled softly saying "I sometimes do this to tease your father. Tell me have you had any experience with anal sex?"

Kris blushed saying "a little, father would ask me if I wanted to try it. To make sure for easy entry he would use lube, so I lost my anal cherry to him. Not my favorite kind of sex but at least he cleansed that out as well. Honestly I love how he bottoms out in my womb and how large he gets when he swells so delightful!"

She finished with a moan making her mother giggle.

She watched as her mother got off the bed before heading to her closest. As she opened the door she noticed that she had various kinds of strapons and raised an eyebrow. She asked her "why do you have strapons in your closet?"

Her mother flushed saying "well I wanted to make sure if I ever was going to try to be a lesbian. Also there for tormenting your father when he becomes embarrassing! He likes it though except for the metal spiked strap on. I had to use it once because he shouted out our sexual fun across the entire neighborhood in his car because I teased him."

Kris chuckled softly smiling brightly seeing her mother flush red in embarrassment.

Sheana slowly asked her "would you like a strap on the size of your father, or something smaller?"

Kris swished her tail and added "if you're going to use a large strap on make sure it's cleaned!"

Sheana smiled as she got a large strap on as wide as her husbands, and long as eight inches. She strapped it over her crotch and slowly closed the closet.

Kris felt her cock twitch in anticipation, her father always said her mother loved to peg him. As a form of punishment because she was annoyed with him, however it was also used for pleasure.

Kris has never had been taken by her mother before, her mother would ride her cock or let her fuck her. However she has never been pegged at all. She looked at it in curiosity seeing the rather dark color of it.

Sheana slowly got back into the bed and gently rested on top of her daughter. She smiled kindly as she asked "are you sure you want this? I'm much like your father to always want willing sex!"

Kris merely smiled and nodded before moaning feeling her lick her breasts.

Sheana gently massaged her right breast while gently licking and nibbling on her other. She slowly moved her hips and pressed her strap on onto her clit and pushed in slowly.

She gently smiled hearing her daughter gasp and slowly continued. She slowly reached her cervix and continued through after it opened to her womb. She began to thrust slowly in and out in order to hear her daughter moan and groan.

Kris buckled her legs as her mother slowly began pumping her. She yelped as her g spot was rubbed again and spoke a bit louder "faster!" she began panting as her mother complied and began thrusting harder and faster.

Sheana began licking her daughter's chest and breasts in a circular motion. Bottoming out inside her before slowly removing the strapon half way out and repeated the process. While she may be dominative with her husband she was very gentle with her daughter.

As she was having fun Kris moved her right paw to her mouth and began licking her fingers. She then moved them to her mother's anal passage. Her father sometimes did have anal sex with her before his accident so she was no virgin back there.

As she inserted her fingers Sheana sped up her process as he gently widened it with her fingers. Even though women don't have prostates it is still a good practice for when her father comes home.

Sheana rolled her eyes feeling her daughter's fingers widening her anal passage. She merely smiled as she added "you do realize I don't have a prostate right?"

Kris flushed saying "I know; I just don't want to get rusty for father. Oh yes harder!" her mother soon began thrusting as hard as she could, and slowly bent her legs for easier access.

Kris moaned as her pussy began to create a white creamy froth from her pre cum. Her panting began to increase before her tail jerked rapidly as she cried out. Her walls clenched around her mother's strap on as she had her orgasm.

Sheana smiled softly gently cleaning her mound and legs with her tongue as she pulled out. Her daughters grey fur was covered in sweat. She removed the strap on with a light snap and began cleaning it as well with a spare cloth.

She looked at Kris and smiled seeing her unattended shaft and added "would you like to have your fun?"

She gave a slight yelp as her daughter tackled her onto her husband's side of the bed. She chuckled as she was kissed and nipped before feeling her cock enter her own walls. She moaned as she rolled her eyes saying "I guess that answered my question!" and they both took turns having sex throughout the night.

Morning:

Kris got dressed in the morning; her clothing consisted of a jean, and a cloak with a hood. She always did wear a hood whenever she feels like it. She watched her mother get dressed herself and eyed that tight delicious rump of hers as well.

She blushed as she realized that she was thinking like her father in that regard. Her mother had an impressive rack and breasts despite being pregnant according to her slightly swollen abdomen. She also watched as she placed on her glasses as well.

She raised an eyebrow saying "why do you wear your dark rimmed glasses?"

Her mother sighed before saying "unlike most anthros I have bit of an eye problem, it's also because of it I have been teased about them since I was little girl before I was in my teens."

Kris flinched and added "I'm sorry, so did father have his own problems?"

Her mother merely added "plenty, he has a speech problem and a bit of a hearing problem. Now what is this being sorry for? All you did was just questioned what you wanted to know!"

She got dressed in her standard Enforcer uniform before walking over. She hugged her daughter who hugged her back and her arms slowly wrapped around her waist. Their tails swished briefly before wrapping around each other's waists before she kissed her on the lips.

Kris accepted the kiss before responding in kind, she gently stuck her tongue into her mother's mouth as she did the same.

Sheana moaned softly at her daughters kiss before doing the same thing. They broke off as Kris rested her head on her right shoulder. Sheana smiled softly gently massaging her back; she stopped as Kris whispered "last month I could tell that father was driven past his limits a bit..."

She closed her eyes and shed a tear; being driven insane by pain is something that has concerned her before. She shed a tear as she cleaned her glasses and whispered "oh god, please no... The darkness in his heart only makes him very aggressive and brutal. However the insanity combined with claustrophobia is going to be horrific. We're going to have to try our best to help him..."

Kris shook her head and muttered "I know, he's struggling to hold on trying to find a life line. Were his life line actually, he truly loves us all. I can't even express my words how much as neither can he..."

Sheana smiled sadly before asking "how do you know?"

Kris looked down to her feet and continued "look, he has done everything you asked him to do. Buy books, games, a chemistry set, he did the same for me. He didn't see me as any ordinary woman because he truly loved me. I could see it in his eyes; if he wasn't married he would have married me to help me with my problems! He can't stand seeing sorrow and grief from everybody who doesn't deserve it. Has he ignored you or my needs? No, has he even acted with bitterness or spitefulness because he can? Not really because he only does it for those who truly deserve it, he's a bitter man. However is he soulless, heartless, a killer again no! It's against his views to even take advantage of things, he's matured greatly! We know he has skeletons in his closet, he isn't perfect, but he truly loves us. He never would harm us at all. Sure he has reacted strongly whenever he writes, but that's just him expressing his passion and love of which he can't express except when making love to us both..."

She walked forwards to her side of the closet and opened it once more before gasping. Sheana walked forwards and her glasses nearly slipped off. She gazed upon a pair of large pair of rainbow colored roses, a pair of large boxes of chocolates and one beautiful diamond necklace. Along with a pair of golden diamond stubbed earrings just in case and a pair of diamond watches.

They burst into tears as tears of sorrow, and love feeling their hearts giving a loud knock. Kris smiled sadly as she slowly spotted a letter. Slowly picking it up she began to read it.

To my beautiful daughter, and my beloved wife.

If you're reading this, you have probably found my valentine presents. Even though it is past Valentine's Day I simply bought these for you. I forgot the first time and never wanted to do so again. I can't express how much I truly love you both. When I first looked upon you Kris, I would have married you as well. I would gladly, and I do mean gladly do so in order to protect you.

The pair of earrings is for you both, as well everything else. The roses are some of the rarest I could find in this quadrant of the Common Wealth as well. I bought these, with nearly everything I had and I do mean everything. I didn't want the fame, the glory, the money or the weapons. I make my own money, I buy my own weapons or keep them because their unique.

Instead I would gladly throw it all away for love. I know I haven't been the best father, a hard ass, a smart ass, but what can I honestly say? I'm an emotional person whose tongue has always gotten me into trouble, or when my beliefs guide me. That doesn't make me selfish; if I was I would have wanted everything I liked. I regret my words to Lithier, I regret everything I have done wrong. I simply want to express my love and gratitude.

Without Sheana I would have slipped away into the fires of my berserker rage. Without Zume, Kobe and Jayce I wouldn't have experienced some more true friends besides different classmates. Furthermore without you my darling Kris I wouldn't have had the feelings of true pleasure, happiness, and love of being a proud father. I truly love you as another lover or wife, and I just want everything to be as perfect as I could for you.

With Love, Evan Young's Wolffang.

PS: the chocolates are some of the best chocolates I could buy. And Zume and the others have the same thing just manlier in their own closet.

_ _ They burst into tears as they sniffled loudly as tears of happiness, joy, and love rolled down their cheeks. They quickly hugged each other as Sheana wrapped her arms around her daughter's waist. The sobs of happiness were heard from a short distance. Their love increased even more as they developed a bond tighter then before with their husband and father.

Guest room

In the guest room Zume, Kobe, and Jayce were reading the same thing. Expect they had better cloaks, specially crafted wrist bands. Various things that they loved and always wanted to get for a valentine present. Jayce was a fan of baseball and what Evan gave him was a ball signed by the entire Sanfrancisco Giants team.

Zume and Kobe both got something special specially crafted arm bands. That showed their love for each other as well as some other trinkets; he didn't know what they liked so he got a variety of gifts. In the back were also pictures and photos of them being together. When they bowled together, having fun dancing, including working and laughing together.

They all sniffled as they shed a tear; nobody apart from everybody else in Club Zero Blue has ever done this before for them. A loud thump was heard as their hearts rapidly sped up. It was a warm feeling, a true feeling that Zume has always felt with Kobe. For Jayce it was a stronger tug, as he lost his original love.

They bowed their heads and whispered "thank you..." and slowly started creating their bonds even tighter. As did their resolve to learn, to protect, to always be there. He has his own flaws and they know it, his anger, his spitefulness and bitterness of which he doesn't like. His views can get a bit extreme however it's not his own fault for going through emotional hell and mentality shifts.

He knows it doesn't excuse his actions, nor does it excuse his feelings. His apologies to authors can be acidic or strong, but it's not his fault for his mind has made it unbearable. To nearly have a photographic memory and have it stuck in his head; upon viewing the rather darker side of anything was horrendous.

He suffers nightmares even if he sleeps with them when his wife arrives late. He couldn't be angry at her why would he? There is no reason to.

Zume smiled softly as they hugged each other gently. They slowly looked to the ceiling and thought "this has been the best valentines-day we ever had, Evan Young's Wolffang you will never stop surprising us will you?"

Master bedroom

Kris slowly dried her tears as she whispered "why? Just why did he leave this here?"

Her mother shook her head and whispered "he wanted it to be a surprise I guess, he was probably going to show it to us as a gift on valentine's day which was last month. If it wasn't for his accident..."

Kris frowned sadly as her mother gently placed her left hand on her left cheek. Sheana gently stroked it making her hum softly in content before saying "sh, just one more month, which is over in fifteen days Kris. I miss your father so much as well..."

Before gently giving a kiss on her neck and held her quietly.

Kris gently wrapped her tail around her mother's waist as her head rested on her right shoulder. She felt her nuzzle her as she wrapped her own tail around her waist as well. She smiled softly before asking "why haven't you gone to work? I mean your father must be upset by now!"

Sheana merely smirked and added "I don't want to leave you alone just like your father. The only reason our tenants are still here is because the strip club isn't opened today. He didn't feel safe letting you be by yourself, I can still see the depression Kris..."

She gazed into her eyes which reflected pain and sadness. Her daughter shed a tear as she whispered "I just feel so helpless, waiting for my father to return. Even with my expertise in sex or a massage therapist could possibly not heal this pain."

Her mother gazed at her with the same look in her golden eyes. She shed a tear as she whispered "I feel the same Kris, my heart aches. I just feel lonely without him, he used to sing. To massage my fur when I needed it most, sometimes even plain gentle sex isn't enough. The only reason I dominate him was to get rid of my pain..."

Kris gently sniffed gently feeling her mother's paws gently massage her back. Then her shoulders ever so slowly making her relax.

Sheana chuckled softly and gently guided her to the bed as she watched her lie down first. She slowly moved over her daughter and started slowly massaging her chest and stomach. She smiled hearing her soft purrs and moans. Her right paw slowly started making circular motions on her stomach gently smoothing over her grey fur as she went.

She smiled as she moved her left paw in order to massage her left breast. Her daughter merely writhed in bliss as she continued and gently started squeezing and rubbing her. She then moved her right paw to start massaging and stroking along her tail, admiring it as she did so. Also while giving her rump a quick look unashamedly but not in a greedy way.

Due to her coaxing Kris slowly started to get aroused as her cock slowly grew in her boxers. She moaned in soft delight as she opened her eyes and added "You're better than me I suppose..."

Sheana merely shrugged her shoulders saying "not really I just follow what your father does. Tell me do you feel strong enough to fight your own fear?"

Kris closed her eyes before opening them, they hardened slightly as she answered "I don't think I do, but it doesn't hurt to try. I might hate the feeling of being without my father, or seeing that the entire household is depressed. That does not mean that I lack confidence, and will. Simply put this fear is a tad silly, but I will fight it as well as my own depression!"

Her mother smiled softly as she lowered her pants and boxers to her knees ever so slowly and she gazed into her soft golden wolf like eyes. She got the eyes from her father's side of the family. Kris jerked as her mother licked her cocks tip before slowly taking it into her mouth. She also used her hand to slowly pump it along as she deep throated her ever so slowly.

Kris bit her bottom lip before mewling as she felt her slowly insert three fingers into her cunt, while the other two went into her rectum. Her mother gently began to spread her by pushing them in and out. She slowly made scissor motions in her pussy gently before removing her other fingers.

Kris let out a squeak as she slowly began to fist her cunt, inserting her hand up to her wrist. Then she began to pump in and out making her jerk and squirm.

Kris panted before shouting "OH GOD PLEASE MORE! YES, YES, YESSSSSSSSSSS!"

Her father sometimes did that with her but was more cautious considering how large his wrists were. However not completely unlike what was happening right now.

Her mother smiled as she slowly added "do you want my paw in your womb pumpkin?" she teased her slightly by rotating her hand around gently as she did so.

Kris let out a needy whine and added "YES PLEASE, SO GOOD!"

Her mother slowly stuck her wrist in and gently past her cervix. Her paw was in her womb and she began to gently rub along her walls very carefully before pumping once again.

Kris gasped and groaned in pleasure as she pumped her fist in and out slowly. Her clitoris was frothing white from her pre cum.

Her mother smiled swishing her tail like crazy with delight. She was wet and ready to fuck but first she needed to get her daughter off to be fair.

Kris let out a sharp cry as she exploded covering her mother's arm in her own cum.

Her mother chuckled hearing her slosh with her own fluids and slowly pulled her arm out. She smiled warmly and channeled Zordiarc to her arm to clean it in the silvery blue aura.

Her husband asked her if she wanted to unlock it in curiosity before his accident. She of course agreed and he has still been searching for ways to control the energy flow.

Her arm began to hiss from the heat before gently leaning down to kiss her neck. Her daughter mewled at the affection and gentle pleasure making her whisper "it's always better not to be infected with drugs, or false love. When I first looked at you I could see a poor lonely soul, who needed true love and not the kind where the person tosses them away. I admired your fur, your tail, everything with true kindness. Now though, I feel like you're my female passionate lover. I love you Kris just as much as your father, he would have wanted this for me after all if he wasn't here for us both..."

Kris cried softly as she shed a tear and whispered "I love you mummy!" She immediately moved her muzzle and crashed her lips against hers and her mother did the same. She slowly slipped her crotch over her cock and slid onto her walls gently covering it until it entered her womb. Their bodies writhed moving up and down in their ravenous, passionate love making.

She slowly wrapped her arms around her daughter's waist as she did the same as well.

Kris moaned quietly as her mother gently kissed her. Each kiss was like nectar and honey, combined with true love just as much as her father. She panted briefly as her mother raised and lowered her hips quickly. She nearly barred her teeth as how she was still so tight around her cock. Despite her father's rather passionate and long fucking sessions.

She gritted her teeth as she broke off and asked "how can you still be so tight? I've felt father's monstrous cock before but Jeez!"

Her mother smiled kindly as she answered "being a zordiarc user is quite rattling isn't it? Your father discovered he could get hard by stroking himself with a coated hand, so I did it to myself and well while I did get off I also got myself tight as well. I sometimes masturbated because I was so lonely until I met your father."

She merely raised an eyebrow as she bucked her hips saying "father say's your training to be a commando, is that important for you?"

Her mother smiled softly as she answered "it will allow me to be with your father instead of being separated when he goes on his patrols. I feel like he's only doing it to lower his emotional mask..."

Kris looked concerned and asked "emotional mask?"

Her mother side as slowly moved her hips before answering "your father; is a saddened man. He's only happy around those he loves, because he's desperate. Sometimes I wake up to see him stare into the mirror, from the left over emotional pain that will not heal right away. This pain is something he doesn't like to talk about..."

Kris finished inside her as she rolled off her and continued "all I can say is he hasn't been the same since before his twentieth birthday. When I first met him I was appalled at how much hatred, rage, and sorrow he has hidden from his own parents. Mentality he was a bit shaky, emotionally he was in pain. However I never knew anybody he could experience such a drastic mental shift when regarding a subject he absolutely loathes..."

She laughed a dry saddening laugh before shaking her head as she finished "Your father puts up a mask for the public. In order to hide his sorrow of which he can't control, not anymore. On our first meeting I could tell, that he was heartbroken, his passion shattered, his spirit crushed. I don't know what goes on in his head, he's fooled my father, and every enforcer about his feelings. If he didn't meet me, he would have been more then fine to become a martyr..."

Kris froze in shock as she eyed her mother in disbelief. She saw her shake as shed a tear and explained "your father is a lethal and vindictive man. He doesn't like revenge, nor vengeance, but justice a rather shady view of justice. He was an emotional wreck until we started doing therapy sessions. I asked him why does he stay up so late and write once, and he answered with "I'm depressed, and it was the only thing keeping me happy." It was absolutely horrible. Your father has been scarred emotionally, has personal conflicts daily, and was socially rejected for a long time by class mates. He's literally had a worse life then I had before I reached my teens..."

She shook her head and added "he's aggressive and it shows when he writes and has darkness within his heart. He's always constantly struggling with his negative aspects and never pulls back how he feels when he's on the job..."

Kris merely sat up and replied "Even so, he would deeply apologies to those who don't deserve it. I can see that he has struggled so hard to control his temper. Whenever somebody forces him to do something that resolve and will is threatened. I doubt many could heal that but I am sure you could do it..."

Sheana felt her heart constrict as well as her stomach. Those lonely almost desperate hazel eyes behind that red visor showed so much sorrow when she first met him. It nearly made her sick to her stomach just thinking about how cruel another's person's teenage years could be to some one. He was also slightly depressed and solemn, but also filled with anger and bitterness. He was never someone biased or highly unpleasant a tad vindicate but cold, calculative, and absolutely ruthless.

Her husband hates traitors, to betray your country, or your world was going too far. He never takes immediate action instead tracks down the leaks, and takes them out. Public exposure by the Common Wealth Global News Network is truly a possible thing he could do. However he doesn't just do it unless the press wants the juicy information, it will get rid of the paparazzi much faster that way.

His aversion of subjects he can't stand is only because of his bitterness and hate created from the actions of others. The beginning of peer rejection and a problem with self esteem, his beliefs will never change but his moods of depression and aggression will. She remembered being shocked as she asked why he was depressed as he told her "my family has a genetic trait for depression, it doesn't happen automatically. However for me it already started, I lost a tutor, I lost family pets. I lost friends when they moved away, when I met my old best friends only his little brother accepted me and his sister; he was like a total stranger. It was like he didn't care, and that hurt. Personal conflicts happen to me daily in my own internal turmoil. Socially rejected, lonely, negative self esteem, I simply write to push past the negative side of my life. I've never, and do mean never have had an entire organization accept me before, especially you my poor wolfess vixen and my dear daughter..."

She literally jumped into his arms and sobbed after that. He accepted her without any issues because he was just so desperate. He was lonely; he had social rejection, and negative self esteem that has turned him into a bitter sarcastic and rather acidic person.

However he was more than willing to keep that to himself, unless it was used for an appropriate time. The only thing that gets him dangerously enraged is any means of slavery. A good slaver is a dead one, by fire, impalement on wooden or steel spikes, crucifixion, or death.

There is nothing positive about sexual slavery, as a sad fact of life. Any positive reason for it being so is wrong despite any complaints. After all only extremely few really does care about the slave one bit...

Kris slowly moved forwards to wrap her arms around her mother's chest who sighed sadly. Her mother gently smiled and added "oh Kris, I just don't know what to do. Your father is breaking down, he's losing himself to his own problems; I doubt we can fix this together..."

Kris shed a tear as she whispered "we have to find a way; I could see it in his eyes that he was terrified that his darkness was going to be released when we met. It's going to take control of him and won't let go if he lets it. It's only a few more days before he is released but..."

Sheana shed a tear as she removed her glasses and started to weep. She whispered "I don't want to kill your father; he hasn't really gone over the edge before. He nearly did once due to the problems with the wraith. However he left, he simply left in order to heal and find a way to control his psychological problems. He was just so dark in personality and never like he is now..."

Kris shook her head saying "I could easily sense that he is a tad over protective, although I don't really mind it."

She smiled softly as she would remember feeling her father's left arm on her shoulder. To defend her from various males, she also used to have piercings but not anymore as he gently removed any traces of them, including those that truly hurt her from her past life.

She closed her eyes and shuddered crossing her arms making her mother look concernedly at her actions.

Sheana sighed while looking at her blood soaked shirt seeing it leak blood just a little from the hole in her shoulder. After removing the iron stub her husband cleaned it as best as possible, however the hole that remained will have to heal on its own. He was cautious about using medical nanites on the nerves, tendons, and arteries that it had pierced.

She grimaced in disgust as she thought about what her past life must have been like and shuddered. Her daughter went through hell all because of one anaconda anthro. Anacondas unfortunately have quite a bad reputation for doing rather unsavory things unless they try not to. Most of them join the Enforcers in order to prove they don't deserve their reputation, and work harder than the rest to prove it.

Her daughter always did move closer to them whenever she met one, always gazing at them with her wide terrified eyes despite their kindness. She would never trust one again; it was truly saddening to know the effects caused by her past.

She closed her eyes in grief while shedding a tear gazing into her daughter's haunted eyes.

She slowly moved closer to her and gently embraced her. Her paws started massaging her fur through her clothes slowly causing her tail to twitch ever so slightly.

Kris gazed at her with wide eyes as she quickly wrapped her arms around her waist and started to sob. She gently sighed and began rocking her gently whispering soothing words into her right ear. Whenever Kris remembered her past she would act like so, her husband had explained that it would take would take a few months for her to heal.

Having been with good people, bad people, or horrible people it wouldn't really have done any damage to her mentally because of the indoctrination done. Even so it would never be healthy for her unless she slowly heals from her damaged mind body and soul.

Sheana scowled darkly as she thought "slavers... They really do corrupt, or destroy lives once somebody enters their web. No wonder my husband has a near zealous form of loathing for them. My poor daughter shouldn't have suffered like so!"

She gently lowered her paws to stroke her rump making her arc her tail. Kris let out a soft purr despite her sadness and her mother smiled softly before sighing. She gently nuzzled her feeling her cheek; Kris nuzzled her back before quickly moving her mouth to give her a kiss of which she accepted.

During breakfast she watched as Kris stirred her eggs around making her sigh in exhaustion. She can't really feel just how terrible it was for her daughter. Sure she was desperate like her but never so extreme.

Her stomach muscles tightened feeling sick as she realized that her heart was basically crushed. As cleaned her plate she lowered her head and stared out the kitchen window worriedly.

Her daughter was desperate to be with her father once more or she would revert back to her past self within her shell. She removed her glasses and shed a tear before whispering "Evan if you can hear us please, please don't break. Kris needs you, I need you; our friends are worried sick. Please, come back to us!"

As she finished she lowered her head as Kris shed a tear, she whispered "daddy please, I miss you so much and I would never want to see you in pain..."

The other three males weren't in their best shape either. Jayce shed a tear as he whispered "how? How could one man touch us deeply like so?"

Zume simply shrugged his shoulders saying "I don't know, we haven't really got any proper respect before outside the club. Even then we would be given just the normal looks..."

Kris sighed before channeling Zordiarc to her eyes to look around. She raised an eyebrow seeing four golden threads and replied "why do I see five golden threads above us?"

Sheana looked over her shoulder and asked "what do you mean? Oh I see channeling Zordiarc to your eyes always did bring unique things to life. I've heard of bonds, usually bonds of friendship, or love. However accepting these could be hazardous if we don't know who it is..."

Kris scowled before gently raising a finger to touch one, and her heart leaped to her throat and she replied "these are fathers bonds!"

Sheana raised her head as did her three tenants before she frowned determinedly saying "unreal, to make them so strong. We never even noticed them at all even and to save my husband from madness and twisted laughter I will gladly accept mine!"

A sharp knock was heard as the bond connected with hers as Kris spoke firmly "anything for my father!"

Her bond attached with hers making it thicken as Zume, Kobe and Jayce spoke their own vows and accepted theirs.

The bond turned visible before a loud thrum was felt as their love, passion, and determination to help there lover, father, and friend was sent through the link. Five tormented souls that would fight to the bitter end for a friend in dire need. They scowled as they made a silent vow together to help him in kind, just as he did for them.

Morning swiftly past to evening, and evening turned into night. Sheanas father called her and she responded in kind that she had to look after her daughter, and her growing little one. He was miffed about not hearing about her pregnancy before his holographic image smiled at her. He had accepted her being shy about her pregnancy causing her to shed a thankful tear.

With Kris she was busy meditating with her legs crossed like a pretzel. She would often due to this to settle her mind and to help block the past memories. Her father was going to teach her how to close them off from the rest of her memories for her three months ago.

She shed a tear as she hummed deeply before relaxing slowly breathing in and out. As she did her heart rate slowly slowed down as she felt a falling sensation of her entering her mind for the first time.

Mindscape

Kris fell with a soft thud on a metallic area and looked around. It looked like a forest and she smiled sadly seeing giant metallic statues of her father. Cold, calculative, passionate and filled with protection, she looked around some more and blanched seeing the seething darkness snapping at her from behind a giant sphere.

She felt cold as she realized she was gazing at her mental defenses that her father coached her to make.

She saw a golden glow above her and a silvery aura and jumped back as her father hit the ground. She looked startled seeing him a jittery mess, a horrific smile and whimpers of agony escaped his muzzle.

She shed a tear and whispered "father?"

Her father slowly stood on all fours and gazed at her with his eyes making her recoil and gasp. A sickly yellow and golden copper replaced his once beautiful golden hazel eyes. He shook before laughing a broken empty hysterical laugh.

Kris shed a tear as she gazed at her father before quickly rushing to him and quickly embraced him.

He shed a tear as he shakily hugged her and closed his eyes feeling his daughter weep. His arms quickly wrapped around his waist shakily as he did so.

She quickly gave him a kiss on his cheek and whispered "father I miss you deeply. Your friends and mother are so deeply worried, please; please just hold on only fifteen more days to go!"

As she finished he quickly burrowed his face into her right shoulder and sobbed. Her father was close to breaking and would have if it wasn't for their love. He whispered "how did I get here?"

Holding back a twisted maniacal grin as his anti-psychotics left his blood stream months ago.

Kris gazed at him with wide sorrow filled eyes as she whispered "you didn't know? You created strong, very strong mental bonds. Feel them, please father!"

He scrunched up his eyes shakily trying to sense them. His eyes widened in shock feeling the love, passion, and worry as he felt their mental avatars. Jacye tackling him, Zume and Kobe embracing him while laughing as they licked him, her mother hugging him as she sobbed in happiness and worry.

The sickly yellow gold slowly went away as he shed a tear and started to weep. He whispered brokenly "I-I will t-try, I'm sorry for not being there for you all..."

He closed his eyes as he felt there hugs before gazing into Kris's eyes. A writhing black mass came from above them and gazed at them with it's pentagram blood red eyes.

Kris felt her skin crawl raising her head as she felt that aura, it was pure unimaginable evil. Just exactly like that man who had marked her with that iron stub that has caused her so much pain.

Her father shivered before whispering "Abaddon you will NOT control me, you will go back into the darkness of my subconscious!"

A dry twisted chuckle of the dead was heard as the black mass slowly turned into that black cloaked man. He shuddered seeing the massive man whose form was radiating pure destruction and chaos. He blanched as he covered his nose, so much blood.

Kris covered her nose as well as the black cloaked man whispered "you know that's false that she would love you right Kami?"

Evan flinched and he continued "after all she really does look nice like a sexto-"

He stiffened as Evan literally ran forwards and gripped his throat before slamming him down into the mental floor. He squirmed but it was no use as Evan gazed down at him and he recoiled in pure fear.

Blank emptiness and arctic cold eyes filled with dark hatred gazed down at him making him come to heel. Evan whispered his voice freezing everything in her mind scape "never call her that again; never threaten her and those I love, never threaten my wife, and never touch a single hair or piece of fur on them. Or else I am going to kill you... Your pathetic; your weak, your just a creation of mine made from my negative emotions. I've gotten over you Abaddon!"

He sneered darkly and narrowed his eyes gripping him tighter with his hand before raising him with his hand.

The cloaked man choked as he gazed into his eyes seeing empty coldness and whispered "what the hell are you?!"

Kris stared into her father's eyes noticing that there lifeless like the void. She shivered as her father replied "I'm something far worse, this is what happens when the darkness in my heart is released without the anti-spychotics. I don't care for my actions, nor do I care for my behavior when I'm like this. A cold blooded killer and yet you threatened my poor daughter's safety..."

Her father's voice hid amusement of madness which was restrained by pure ice cold rage. He pulled the cloaked man forwards as he continued "you maybe a representation but there is far worse then you!!"

Kris swallowed hard staring at the mental chains of darkness, each chain was connected by souls. Screaming, shouting, roaring it was terrible as the main thing that was connected to them. A Pond of darkness with tendrils was the complete opposite of her father. She was horrfiied seeing that they were wrapped around her fathers back and waist and stared at the other figure and blancehed.

Black fur as night with those glittering golden yellow eyes filled with pure darkness. This was the excact opposite of her father, and it was not good it felt pure evil...

Evan looked at him and whispered "see that, that's my anti self. You are just a bug... The more chains there are wrapped around my body, the more closer I am close to losing myself to him or Yami!"

Kris shivered as her eyes dilated; she wasn't seeing into her fathers mind, she was gazing into the darkness within his heart. It was terrible and yet it shrunk away as he did release the dark cloaked man who slipped away.

He shed a tear and slowly walked over to his daughter and gave her a hug. His avatar gave her a deep kiss on the lips making her moan in delight.

She flushed as she asked "could we even have sex here?"

He smiled saying "honestly yes, but it would just be a wet dream. Wet dreams are a bit odd considering a male would release when it's over. It's happened before and usually causing me to cream all over my abdomen..."

She merely nuzzled him seeing how close he was to cracking and whispered "are you alright?"

He shivered closing his eyes before opening them as his avatar added "no, I'm developing claustrophobia. I could feel it from within my mind, and I nearly cracked from the strain. You must understand sometimes madness can lead to horrific things..."

She gazed into his eyes and noticed the pieces of insanity. He chuckled slowly moving his right paw to her right cheek and explained "sometimes people go nuts, they act crazy. However for someone like me the insanity turns deadly, as the more images flash through my mind whispers stir. Dark horrible whispers that want me to kill everything, it wouldn't have happened if it weren't for these nanites..."

Her eyes softened and she whispered "when you removed all the piercings and that metal stub. You know that stub that caused me to feel agony sometimes? I felt free and yet I also felt the feedback, I didn't think I could handle the strain from such horrific rage. I wanted to kill them, all of the high bastard's workers and gut my own sister. She may be my sister by blood but no more. I see you as a father, and your friends as uncles and friends I never had. My shell is a force of habit from such treatment from the one that gave me that metal stub..."

Her father's expression broke out into a horrific rage as his eyes shined with hatred and insanity. He took a deep breath and whispered "that bastard, no wonder I felt relief and joy from you. Does it still hurt the wound I mean?"

Kris shook her head and finished "no, what is with the darkness attached to you?"

Her father deflated as he whispered "I only let it be visible right now; it was linked to my subconscious. The subconscious is also that little voice in your head that was screaming at you to be free. Indoctrination shuts it off while it controls your brain; thankfully it wasn't reaper level indoctrination from Mass Effect though..."

She raised an eyebrow and he defended himself "I'm a hardcore gamer. Even if it's been so long since I played because of my writing I still play, to cut to the chase well... Yhe reapers use some kind of machine to create it. It's well supposedly permanent after a while..."

Causing his daughter to give him a horrified look, to be controlled forever really made her sick to her stomach. He gently pulled her closer and gave her a kiss as his paws slowly helped her slide out of her clothing.

She moaned softly as she deepened the kiss and he gently used a paw to remove her jeans and tennis shoes. He slowly knelt down to pull off her boxers staring at her cock briefly as he licked his lips.

He merely asked "you've never masturbated before until you met that poor gentle soul haven't you?"

She frowned sadly and answered "I'm afraid not, also I took his cherry to boot!"

He rolled his eyes saying "a reverse roll typical your mother likes to pull that often for more fun. Only when I don't realize she snuck a strap on into the bed of course. She pounds faster and heavier than me!"

Kris hid a giggle as she sat down to remove her boxers. Once they were off he jumped onto her and smashed his lips into hers and slid himself inside her for the first time in months. Kris let out a squeal of delight as she wrapped her arms around his waist along with her tail as well.

He flushed breaking off his kiss and replied "sorry for jumping you it's been so long!"

She locked her legs around his waist and replied "oh shut up and fuck me, I've missed you to!"

He gently nipped her neck while shedding a tear as he whispered "oh Kris, I shouldn't have made that made that mistake. I just wish I could have been there for you to heal..."

Kris softly cried as he gently moved slowly. She whispered "father it wasn't your fault..."

He sighed before explaining "I know, Kris please tell your mother that I love her..."

And soon finished off inside her letting her mental avatar glow as she took his knot, he smiled down at her before waiting for his knot to deflate.

As soon as it shrunk he smiled sadly at her before jerking as the black chains tore her from her mindscape. She extended her mental reach frantically as she grabbed his extended right paw almost desperately feeling his warmth inside her womb.

She felt her will creak and grown as the darkness ensnared her father and he whispered "thank you everyone for your support and hopefully this will be enough to keep him out. Kris always be strong for your mother..."

She released him as his avatar was slammed back through her link and into his internal hell once more. She fell to her knees while covering her face with her paws and started to weep.

Exit

She opened her eyes and blushed in embarrassment seeing her cum soaked shorts. She slowly got to her feet and frowned determinedly as she shed a tear. She would be strong for her mother and him as it started to rain once more. She wiped her eyes with a paw as she started to cry, that was the only time she had to spend with her father and he was close to losing himself.

Soon enough the last month was over and Sheana eyed her husband who was passed out in the back of her car. She shuddered gazing into those yellow rusty colored hazel golden eyes seeing dark twisted laughter within.

As soon as he was released from the hospital he didn't say anything, however she could clearly sense the restrained madness of a mad man. To know his hatred, anger, and deep resentment formed a yami, or a rather extremely twisted split personality was horrific beyond reasons. Her daughter would stare at her father worriedly while hugging him, eyeing the jagged circular holes on his neck and sides.

His augmented arms and legs were almost repaired as well as his spine but he would need therapy so he could safely move around without causing agonized pain.

Her husband was sleeping as his thoughts and mind were briefly shown to them. She gazed at his mind seeing that he was staring into a glass portrait of someone and she widened her eyes seeing it was a black house cat. She shivered as she realized it was the writers fursona who decided to play god with her daughter's life and turned it into hell on earth before closing her eyes.

Writers don't really understand that whatever world they create could be formed elsewhere among so many universes. She watched her husband beforehand and was realizing that he has alot of resentment for this person along with shattered respect. Asking someone to continuing to read something that they hate is low,and egotistical indeed. In fact you will loose more readers and viewers that way. Her husband almost would rather see that cat break by gang rape.

Her daughter knew that as well as she turned her face into a scowl saying "so that's the black house cat who decided to make my life a living hell for pornography. Not to mention he was biased about the subject. I mean making positive comments about my past life with literally bull shit answers, egotistical indeed!"

Was her heavily cynical reply while scowling, apparently she had a chip on her shoulder about that. So his name was often bad mouthed in their household. It didn't even help that whatever sorrow her father had for him was very much fake. Considering the fact that he was arrogant enough to smash his own buttons hard, by writing one measily sentence.

Her eyes widened seeing him slug the portrait and shattered it making it a clear that the catboy had struck a hard nerve, and he was never going to be forgiven as he had accidently created a grudge with her father. However as she gazed at his avatar through her mind link she had noticed his face had a twisted smile on his face before laughing. The laughter of a broken man who nearly fell into ever lasting madness.

Sheana looked away and whispered "he needs his gauntlets badly or else whatever this Yami is will take him over. I'm not sure if it's even a split personality..."

They watched in silent horror as his silver fur slowly turned black as veins of corrupted darkness grew and spread. They had to move fast or else whatever this thing was will slaughter them all...