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"your time is up, LOOK ME IN THE EYES YOU SLUT." hayden screamed in the mic.

"your time is up. BITCH!" alex screamed.

"YOU FILTHY FUCKING CUNT!" the whole band said into our mics as we played You Call That A Knife, This Is A Knife by Capture The Crown.

"come one you furs LET. ME. SEE. THOS. HANDS. IN. THE. AIR!" alex screamd. "DJ hit it."

"HEADS WILL ROLL!" dj said in a low growl. after the end of the song we all walked back on stage and bowed for everone. the furs in the crowd were going crazy.

"you want one more." hayden said into his mic. the people wint crazy and we wint back to our instruments.

"ok we will give you one more." hayden said smilling up to me.

life going down the drain. i wished i could stop the rain. i hold to life by the ropes. i can feel them about to snap.

**LIFE IS NOTHING BUT A LIE WHY WILL WE BASE OURSELVES OFF OTHERS where do you go when you die. heaven or hell. cant you tell. a book you read says heaven. anywhere other then here is heaven for me.

WE ARE THE IF IN LIFE. YOU ARE THE LIE. PUT US TOGETHER YOU GET THE THING WE CALL FRAGIAL. LIFE SUCKS. SUCK IT UP. AND SPIT IT TO SOMEONE WHO CARES. IM DEALING WITH MY OWN PROBLUMS SO FUCK OFF.**

hayden screamed into the mic as we played our new song Lie, If, Life. after the song we walked off stage and started to pack up some things.

"god i hate singing that song." hayden said rubbing his throat. "puts so much strain on my vocals."

"thats why i op-ed out." alex said laughing. after we finshed unloading everything we said goodbye to the others and walked inside. hayden and i walked up to the room and jumped onto the laptop quickly to see something. as i was serching for a music video i heard a loud thump. i looked over and saw hayden wide eyed and laying on his back with a tiny computer mouse and his paws in the air.

"what the hell." i said laughing loudly.

"its so tiny and cute." he said rolling back to his feet.

"then why did you fail?" i asked

"the mouse turnd on and blinded me heh sorta fell out... of.. the...... chair" he said rubbing the back of his neck.

"your so wried." i said kissing his lips.

"eh thats why you love me." he luaghed and rubbed my chest. after we watched the video me and hayden walked over to his bed and fell asleep in each others arms.

the alarm clock rang loudly making me and hayden both groan loudly. i reached over and slamed my paw on it to shut off the loud beeping noise.

"thank you." hayden said rubbing his head. after every concert it seems that me and him as well as the other members have a extreamly bad headache. we rolled out of bed and walked over to the bathroom and jumped in. the warm water helped ease our muscles and heads a little. we got dressed in our normal black clothing and walked downstairs and stright to the car. once we got in he put on the Clockwork Angles cd by Rush. on the way to school i drifted asleep, heyden shook me awake when we got to school and i could tell that he wanted to sleep really bad. we walked lazly down the hall way and into the first class of the day. about half way thew i opend up a bottol of Mtn Dew and drank a little and passed to hayden and he passed it to alex. by the time i got it back there was about half empty.

"wow that seemed to really help." hayden said finly waking up.

"yup i feel hyped now." alex said giggling lightly.

"yup thats why i have one everyday." i said snickering.

that week had to be the longest week i have ever had. everything thing moved so slowly. so me and hayden got to spend a lot of time together. we talked about pretty much everything from the wedding and about whatwe like. each day i fell in love with him more and more. on friday the alex spent the night because of band practice for a new song.

"great job guys." alex said curling into a ball beside haydens bed.

"heh thanks dude." hayden said curlling up to me.

"ja you both did great... night hon .. night alex."

"night guys." alex said.

"night hon and alex." hayden said. we all passed out at the same time.

YES!!!! SATURDAY!!!! i thought over and over knowning that i would be able to sleep all day long not a care in the world. i yawned and nuzzled into my husky and smiled.

"dude ... you up yet!" Alex yelled from the floor of the bedroom making me and hayden jump yelping loudly.

"dude dont gotta yell" i said looking over the side of the bed snickering at him.

"well im sorry that i want to do something quickly before i go its already 12pm" he said patting my nose. i licked my nose shortly after his paw wint to grab his hoody. hayden rolled out of bed and brushed his tail quickly.

"gah some times i hate being a dog." he said then got up putting on a shirt.

"grr cats and their wanting to do stuff" i sighed putting pants on.

"yeah yeah yeah pussy cat making big ol alpha pups do stuff on their sleeping day" alex said giggling. i yelped loudly as i felt haydens paw slap my but. i ran after him and alex out the front door with out a shirt on. soon we slowed down and started walking around sussex. i couldnt stop thinking about how lucky i am to have such a amazing boyfriend and brother... as we walked i could hear alex, hayden and i were listing to the same song.. Stick Stickly by Attack Attack!. i couldnt help but think that we were the family that i always wanted. after about a 40min walk aroud sussex we got back home and started playing some Saints Row 3.

"gah bitch is here got to go see ya bros" he said waving to us.

"SEE YA." me and hayden both said walking to the bed room and quickly fell back asleep. ater what felt like 24 hours of sleep we woke up and kissed eachothers lips and looked at the clock.

"oh watcha know its 4am..."hayden sighed and nuzzled my neck.

"eh better then 12am" i snickered.

"yeah but what are we ganna do... we have all sunday...." he said.

"eh i dont know ... i vote just laying in bed." i said yawning.

"gah lazy shepherd." he said pulling me out of bed and into the bathroom. he turnd on the water and we both stepped in. i snuggled into his wet body and purred as he washed my back. if he wasnt their i probly would have fell and knocked myself out. but thank god for a strong male. after we dryed ourselves off we put on some pants and shirts and walked out to the car.

"where we going this time?" i asked.

"nowhere." he said and started the car. we drove around intill about 10am. being alone with my mate and good music while isolating our selves from the world... felt so great.... i noticed a truck behind us and before i could even say anything it rammed stright in the back of haydens SUV. we spun around and smaled into the a tree. i looked up for a moment to see haydens face cut along one side and his eyes shut. i yelped in pain as i tryed to move my arm. i shook my head as tears rolled down my muzzle.

"no.. god no." i pulled my arm out of the air bag showing my arm was broken but i could still fell my paw. i barked louder in pain. i put it to haydens chest to see if he was still breathing. my paw wint numb and my eyes wint wide. i pulled out his phone and franticly called 911.

"hello 911 emergancy whats the problom." a woman asked.

"help, car reck off good hope. we got hit in the rear and crashed into a tree. please come now i i dont think my friend is breath." i said tears rolling down my eys.

"sir we are on our way hold on." i hung up as i shook my head.

"god dam it hayden dont die on me. please dont die!" i screamed. after what seemed like a hour but was only 4 minutes. cops pulled up with a ambulance and a fire truck. they cut open then door and hayden fell out of the car.

"get him to the hospital... NOW!" a dalmation yelled as he ran around to me. he opend the door and unbuckled my seat belt and pulled me out. i smaled my arm onto the seat and shot a spark of firey pain though my body.

"dont worry every thing will be ok" he said as he ran me to the ambulance.

when i got in i sat beside haydens body and looked as blood dripped from his head. seeing that i just lost it and started crying harder and harder.

"dam it hayden dont die on me." i said over and over again. soon my bodywint limp and i passed out.

'jeremy." i heard in haydens voice. "jeremy if something haseeppends dont wast your time in the past. you must move foward... rember me.... rember me." his voice said and faded.

"HAYDEN DONT LEAVE ME! PLEASE I CANT DO IT. PLEASE DONT ELAVE ME HAYDEN PLEASE!" i screamed in the dark world. i was on my knees in the middle of a dark black room. blood driping down my face. i noticed a coffen and walked upto it. inside was haydens body in a black suit and a tie. his face carved open and blood dripped down out of the cuts. i fell to my knees again."god. please... god dont take him.. please dont take him. HAYDEN COME BACK!" i screamed and slamed my fists into the ground. i picked up haydens body from the coffen and draged it out and held it tight. it was some what warm but mostly cold. i fell to my knees holding the body of my dead fiance and cryed more. "hayden. i love you... i always will. i will never forget you...

forget you, forget you, forget you, forget ....yo

"CLEAR." a wolf said shocking haydens body. "come on husky dont die.... AGAIN CLEAR!" haydens body flew up into the air and back down onto the table. "thats it im calling it time of deth 11:20 am." the wolf said slamming down the shock paddels.

i woke up in the hospital bed with a IV and cast on my arm. bandages were wraped around my head. when i looked to the side i saw haydens parents wearing black, and their eyes were soaked with tears.

"jer...jeremy they did all the could... hayd." ronda said just falling to her husband with tears.

"no.... no... no." i said shaking my head. i stood up and pulled all of the wires off my body and hobbled to haydens room. nurses ran over and tryed and turn me around all i did was growl loudly and nearly bit one. tears fell down my muzzle as i walked into haydens room. my eyes wide open with my muzzle dropped low.

"god no." i scream and ran to his bed and fell to the ground slaming my arm as i wint down. i yelped in pain and got back up and kneeled on the side of his bed. i held his paw and kissed it lightly. i pulled my self up and layed my head on his chest. i shook my head and grabed his fur his body as warm as it normaly was but... i felt no motion. i sat their and cryed pullding on to his fur and body. i kissed his lips want him to come back i dug my head into his neck and cryed harder knowing my fiance was dead.