Wanna get high?!?
I wrote this last year, It was kinda a bad year for me and I lost myself after half of my grandparents died... I wont get into it much But I really like this poem :)
Wanna Get High
By Dominicus
I need it, I want it. I'll do anything baby.
Give it to me, before I take it.
I need a dose of reality, give me the hit, I can take it.
I'm a man I can take it, Just give me my drug, give me my poison.
Always behind, not enough time. My mind going numb..
Peace robbing Violence, Soul robbing sex, Heart robbing Logic.
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!
Give me my drug, my dose of reality, I need more, a bigger hit.
I can feel it inside of me itching to get out and in. The true me, trapped inside.
Three drug dealers hold my keys to sweet realese,when will I ever succeed?
Hook me up doc, Im ready... Stick the needle in me already..
Im so numb again, god I love it. But oh no, I'm trapped again!!
Why am I this pile of a mess called a person.
Why am I so different? Why am I aware?
I'm so scared, alone and cold.. Leave me alone..
My feelings fly around like a violent cyclone, pushing away and sucking in everything.
Always so close, yet so far away..
I do this for myself, not for you..
Such is me...
Let me Overdose and die.