The Nightmares of Love
Hey. My name is Ichimaru, this will be my first story here, with many others to come. In this Hey story I will write some real stuff that has happened to me,only, that you won't know which are real. Only way you can find out...is by asking me. Anyway...let's go to the story, shall we. * * * The bell rang, all students now were leaving the school. They almost took down the front doors,they were so crazy to get out,as summer was approaching. But...after everybody left...somebody was left behind. Rudas,a 15 year old fox,orange fur, with some black on his paws and feet. Rudas is 5 "11. Black hair with red tips on it. He has green eyes...beatifull green eyes. Rudas...is an addopted fox. He was addopted by Ana and Robert Neight. His father...died yesterday. He died of hepatitis C. He was really strong but Robert couldn't hang on. Rudas was by his side...he literally saw his father die in front of him. Hearing the beeping sound of the machine. When he did, his mind only thought of not looking at his fathers dead corpse. He just looked towards the floor,crying. As he started to look at him, his father, with a serious face, was empty. He had nothing, he was nothing, he had becomed just meat and bones. Nothing else. As his crying stopped, knowing that he couldn't do anything...he left the room. Going outside, looking at his mother crying. His mother got up and hugged him, really tight. Rudas didn't move, didn't hug her mother back...he was still in shock. After that, they went home. Rudas just rushed into his room. Didn't come out...he didn't even want to eat. Rudas...dear...you have to eat- said Ana I don't want to mom- said Rudas I know it's hard...but not eating will solve nothing. -said Ana Rudas stayed quiet and his mother left. Then...he just went to sleep...the next day..is were we left off. Rudas...*as a young wolf came running up to him*..I'm really sorry about your father. -said the wolf. Don't worry John, it's a part of life. - said Rudas followed up by a sigh. It's still pretty tough, losing your father like that at a young age.- said John. Let's just get out of here...I want to go home.-said Rudas. Ok...-said John. As they walked side by side. While walking in the sidewalk... So, have you told your mother your secret?- asked John. That I'm gay? No, I haven't. - said Rudas. Well...you planning on doing it? - asked John. Don't know, he isn't exatly the fan of...sexual stuff.- said Rudas Meaning? -asked John Same sex relationships. -said Rudas. Oh, I see. Just...figure out a good time to do it. -said John. I think this is not the right time John...- said Rudas while looking at the floor. Well,you we have to split here...and...- as John cut himself off, while looking at Rudas... Rudas...Rudas!.-screamed John Oh...sorry...I...spaced out. -said Rudas while scratching the back of his head. Don't worry...we have to split now, remember?- said John. Oh...right...I'l see ya later ok? - said Rudas Yeah,take care...and take it easy. - said John Ok...I will...bye. -as Rudas walked the opposite site of the street of John...waving at him. After that. Rudas went walking to his home. He stopped in front of it and looked at it for a second. He looked at the garage, were he used to help his father with his car. Then looked at the garden, where his father helped his mom plant some beautifull flowers. Then, Rudas cleaned off some tears off his face and entered his house. He could smell that his mother was already cooking. Some rice with fried chicken...Rudas loved it. Especially the BBQ sauce. Hey mom, I'm home...-said Rudas while he hugged his mom. So good your home sweetie.- said Ana returning the hug. I made dinner,your favorite. -said Ana. Thanks mom, I'm gonna be upstairs. -said Rudas while leaving the kitchen. Ok. I'l call you when you can come and get it. -said Ana As Rudas made his way upstairs, he stopped by the bathroom to clean his face, it had a little sweat on it because of the heat. Then he headed to his room where he connected on his computer. He then put some music on. Rudas is gothic,so he likes rock. Mostly hard, punk and metal. He then started to talk to John again trough comp. Hey...Rudas...I just had an idea.- wrote John on messanger. What is it John? - asked Rudas. How about we go to Angelinas party tomorrow? - wrote John. Angelina? But I barely know her. - wrote Rudas. Yes...but I know her...she invited me and said that I could invite anyone.- wrote John. I don't know...You know I don't like to dance. - wrote Rudas. Come on, I just want you to have fun, you don't have to dance to have fun...just...stare at me geting all the ladies. - said John. Yeah, any girl who goes with you will get deeply disapointed. - wrote Rudas. What is that supposed to mean?- asked John. Remember that day...at the pool... 
...? - asked Rudas. HEY! Remember that you can't tell anybody about that! - wrote John. Yeah yeah...-wrote Rudas. It was an accident...the water pulled my pants off, and my underware. And let me inform you that it is 6 inches...and getting bigger. - said John. Yeah, I know, but it doesn't have to be big to get appreciated...I do...it's cute little or big. =3. - wrote Rudas Paws off...me ain't gay. -wrote John. I know, I'm just playing round. -wrote Rudas. So...are you going or not? - asked John. Yes, I'l have to ask my mom first. -wrote Rudas. Ok, Just tell me when you do. -wrote John...then disconnected. *sigh*...another boring party, since nobody pays attention to me.- said Rudas a little bit sad. After that, Rudas layed on his bed, thinking of how to be happy...how to find somebody. But he was really bad at love. After that...he started to close his eyes, he was really tired because of Gym class. That teacher is a menace to teens all around. He thinks we are machines of some sort. After that...Ana said that the dinner was ready...Rudas went downstairs and ate with his mother on the living room, while watching tv. Another married gay couple prowls the streets with...-kept saying the news woman on the tv Gay couples?, God created a women and a man, people are not supposed to be with the same sex, it makes me sick...-said Ana with a serious face. As Rudas looked sad... Even so, they are people mom...they have their rights also. -Rudas said Hmph, why are you standing up for them?, they are errors of nature...-said Ana still with the serious face. You don't understand...they are being tortured for that, killed for no reason...because they like somebody of the same sex?, is that reason enough to be left out, killed...they live under too much stress because of people. -said Rudas with HIS serious look on his face. Then they shouldn't do it. -said Ana while eating. They have no other choice mom, you know that.-as Rudas kept looking at his mother After their discussion, Rudas went to his room and went to sleep, as he was tired...He prayed...prayed for peace between furs...so much conflict for nothing. Then he fell asleep... I'm...gay... Out of my way fag! Eww...get away you loser... You disgust me... I don't want to see you again... No...not you...not my friends...Mom...MOM! You...are not my son... NOOO!!!...-as Rudas screamed...acknowledging that it was just a dream. Ahh...ahh...No...not again...-as he hid under his sheet Rejection...will they?...I'm so scared...I...just want them to accept me...that is the only thing I want. -said Rudas, while crying a little bit Rudas took a deep breath after cleaning up the tears in his eyes I better go to sleep...I have to get to the party tomorrow. -said Rudas, faintly. After that night...the light from the Sun came crashing down on him. It was Saturday morning, the day of Angelinas party. Huh...ugh *as Rudas covers his face to shield from sunlight as he hisses*. I forgot to close the curtains. *as he closes them up* - said Rudas. Rudas, you awake dear? -asked Ana Yes mom, I'm in the bathroom. -said Rudas Ok, just so you know, breakfast is ready. -said Ana Ok mom, I'l be down in a minute. -said Rudas as he entered the bathroom. Hmm...I wonder if anything special might happen at the party. -Rudas asked himself as he brushes his teeth. After that Rudas went downstairs to eat breakfast with his mother. Mom...I forgot, John invited me to a party today, can I go? -asked Rudas with a begging face I know that look, come on Rudas, ok ok, fine, you can go. -said Ana YAY. Thanks mom. -said Rudas while hugging his mom Just be carefull, and no girls. -said Ana Don't worry, no girls, you can count on that. -said Rudas as he winked at his mom Ok then, when is this party? -asked Ana Is at 7 pm, at Angelinas house. -said Rudas I see. It must be a big house to throw a party. -said Ana It must be. -replied Rudas After that, Rudas went to his room. He opened up the window and started looking at the sky. He always considered looking at the sky a good pastime, as it relaxed him a little. As he was looking at the sky, his sight lowered to a young black furred teenager. He was exercising, jogging. His sweat was dripping down his forehead. He was wearing a black tanktop, with red short pants. He was probably 6 feet. I was like 5 "11. He was a black fox, with gray fur in his chest and the tip of his tail, and since Rudas loved black, he was more stunned than normal to see such a body. He kept looking at him as he stopped and looked at Rudas house, feeling that he was being watched. He looked at Rudas room, but he wasn't there, he had already left. As he keeps looking, he decides to take ashort break. Now that he is thirsty and tired, he puts his hands on his knees, trying to get some air. *pant pant* -as the young fox tried to get some air Here. - as Rudas extended a glass of water Oh, thanks. -said the fox You must be really tired. -said Rudas while looking at the fox's eyes. Those red eyes...so beautifull, the most beautifull eyes Rudas has ever seen. He kept staring at them, risking getting cought, but he couldn't get his eyes off them. *gulp, gulp* Ahh. Yeah, I have been jogging for a while now. OH!. I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Marcus. Nice to meet you...umm... -said Marcus Oh, Rudas, my name is Rudas. *as they started shaking hands* Nice to meet you. -said Rudas with a happy face. Nice to meet you too Rudas. -said Marcus Well, thanks for the water, I better get going now. -said Marcus as he gave the glass of water back. Oh...yes...ok. Maybe we will meet again. -said Rudas with a voice of hope I hope so. I'l see ya...whenever. -said Marcus BYE! -as Rudas waved at Marcus, Marcus doing the same *sigh* Wow...he was hot. -said Rudas with a playfull face After that, Rudas just stayed home and he played videogames until it was time for the party. He got ready. He put on some long black pants with two chains on the side. A metal ball necklace, a black leather bracelet on both forearms and a net shirt with a button shirt over it. He left it open since he would look hotter. Then he went with his mom to the car, and they were off. 20 minutes later, they were there. Ok Rudas. We are here. -said Ana They were in the car, in front of Angelinas house. Thanks mom. -said Rudas Remember, no girls. I don't want you to be a daddy at the age of 15. -said Ana Don't worry mom. No girls. -said Rudas Ok sweetie, have a good time. -said Ana while she kissed Rudas in the cheek I will mom. Bye. -as Rudas waved at the leaving car HEY! RUDAS! -said John from afar JOHN! Hey. -said Rudas walking up to John Come on, this party is great. -said John while he pulled Rudas inside Hey Angelina, this is my good friend, Rudas. -said John while patting the back of Rudas back Oh yeah, Hi Rudas. We take some classes together, right? -said Angelina Yes. Biology and Geometry are some of them. -said Rudas Well alright. Now, the bevereges are in the back, so, just have fun. -said Angelina Ok. Thanks. -said Rudas as they went further into the house. The house was huge. They had a DJ, it was like a rave. Everybody was dancing, meaning, Rudas was going to be left out again. RUDAS! Come on, this is great. -said John I bet it is...-said Rudas as he went to sit down. As always, watch people dance. Hey. -said a voice I know that voice. -Rudas thought to himself Rudas. -said the voice again As Rudas stopped looking at the furs dancing, he looked to his side. A tall black fur in front of him. He looked up...it was Marcus. Marcus? -asked Rudas Yes. It's me. -said Marcus Hey! *as Rudas hugged him, suprisingly* Oh...*Rudas rapidly let go of Marcus* I'm sorry...I...I just...-said Rudas nerviously It's ok. It's weird, but I have no problem with it. -said Marcus Oh. Ok. -said Rudas So, what are you doing here? -asked Rudas It's my cousins party. -said Marcus Angelina is your cousin? -asked Rudas Yes. -replied Marcus Didn't know that. And, I never asked. Where are you from? -said Rudas I'm from Lucia. -said Marcus So,what other thing brings you to Valencia? -asked Rudas Well, I moved to a new school. -said Marcus Oh, I see. -said Rudas Come on. This is boring. Let's dance for a while. -said Marcus Well, I uhh...don't dance. -said Rudas while scratching the back of his head Come on. It isn't that hard. -said Marcus as he pulled Rudas up by his arm and dragged him to the dance floor Marcus started to dance. While looking at Rudas, encoureging him to do it also. Rudas started to move his hips a little as he raised his hands to the same level as his shoulder and started to move them side to side. Marcus started to laugh a little because of Rudas amateour dancing. It was horrible. Hmph. I told you. Goths don't dance. -said Rudas while crossing his arms It's ok. I can't force you to dance. -said Marcus After that, they kept talking for a while. Then it was time to go. Everybody left and the only ones there were Angelina, Marcus, Rudas, John and some girl John picked up. Marcus, so good of you to come. -said Angelina as she hugged him My pleasure. It was a great party. -as Marcus returned the hug Yes. It was. -said Rudas Hey. Rudas, this is Irene. -said John Hey Irene, nice to meet you. -said Rudas while shaking her hand Nice to meet you too. -said Irene So, I'm gonna walk home with Irene. So I'l see you later. -said John as he put her arm over Irene's shoulder Ok. Have fun Irene. -said Rudas with a happy face while waving at them I have to go too. There's my mom. -said Rudas Well. Ok. Till we meet again Rudas. -said Marcus Yes Marcus. I hope that is soon. -said Rudas while shaking Marcus hand As Rudas got into the car. He waved at Angelina and Marcus. They waved back, then looked at each other. So, how was the party dear? -said Ana It was great mom. Kinda tired though. Can't wait to go to bed. -said Rudas Let's go home then. -said Ana As they got home. Rudas got off the car and rushed to his room. He kept thinking of Marcus. He was the sexiest and nicest thing Rudas has ever layed his eyes on. The way he danced, it was so cute. He kept thinking of Marcus, and only Marcus. When he hugged him, it was a great feeling. He just wanted to shake his hand but the hug came out of nowhere. Marcus...I wonder if I'l ever see you again. -said Rudas as he lays on his bed * * *
That's Ch.1 of many to come. I already have Ch.2. Just making some minor touches. I really hope you guys...and girls liked it. Stay alert for Ch.2. Thanks for reading.