self realization
#2 of Mission Valentine 02/??/??????
another day another crazy day
A white flash hit me like a wall, but I remained calm, suddenly I admired the look on the huskie's face as he stood motionless where he was frozen, like a statute to his place in time. We agreed honestly with one another through a simple understanding of mutual ideals, before self-realization hit me.
I thought of those orange eyes. "Don't make me blush" the dragon's eyes met mine then he shuddered. I got terribly shy for my simple admiration for the beauty then felt uneasy and my hair rose up.
"Gah I'll remember to be easy with you" I tilted my throbbing head his way and stood up sickly.
We should get them in a cabin to discuss this. He gripped the chair.
Walking on to the lift I hit the button for the second floor but I was already standing in front of the first crew's cabin letting in my new guests to their room with, oddly with complete recollection of me taking them there as well a conversation of sleep stimulants and meal timing.
Making my way back I began recalling seeing it in two perspectives one of unease and another of shy amusement then it began to repeat.
Once again I was on the bridge now facing to dance with the dragon. So much was said all at once it was as if an Air if immediate emotion and trial of mutuality concluding to us speaking which suddenly spooked us both when my voice cracked the awkward silence. "Why me..."
"You?" He returned "but we are all one aren't we"
-Mutual astonishment-
I didn't want to abruptly end your life captain but you are the only mind that can handle it.
Then I saw happiness in time, then the sight was gone and the dragon smiled and the world became normal except a part of me that knew otherwise...
-A feeling of remembrance-
As the time passed we discussed together my time at A.U.F and his at U.N.E specifically, why his record showed him beginning on earth. It seemed every time one of us spoke it was possible to continue in the mind and, when we made eye contact it was as if we were staring into a mirror.
It was odd to consider but now that it was it always would be or else it never would be.
= time
Suddenly I could feel a mass coming at us but before it would reach I set coordinates for engines thrust port side (5n port side/planetary orbit) until the mass arrived then exact it the other way, (5n thrust starboard side/on coming ship's momentum/planetary orbit), it was strange I did it, but the dragon was at the captain's chair and he knew of the mass and reacted. Then I watched my self (the dragon) hit the buttons.
The dragon lay his head down. "stop thinking so hard you're going to hurt me" I felt his pain but didn't express it, but watched as a A.U.F freighter came through space right where we were in orbit. Stunned I watched through the dragons eyes as the ship collided with mine.
"If I hadn't of come along this would be your death" He shuddered at my fear and I chuckled.
"Blip!"
"Got it" the dragon read my mind flipping switches as fast as I would to restart system operations.
"Computer" we said and looked at each other funny.
"Sorry you're strong" he apologized
"Beep Beep"
"Computer; Play incoming hail" I stated in a commanding irritated voice.
-Unease-
"University of A. U.F Captain of Alpha Zen, what has you adrift so close to shipping lanes?" the voice was one I knew but heard rarely.
"Reply; Captain Harper Grant of A.U.F Freighter" I could suddenly see his desire to make dock at
The steel port here but knew he would get a better deal on earth.
"I hear metal goes far on earth" I stated then continued to select the docking station that would place us for trade and to drop the lovers when they awaken.
Suddenly visions of Captain Harper of the massive freighter went through my mind. I watched as he landed on A.U.F, do his trade and had feelings of long hard prosper and fun times in quiet bars, then visions of massive marketing stock indifferences wealth, love, and harsh failure.
"You see how you have altered his place in this time and thus you have changed him and all in his life therefor you have change life as we know it."
"If I had seen him I would."-
"No you'd both be dead"
-Realization/unease-
As more discussion of telepathy concurred we set path for dock at the mass trade center due to the dragon's influence, were as, I would have gone to stock with this much luxury goods but all I got was a feeling of regret and hurt in explanation.
"There's a reason I chose you" he said out loud and I was only me again.
"You confuse me" I huffed
-Confrontation/understanding-
The worlds came into view again as mindless masses and it made my head hurt, there were three mindless masses all in hatful spite of the other and all were one.
As consciousness came I sat in my captain's chair with memory of having taken nourishment and medical supplement. I am only me now except the feeling. As I look to my controls I see we had made dock.
"Carful to embrace so much can be harmful"
-Compassion-