The Pain of Losing - Chapter three

Story by aaron blackwolf on SoFurry

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#3 of wolfies mess

ok guys this is the third chapter, sorry it took me forever and writers block!! -.-;;

sorry this one isn't as long as it was meant to be but i got my own reasons for doing this so for now all what i can say is ENJOY!!.

side note i like to say who hates it should leave his comments for himself please, anyone who got tips for me to improve my writing is quiet welcome and any mistakes in this chapter tell me guys.

another thing i'm still a rookie in third person writing just in case you guys find a lot of mistakes.


Hey Joey it's me Alex. Sorry for today,i mean trying to kiss you,i didn't mean to i just......you just......i don't know please don't hate me for this,please.......One last thing i was worried about you, when Rick did what he did to you .......sorry.

I look at these words again and again"I.......Alex... he......."I try to say something or react but remain frozen.

I feel a paw on my shoulder and it's my mom "Son something wrong?"She asks me worried, I shake my head and fake a smile "Y-yeah sorry got distracted." I tried to sound reasonable but I forgot this is my mom after all, she sighs and lead me to sit on my bed with her "Son did you forgot who am I?" I sigh and nod"Ok it's about what happened in school I didn't tell you everything."

I look down as she sighs"Ok son tell me what happened." She pats my back trying to comfort me"Ok it's about Alex...........I think he loves me." She blinks and nods"And?" I keep going and tell her about my moment with Alex and how I felt that moment.

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"That's exactly what happened in school." I close my eyes thinking I will get yelled at or worst but she steps closer as I look down waiting for her to do something, still she hugged me!!!.

I blink and couldn't believe it"Silly wolf you think I will get angry at you?" She asks me with a soft smile, I hug her tightly trying to stay calm"But I...." She puts her paw on my muzzle to stop me from saying anything else"Son your just loved and I'm not angry if you love another male." She rubs my cheek comfortably" If you ask me I knew this would happen!"She said with a giggle, I blink again in confusion"You did?!".

She sighs and whispers in my ears something i never knew or at least forgot it happened"Wha?! You mean he did as well" I ask her shocked that the one I use to know liked me that much, "Yes that's true son you used to have these feelings before now." She smiles more and hugs me again"I'm going to get some sleep, you to rest for now" I nod and smile back "Thanks mom." I look at her one more time as she nods"No need to thank me pup, good night." she closes the door leaving me alone again.

I take off all my clothes and my boxers letting out a yawn"Damn need to get some sleep."I smile and get under the covers now slightly better but as I close my eyes one last thing comes out of my maw"Alex..." I sigh and fall asleep waiting for the next day.

**********(next day)

I sigh and wake up the next morning to find I overslept again"Oh..man." I sigh and take off to the bathroom to wash, then wear some clothes running out of the house like the first day but this time I find Jean was waiting for me with her hands crossed.

"Come on sleepy head so we can get there in time!" She said with a frown, I rub the back of my head embarrassed as I nod"Let's go Jean, sorry." She nods as both of us take of running fast since we got ten minutes left before our classes. We get there just before the door closes panting heavily, She looks at me and laugh" Damn, What.......*pants*a... Run that.....was eh?"She smiles almost out breath, I nod panting myself" Ok ......let's wash up ......*pants* in the...bathroom." She nods and moves inside with me, as we get to the bathroom the principle shows up herself making us gulp loudly, she looks at the both of us and roll her eyes.

"Mrs. Jackson and Mr. Thompson, your late." She sighs and clears the way looking at how tired both of us are but looks at the clock"Don't be late next time ok?" She warned us though looking kinda serious but smiles, we nod and each one of us gets in to wash.

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I get out and sigh in relieve"Wow.....much more like it." I was about to look for Jean but I look at the clock"One minute left!!!" I blink and run to my English class fast hoping I'll get there in time though pass the locker to get my stuff.

I come to a stop as the bell rings and I open the door gulping hard, "Well...well Mr. Thompson just in time take a seat." The dalmatian said with a smile, I nod and move to sit next to the window as I always do in this class"Alex."I whisper to myself hoping he's doing ok right now. As the teacher started to talk my mind drifts away to that moment with Alex again making me sigh deeply,I thought about it then I remembered what my mom told me.

"Son your just loved."Then it hits me, I thought about it and now got it, I started to focus on my class waiting for lunch time hopefully he will accept my choice.

(normal pov).......

So Joey waits for lunch time to talk to Alex, while Alex sits in his own class sad at himself for hurting Joey or at least he think so, The dragon sighed deeply as well looking at the window on his end "Joey what did I do."He say in a whisper wondering if his friend will forgive him,he looked at the clock hoping for lunch time to come already so he can relax outside wondering If they will still be friends.

So both of them think in a different way though Jean didn't bother to think of anything just wanted to wait tell the third and last period which were Gym and art class"I should wait tell they talk then ask."Jean thinks to herself, her own mind warped in thoughts as well.

(after some time).....

Third period came as Joey and Alex sigh each one of them moving to his own class, Jean on the other hand giggles"Joey here we go again!"She smiles moving to the wolf biology class to grab him, She gets there three minutes before the bell and opens the door finding her friend sitting in his usual seat"Hey Joey come on!!"She shouts with a giggle grabbing his paw to get him out of this class,he yelps and smiles"Oh man!!"He whines playfully getting so easily dragged by her.

"Jean where are you taking Mr. Thompson?"The biology teacher shows up with a frown on her muzzle,The husky smiles and gives her the excuse paper from her art teacher"I need this wolf if you don't mind miss?"She said politely,the teacher rolls her eyes playfully clearing the way"Alright get going."Both canines nod and gets out of class.

On the way Jean turns to look at Joey"Is Alex okay?"She asks worried,he sighs and looks at her"He will be when I can talk to him."he replays smiling softly ,She nods and grins"So you ready for art class?"He rolls his eyes playfully trying not to blush"Y-yeah."She chuckles and they reach the place one minute late as the bell rang.

They open the door looking at the female fox"We're here miss."She said with a bow,he bows as well making the fox giggle"Alright let's start this class shall we girls?" All the class shout together"Yes miss!!".

Jean takes a seat and the teacher nods for Joey to get in the middle like before"Ok for today Joey no need to take off your clothes but..."She smiles as he sighs in relieve"You will take another pose." The white wolf looks at her confused"Class you will paint Joey taking a pose like he's deep in thought and sad a little so focus on the eyes."She announces to class as Jean sighs in relieve as well.

(Joey pov).......

I giggle softly and nod putting my paws in my pockets and use a nearby chair to lean on while looking sad, the teacher raise a thumb up"Ok class begin."I sigh and keep that pose already sad to be honest about Alex but got this faint hope things will be okay.

...........(after some time)

I look at the clock for a second and five minutes left, I keep my pose though in my head I wanted a relieve of this pain and talk to Alex as soon as possible, "Ok class times up!"the teacher announces with a smile"Hmm!"I turn to look at her surprised only to find Jean was next to the fox it seems and I nod leaving the pose moving out of class lost in thought.

The bell rings as it's lunch time all furs getting out of class and moving to the cafeteria but I didn't go with them instead looked around for Alex, I didn't waste a second to look for him then out of no where I find him at the distance moving outside to the school garden"Alex....."I sigh slightly and follow him since it will be my first look at that place as i slowly move to the door to follow my friend or i think he still is.

At the moment i go through the door I blink and look around the huge green field and trees with some flower fields at the distance enough to make the garden so relaxing to anyone,I search for the dragon to find him sitting under a tree with his face in his palms sad"ALEX!!" I shout trying to get his attention, he raises his head and looks at who is calling then sighs sadly when he looks at me and tries to leave but i couldn't let him and simply lose him.

I sigh softly and move towards him grabbing his shoulder"Alex, I need to talk to you."I say slightly nervous ,he tries to get free from my grip"Stop I know you hate me for wh......."Before he say anything else I smack the back of his head and put a paw on his maw to shut him up"Stop!!! Just stop."

I say with a smile as I hug him tightly and whisper in his ears "Why in the world will I hate someone nice like you hmm?"I ask smiling softly as I lick his cheek"Look the only reason I didn't say a thing last night because I was tired."I blush and facepalms at my silly mistake,he sighs softly"But I......."He try to say something but I stop him again with a frown and growl playfully, "I know for that matter I don't feel ready and I need time so please......just wait ok?"I say with a loving smile,he smiles back and hugs me tightly"O-ok Joey for you I'll wait as long as it takes."He smiles slightly and keep hugging me nodding"Ok Joey i'll wait."

We keep hugging for a little bit before my stomach ruined the moment and growls in hunger making me blush and giggle"Sorry umm."He laughs softly and takes out a chocolate bar from his pocket"Here heh the bell is about to ring so it's not much but better then that vomit they call food in the cafeteria."He laughs softly at saying that and offer me the chocolate bar but I giggle and split it in half offering him the other half.

"Thanks hehe."He takes it and we laugh together as both of us take a bite as I murr from the taste, He puts a paw on my shoulder holding me a little close making me blush"let's go I think we got english class to take care of."I say with a pout as he sighs softly "Y-Yeah I know but hey at least the last class will be gym though I hope Rick will watch himself this time."He growls angry but I giggle and stuff what's left of the chocolate that he have in his maw.

"Silly draggy let's just kick his team butt!!"I say cheerfully as he growls playfully at me and eats the chocolate then smile"Ok then if you say so wolfie."He giggles softly as we move to our classes finally back as friends, though i hope we will stay that way.

(normal POV)

The bell rings ending lunch time and the talk for the two, though Alex kept thinking of what will Joey decide in the end while the white wolf wanted to enjoy the rest of the day finally at ease after talking to the black dragon yet they forgot to tell Jean all is good again.

The three friends got to class each one warped in his own thoughts as the time went by, but Jean was still unsure if she should do this thing going on in her head, she kept thinking what if this ends badly or she get miss understood.

"come on he won't react like Rick did I'm sure of it!"*she thinks to herself but gulps slightly as the teacher catch her distracted and ask her a question yet Jean answers with no trouble at all getting some curios looks from her wolfess class mate Kelly.

After what seems to be forever the bell finally rings as Jean sighs happily knowing it's gym class next"Jean wh...."Kelly almost asks but is to late as the husky takes off smiling and wagging her tail and runs off to the boys smiling.

When she got there the two friends were leaning against a wall waiting for the gym teacher it seems making her smile"Phew it went well hehe!"She looks around then sigh in relieve that Rick isn't here moving to Joey still nervous of the whole deal"Joey?Alex can i talk to you two?"they nod and smile"Of course what's up jean?"he smiles and tilt his head to the side"Can you.......umm maybe come to my house this weekend? both of you?"She sounded really nervous as the two look at each other then back at the female.

"Well Jean sorry i can't sorry"the dragon say with a small grin as joey sighs"Ok Jean my answer is yes."the husky smiles happily nodding then the bell rings as the teacher arrives as it seems time to make Rick pay but in the clean and sneaky way.