Haunted
Final Entry I hope you enjoy
Haunted by what could've been.
If only i'd known she was the one.
Signs present itself only to be ignored
By selfish arrogants.
Fear clouded my view,
I chose blindly,
Only to lose the one i needed.
'If only' triggers the gun,
exploding my heart with raw pain,
Everytime i see her
.
Truth behold, i know i deserve this.
Truth be told, she deserves better.
Truth is i want to tell her how i feel,
That I revel in the pain she ignites in my soul.
An addictive game of masquerade,
Of holding on to my mask before
Falling to pieces over her.
I've felt the pain of a lost love,It's eternal.
Felt long after death, i'll mourn the lose of her.
If only....fear didnt keep us apart.
If only fear of living didnt torture me.
If only i'd known.