Alone I SIt
Huddled, depressed and broken I sit in a corner staring out at the world holding the crushed rose close to my heart....to fall for his tricks to fall for his charm...what a fool I was following witless behind him none the wise of his plan none the wiser of his deceit now alone I sit whipping my tears with a sleeve looking at all the happy people in my life jealousy and scorn tearing at my heart as I think why not me why am I not to be happy. My heart aches thinking of what it once had the joy that it had longed to fell only to be used and tossed aside for someone else to pick up to rescue......but that never happens any more...no one ever gets rescued so here i sit abandoned and broke crying and lonely hoping some kind soul would stroll by that some sweet man would stop to say hello and have a chat with me but all these things i long and wish for my heart breaking more and mores as each day goes by...i try to fix things on my own be self sufficient...live with out my other half...but i can not be done it is against my nature to roam this world alone so now cursed am i and those like me who year for the love another who need the warmth and love we walk the world apart destined it seems to be alone......