Why...
Must I sit alone depressed and unloved longing in my heart my soul crushed and broken being passed around and laughed new tears appearing every day....more and more tattered what remains becomes... the thing i seek long eluding me forever hiding locked away just out of reach....love...whats foolish notion to think that i could ever find another guy to love me.... sure i hope and dream, but that's all they are... dreams... crying everyday barely dragging through the motions...so tired...so very tired wanting nothing more than to lie down and blow away to slumber for eternity until i fade to dust forgotten never rescued but at least i would be safe from the pain... safe from the depression