Lost My Empathy
I have lost my empathy,
Death no longer bothers me,
Maybe am blind
I could never see,
You mourn and pity them, why are the deaths of men,
A bad thing?
Always wanting life,
In this world of strife,
What is it I'm missing?
Does this make me cruel?
I don't want to be a tool,
Only there to be used,
By the hands of God and man.
You're always arguing,
Trying to decide,
To whom this land belongs,
When you die,
I do not pity you,
I fucking envy you,
Why do you try to,
Avoid death for so long?
I want to go,
Get out of here,
Just run away,
From this forsaken place,
I'm feeling trapped again,
I can never win,
Prolonging this existence is pointless,
It's gonna end,
And so I'm gonna be reckless,
When someone dies,
You break down and cry,
But why?
I just can't decide,
Can't make up my mind,
Why do I think this way?
I can't value your life,
And I think the reason why,
Is I don't value mine.