Timothy Gets Castrated (RD)
As you can tell from the tags, this is a story about castration. Let me tell you readers a little background on why I wrote this story. First it was written in one 4 hour sitting, so it isn't excellent quality (yet, I will fix it up and post up the final version later). Second, I have an incredibly high libido, one that would make a rabbit jealous, and have been since I was 12 when I discovered masturbation before I could even cum, and since then I've basically HAD to paw twice a day, if not more, which also happened to get in the way of my studying. I've had fantasies of course about cutting them off, but would never do it. Having said that, enjoy the story. It wasn't intended at first to be a sex story, more of a castration fantasy story, so some sex is implied, some is explicit, and there are some parts which hopefully will make you get a mental picture of an overly horny fox with a throbbing cock, and others that make you want to think about a roo and his lovely balls over cock anatomy.
I
Timothy, a 24 year old red fox, was shaking a bit as he opened the door to the psychiatrists office and notifying the receptionist he was there for his appointment. Seconds after he sat down in the waiting room, he was told he would be seen, only making him more nervous, not having any time to relax. He was led to the office and was motioned to sit in the chair across from her desk by the doctor, herself finishing up a phone conversation.
"So, you are Timothy, correct?" She asked, eying over the fox in front of her.
"Uh, yea..." He replied nervously, even more so since the doctor was a female.
She shuffled the folders on her desk to find his file, opening and glancing over it, "No need to be nervous, you can call me Anne" the doe replied, "I'm a professional, I've seen and heard it all before. Now, according to your chart here you are in for a psychological consultation as a requirement for your...procedure."
Timothy nodded, "The doctor said I had to..."
"Aye, it is standard procedure, mostly to be sure you actually want this and it is not just a whim. So, just tell me why you want to have this done." She requested in an almost motherly tone.
"Well...to be blunt, I am to horny. Ever since I was 12 years old I have masturbated almost every day. I can't think I have gone longer than two days without it. Most days I do it twice, sometimes even more. Throughout school it was a problem, as I would have the uncontrollable urge to paw instead of study, and it became a huge problem when I was at university when I even had to go into the bathroom stalls and paw between classes." Timothy said bluntly, looking down at his feet, a bulge forming in the front of his pants as he got aroused despite himself.
She filled out a form as he talked, checking some boxes, writing notes elsewhere. "I see, some would kill to be able to be that aroused all the time" She chuckled, attempting to relax her patient, but barely managing to make him smile, "But I can see how this could be a problem, causing a lack of focus, lack of motivation for things you need to do in favor of taking care of a throbbing erection. Have you thought about chemical means to achieve this?"
"I have, and I am open to it, but I didn't think that it would give me the same result."
"There are new medications that have very good results, but your doctor will discuss those with you. From what I see here and from what you told me, you do seem to have thought this out and do genuinely have a problem, possibly over production of testosterone or an increased sensitivity to it. I will finish filling out your paperwork and fax it over to your doctor. They should contact you with your appointment for your consultation." She said as she stood up, followed by Timothy, as she reached over to shake his hand.
"Uh, thanks, I was expecting something...much worse..." He said before he was cut off.
"You were expecting The Third Degree weren't you?" She asked, smiling.
"Well, yea, considering that most think anyone who wants this done to them is crazy"
"Well, I'll let you in on a little secret: I was born a male, so though those experiences of growing up feeling like a girl in a boy body, and my own gender reassignment, I have a good feeling about when people genuinely have a problem."
"Oh, looks like I got lucky then getting you as my psych consult?"
"Not really, they assign all people wanting gender reassignment or castration to me. Please keep in touch, I'd love to see how it works out for you."
Timothy nodded, taking her private phone number and walked out to his car, no longer shaking of nervousness but of excitement. He was finally one step closer to getting rid of his perpetual horniness.
II
A week had passed since his psychiatric evaluation and Timothy found himself in the doctors office, sitting in front of his desk, behind which sat a very attractive 40 something kangaroo, a familiar bulge in his pants forming as well as a small wet spot.
"So, the psychiatrist agrees you are not crazy." The doctor said, eying over his evaluation before looking up at Timothy, "You understand that I cannot simply whack them off today don't you?"
Timothy nodded, "Of course. Let me guess, more procedures?"
"Yep, but this time it is for your protection. Before you leave here today I will place an apparatus under your skin which will slowly release a chemical which will diminish your testosterone production."
"Chemical castration, yea, but I want them gone!" Timothy said in frustration.
The roo nodded and walked over to his bookcase, pulling out a video and handing it to Tinothy, "Here, watch this at home and it will further explain why I have to follow this procedure. Yes it is chemical castration, but your body cannot physically and your mind mentally take a sudden loss of testosterone. If I were to just take them off today, you would have drastic mood swings, depression, perhaps even suicidal thoughts. However, by slowly reducing your testosterone production, your body will adapt, eventually reaching a level which you are comfortable with. I understand that you still wish to be able to get aroused and have sex correct?"
"Of course, I just want to be able to control it. I want to decide when my cock gets hard and decide when I have sexual desires. I'm not a tail raiser so I need my cock."
"And that is what this allows me to do as well, adjust your testosterone levels so that they will be as low as you want before we finalize it."
"I understand...I'm just so ready to have these things off, I've been suffering through this for 12 years."
"Then let's not waste more time shall we?" The roo smiled, reaching down to rub Timothy's head, "I will be right back."
Timothy nodded and smiled as he left, looking down to see a larger wet spot on his pants. As he was reaching down to rub himself through them, the doctor returned with a syringe and book.
"Now, stand up and drop your pants, I need access to your ball sack" he said bluntly, causing Timothy's ears to lay back in embarrassment. "Now don't be nervous, I've got one too."
Reluctantly he stood up and dropped his pants, his 8 inch vulpine member, complete with knot, jumping with each heartbeat, already juicy with precum.
"Not a bad one you have, now relax, this will just feel like a pinch," The doctor said, lightly grabbing Timothy's balls before deftly and quickly injecting the apparatus, which was no bigger than a drop of water, in between the layers of skin. "There, that wasn't so bad was it?"
Timothy shook his head, expecting much more pain as he pulled his pants back up and sitting back down, "It's so small?"
"Yep, it only contains about a months worth of the chemical." He paused, handing him the diary, "I want you to take this and record your thoughts day by day. That apparatus takes measurements of blood testosterone levels every day so after the 30 days we can see when you were the most comfortable. Please be as descriptive as possible about how horny you are, if it has gotten any better for you, and so forth."
He nodded, getting back up and shaking the roo's hand, "Thanks doc, I can't wait to see you again."
He walked out, talking to the receptionist on his way to the door, getting an appointment card for his return visit in 30 days.
III
Timothy got home rather quickly, wasting no time before stripping off his clothes and jumping on the couch on his back, jerking his cock rapidly for a few seconds before being rewarded with his warm sticky cum squirting over his fur. Panting heavily, he licked off his hand before slowly getting up and putting the video in and pushing play, before returning to the couch and slowly continuing to paw himself.
"This video is being made as an educational aide for males seeking castration. This subject of this film in the series is to explain why one must first be chemically castrated. To do this we have had a subject who was castrated in an accident during sex, and he will tell his experiences."
After displaying that title card, which contained the same text as what was spoken, for a few more seconds it cut to a very beautiful skunk, naked, sitting in a chair, his legs spread slightly so the viewer could clearly see he was missing his balls.
"Hello, my name is Justin. I have been asked to talk about what I went through after I lost my balls suddenly as a warning to those who are thinking about seeking someone to cut them off outside of the doctors office."
Timothy started pawing himself faster again, the thought of that skunk and sex, as well as castration, making him as horny as ever.
"Let's see, one night I was having routine sex with my mate, and as she was sucking on my balls, there was a loud noise outside like an explosion which startled her, causing her to bite down. At first I was in shock at seeing my balls in her mouth, but she quickly got me to the hospital where they stitched me up, having been unable to reattach them."
"Oh God...lucky skunk..." Timothy said out loud, stroking himself faster, cumming for the second time.
"The doctor said they wouldn't have any replacement testosterone for me for at least a month due to some issues with their supplier, and told my mate to be sure to support me through what he said would be major changes. And he was right, about a week later I got really depressed, even suicidal, I didn't want to do anything. I yelled at her, threw things, and was a real jerk. I never expected it, and especially not the hot and cold flashes."
Timothy ran his hand through his cummy fur, smiling, "Wow...Glad I didn't get them cut off or crush them, I don't think I could handle that."
"Eventually my body adjusted, which was about a week before my testosterone replacement got in. By then though I had learn to love my new situation, I wasn't uncontrollably horny anymore, I could pleasure my mate without even thinking about my pleasure, and I only got erect when I wanted to. As a result of that I keep my testosterone very low, and, as you can see, I can still get an erection, I can still have sex, everything's just fine. Thanks for listening."
Timothy pressed Stop on the remote and laid there, his knot finally shrinking and his cock slipping into his sheath, "Well, I better get cleaned up..."
IV
The next day Timothy's best friend since he was a kit came over to watch the football game with him. He was a lovely raccoon named Shin, and knew about his desire to be castrated.
"Ah good, halftime, time to go empty the load, care to join?" Shin winked towards Timothy, referencing a game they used to play when they were alone when they were young where they would go to the bathroom, pee, then paw each other.
"Heh, sounds good to me," Timothy smiled, following Shin to the bathroom. When they got in there, they pulled down their shorts, grabbed each others already erect cocks, and relieved themselves. Shortly after, they started pawing quickly, as the first one to cum was the loser, and the loser had to suck the winner.
"You're so good at that Timothy" Shin said, a drop of pre already showing on the tip of his cock.
"Erf...not as good as you Shin..." Timothy replied, his cock twitching already on the verge of orgasm. Seconds later, he did cum, but Shin was ready for it, his other hand in front of the vulpine cock to catch his cum, licking it off several seconds later after the fox had finished.
"God Timothy, why do you want to cut your balls off, they make such delicious spunk..." Shin said, flushing the toilet as they went back to the couch, sitting down with Timothy sitting on the floor in front of him.
"I'm just to horny, you know that..." He replied, taking the 7 inch coon member into his mouth, easily guiding it down his throat as he sucked on it slowly.
"Heh, have you ever actually beat me at this game?" He asked, laying back and closing his eyes, enjoying the attention he was getting, bucking his hips slightly as he shot a squirt of precum into the fox's mouth.
"I don't think so..." He replied, speeding up his sucking a bit, reaching down to paw his own cock again.
"At least you got some good cocksucking experience." Shin joked, squirting another shot of pre into the fox, his orgasm building quite quickly.
Timothy just Mmm'd, closing his eyes as he came again, sucking the coon cock for all it was worth, and was rewarded shortly later with a gush of coon cum, letting his mouth fill before pulling off, the last weak spurts landing on his chest as he moved up to share a cum kiss with Shin. Several seconds later he broke it, sitting down next to him right as the third quarter was about to start, resting his head on Shin's shoulder, slowly pawing both cocks. "This is why I want them cut off...I came twice and I'm still horny..."
Shin reached over and rubbed the fox's head slowly, "I know, I don't know how you managed to put up with it for so long. Can I be the last one you cum in?"
"Of course you can, you were the first one I came in, and it's because of you I'm bisexual." Timothy chuckled.
V
A week had passed since Shin came over and Timothy had felt no different. Every morning he woke up with morning wood, leaving his cum in the bed after he took care of it, and every night he came in the shower. However, about the middle of the second week, things started to change.
"Day 12. Things may be changing for me today. I woke up horny as usual, and pawed until I came, but as the day went on, I noticed I was a little less horny, I didn't have AS strong of an urge to paw, but I still had them, and I still pawed again at night, but it seems it may be starting to take effect.
"Day 20. NO MORNING WOOD! For the first time in 12 years I woke up without a throbbing erection. I was so happy, I had to see how much it took for me to get erect, and it didn't take much, and I was so happy I spent all morning in bed pawing, cumming, letting it go back in my sheath, and enjoying the feeling of NOT being horny! Sure I had urges, but they were so manageable. I haven't felt this way in so long, and it felt so good..."
"Day 29. Well, the day after tomorrow is the day I go in to get these things cut off. I can think so much clearer, and I can get through my day so much easier without being detracted by urges of pawing and sex, but when I want to, and I mean I, not my balls wanting me to, I can get my cock nice and hard and have a good pawing session. I have noticed my cock is a little smaller and I don't cum quite as much, but that is a small price to pay. I've invited my best friend over here for a day of sex to celebrate."
"Day 30. My last day with balls, and it couldn't have been spent better. I must have screwed my coon friend 15 times, and the best part about it was that I WANTED to, I didn't have my cock get erect when I didn't want it to. I can't wait for tomorrow..."
VI
Timothy couldn't wait to get in the doctors office that day, it was time to finally say goodbye to his balls and hello to control of his sex life for the rest of his life. He arrived exactly on time for his appointment and was taken to the operating room, the nurse asking him standard questions and asking him to sign the standard release forms. After stripping naked he laid on his back on the bed, putting his feet in the holsters to keep his legs spread, his heart beating, according to the EKG machine he was hooked up to for safety, 190 bpm.
"My my, aren't we eager" The roo said as he entered, dressed in the standard scrubs and rubber gloves.
"Oh yes...I can't wait..." Timothy replied, reaching down to tug his balls for the last time. "Can I stay awake during this procedure?"
"Of course, we just give you a local nerve block for the pain, you are alert the entire time. You can even slice them off if you like." The roo said with a smile, glad he was in a chastity belt under his scrubs.
He gave Timothy the nerve block, but he didn't feel anything change. "Hey doc, I didn't feel them go numb..."
"That is normal, it specifically blocks your pain receptors, I thought you would like to feel them being cut off"
"Oh yes yes yes, thank you!" Timothy exclaimed. He watched as his scrotum was sliced open by a scalpel. Taking the left one, he deftly tied the cord before taking the right and tying it as well, making sure it was tight enough, before taking clamps and, placing them right below the knots, crushed the cords with an audible sound, which was heaven to Timothy's ears, as he knew there was no turning back, his balls were going away for sure now.
"While we wait, I saw from your journal that you felt the best on Day 20, the first morning you woke up without morning wood, right?"
"Actually I felt the best on the last day..."
"Alright. Nurse, please set the permanent testosterone replacement apparatus on the testosterone level of the last day." The roo said towards the lovely nurse.
"Yes doctor" Was all she said as she got the measurement from the last day from the old temporary apparatus and programmed the dosage into the new one. "Based on this dosage the amount of testosterone in this one should last you the rest of your life."
"Well, are you ready to say goodbye to your balls for good?" The doc asked, grabbing a clean scalpel and giving it to Timothy.
"Very much, just tell me where to cut." He replied eagerly.
"Right here below the clamp. I'll hold them up, and you make one smooth slice through each cord. They are tough, so use a fair amount of pressure." He said, grabbing the right one and holding it up. Timothy reached down and placed the scalpel where he was instructed and started to cut, feeling every rip as it was cut free, followed by the left one.
"Excellent, congratulations, you are now a eunuch" he said with a smile, placing the balls in a pan and grabbing the new apparatus which would fit inside him and stitched it in place, making sure it was working before stitching him back up.
"Now, you will feel pain as the nerve block wears off, but I'll give you a prescription for pain killers. Avoid sex for a few weeks as well so you won't bust the stitches. Keep it clean and you'll be fine. I'll see you again in three weeks for a checkup."
"Thanks again doc, can I have my old balls?"
"Of course" He handed Timothy his balls. As he held them in his hand, he thought about how they had ruled his life the past 12 years before squeezing as hard as he could, feeling them crush into a bloody pulp in his hand.
VII
Three weeks had passed since Timothy had literally sliced off his own balls, and as he lay in his bed or on his couch to heal up, he had never felt better. As he watched trivia shows he could actually understand the questions. As he watched some of his favorite movies, he could watch the scenes where they were taking a shower or were just nude and glistening with sweat and just being able to think "Damn, that's hot" without having to deal with a throbbing erection. It also let him go around naked all the time when he was alone, since he didn't have to worry about dripping pre on the carpet or furniture, and he had to admit, looking in the mirror and seeing his lovely sheath with just a flat spot where his balls were previously was pretty hot. Today though, he did have his followup appointment, so he did dress and arrive just a bit late, which meant he was able to be seen immediately, being led to the same office as his consultation.
"Welcome back Timothy" The roo doctor greeted him as he sat down, "Everything going ok?"
"Oh very much so, it was everything I had dreamed it would be, I only wish I had been able to have this done sooner" Timothy replied, smiling.
"Great to hear. Has the pain subsided?
"It has, I stopped using the pain pills about a week ago, and it's not tender or anything."
"Excellent, now, if you wouldn't mind dropping your pants so I can do an examination of the stitches, make sure they're still tight"
"Of course not" He said eagerly, standing up to pull down his shorts and undies, his cock still sheathed. The roo walked over and got on his knees, pushing apart the fur where he had stitched his empty scrotum back together to inspect them.
"Everything looks fine here, they are still tight and the wound is healing nicely. Have you pawed or had sex since the operation?" He asked, standing up and sitting back in his chair, checking a couple of boxes on his forms.
"Nope, I haven't, not that I haven't wanted to, I've been to afraid to break a stitch." He replied, pulling up his pants and sitting back down.
"Well from what I can tell, everything has healed up enough for you to have sex again, just make sure you don't take an impact between the legs."
"Thanks again doc, I know a certain raccoon who will love to hear that."
The roo chucked as he heard that "Before you leave talk to my receptionist again to make an appointment to get the stitches removed in about another 3 weeks.
"Will do." Timothy said as he got up and walked out, already thinking of the fun he would have tonight.
VIII
As soon as Timothy got home he picked up the phone and called Shin.
"Hey Shin, it's Timothy, want some good news?" He rhetorically asked very seductively.
"Hmm...what could it be..." Shin sarcastically replied, already knowing what he was going to say. "Maybe that you can have sex again?"
"Heh, how'd you know? Well, are you up for it, my first time without balls?"
"Sounds good, I'm not doing anything today, care if I come over now?"
"Of course not, hurry that sexy tail of yours over here."
10 minutes later Shin was at Timothy's door before letting himself in, seeing the fox on the couch with only a pair of shorts and a smile. "Just don't lay there furfag, get over here and sweep me off my feet"
Timothy chucked as he got up, walking over and playfully slapping Shin, "Hey, watch your language. Don't you want a look before I cram it up your tailpipe?"
"How silly of me, let me look at your lovely ball-less self" Shin said as Timothy took a step back before slowly pulling down his shorts, letting them hang below his sheath for a few seconds before dropping them to the floor.
"So, what do you think. Sexy eh?" He asked, starting to get his cock erect.
"That is strangely so sexy" Shin said, pulling his own pants down, his cock already fully out and dripping. "It is strange not to see you throbbing and dripping."
Timothy chuckled and grabbed Shin's arm, leading him to the bedroom. Shin jumped on the bed as soon as they got there and laid on his back, legs spread wide, "Come take me you eunuch you"
"Impatient as ever" he said, slowly letting his cock slip out, all 7 inches, before jumping on top of the coon, kissing him passionately as he rubbed their cocks together. Several seconds later he broke the kiss, shuffling down a bit to line up his cock with the coon's tailhole. "Are you ready for this?"
"Ready as always darling" Shin replied in a sarcastic girly tone, reaching down to slowly paw himself.
"Then let's not wait any longer" He said, slipping his cock inside the coon easily, before slowly starting his thrusts, "loose as ever I see..."
"Yea, thanks to that lovely cock of yours and a few toys." His cock squirting pre onto his belly as he pawed.
It felt strange fucking his friend, something he had done many times. The sensations were different, there was pleasure, but it was a little duller, almost feeling like his cock was a dildo. "Oh yea, you better be ready for a long session here, I feel like I can go for hours."
"Make sure you pull out before you cum, you know how much I love feeling it on my fur" Shin moaned feeling himself already about to cum.
"Sure thing love" He chuckled as he increased the speed of his thrusts, using one hand to support himself over the coon and the other to paw the coon.
"Oh God...I'm cumming!" Shin yelled as he came, squirting hot creamy coon seed over his belly, tailhole clamping down around the invading member.
Timothy kept pounding the coon, not even close to an orgasm himself, "Wow, that was kinda quick..."
"I know...no sex....three weeks...don't stop...got more to give..." Shin panted, grabbing the fox's hand to keep him pawing,
"As you wish my dear....As you wish..."
Two hours later, Timothy barely managed to pull his cock out before his knot tied them together, moaning loudly as he came hard, the first three spurts of mostly clear fluid splattering onto the coon's face, the rest falling on his cum saturated belly fur, before he fell beside him on the bed, panting hard after the most powerful orgasm he had ever had.
"God Timothy...that was amazing..." Shin managed to pant out, turning his head to look at his fox.
"You...you're telling me..." Was all Timothy could pant out, reaching over to lay his arm over the coon before both fell into a deep sleep.