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It's been almost two months since Kira's break up with his boyfriend. Heartbroken and isolated to be sucked back in another relationship, so many has approached Kira the Panther just to be shot down immediately. Sore and raw from being tore about, Kira sat down at the town's park, writing a erotic novel that has gained him quite a bit of famous reputation, being in a exchange program with another equally famous writer to swap notes. Maybe, just maybe this male would turn Kira's life around with a little time.

Theo, a black cat, walked through the park. He had a very slender body figure, and blood red eyes. His eyes and such a figure had been a source of much torment from others throughout his life. And his glasses didn't help. The feline was lonely, depressed, and wasn't all that social. He didn't have any friends, as not many wanted to associate with such a quiet fur. Particularly one with blood red eyes, which many hated for various reasons. Some because they were different, some because they believed him a demon, and others because they believed he was cursed or bad luck. He sat down in the town park next to Kira, hoping the panther wouldn't object. Theo just wanted a place to rest a moment. In both of his ears were earphones, which were connected to an mp3 player, practically the only thing that kept him alive. He loved music, and lived for it.

Kira's paw continued writing in a black book of blank pages made by himself at home. Crystal blue eyes scanned each sentence over as the panther began staring a new series of male erotic novels, slightly rounded ears perked as another's presence's were felt resting beside. Kira's eyes lifted up off the book's recently written page to look over at this mysterious black cat that took refuge on a seat situated beside him, "Excuse me?" Kira leaned to tap Theo's shoulder a few times to capture his attention, "Are you the one I've been waiting for? I mean from the writers program?" A hopeful glint shot through crystal blue optics, slit pupils focused intently, going thin like a piece of paper turned on it's side. Closing his book with a loud clasp of each page smashing together in one swift motion.

Theo flinched a bit as he felt the sudden tap on his shoulder. He ripped the earphones out. "Sorry, I'll just g- What?" He asked, turning to look at the panther. "Oh...yeah, I am actually. My name's Theo." The feline said, looking down a bit, hoping the panther wouldn't notice his eyes and hate him for them. He offered his paw to shake, shaking a bit from his nervousness. The feline couldn't help but look up a bit to see the panther's crystal blue eyes, unknowingly revealing his blood red optics.

Kira took a step back just as the cat looked up, rounded ears twitched quickly. Clutching his book tightly as a paw moved out, grasping onto Theo's offered one, shaking gently, before releasing. A smile moved onto Kira's small muzzle, "I'm Kira, it's a real pleasure to have finally met you." Purring start to sound from the panther's throat from pure happiness, jumping slightly as he puts his book up into a backpack.

Theo almost frowned when the panther took a step back, but a small smile crossed his muzzle when the panther took his paw. He shook as well, just as gentley as the panther did. "A pleasure to meet you as well, Kira." Theo said in a soft,almost nervous tone. His ears twitched as he heard the purr, straightening up a bit. His smile widened ever so slightly, and a very faint purr began to rumble in his throat.

Taking a seat beside Theo, Kira looked over with excitement clear on his innocent looking face. Smiling, crystal blue optics gazed over in silence, before finally starting to speak. "I've read you're stories and absolutely admire them, my hearts beats to continue reading the series." Reaching down in in his bag, pulling out a tan book with black ink writing, showing it to him. "So how did you even come up with such stories?" He asked leaning forward in wonder.

Theo smiled at the excitement showing on the panther's face. He flushed crimson red at Kira's words, looking away in an attempt to hide it. "You're too kind..." Theo said, his blush only getting redder with the panther's question. He thought for a moment on the question. "Well..some are based on real experiences in my life..and some just come to me I guess.." Theo explained to the other feline, hoping Kira wouldn't think he was being arrogant. He blinked as he realized the panther had leaned in closer to him, and stiffened some, hoping he wouldn't notice his eyes. "I've read your stories too, and I must say they are quite amazing. I admire your stories more so than those of any other. They're one of the main reasons I live." Theo said. That sentence probably wouldn't strike a cord with the panther as it did with him. He didn't have many reasons to keep alive..his music and the stories he wrote and read were the only things keeping him alive. Without meaning to, he leaned forward a bit. "How do you come up with yours?"

Kira's ears were perked with excitement on hearing Theo's explanation. Black slit pupils shifted in size from widened to thin like a piece of paper on it's side, purring heavily whilst listening intently to each word spoken by the feline. Kira's facial expression changed from excited straight to confused at Theo's stiffening form, but that all erased completely as a blush moved onto the Panther's cheeks. "Y-you really think so? Oh, that means so much coming from you!" He exclaimed, hugging one of many collected books by Theo, "O-oh, I was inspired by you're work." Blinking as the cat leaned forward and gained a deeper blush, leaning away, "I-i can't wait for you're other book to come out..I mean just how you create such an environment for you're readers....C-can I get a sneak peek?" A hopeful glint shoots straight through crystal blue optics, "I-i-i promise not to tell anyone." The panther stared Theo down with said blush visible on his cheeks, before looking away quickly. "Y-you don't have to it's just I have a deep passion to have finally met my hero." Kira looked back to the cat with a bright smile.

Theo blushed even more at the panther's words, his cheeks bright red through his fur as he realized Kira was hugging a book he had written. "You're too kind.." he said again, his ears perked straight up to catch every word the panther said. He began to purr all over again, the faint sound rumbling gently in his throat. "R-Really? It w-was?" He asked,looking a bit embarrassed at the thought. "I feel the same about your books.I can't w-wait for your next one.." Theo purred, seeming nervous. Theo's blush got even redder at the panther's request and words about him being his hero, a small smile forming on his lips. "Y-You flatter m-me.." He stammered, his cheeks bright red. He reached into his duffel bag,which contained his clothing and pretty much everything he owned. Theo shielded the bag from view of Kira, so the panther wouldn't notice all the clothing and ask questions. He pulled out a large notebook. The feline always wrote his books in notebooks like this before sending them to his editor. Only after did he put them down in an actual book and send them off for publishing. Theo didn't charge any money for his books, having them distributed free at the bookstores that took them. Many had told him that he should charge for them, as they were so great, but the feline just liked that people read his books. He offered it to Kira, smiling sheepishly. "I have only one chapter done so far..as I haven't been able to write much.." Theo said, looking away. "M-May I have a sneak peak at y-yours..? I-It's okay if you d-don't want to..it's just it would be such an honor to get a first look at one of your amazing books.." Theo said, looking down at the bench

Kira's tail wagged happily like that of a dog's, nodding hastily to Theo's question with a smile stretched onto his lips. "Yes! My best stories were inspired, I can't help, but to read you're stories." Loud purring could surly be heard emitting from Kira's throat as his blush soon faded away with passing time, tapping one claw on Theo's book as crystal blue optics gaze over in admiration. Scratching at his head to rid it of an itch, shuffling black hair away from view, before the cat's book moved within Kira's sights. Gasping softly as two paws shot out, grabbing it tightly while rising happily, "Yes, I've been waiting for soo long." His eyes started to glimmer softly, jumping slightly at his odd behavior, "I-i haven't started just yet...It's only notes now." Laughing loudly, Kira rummaged through a black bag resting below their feet to pull a book out for Theo, "Here you are, I've only started a few sentences, please don't hesitate to tell me if anything needs adjusting." The panther was ecstatic about reading this particular book, "Oh, I have been waiting to read th--." Looking up it was going into dawn, Kira looked over at Theo. "Are you free for a few moments? If so would you like to come over?" He asked purring heavily, "I mean it won't take me long to read this, besides I have some paper work to get done." He laughed softly, rubbing his head embarrassed with a light blush.

Theo smiled widely at the panther's words. "Well I'm glad I could inspire such an amazing writer as you." Theo said, purring heavily at the panther's eagerness to read just one chapter of his new book. The blush returned as he heard Kira mention waiting for so long to read it. He chuckled at the panther's words. "Oh I don't mind, I'm just extremely honored that I am going to be the first fur that gets to take a look at the material!" Theo exclaimed excitedly, before blushing even more at how he had just acted. He looked down for a moment, then looked back up again as Kira spoke. He smiled brightly at being invited to the panther's home. "Sure, I have nothing planned. I'd love to come to your house." Theo replied, purring heavily. The feline wanted to get to know the panther better..and this would surely be a good opporturnity. A light blush came to his cheeks as well as he realized how quickly he had accepted. Theo didn't want to seem too eager and make Kira think he was just a fan trying to get something he could gloat about to his friends. Theo didn't even have any friends..

Kira chuckled to the cat's words, "Amazing writer? You're buttering me up, you're stories are much more lovable." Crystal cat like optics stared down at Theo's notebook, already admiring each well thought out paragraph it holds within it's confines. Dusting himself off, Kira picked up his bag from underneath where Theo had been sitting, a smile moved onto the panther's lips of pure happiness it was like a dream come true to have met such a wonderful writer. "My apartment is just up the road, lets get going shall we?" Kira asked softly, before turning away to start walking without a answer, being excited and eager to read Theo's newest material, purring loudly, Kira took off in a dash just from the thought. Looking behind to wave, "Hurry before I leave you!" Chuckling, Kira continued dashing with no signs of stopping until they reached his home, it's odd to see a 26year old act like a child with a smile imprinted onto his lips. I can't wait to read this! If it was possible small hearts would likely be floating around Kira's head.

"Nonsense. Your writing skills far surpass mine!" Theo exclaimed, chuckling a bit as well. Theo shuddered with joy at the prospect of being able to read his favorite writer's notes. Theo slipped Kira's book into his duffel bag, picking it up and slinging it over his shoulder so that the strap went diagonally across his chest. He smiled at Kira. "Yes, let's get going." Theo purred, eager to get to his idol's home. "Yes, let's go." Theo purred, beginning to follow. Theo blinked as Kira dashed off, before chuckling and dashing after him. The 19 year old feline ran after the panther, smiling widely. Theo's duffel bounced as he ran, making the contents jostle around and make soft noises of clothing against clothing. Theo couldn't wait to get to the panther's home and get to know him better, as well as read his writing notes.

Lithe paws hit the smooth pavement quickly, Kira's eyes were shimmering with excitement, sign's of it fading weren't even visible moving throughout crystal blue optics. The panther's own black bag bounced just above his waistline, rattling of pencils emitted from inside along with book covers clapping together loudly inside, probably another notebook for other reason's of work. Kira's whole body soon stopped in front of a two story apartment complex, lights were on from other occupants watching t.v or doing something in their own time. With a twist of his torso, KIra turned around just slightly waving one arm, "Hurry!" Chuckling, the panther continued up some stairs that lead to his door, it only took a few second for Kira to retrieve a set of keys, open the door and rush inside to his office room. Shoes went flying at the doorway as he sat down immediately at his desk, pulling Theo's notebook out and flips through to his newly written chapter. Placing it atop the desk in front of him, Crystal blue optics started to move slowly over each word shown.

Theo laughed loudly as he chased after the panther. He twisted his body as well to turn, but his duffel bag unbalanced him with his weight. When he tried to stop, the duffel bag kept going until being jarred by the strap that held it to the feline. This caused Theo to stagger and nearly fall, but the feline quickly regained his balance and continued to run after the panther. He followed the panther up the stairs and into the room, kicking off his shoes as well. Theo followed Kira to his office room, sitting on the floor with his back to the desk. Theo surreptitiously slid the panther's notebook out of his duffel bag, not wanting Kira to see what else was inside. Theo eagerly flipped open the notebook, beginning to read the panther's notes on the story he was planning

Continued reading Theo's in progress novel it was already captivating Kira's attention...After being drawn to his hero's work, Kira's feelings were obvious about the cat. Crystal blue optics glanced up towards him in admiration, but with his most recent break up, Kira is skeptical about approaching, never really knowing if Theo is nice. Being much older then the cat, Kira had a tinge of jealousy for him being much more famous and younger in age it actually put him to shame, causing anger to build up just a bit. Looking away just as Kira noticed he had been staring at the cat, a small red patch quickly formed onto his muzzle. Jumping slightly he finally spoke, "Oh, I'am so sorry for being rude....Would you like some coffee?" He asked with a smile moving onto his lips whilst rounded ears flickered furiously atop Kira's head. Being so drowned into Theo's book he had almost forgot to ask anything or question.

Theo didn't even notice Kira staring at him, engrossed in his reading of Kira's notes. His feelings toward the panther were becoming more and more obvious as time went on. He admired Kira, that was true.. but it wasn't just a writer-to-writer admiration. It was something that he couldn't quite place. Theo wasn't exactly sure that Kira would want to be with him..so he was unwilling to approach. Theo didn't feel good enough. He didn't feel as if he were an enjoyable fur to be around, nor did he feel very attractive. How could such a seemingly nice,drop-dead gorgeous panther ever want someone like him..? To Theo, the possibilities of such a thing were nonexistant. Theo felt a twinge of envy at Kira having a place to call home and such an amazing place to write. Theo blinked, his pointed ears twitching as he was pulled from his thoughts by Kira's voice, turning to look at Kira. "Oh, no you weren't being rude...and yes, I would love some." Theo said, returning the smile. Theo watched the panther's ears for a moment,before his gaze shifted down to Kira's beautiful face..particularly his eyes. He looked deeply into the shimmering pools of blue, not realizing he was staring for a moment. When he did realize that he had been staring, a bit of red stained his cheeks as he blushed and looked away.

Kira waited, waited for Theo's answer to the offered coffee, Crystal blue optics were stuck downward on the book at hand. Purring softly in pure content of reading Theo's soon-to-be masterpiece, rolling relaxed shoulders to relieve them both, light popping sounded from underneath his pink flesh. Blinking just as the cat's voice reaches out and pulls Kira from a world of bliss, standing up while putting Theo's note book down, lithe paws carried him out the door and into his small kitchen, beginning to prepare some coffee for Theo. Turning on the hot and cold water faucet, making it warm with a paw moving underneath to run over his face. I can't believe he's here...So young, yet famous already....I can't believe it. Smiling softly, Crystal blue optics gained some glaze of thought over them both, contemplating a few idea's for his book..Maybe their meeting will inspire something more for Kira to write up, Swaying behind the panther was a thick long tail, curling and uncurling just inches from touching ground. Calling out towards Theo, "How do you like it!?" Kira shouted loud enough for the cat to hear.

Theo's ears almost dropped in dissapointment as Kira moved from that position. Theo had gotten a perfect view of the panther's crystal blue eyes from that point. His gaze followed Kira as the panther walked out, drinking in every bit of Kira's gorgeous body. Theo's eyes lingered a bit on the panther's rump, and his mind wandered off in thought. The feline blushed a bit as the thought's turned to something he would write in his novels..He always had used his novels as a way to live out things he wished could happen to him. Well...a few of his novels he had done that with. Perhaps he would write a novel with characters similar to Kira and himself. Because he knew he wouldn't have a chance with the panther. What would a guy like him ever see in me? Theo thought sadly. He blinked as he was once again jarred from his thoughts by the panther's voice. "Lots of cream and two spoonfuls of sugar, please!" Theo called back, just loud enough for the panther to hear. Theo had always been a quiet fur..doing his best not to draw attention to himself for fear of being hated.

Exhaling softly, Kira's torso heaved slowly, but his heart beating inside was thumping rapidly underneath a white button up shirt from excitement of reading Theo's book, but even more so that the real thing was sitting just in his office. Moving about just as the cat gave a request of cream and two spoonfuls of sugar, opening up his fridge, Kira pulled out a small carton of cream and rests it on the counter top. Now moving to grab a mug, slipping over just as the coffee finishes up, pouring some, before fixing it up with the works answered. Cleaning up whilst stirring each Theo's coffee up, moving back into his office and places Theo's drink in front of him with a smile. "There you go, Theo." Sitting down, Kira began reading once more without hesitation, purring could be heard coming from the panther's throat, Crystal blue optics flickered to Theo, "I hope it's to you're liking."

Whilst he waited, he stared up at the ceiling as he daydreamed of things he could do with Kira, if the panther would only feel the same way Theo was beginning to feel..The feline let out a sigh as he returned his attention the notes before him. He continued to read them, although he was distracted by his thoughts of Kira..his thoughts turned romantic and then erotic..and his sheath swelled just a bit, making Theo blush as he felt his member harden just a bit within his sheath. The feline pushed these thoughts away, dismissing them as he felt they would never occur..I bet he doesn't even find me attractive..after all, why would he? I know I'm not.. Theo thought sadly, staring blankly at the notes. Theo blinked, looking up at Kira and smiling. His mood brightened at the sight of the panther, and he picked up the mug and took a sip. "It's perfect, thank you Kira." Theo purred to the panther before taking another sip. Theo continued to read the notes, sipping the coffee absentmindedly as he became engrossed by the notes once more. His faint purr continued to rumble in his throat, barely audible to the panther's ears

Blinking at Theo's thoughtful expression with a smile on his lips, Kira asked out of pure curiosity. Crystal blue optics were gaze at the cat sitting across from him, "So, what were you thinking about? You seemed pretty dazed out." He chuckled looking back down to finish reading yet another paragraph, "Also, you're welcome, happy to have made it perfectly." Kira shifted in his spot, reading intently without stopping for even second, but it didn't mean the panther stopped listening for Theo's answer to his previous question given. Rounded ears twitched furiously as rain started to beat down quickly onto their apartment complex, "Huh?" Kira uttered listening in silence, before glancing up to Theo once more, "Looks like you're stuck here until the rain clears up, that is unless you like running in it?" Snickering softly, the panther continues reading his story with a smile, deep purring could be heard quite clearly from Kira's throat. "Oh, I forgot...Is there anything else you would like? Something to eat?"

Theo blushed some at Kira's question. "Oh! N-Nothing important.." Theo lied, hoping the panther didn't press further. He took another sip of his coffee to calm his nerves, which had begun to act up at Kira's question. He didn't want to appear nervous. That might give him away. His ears twitched as he heard the rain as well, and blushed again at Kira's words. The prospect of staying with the panther did appeal to him though. He wouldn't have anywhere else to stay even if he had ventured out into the rain. The feline would have ended up sleeping in it. "Yeah, I guess I'll have to stay hear..Thanks." Theo said, forcing a purr to cover up the pang of sadness that had welled up inside him. He had no home to go to even after the rain stopped..his parents had kicked him out when they found out about his sexuality and that he wrote gay erotic novels. He closed his eyes, letting the panther's purring and the sound of the rain hitting the window fill his ears. Theo blinked open his eyes as the panther spoke once more. "No, I'm fine." Theo lied. He hadn't eaten since yesterday..before his parents had kicked him out. He was starving..but he didn't want to give away anything to Kira, so he kept quiet about it.

Jumped almost instantly out of smooth pitch black fur, "Are you sure? You were pretty dazed out there." Chuckling softly with a constant gaze resting on Theo's sitting form, _He is...Just so cute..._Blushing softly at his small thought, but Kira had always loved the cat despite him being much more younger. Finally being able to have met Theo face to face, "Don't worry about it Theo." Purring softly, the panther finishes off reading and closes Theo's notebook with a loud clasp of each page smacking together, smiling brightly, 'I loved it! I can't wait for the whole thing!" Clutching the notebook tightly to his chest like a teddy bear, before holding it out to Theo with said same smile present on Kira's furry lips. Now the panther had some work to do, rummaging through his black bag to grab a few more smaller notebooks for his boss to come pick up tomorrow morning. Placing it down in front of him and leans forward starting to write a few things down, rounded ears were twitching furiously as rain started to pound heavily on their apartments roof. "It's really pouring down huh? I would have hated to get caught in that." Kira laughed loudly, rubbing at the back of his head.

Theo nodded. "Yeah, I'm sure." The feline answered, giving a smile as he looked back at the panther. Without realizing it, he began to stare into the panther's crystal blue eyes. Theo realized that he was staring, but he couldn't bring himself to look away from the panther. He is absolutely beautiful.. Theo thought, blushing a bit at the thought. At once, he new he loved the panther, despite the age difference. Theo had always had a bit of a crush on him, but it was mainly based on admiration of his novels. But now..he felt something..more. Theo blushed at Kira's compliment, smiling a bit wider. "R-Really? You think so?" He asked eagerly, his tail swaying a bit as he reached out to accept the notebook. Theo had finished reading the panther's notes a long time ago, being the speed reader he was.The feline closed the notebook gingerly, as if he was handling a priceless artifact. In his opinion, it was. He handed it back to Kira, smiling. "Very interesting story notes. I can't wait for the actual book to be written!" Theo purred, smiling warmly. The feline then put his own notebook back in his duffel bag. In his distraction by his thoughts and emotions,he had forgotten to be sneaky about it,and opened it a bit wider than he wanted to, most liklely giving the panther a glimpse of the clothing that lay inside.

Kira perked up as a sensation of being watched overwhelmed the panther completely, lifting Crystal blue optics to stare back into Theo's red one's. Blinking in silence as Kira's head started to lift away from his current paperwork, then focus strictly on the cat sitting across from him. Snapping out of a daze with rounded ears erect, nodding quickly in agreement, "Of course, I don't think so either, I know it will be a magnificent novel to read." Purring heavily in excitement, before learning to control himself in front of Theo, placing his own novel down to get writing once more for tomorrow. "Wait really!?" A blush of acknowledgement crosses Kira's muzzle making a pink spot rather visible, but then after capturing a glance into Theo's bag, "T-theo? Why do you have clothes in there? Were you suppose to go somewhere today? Or did you not get settled in quite right?" He asked happily, not truly knowing why the feline carried clothes with him. Silence moved over them both, except for the rain sounding outside, it was calming Kira quite a bit loving it's beating pattern of music.

Theo almost jerked his vision away as the panther looked back at him..but he couldn't. His heart fluttered as he stared deeply into Kira's blue eyes. He blinked when Kira broke the connection, and began to speak. Theo blushed at the panther's words. "You're too kind." Theo purred to Kira, smiling a bit once more. He smiled a bit wider as he heard the excited purr come from the panther, nodding at Kira's question. "Yes, I know it will be absolutely amazing. I can't wait for it." Theo purred. His face went blank and his eyes widened as Kira asked him about his clothing. "Er..I..." Theo stammered, unsure of how to respong. His first impulse was to lie..but he didn't think he would be able to stand himself if he lied to Kira again. "N-No..it's not either of those things.." Theo said, looking at the floor in shame. He had given such an evasive answer because he needed to think on how to put what had happened to him into words.

Kira purred softly towards Theo his blush fading slowly from visibility underneath pitch black fur. Blinking once or twice at the feline as their gaze finally broke, shaking his head at Theo's words. "Kindness has nothing to do with it...I truly do admire you're work." Smiling softly while thin black pupils shifted slowly from thin to a more widened form as if Kira was high of catnip, but that wasn't the problem, just a much better view for closer objects. Placing one paw atop a full set of blackish blue tinted hair, rubbing it gently while ruffling it slightly at best, purring heavily with a fanged smile moving onto Kira's cat like lips. "So why do you have those clothing in there?" The panther's curiosity overcame him completely with anticipation written all over his facial expression, Crystal blue optics stared intently on Theo's sitting figure.

Theo stayed silent for a long time, unsure of what to say. Finally, he heaved a heavy sigh before he began. "Well..it all started yesterday...my parents found one of my notebooks in my room...I had previously kept my sexuality and my writing a secret by writing under a false name and keeping my writing stuff out of sight.." Theo began, fighting to keep his voice steady. The feline wasn't going to let his voice crack or anything like that if he could help it. "But they found one of my notebooks and had read everything..then they confronted me..and I could tell I couldn't lie my way out of it..I admitted to them that I was gay and had written gay erotica..they didn't take it very well.." The feline continued, tears beginning to well up in his blood red eyes. "They told me to collect my stuff and get out..well in so many more words and in a much higher tone..they told me they hated me..that I wasn't their son anymore and that they wanted me out of their home as soon as possible.." Theo explained,a tear rolling down his cheek. He swallowed the lump that had formed in his throat. "So..I'm homeless.." He admitted, his ears drooping with sadness and shame as more tears rolled down his cheeks.

Kira's excited facial expression changed almost instantly to one of sympathy and sadness at Theo's upcoming words. "So you were a secret writer in you're own home?" The panther asked curiosity taking him over just slightly, listening intently to even Theo's tone in voice of one who's hurting fairly badly. Locking both paws together after taking a break from writing, Kira frowned softly at each word spoken out of misfortune, "I-i'am sorry to have heard that, Theo." Watching him closely with slit pupils going thin once more to focus more at nighttime, rising to move over and take a seat beside the cat, purring reassuringly with a smile to match it' honesty, "Well, you don't have to be...You can live with me! I wouldn't mind at all, no if's and's r but's about it, unless you wish to find another?" Purring softly Kira continued to wait for Theo's response knowing it must be hard to have you're own parents disown you for being gay.

Theo continued to look down, even more ashamed at Kira's words. "Yeah..I was.." The feline answered, his voice cracking from emotion despite his determination to not let it do so. He began to cry, whimpering in sadness as tears rolled down his cheeks. The feline shook visibly as he cried, pulling his knees close to his chest. "I-It isn't y-your fault K-Kira.." Theo said in response to the panther apologizing. He blinked as Kira moved over to sit next to him, unintentionally scooting closer to him without realizing it. The panther's closeness comforted him some. His eyes widened at Kira's offer, and his mouth hung open in shock. "R-Really? Y-You'd let me live with you?" He asked in amazement, joy and hope coursing through him at the same rate his blood did. "Oh thank you so much Kira!" Theo exclaimed, wanting to hug the panther tightly. But he hesitated too, not wanting to scare the panther off. Theo still didn't feel all that confident about himself..and felt that Kira would find Theo hugging him unfavorable. After all, how could gorgeous panther like Kira ever want to hug an unntractive cat like Theo? But then again,why would he let Theo stay with him if it weren't for some form of affection? Theo felt that Kira was just being a good fur, and was also influence by his love for Theo's books.

Kira's paw moved to rub at the back of his head for a few moments, whilst listening intently with care evident on the panther's face. Crystal blue optics gazed over at Theo in silence, having nothing to say at the moment for it was even a lot to take even for him. "I know, but I can't help it.." Soon, rounded ears perked up immediately to Theo's much more excited attitude, Kira prefers it to be like such any day, nodding quickly with a bright smile moving onto his muzzle. "Yes I would let you live with me! I mean...You're my hero and in need so of course I would." A blush moved onto Kira's muzzle knowing it was more then that, purring heavily as he rose to turn. "I-i guess you could sleep in here, bathroom is in my room, so don't be afraid to go in there." He laughed in jest, clutching both paws together in waiting, "Is there anything you want specifically done to this room? To make it more comfortable." The panther was happy in mood, not only has he met Theo an inspiration to each book written, but also will be living with him from now on...That is until he decides to leave it was pretty clear on his face, innocent and soft with crystal blue optics gazing at him.

Theo's ears almost drooped at the panther's words. He had been nearly certain that Kira was only letting him stay because the panther loved his writing and because he was in dire need of help, but...the feline had dared to hope that it would be for more than just that. But his hopes had been crushed quite efficiently with his words. But he didn't let his ears droop, nor did he show any form of dissapointment. The feline knew that would give him away. Theo continued to smile and forced the purr to keep rumbling in his throat. Theo looked up at the panther, and couldn't help but be cheered by the look on Kira's face. The feline knew that him staying here was making the panther happy. And that made Theo happy,even if it didn't put Kira in a good mood for the reason's he had hoped. The cat was just happy that Kira was happy. A bit of a blush appeared on his cheeks as he realized why that was. Theo looked around the room. "Well..I guess just some blankets and a pillow or two." He said, shifting positions a bit. The feline would have preferred something other than the floor to sleep on, but he wasn't about to complain. After all, he was staying here for free because of the panther's kindness. He didn't want to seem ungrateful,or just be ungrateful in general to the extreme amount of kindness Kira was showing him by letting him live with him. Besides, he could wrap the blanket around himself to form a bit of a cushion. Or if it was warm enough,he could just use the blanket as a cushion alone. Theo continued to smile at the panther, standing up as well. Every fiber of his being screamed for him to wrap the panther in a tight hug and just be close to him for as long as he could. The feline just wanted to be as close to Kira as he could, but he resisted such urges, not wanting to scare the panther off and ruin the good situation he had. Theo had a friend for once in his life, and a place to live where he knew he would be welcome. Not wanting to ruin that, he ignored every urge that told him to pretty much throw himself at the panther.

A long thick smooth furred tail swayed just below the panther's ankles, curling up at it's tip, then flicking out quickly. Kira's lithe paw moved swiftly through medium length hair of pitch black just like his fur, smoothing it back just for it to come back around his face. Rounded ears were flickering furiously at Theo's given answer with a smile, inhaling deeply, calming himself down from getting too excited about this situation, Crystal blue optics looked away to analyze the room for a place for the cat. "I can do that for you, one moment." With that said, Kira turned and moved out, turning a corner in front of a closet, pulling out two blankets and two pillows, before returning to place at Theo's feet. "There you go, Theo." Rising, Kira smiles brightly at him, before taking another seat, soon the panther started writing once more. Crystal blue optics followed each sentence made, shifting slightly underneath said desk for a more comfortable position, every now and again Kira would glance up towards Theo, before asking another question. "I hope everything will be to you're liking, I will make it comfortable as possible for you." Smiling softly to Theo even though his eyes were pinned down at the moment. Then, Kira jumped up quickly, gasping loudly, before scrambling around, "Ah damnit! I almost forgot about the deadline!" Rummaging through his bag to pull out a small notebook, immediately beginning to write in haste, "Don't wait up for me, alright? I'll most likely be up all night." Laughing nervously at himself.

Theo watched Kira's ears for a moment, before his eyes gradually drifted down to the panther's beautiful,crystal blue eyes. He looked deeply into them, unable to look away. The feline was captivated, as if entranced by the panther's gaze. Blushing a bit as he realized he was staring, his ears flicked as he tried to look away, but found he couldn't. He felt frozen, rooted to the ground by Kira's eyes. Theo blinked as Kira walked away, having finally regained his freedom of movement. The feline's minor blush remained as his thoughts raced a mile a minute, and his heart beat frantically in his chest. Theo knew he had feelings for the panther, but was too nervous and apprehensive to pursure the feelings. There was his insecurity which made him feel as if he weren't attractive or that much of an enjoyable fur to be around..as well as not wanting to ruin him living with Kira by making it too awkward to be around the panther. Theo smiled more as Kira walked back into the room with the blankets and pillows. "Thank you very much Kira." He purred, beginning to make his impromptu bed. He lay down the more cushy of the blankets as the one he would lay on, and the one that looked like it would be warmer on top of that one. He set the pillows down on top of them at one end, before sitting down on the blankets. Theo looked up as Kira spoke. "Oh, it's perfect. Thank you again Kira, for the blankets and letting me stay here. For everything." The feline purred, before chuckling at the panther's haste to get it done. "Well, I kind of sleep in here so it doesn't really matter if I wait up or not, does it?" He replied, laughing a bit as well. He was indeed very nervous, but he did his best not to show it. "Is there anything I can do to help?" Theo offered, smiling at Kira.

Silence overtook Kira's whole being as thoughts crossed over his mind of each sentence being written. It was then, Camilo sprang into his lovers arms, just scraping by a random mugging from going out at the peak of nighttime. Lure the buffalo wrapped muscular arms around his smaller counterpart in a loving embrace. "I didn't mean to let you go." Tears were streaming down Camilo's cheeks, frightened by the whole experience. "N-no it was my fault, I should have believed you from the start Lure." Pressing his tear stained face into the buffalo's well developed chest, a sense of guilt pinged deep in Lure's beating heart. _The panther stopped writing to take a breather, his tail swayed behind himself slowly grazing the ground resting below him, Kira's crystal blue optics flickered up at Theo after hearing his question. "I guess it doesn't." Chuckling softly with a shake of his head, groaning softly as misfortune finally caught up with him, before blinking at Theo's question, "Would you really help!?" It felt as if stress had been lifted from both shoulders, but just by a little bit at the cat's offer, excited in every way to work with another writer and one who is much more famous. "I-i would like that a lot." Exhaling softly at his sudden energy boost, "Actually I should probably let you rest, I'm sure you are tired." Looking away back down to begin writing once more, said pencil worked slowly as the scene continued playing within Kira's mind. _It took only moments for them to travel back home as rain started to pour down, shivering, Camilo pulled Lure into their room and immediately started to remove their clothing, emotions were building up from the current events.

Theo watched the panther intently from his position, sitting on the blankets just next to the pillows. He drank in every aspect of the panther, his calm, thoughtful expression, his long,thick and smooth tail,his cute, enticing hair, his gorgeous,well built body, and those amazing eyes..Theo blushed a bit as he realized that he had been staring again. His blush deepened and his cheeks got redder as he felt his sheath swell just a bit as his thoughts turned erotic once more. He blinked as the panther spoke again, suddenly jarred from his thoughts and his staring at Kira. Theo blushed more as the panther looked at him, dearly hoping the panther hadn't noticed him staring. The feline smiled warmly at the panther, doing his best to seem inviting. "Sure I would. Just tell me what to do and I will do my best to do it." Theo purred, happy to be useful to Kira. That warm smiled widened some at the panther's excitement and joy to have his help. He was glad to be of help to the panther who had given him a home, as well as the panther he had begun to feel something for..something more than just admiration of his writing skills..but he couldn't place it paw on what it was..Whenever I see him..I just want to smile and be close to him..and I can't help but stare at him..and my heart starts to beat faster...and I get butterflies in my stomach..why does this happen..? What is it about this panther that makes me feel that way..? Is it...love? He wondered, his gaze growing vacant as he became immersed in his thoughtsd once more.

Soon as Kira stopped writing, rounded ears swirled about it was another sensation of being watched building up inside his gut. Looking behind himself back at Theo's resting form with an evident smile on cat like lips, unable to truly control himself without scooping Theo's own build out in a most casual way possible. Turning away just as those words hit sensitive hearing ears, perking up immediately, "C-can you just look these notes over for me?" A blush moved over Kira's muzzle, not even here for a little bit and was already asking him of things, although particularly happy Theo was here living together it wouldn't change the fact he might be asking too much. Rolling tensed muscles as Kira shifted slightly to hold out another notebook, fresh with a story that was still in development, "I must have this short story in by tomorrow...I'm in a rut..Writers block one could say." Chuckling softly, Crystal blue optics shimmered softly with hopefulness deep in both, "I hope that I'm not asking for much." Purring heavily in excitement that each word or paragraph would be looked over by his inspirational writer.

Theo blushed as Kira looked in his direction, looking away in embarassment. A moment later, after the blush had faded, he looked back a Kira, smiling again. He couldn't help but look in to Kira's eyes, that smile never leaving his face. In fact, it only grew a bit wider as he looked deeply into the panther's eyes. At the panther's question, patted the space next to him. "Sure thing. Bring them over here, we can look over them together and I can tell you what I think as I go along." Theo purred to Kira, that inviting smile never leaving his face. He blushed a bit as he knew that wasn't the only reason that he wanted the panther to sit next to him. The feline knew he just wanted the panther close to him. This was the perfect opportunity to do so, however. Theo would be able to read the story, and be close to Kira. The thought made him smile even wider, and a purr rose to his throat. "Do you just want my opinion on it or what?" Theo asked, curious as to what he had to due to help the panther as much as he could. His blood red eyes glittered with excitement at being able to tear into the story and have the panther close to him at the same time. "And of course not, it is my pleasure. I'm honored that you want my help. And you are letting me live with you, so it's only right that I help you out when I can, right?" Theo said, his purr growing louder and louder in excitement at getting to review his idol's newest story before anyone else got too. The fact that the panther would be right next to him didn't exactly ruin any of his excitement either.

Kira looked over his shoulder towards Theo, murmuring a few words in thought of actually moving over to sit beside him, would he be able to control himself? It was already hard enough when Theo was in a slump about being kicked out not to hug him for comforting purposes. Moving away from his desk, Kira stood up and slipped over beside the feline to sit down with a small blush threatening to become visible over his muzzle, "A-alright, here is what I have so far..." Jumping slightly, Kira had forgotten to even grabbed the notes, a deep blush of embarrassment immediately heated up the panther's body, getting up quickly to move and grab his note, before sitting down once more beside Theo. "N-now, here is what I-i-i have so far...S-s-sorry about my g-g-goofy behavior." Chuckling loudly as Kira's tail flicked around, thumping it's tip behind himself, "I want you're judgement, maybe a little touch of improvement?" Crystal blue optics couldn't help, but to flick from the notes to Theo's face, admiring his natural cuteness for a moments time, before beginning to work. "I suppose so, but you could easily have said you're tired." Kira chuckled softly with a smile on his muzzle, while running a lithe paw through medium length hair to push it away from view, holding out the notes to the cat now, waiting for his honesty. "I do hopes it's good, Theo." Blushing heavily at the thought of praise from the feline would make Kira's day all the better it was bad enough that he was in love with him...But being praised it was a whole nother story of emotion.

Theo began to purr even louder as the panther walked over to sit next to him. He blushed a bit as it did, hoping Kira would either not notice it or just think it was because he was flattered. He let out a bit of a giggle as he realized to that Kira had forgotten his notes as well. The feline didn't mention it, not wanting to make Kira feel bad about himself. Theo held back his giggle as Kira realized he had left his notes at his desk, again trying to save the panther's feelings.A wide smile creasedt the feline's furry lips as he was handed the notebook. "It's no problem at all..in fact..it's kind of cute." Theo feline admitted, blushing again as he realized what he had just said. He dearly hoped that Kira wouldn't think that the feline was hitting on him. The smile returned to his lips at the panther's words, and he looked back down at the notes. "Why would I need to add improvement? I'm sure it will be perfect." Theo purred, looking up to the panther with that same smile on his face. "I could have. But would I pass up such an honor? Not for anything." Theo said to Kira,his tail swaying with joy behind him. Except a date with him.. Theo thought to himself, a bit of red appearing on his cheeks as the thought crossed his head. He watched as Kira brushed the hair from his face, looking into his eyes for a moment before glancing back down at the notes, before looking back up at him as he spoke. "I'm sure it will be amazing, Kira. All of your other stories and novels are. I don't believe for one moment that this one shall be any different." The feline said, before looking down at the notes and beginning to read. He blushed a bit at certain parts,and smiled a bit at the others. All the while, pangs of jealousy reverberated within him at all the romantic, "lovey-dovey" parts as well as the yiffy parts. The cat wished he had something like that. Someone to hold him..especially now..when he felt as low as he could in his life. How was someone supposed to feel when his or her own parents kicked them out for being the way they are..? He felt worthless..The feline had always had little confidence in himself, and that event had made such confidence almost non-existant. The feline just wanted to know that someone loved him..that someone would always be there for him to hold the feline in his arms and tell him that he was indeed loved. Theo surpressed these thoughts to keep from crying as he continued to read, becoming engrossed by the literature. His blood red eyes followed along the lines of the sentences with great interest.

Kira gave a unsuspecting yawn as nighttime finally came, rain continued pouring down loudly in a storm it would seem. Thunder boomed softly, before gaining sound in tone that visibly caused Kira to jump just a bit out of being surprised, sighing softly he continued watching Theo read each bit of note that had been written down upon his notebook, before blushing softly at the feline's comment of cuteness, "I-i..." Rubbing at his head now with a look away, Crystal blue optics blinked a few times to gather up some more appropriate words to say rather then 'I'..."Even if that may be,...I still want an honest opinion." Sighing softly, Kira laid down on Theo's bed, the panther's shirt moved up, uncovering his slim body build with toned abs that weren't all too muscular like other furs. Stretching out even Kira's boxers were showing just out the top of his pants, said thick smooth furred tail swayed slowly on the side, flicking once, before curling up in a flexing motion. Another yawn slipped from the Panther's lips with a little growl sounding out afterwards, gazing over at him in admiration from a laying position, Kira could tell Theo was having a hard time, the contortion of facial expression's were slightly evident even if he didn't notice them. I wonder what you've gone through, Theo...I'm sure you've had a pretty rough life with keeping you're sexuality a secret.. It is a shame that parents can't even accept their son.. I'm truly sorry.. Getting up, Kira's arms slipped around the feline, muscles tensed to bring him close in an embrace, purring ever-so-softly while holding a firm paw on the back of his head to press just where his heart would be located, whispering softly with rounded ears pinned back in the moment, "I'am sorry, Theo... It seems you've gone through a lot and if the story is getting to you then I feel it's partly my fault." Burying his nose into Theo's neck, nuzzling gently with a light purr, "I hope this will start a fresh new much better chapter in you're life, I can only hope so much." Blushing softly at their closeness, Kira moved away just a bit to look at the cat in silence. "If you don't want to talk about it...I will understand completely of reason's why."

Theo nodded at Kai's words as he continued to read. "Well so far it's perfect.." Theo said, forcing a purr into his tone to cover his emotions. He glanced over and noticed the blush, a bit of pink coloring his own cheeks at the sight of it. It only made the panther look cuter. He blinked as he noticed the panther laying down. The feline was always the type to want to face whoever he was around, and this was no different. The fact that he was head over heels in love with Kira didn't help at all. So, Theo scooted around until he was facing Kira before he began to read once more, blushing a bit as the novel turned erotic. Without noticing, he began to replace the character's with him and Kira. His sheath swelled a bit once more, and a blush filled his cheeks with red. Theo glanced up at Kira once again, his sheath swelling just a bit more. He blushed even more, if that were even possible at this point, as he took in every bit of the panther's abs that he could see, burning the image into his brain as he drank in the small, but very sexy view. The feline's sheath continued to swell as he noticed the boxers sticking out, his tail beginning to twitch and even sway a bit as he eyed the panther in between snatches of reading. No matter how many times he tried to go back to reading, his eyes kept wandering over to Kira's form. Not just the parts that the bare fur showed, but all over. Every bit of the panther. He wanted to memorize all of it. Satisfied that he could go back to reading without having to stare at the panther, he went back to the notes. Theo had just finished reading them, and tears almost welled in his eyes. He shut them tight, whimpering a bit as he fought the urge to cry. Theo began to hand the notes back and tell him that it was perfect, but then the panther's arms wrapped around him. His blush returned about ten times more intense as he was pressed close into the panther's chest. Tears began to stream from his eyes. He couldn't hold them back anymore. All that pent up emotion finally burst as he began to cry into Kira's chest. His ears twitched at the panther's words. "N-No..it's not your fault. K-Kira..the story is p-perfect.." The feline protested through his crying. He whimpered as Kira pulled away, wanting to be as close to the panther as possible. Theo pressed close to him, keeping his head right where it was. He continued to sob, tears rolling down his cheeks as he wrapped his arms around Kira, beginning to find comfort in the panther's warmth. "I kn-know that a new chapter has begun in my l-life..but I d-don't know if it will be one of loneliness and sorrow or one of happiness.." Theo sobbed. He felt hopeless. He didn't think his life could get any worse, or that it would get any better. Theo felt lost and broken apart on the inside. He felt frail and weak, as if the slightest wind would topple him over and shatter him.

Kira's head soon lifted with a smile threatening to visibly appear on his small muzzle after hearing Theo's compliment. It was all Kira really wanted, but that was a complete lie, the panther wanted so much more from him, it actually killed him inside to tell Theo everything, to spill out all emotions of affection, care, lust...Everything was there, but unknown how to truly express such feelings towards his prized writer, one who had even inspired Kira to start writing much more...Erotic stories that had a plot, background and yiff most importantly it wasn't like senseless screwing, but of passionate connection between two beings that couldn't be replaced by anything. "You really think so? I'm so glad.." He purred heavily with Crystal blue optics shimmering softly in recognition of being praised, his thickly built tail, smooth in fur texture an black as night, swayed slowly behind the panther's rear end in a calming state most likely. As Kira was lying down said feeling of being watched sensation disappeared then reappeared quite frequently it almost made him think of possibilities, but it wasn't important at the moment, as a breath of air had been inhaled, filling the panther's lungs deeply with it's freshness.. Murmuring softly in waiting for a time. But of course this was all before Theo finally confessed his pint up emotion. Soon a wet feeling overwhelms Kira's chest area from Theo's crying no doubt as the feline stayed right upon his slightly developed chest as comfort, or so Kira had thought. Pinning back rounded ears as stuttering emerged also between Theo's speech knowing this was a good thing to let him vent or just become lighter without anything to worry about. "To damn with my story...It's my fault for bringing any...Memories or emotions up from their depths..Please forgive me, I must hear you say it." Wrapping both arms back around the cat's body in a slight embrace of comfort, "It will be one of happiness, lonely is gone from now on. I'll be here to listen, help in anyway I can, to show you compassion and care...Love...." Kira's paw tightened slightly on Theo's shirt knowing it was just a matter of time before his true feelings came forth out of hiding. "The point is don't look at the past anymore only present, you can only look back not redo, but now is the time to make you're decisions clear and what you really want without any...Regret or hesitation." Consoling Theo now with soft purring as his tail snaked around the feline's waist, as a paw lifted the feline's chin to make eye contact, "Theo...Let me be you're happiness." Immediately, Kira pressed their lips together without hesitation or even a word of warning without even giving him a second to answer. Emotion overwhelmed Kira completely behind his chest a loud thumping, rapid in sound coming from his heart it was...Something that couldn't be denied any longer, both would be happy, or so Kira wanted to think, hoping it would prove true. I can't help myself...Damnit...I-i hope he doesn't...

Theo sobbed into Kira's chest for a long time, pressing himself close to the panther and holding the other feline close to him. He let all of his bottled up sadness and depression in a tidal flow of tears, accompanied with the sound of him sobbing and whimpering repeatedly as time went on. "O-Of course I think it's perfect..because it is.." Theo said, managing to not sob long enough to stutter those words. Eventually, he was pretty much leaning all of his weight into the panther. He wished Kira would have been shirtless, so he could nuzzle into that fur that was without a doubt so very soft. Theo slowly began to feel less and less distraught as he sobbed himself into a stupor. He felt so dazed he hardly knew what was going on. Theo couldn't see even if he opened his eyes, there were to many tears. He couldn't speak because of the lump in his throat. He couldn't smell because his sinuses had been clogged because of his sobbing. Theo could hardly breathe because of how hard he sobs, and such breaths he could get were shallow and shaky. They didn't help him much. But Kira did..with his arms wrapped around the smaller feline and his body pressed close to the emotional wreck of a feline that was hugging the panther. "Th-There w-was nothing t-to forgive...b-but I d-do forgive y-you..and th-thank you so m-much for letting me read it..." Theo whispered into the panther's chest, the hoarse sound barely able to reach Kira's ears. He jumped as a particularly loud crack of thunder echoed through the air. Theo pressed a bit closer to Kira, whimpering in fear. He was so frail and practically senseless, anything would scare the daylights out of him. Theo's ears twitched as Kira began to speak, and he managed to quiet his sobbing enough so that he could hear every word the panther had to say. He hung on every word as if life itself depended on it. "L-Love..?" He asked quietly, not wanting to interupt the panther. Theo blinked away the tears long enough to look deeply into Kira's eyes for a moment before they began to form once more in his eyes after Kira had lifted his chin. His eyes went wide as their furry lips met in that soft kiss, one that sent a bolt of energy through Theo. Tears still rolled down his cheeks, but a bit of joy was in them this time. After a moment of being dumbfounded and completely caught off guard, his eyes slowly drifted shut and he pressed his lips against Kira's, tightening his grip around the panther. The faintest of purrs began to come from his throat, barely audible. H-He loves me..

Kira couldn't just help himself, but to test out his overflowing emotion for Theo. Nothing changed the panther's mind of how this was going to be played out, even to his surprise as Theo didn't pull away in fact embraced it completely. A wave of happiness washed over Kira's whole being as the feline's grip tightened around, blushing furiously at their current situation, releasing the cat's body just a bit to wipe away those tears that were still spilling from both eyes. Keeping his breath slow and calm as their kiss continued, until Kira finally pulled away to speak with a soft grin on his furry lips. "Theo....I have always loved you...Every time I would read you're novels I couldn't help wanting to learn so much more about you, my admiration blossomed into an endless flame of...Love. And when I finally met you, I-i was so damn happy I couldn't help myself in the least bit...Wanting to read you're newest material...Wanting to ask many questions...And so much more..." Kira's blush grew deeper contrasting against his pitch black fur, looking away now in embarrassment as a lithe paw fiddled slightly. "I'm sorry to have kissed you...Though I hope nothing was pushed or forced upon you, Theo.." The panther was going through conflicting emotions of regret and excitement, pulling away from Theo's arms to stand up and walk out of the room, Crystal blue optics were glazed over with thought and a paw clutched tightly onto Kira's thumping chest, it almost seemed like his heart was going to burst forth.

Theo began to purr louder and louder as the kiss drew on, and he even rubbed the panther's back a bit as he got more and more into the passionate embrace. Happiness coursed through him as if it were his blood, and his heart thumped madly in his chest from excitement. He basked in the feeling that he had craved for years. The feeling of being loved. Truely,unconditionally loved. He almost whimpered when Kira pulled away, but a soft smile creased his muzzle as he stared intently into the panther's crystal blue optics with his blood red ones. Said blood red eyes shimmered with joy. His smile only grew wider as the panther spoke, and he opened his muzzle as if to speak, but then the panther spoke again, and then began to leave. Theo whimpered as Kira got up and walked out of the room. "K-Kira..? Where are you going? Kira please don't go.." Theo pleaded, but the panther was already gone. Theo sighed as he sat back, his tail limp on the ground as his ears drooped with dissapointment. He stared down at his legs for a moment, wandering what he should do..Finally deciding, the feline stood up, walking out of the room after the panther. Theo took one step out of the room and turned to look in the panther's direction. "I love you too. And don't be sorry for the kiss..it was amazing..and made me happier than I've ever been in my entire life." He said, in a bit of a quiet tone. But he knew the panther would hear it. He knew it was loud enough for the sensitive feline ears on the panther's head to pick up. Theo's tail hung limply from above his rear, and his ears drooped low. He felt hurt that the panther had just got up and walked out on him like that..after promising that he would never feel lonely again..only happiness. Theo still hadn't gotten to respond properly to Kira asking to be his happiness, nor the panther's comments on how much he loved Theo.

Flustered and embarrassed by his actions, Kira continued down the hallway to his own room residing just a few feet away. A lump formed in the Panther's throat feeling as if it were suffocating him completely, swallowing heavily to relieve himself of it's horrible burden, small breath of air was being taken in by Kira to calm himself down, before stopping abruptly after hearing Theo's footsteps and words coming forth from his...Sweet lips. Rounded ears perked almost instantly at the feline's words, said thumping growing louder inside his chest causing Kira to pant softly. Turning around swiftly moving over hastily, wrapping both arms about Theo's build in a tight embrace, "Oh, Theo...I want to make you're life so much more better...I will show you no matter the problems we both have..Nothing will get in my way to keep escorting you towards the right path with my endless love." Pressing their noses together in a gentle nuzzle, blushing madly at their...Confessions for one another it was almost like one of his novels...One. Curling his smooth furred tail around Theo's left leg in a comforting hold like all Feline would absentmindedly do, purring heavily, Theo would surly hear his heartbeat and purring, "I want to learn so much more about you, Theo....I want you to feel so much more better about yourself, because I will be there by you're side..."

Theo watched in silence as the panther continued to walk away for a few steps, then what he had said seemed to register in Kira's head. Relief and joy swept through him as Kira turned around and headed hastily in his direction. A faint smile creased his muzzle and tears rolled down his cheeks once more, but out of the sheer joy he felt erupting inside him like the most powerful volcano in existence. He wrapped his arm's around the panther's form in a tight, passionate embrace. His own heart continued to thump in his chest, fast,hard, and loud. The panther would hear it with ease, just as Theo heard Kira's. He began to purr as their noses were pressed together, and he rubbed his against Kira's in return for the nuzzle. "Kira..I want to be yours..and yours alone. I want you to be my happiness. Hell..you already are. You've made me happier than I've ever been in my life in just the past few minutes. I want you to be my side always, no matter what I do." Theo whispered to Kira, as if anything louder would ruin the moment and rip it to shreds. He blushed profusely as well as he recalled a similar event in one of Kira's novels. Theo purred louder and louder as time stretched on. He just couldn't stop. Theo had never before felt so happy and so content..he felt like he had found where he belonged...With this amazing panther. "Kira..I want to know everything there is to know about you...and with you by my side and my paw in yours, I don't see how I couldn't feel better about myself. Even now I'm beggining to feel better about myself..." Theo purred to Kira. It was the truth. He finally felt wanted and loved. "I'm the luckiest fur in the world.." The feline whispered, letting his head rest on Kira's chest, listening to the panther's thumping heartbeat. Theo's own tail curled around Kira's leg, as was a feline way of showing affection.

Kira began nuzzling Theo lovingly as both arms tightened to increase their closeness. Purrs of pure happiness could easily be heard coming from Kira's rumbling throat, dealing small licks to clean away Theo's tears that were rolling down his cheeks hoping it was of a happy reason. Flicking said thickly structured tail of smooth pitch black fur wrapped around Theo's leg, Crystal blue optics were going glazed in bliss of their moment together, smiling softly as the feline gave a answer instead of being silent. "I'am so relieved, Theo...I didn't think you would even give me a look of recognition while being so much more famous and younger. Isn't that my saying? To be by you're side?" Chuckling softly it really didn't matter to Kira, both would copy one's intentions carefully, inhaling Theo's scent deeply wanting to remember it completely without any others overlapping such a enticing smell floating about him. Pulling away just for a moment to smile brightly at him, "I'm happy to boost you're self esteem, Theo everything will be alright with me I promise you." Blushing madly, Kira leaned in to steal another kiss, pressing their lips together in a warm, passionate embrace only known by two that have found love in one another. "I'm so happy! I don't know what to do." Letting go to laugh loudly with a shake of his head, "Hope I'm not too weird for you, Theo." Looking away, blushing heavily.

Theo returned every nuzzle with one of his own, a loud purr rumbling in his throat. His purr grew louder and his smile stretched wider across his muzzle as his tears were licked away by the panther's rough tongue. Each lick made him shiver just a bit. Theo pressed himself closer into Kira, tightening his grip around his new lover as if his life depended on it. He blushed at the panther's kind words,and chuckled at the last bit. "I'm happier than I've ever been in my life..and a bit shocked...I never thought someone with such an amazing amazing personality and gorgeous appearance like you would ever even notice someone with such a dull, depressed personality and non-attractive appearance like me.." He murmured to Kira, his voice almost quieting with sadness. But his joy at the situation kept it from doing so. His long, smoothly furred tail tightened around Kira's leg, the white tip flicking just a bit. "And I suppose it is for you to say.." He purred with a slight chuckle.Theo buried his face into Kira's chest, inhaling deeply to drink in the panther's amazing scent. He wanted to remember every bit of it, with no interference from other scents. Once it was etched into his memory, he leaned up to nuzzle into his love's neck, licking it gently. His smile had gone away when he nuzzled into the panther's chest, but had returned quickly. "Thank you..So very much.." The feline whispered softly,closing his eyes as their lips met in that fantastic show of love and passion. He purred heavily into it, and he almost whimpered when the panther ended it to speak. The need to whimper increased with the panther letting him go. He giggled at Kira's behavior. "Oh don't worry, you're absolutely perfect." The feline purred lovingly. "And I'm the happiest I've ever been, but I don't know what to do either.." Theo said, before trailing off into a large yawn. He blinked when it was done. "I suppose I should be getting to bed..." He decided, turning around and walking back into the office room. Theo leaned out of the room to say. "Goodnight Kira. Thank you so much.... I love you." Theo purred, staring at the panther for a few moments before going back into the room. He bent over and opened his duffel bag, pulling out a fresh pair of boxers, a flannel shirt, and a plaid pair of flannel pants. He looked back to make sure Kira hadn't followed him before stripping down so that he was nude. He slipped on the new pair of boxers, before stepping in to the pajama pants. Theo pulled on the flannel shirt before laying down on his makeshift bed, sliding under the covers and drawing them tightly over his body. He lay his head on the pillow, closing his eyes. A soft purr rumbled in his chest.

Chuckling softly at Theo's words of endearment, Kira smiled brightly with two fangs flashing in the process, before retorting quickly. "Amazing personality? No I'm just nice and generous, curious and others things that I won't get into!" Nuzzling Theo's head, Kira's throat began rumbling loudly in a deep affectionate purr mean't only for the cat himself. "You didn't seem dull or depressed to me, Theo. I thought you were interesting to a high point in my opinion. And I think you are a very cute, adorable cat I've ever seen." The panther smiled softly licking Theo's nose quickly, before petting his head slowly in a comforting manner. Just as they parted Kira rubbed his head at the cat's words, "I'm not perfect." Crystal blue optics looked down in embarrassment for a moment, soon, rounded ears perked up immediately after hearing Theo's given yawn. "Oh, yes! I'm sorry to have kept you up." He said watching after him in admiration, even a lick to furry lips were gave, jumping as he leaned back out, Kira looked away quickly with a deep blush. "I-i love you too, Theo." Placing one lithe paw onto his thumping heart, whilst moving down in his own room, stripping each piece of clothing off. Peering down at himself catching sight of his member poking out from the sheath, "Phew." shaking slightly, before rushing into the bathroom turning on the shower and climbs in. Steam spilled out from underneath it's door in a matter of seconds. "Yes just what I needed." Pitch black hair pinned down on contact as a paw ruffled up smoothly pint down fur making it more wild then anything. I wonder how these days will play out...I will too excited just to get any work done...I won't be able to stop thinking about him. I have to be strong! With that said, Kira's arm flew up right into the shower head. "Ow! Damnit." Clutching onto it tightly shaking his paw with a frown and a tear clinging onto an eye.

Theo blushed brightly as he recalled the panther's sweet words to him. A small, adoreable smile stretched across his muzzle. The feline turned over in his impromptu bed, shifting a bit in an effort to get more comfortable. Despite there being a heavy blanket between him and the floor, it was still rather uncomfortable. But he wouldn't even consider complaining to his beloved panther. No, that would be ungrateful and rather rude to Kira to insult his generosity by complaining about his bedding. He settled for laying on his stomach, the most comfortable position. The feline shut his eyes and waited for sleep to come. Soon enough the cold began to get to him, even through the thick blanket laying over him. Theo shivered, beginning to feel very cold. And alone. He felt like something was missing...then it hit him. Kira! He wanted the panther to be laying next to him, holding the smaller feline in his strong arms. Theo considered getting up and going to ask Kira if they could sleep together..but he was scared of how the panther would react. What if Kira thought it was too soon for that and thought that Theo was just trying to get into the panther's pants? Thoughts like these raced through his head, of tons of different things going wrong. A billion different situations, all ending in Kira shunning him away and kicking him out, never to speak to Theo again. Tears welled up in his eyes at the thought alone..but he wouldn't let them fall. He knew Kira would never do that to him. For once in the feline's life...he knew that someone would always be there for him..Smiling once more, Theo got up and stretched a bit to rid himself of the stiffness laying on the floor for so long had provided. He walked out of the office room and looked down the hall, wondering which room the panther would sleep in. He walked slowly, silently down the hall, not making a sound as he moved. Theo passed by one room and his ears twitched, picking up the sound of the shower. For a split second, Theo considered peeking to try and catch a glimpse of the panther naked. A blush spread across his cheeks at the thought, which he quickly dismissed. He crept back down the hall to the office room and sat on the blankets to wait.

After tending to said injured paw, Kira grasped onto his wash cloth and the caramel, vanilla smelling liquid soap. Lathering it up till suds surface onto both paws and cloth alike, running it over his chest which ruffled and spiked it with small soap suds, inhaling the wonderful smelling soap. "Mmm." He purred heavily as rounded ears fluttered constantly to rid themselves of water, Crystal blue optics were shielded by furry lids as Kira continued washing himself off from a very long day of writing. Sighing softly as Theo kept flashing through his mind, it only caused the panther's member to slip out even more with a deep blush covering up his muzzle, shaking himself off hastily in order for those inappropriate thoughts to snake out. Kira's lathered up cloth roamed the panther's body in a scrubbing motion whilst imprinting it's nice smelling scent deep into pitch black fur that was now messy and wild all over, even suds were traveling down Kira's tail, cleaning it off of dirt. Leaning out a paw grasped onto a close bottle of shampoo, pouring some into his paw and begins washing it out, purring heavily it felt wonderful as the hot water trailed down his body quickly. Rinsing it out, before giving it one more wash over and soon washes, it took a few more minutes before Kira comes out the shower. Cutting off the water and moves back into his room with a towel wrapped around himself, taking a seat on the bed with a paw moving through wet black hair, smoothing it back swiftly. Grasping onto a soft bristled brush, Kira began grooming himself without drying it seemed kind of goofy, purring loudly as it felt rather good. It was only a matter of time until Theo came back into mind, knowing that shower would have been much better with the cat in there, smiling softly this was a dream come true for the panther. Ah, Theo.. I will keep all depression away from you.. I promise. Shaking water from his lengthy hair, letting water droplets fly here, then there.

Theo sighed a bit, rapidly growing lonely as he waited for the sound of the panther getting out of the shower and walking back to his bedroom. That would be his cue to get up and go to Kira to request that they sleep together. His tail twitched in boredom and mild anxiousness as he waited, growing more and more lonely. Quickly, his thoughts turned to Kira..and the panther standing in the shower...water running down that body that was so perfect that it muts have been sculpted by the god's themselves. The water would follow the contours of the panther's back and run down to that perfect rump..and on Kira's front, the water would follow the faint outlines of muscle until finally reaching the panther's groin..where there would no doubt like a thick, black sheath and large,full, furry balls. Theo blushed crimson red as a bit of his member slipped free of his sheath as a shudder ran up his spine.He couldn't help himself as he imagined how amazing it would have been to be in that shower with Kira...he saw himself leaning against the wall under the showerhead as the sounds of their passionate lovemaking echoed through the building, A chorus of yowls and moans, along with a cacaphony of sounds of the to bodies colliding and the wet slap as the panthers balls met the back of the smaller feline's scrotum over and over again. Theo's blush deepened as he shook his head to clear his mind of these thoughts. His member had hardened just a bit more, and another bit of his member slipped free of his sheath in the process. Theo's ears twitched as he heard the water cut off and the soft sound of the panther walking back to his room. After he heard Kira's door shut, he stood up eagerly. He silently crept out of the room and down the hall to the door to the panther's room. Theo reached for the knob, stopping halfway there as he realized that the panther could be changing, and that it would be incredibly rude if he just barged in without knocking either way. The feline raised his paw, hesitantly knocking on the door a few times.

Air escaped Kira's lips from a small crack put to blow bangs away from view, Crystal blue optics glimmered softly as slit pupils started to change their size from widened to a more paper thin shape. A pink tongue ran over medium length whiskers as Kira continued tending to his still wet fur of pitch black, now with a noticeable shine shooting across it, sighing softly as rounded ears flicked once to rid water of them. Standing up with one paw clutched onto the towel wrapped around his waist, yanking it off in a quick motion to begin brushing firmly developed abs, feeling their bumpy quality each time the brush moves over one. Swaying behind Kira lied his long messy tail, flicking and curling at it's tip either way it see fit, lithe paws carried the panther over to a dresser, opening it up slowly and grasps onto a pair of boxers that he slips on almost immediately. Exhaling softly as said brush continued it's job, until rounded ears perked up at a few faint knocks emitting from the outside of his door, "You can come in." Kira spoke loud enough as he took a seat back onto his bed's end, eyes were locked on the door in front as if waiting to see who this was, knowing full well only two lives here. Him and Theo it wasn't hard to figure this out, soon thick black claws moved through medium length hair, pulling all tangles out from inside, purring heavily at it's feeling of grooming. Blinking, Kira got up once more to put some shorts on, before taking another seat with light creaking coming forth from how hard he actually plopped down onto it. It took quite awhile for the panther's fur to fully become dry, maybe an hour or so would do it, but he could never figure out, because right after a night shower, Kira just goes to bed without even worrying out such a thing like being wet.

Theo hesitantly opened the door after a few moments. He had heard the panther grant him access to the room, but he had to take those few moments to build up the courage to go in, as well as make sure the panther would be fully clothed before the feline entered. He took a deep breath and gripped the knob, turning it and pushing gently against the door to open it slowly. He peeked in slowly, as if a frightened animal making sure it was safe to enter before actually entering. Deciding that it was, he stepped in to the room slowly and silently. He blushed a bit, seeing the panther in only a pair of shorts, leaving that well toned chest in view for Theo to see. He shuddered a bit, and he thanked all that was good and pure that he had tucked his erection against the waistband of his flannel pajama pants. He stood there just next to the door, as if afraid to go any further. The feline slowly shut the door with his footpaw, smiling meekly at Kira. The feline looked a bit smaller now as he shrank visibly, looking very adoreable in his night clothing. But Theo didn't think so. He wore them because they were comfortable. "I-I w-was wondering if w-we could sleep t-together? It's c-cold in there...a-and I felt l-lonely..." He asked hesitantly, speaking quietly and meekly as the blush brightened on his cheeks. Theo hoped Kira wouldn't think him just some pervert trying to get in bed with the panther just to feel him up. He forced his head to lift up so he could look Kira in the eye..desperately hoping that the panther wouldn't hate him for the color of his eyes. The blood red had made him catch quite a lot of flak from others when he was growing up. He also hoped that the panther would say that three letter word...'yes'

Kira waited patiently for Theo's entrance, Crystal blue optics were trained on the door residing in front of his bed. Rounded ears quivered in quick twitches, purring softly as Theo finally comes in, but at a lowered position like any dog would be when afraid or stricken with fear from something or someone. Chuckling softly, KIra returned the meek looking smile with one of softness to calm down his obvious nervousness, waiting for some kind of word to come forth from Theo's sweet looking lips. He couldn't help, but to purr even louder at the cat's given question, blushing heavily at another thought of cuddling him completely. "Yes, Theo. I would like that very much." He had actually dreamed of them both sleeping, showering together and on...Those lusty occasions, mating with one another it was all in Kira's mind...Even when the panther and cat haven't met yet, getting up off his bed to make a path towards Theo's shrunken body. He actually loved the feline's eyes, they were like....Bright red apples of sweetness. A lithe paw reached out for his new lover to grasp a hold of, "Are you ready for bed?" He asked smiling brightly, while starting backwards slow enough for him to catch his retreating paw.

Theo shuddered as the panther watched him, still looking small and nervous. He did visibly relax a bit at the panther's soothing smile. That same cute, meek smile stayed on his lips as he purred softly at Kira's confirmation. Images of him and Kira doing more than just cuddling danced through his head, them in the shower, or on that very same bed. His blush brightened at the images humping, growling, and thrusting there way through his mind. He shrunk once more as Kira approached him,his tail curling around his own leg out of nervousness. "Anytime with you..Kira.." He said softly, not able to raise his voice any louder. He blinked as the panther began to step away, and the feline hesitantly reached out a shaky paw to grasp the panther's lightly. He stepped forward slowly as he followed the panther, as if spellbound by those amazing crystal blue eyes.. He walked daintily, and slowly, not making a single sound as he moved. He didn't wish to make any noise, as if doing so would shatter the moment all to pieces. His cute,nervous smile stayed plastered on his muzzle as he stepped slowly, paw after paw in the panther's footpaw steps. His faint purr got just a bit louder as they neared the bed. The feline was very excited to be able to cuddle with his lover. he would finally know what it is like to have someone's arms around him, to finally feel warm and loved.

Kira's furry brow arched at Theo cute nature of behavior, Crystal blue optics had darkened just a bit from getting slightly tired causing both irises to become a deep ocean blue. Blinking at the cat's darkening fur no doubt from his blush, Kira's tail flicked quickly behind himself in a whipping motion as lithe paws continued carrying him backwards towards the bed with another paw held out for Theo's grasp. Purring could be heard coming from deep within the panther's throat, "Really?" He asked albeit seductively, just as their paw met, Kira's tightened around Theo's in a tight grasp, pulling him close for a small hug. Releasing his newly acquired mate, Kira turned, keeping their paws connected while coming to the bed's side, moving on it slowly while pulling Theo with him, "Don't be too shy now." Kira teased softly with a playful wink shot towards the cat, waiting for him to lie down beside so that he could finally cuddle this wonderful kitten that he so dreamed of meeting....Loving, but most importantly to get knowing each other better. Kira's smooth furred tail, slightly think in width swayed on top the covers he laid upon. Shifting slightly to nuzzle his pillow slightly, while watching Theo's movements in silence hoping he wasn't too coy. I wonder how it will be now that i have someone to come home to...Maybe he could come with me...Maybe the boss will let him take a job..I'll have to persuade him...Even if it means... A sick expression moved over Kira's face knowing how his boss truly felt about the panther, shivering slightly now he really did need to cuddle Theo for the sake of keeping calm.

Theo felt like an electric jolt had run through him the moment his paw had met Kira's, causing the cat to shiver a bit as it electrified, and energized him. Theo's tail stayed curled around his own leg as the nervousness deepened with each step their lithe footpaws carried them closer to the spot where they would finally be as close as Theo wanted them to be. "Yes...really..." The feline said in his quiet, nervous voice that betrayed him. He wouldn't be able to hide how nervous he was. The feline had never been with someone in an..intimate way. Much less had he ever cuddled with anyone...or even held paws with anyone. Theo was a virgin to the maximum..a thought that made him ashamed. He had never felt himself attractive or enjoyable enough to be thought of in that way..by anyone..The feline had tried once..but it hadn't ended well for him..The guy he had sought after, a tiger, had seen his red eyes and flipped out on the cat, attacking him viciously and calling him a 'demon' and an 'abomination' over and over again. That was the first step in ruining his self esteem and self confidence..there were others of course, but Theo tried not to think about him. Pain flickered briefly across his eyes, before the love he felt swept the pain away as the panther whom he had fallen for wrapped him in the small, but loving hug. The feline's blush stayed and even grew a bit deeper as the panther used that seductive tone. His own arms slid around the panther's sides, hugging him in return. He held back a whimper as he was released, but that urge was washed away as he followed Kira to the bed side, smiling that small, nervous smile as the panther lay down. "I'm sorry..I-I've never done this before..with anyone..much ll-ess someone as b-beautiful as you..." Theo admitted, a bit of shame trickling in his voice. He had waited for this for so long..ever since he had read the first story from the panther..he had known he wanted to meet the panther..but he had never dared to dream of being loved by Kira. He slowly, ever so slowly, lowered himself onto the bed and sliding over to the panther, purring louder as he felt his lover's warmth get closer. He noticed the sick expression and blinked in curiosity. "A-Are you okay?" He asked, growing concerned. Did his presence really make the panther feel sick..?

Kira waited for Theo to join him on the bed, atop thick covers with both arms moving out wanting, waiting to embrace his newly acquired mate. Crystal blue optics shimmered softly in admiring each feminine aspect of Theo's slimming build, purring rather loudly it was evident Kira wanted to cuddle with the feline standing in front of him. Chuckling softly at Theo's nervous words, before speaking himself in soft alluring tone, "Don't be sorry, and I think you are much more..Beautiful then myself. I want you to be comfortable around me from now on, don't hesitate to ask me of anything, alright, Theo?" Kira asked whilst watching Theo finally rest beside him, scooting forward, slipping an arm underneath the feline's side to bring him closer for a more cuddling event to play out while giving a gentle lick across his muzzle, purring heavily with pleasure of feeling Theo's warm, inviting body temperature. Blinking once, then twice at Theo question with a confused look over taking his recent one of disgust, "I'am fine, just thinking of the past is all... Come don't make me wait for you to embrace me." Once they would be close together, Kira's soft black fur prickled up just a bit, before smoothing back down in a matter of moments, "Is this alright with you? I don't want to scare you off or anything of the sort." He uttered flicking two rounded ears rapidly, listening intently on Theo's word to take each one into consideration even it wasn't mean't to be in the first place. "But I do hope to keep you happy, Theo. I will help you with anything you desire, with all my willpower it'll be done if not quick, but progressively, because that's all I can promise you." Kira purred loudly nuzzling him with one more lick given to his lips this time, tasting them again with much pleasure moving throughout Kira's mind, but it didn't help his current state of slight arousal.

Theo blushed as he slid closer, beginning to purr as he wrapped his arms around Kira, albeit timidly. His eyes flitted back and forth as he eyed Kira's well sculpted body, hoping his own arousal didn't become too apparent, his blood red eyes sparkling. His purr grew louder along with Kira's. He blushed brighter at Kira's really kind words,sahking his head slowly. "No I'm not Kira...no one is.. And okay Kira...I won't..I promise.." He purred, his stail swishing behind him a bit. His blush reddened as he was licked, but he leaned forward a bit to deliver a hesitant lick to the panther's nose. He inhaled his lover's scent deeply, sighing with content as he exhaled,purring louder and louder as he felt Kira's warmth closer to his. He frowned a bit at Kira's words, not wanting his lover to be unhappy. "Do you want to talk about it, Kira..I'll help if I can.." He said in a concerned tone, pressing closer to the panther and tightening his grip just a bit. "This is perfect Kira...absolutely perfect...I couldn't ask for anything more..." The smaller and younger felnie said softy, smiling that small, timid smile. "Kira...all I desire is to be with you..and to help you in any way I possibly can..anything at all...just say the word and I'll give it my all.." The feline vowed, meekly returning the nuzzle that was given as well as the lick, his purr growing louder. Pleasure buzzed through his body, not helping his own state of arousal one bit.