This Is Me Challenge: Razgriz
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"I'm not the hero, I'm not the knight, I'm only here, to do what's right."-Me
I'm not one to talk in strange and mysterious ways intended to baffle the reader. My mind doesn't work that way. It hasn't for a long time. No, I keep it level and I am not afraid to let them know who I think I am.
Over the years, I have changed. Changed from an excitable boy to a methodical thinker, constantly analyzing and understanding past, present, and future. By doing so, I can master any situation that arises before me. I am adaptable.
In order to be able to analyze things, I need to be a reasonable thinker. Every action I do has a reason behind it. If I don't have a reason for doing something, then I am either wasting my time or forcing people to wait on me pointlessly. I hate it.
My beliefs are generally my own and most of them are trivial. Most of them are filed away into my mind and kept as interesting topic headlines, but no more than that. I know that others have the same headlines, but they have their own details within them and I respect what they think. I will, however, try to point out new facts to replace outdated ones for someone. Whether he changes his beliefs or not is ok with me. If I am presented with new facts, I will listen, analyze, and decide on whether to change my beliefs.
However, there is one belief that cannot be changed so easily: my belief to do what is right and never to harm anyone undeserving unless they are harming others. It is more of a subconscious code that I hope to follow.
Trust is vital for peace. It is very important to me. I will not trust a random stranger on the street, but once I get to know someone a little, I place a decent amount of trust into them. It might pressure them, but it is a test. Are they responsible enough to handle that trust in a way that doesn't harm me or them? They have to respect me, and I will respect them. Unless they prove me otherwise, they have my trust.
If that trust is severely broken, then hell hath no fury like me dropping the betrayer like a rock and forgetting about him. What's to say that he won't betray me again? He lost his chance to get to know me.
I would do anything for my friends. They can come to me with almost absolutely anything in the world and I would still love them. I trust them to respect my safety and my feelings and they can trust me for the same. I love to have fun with them and to do what friends do. We play often and have a great time in eachother's company. However, if anyone tells me something that harms them or others, then I'll try to help them or find somebody who can.
I prefer to think of myself as a patient warrior, waiting for the right opportunity to come into my own. If an opportunity arises to shine, take it, or else the chance may be forever lost.
The funny thing is that this realization happened only recently. I have been shocked by my sudden change. I like it so far. It might change in the future, but...
This is me.