Preseperation Anxiety

Story by Rengare on SoFurry

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It's the first story that I decided to make public, so I am more than a little nervous about this, to be completely honest. Let me know what you think. It's a simple storyline, but I hope you enjoy it.


"Do you believe in love at first sight?" he asked me.

"What? No! Of course not," was my reply. I felt like it was a completely ridiculous question, why the hell would my best friend ask me that?

"I dunno, I think it's possible." He said with a sheepish grin across his husky face.

"Dusty, there is no way in hell that could ever be. I mean, love is not 'Oh look, you happen to be beautiful, let's go get married!' That's just shallow."

"Yeah, I do suppose that you're right, Adam." Dusty looked down, his sheepish grin still spread across his face. "I just think it would be nice, living under the impression that you know who you love just by looking at them."

I paused for a moment. "You're right, it would be nice, it's just the fact that it could never happen like that. I mean, love is based on interactions. Getting to know the person, facing who they are, accepting both their darkness and their merits, and everything they are. At least, that's what I'd be under the impression of."

We, me and Dustin, worked at a book store. He worked the coffee stand; I stocked the books. We graduated together, and we were just passing the summer while getting some spare change in our pockets. It felt like I've known him forever, and it felt especially weird that I was going on to a college out of state, and Dustin didn't get into anything. It didn't seem right that he didn't even apply for schools, and that he's just happy with simple work for now, not even traveling. He's a smart dog after all.

Dustin kept looking down onto the countertop, and that grin slowly disappeared. "I have to get back to stocking, I haven't hit the kid's section of the store yet, and you know how that area is always a disaster," I said. He nodded slightly, keeping his eyes on the counter.

This didn't seem like him, but I had to get back to work. Jobs were hard to hold down, and we were lucky to even get one, let alone a job together. I started going about my business, but when I looked back, I could have sworn that he was crying. I decided that I would ask about that later.

After completing my day, I went over to the coffee side of things, and checked in on him again. He was smiling, working with a customer. At least he was feeling better. After he was done, I approached his counter. "So we are still going to see that movie, right? Later tonight?"

"Oh, hell yeah!" Dustin replied. "Mind if I stop by your place first? I wanted to get a couple more rounds of Magic in. I modified my deck a little, and I wanted to see how they would stand up against you."

My face quickly spread a huge smile across my face. "You're on, fluffy boy." He hadn't won against my latest deck yet, and I was more than willing to take him on. "When should I expect you? I'm leaving right now."

"I get off work at around 3, and I gotta shower so expect me around... let's say 4?"

"Alright, later!" I was already walking out the door, my paw waving behind me.

When I got home, I was a little surprised. My parents weren't home yet. Or rather, they just left. There was a note on the fridge, held up by magnets with some cash. The letter read "Wolfie-butt, your father and I went out for a date night, and we left this cash for you so you and Dusty could go somewhere to eat before your flick. Don't cause any trouble, and don't flirt with too many girls. They're vicious you know. -Mom"

I never liked it when she called me "Wolfie-butt." Every time I would complain about it though, she would just smile at me and say "But, wolfie-butt, I love you!" and go back to whatever cleaning she was doing at the time.

Still, I had time on my hands, and I didn't have to cook anything. So I showered, brought out my Magic deck, and played a little bit of video games while I waited for Dustin to show up. He wouldn't ever be late, and I know it.

He shows up, definitely showered and out of his work clothes. I don't know how he managed, but my wolf nose could not detect even the slightest smell of coffee on him. "Oh, where's your parents?" He asked.

"They went out for a date night, it seems. They also left this for food!" I waved a small amount of cash in the air. "I don't have to cook tonight. Where do you want to go?"

Dustin seemed to take a moment to think. "Err, could you... could you order pizza? That way we could just eat here?"

He seemed really nervous about asking that. I decided not to question it right now. "Uh, sure. That would be fine. Gets more rounds of Magic in. Come in then."

Dustin took off his shoes at the door, and got settled sitting on the floor next to the coffee table, and placed his cards on it.

"I'll be right back, getting a pizza then. Sausage and bacon, none of that veggie crud, right?" I was trying to cheer him up a little, he seemed distracted. Though, he smiled and nodded at me enthusiastically. "With extra bacon!" he added.

I placed my order over the phone. When I went back to the front room, Dustin was still sitting here, staring off into space it seemed. What was with him, I wondered? "Pizza is going to take a while. Who thought, the pizza parlor being busy on a Friday, huh?" I asked.

"Heh, yeah." He said. His eyes didn't move.

I sat down on the couch. "Dusty, what's wrong? You looked a bit down at work today too."

He snapped his head up, and looked at me. His eyes seemed quite watery. I've never seen him like this before, but seeing that made my heart skip a beat. I really didn't like seeing him like that.

"It's just that... I don't know how to say this. I'm sorry, but..." he stuttered. "I... I mean there's only a month until you leave. And I'm going to stay here, and I don't know what I'm going to do with myself." His eyes seemed to advert their gaze. I could almost hear his heart pounding. Or was that mine? I felt very worried all of a sudden. He continued, "I mean, I know I have other friends like Rob and Mike, but none of them are you and, well, I mean I just kinda felt like... I guess I'm worried that you're going to forget me as you're off to college and I would be sad if that happened, you know? And it's going to be weird when you're gone, off doing other things after college too and..."

He was rambling. I couldn't make much sense of it. It took a while, but it slowly dawned on me what he really wanted to say. He was going to miss me. And from his reaction, it seemed like he was going to miss me a lot. I had listened to him a little while longer, his voice cracking a little bit from his apparent sorrow.

I am not an emotional person, but watching him ramble like that, I felt it. My heart grew heavier. I could actually feel it through my chest. I never thought I would get to say it. I thought about it over and over again, dismissing my feeling as irrational. I thought that there was no way it would work, that I was too young, that I wouldn't want to destroy what we had because I felt a certain way.

I got up from the couch, and sat down next to him on the floor. He almost didn't seem to notice, his ramble was still going from earlier. I pulled him towards me, and embraced him, holding him close and tight against me. I could still hear his tears for a little, and I whispered into his ear, "It's okay. I got you. Shhh, it's alright, it's going to be okay. I..." I paused and contemplated my next words. "I love you, too."

The air held still. Time froze in that moment. That few seconds felt like forever as I just held him in my arms, completely unmoving. I almost regretted saying anything, I almost felt like I just made a huge mistake. But in that moment, Dusty moved his muzzle, his nose running down my face until we were nose to nose, and he kissed me.

I was swept away in that instant. My mind shot off fireworks of joy. I definitely kissed him back. It felt like that kiss ended way too soon. I kissed him again. I wasn't satisfied. I kissed him again, this time I pulled on him, and leaned back. I fell to the floor, and pulled Dustin on top of me, kissing and now working my tongue into it. It felt so good to have his warmth blanketing me, lost in that moment. Our maws were locked together, sharing our bliss. The world faded away, and there was only me was Dusty.

I ran my paws up his shirt, and groped at his back for a bit. I could feel myself getting aroused, fast, as I starting adding a bit more steam to the situation. I locked my legs around his, and rolled him onto his back. I arched my back up, making sure my tongue was still wiggling in his maw, and pawed at his chest under his shirt. Dustin was groaning a bit underneath me, his pleasure easily apparent. I broke off the kiss, and hurriedly pulled off his shirt, as well as my own. I went back down, and pressed into his chest fur. At this point, even if he stopped me it was worth just being able to make out with him like this.

But he could not hide the bulge in his pants, pressing against my own bulging crotch. I gave an almost sinister smirk as I grinded myself against it. The muffled "unf" I heard from the lip-locked husky was just more encouragement.

After a short time, I pulled myself up, and my paws immediately grabbed his pants button. It took a second to reveal the husky's sheath, his penis already slipping out. Dustin made no objections as I quickly ran my tongue along his balls, his sheath, and up his growing shaft. Once I reached the tip, I wrapped my tongue around his manhood, and allowed it to squirm along there for a while. Once he was fully grown, a not disappointing length of Dustin had entered my mouth. His taste, his smell, and his loud moans were intoxicating. It was only until after I ran my maw down his cock a few times did I even realize what I was doing, and that I had no idea how to do what I was doing. It didn't matter, the precum swirling in my maw was more than enough reward for my efforts so far.

But I didn't want to be done. I wanted more. I slowed my sucking down, and slipped off my pants. For a moment, I didn't know what I wanted to do. My own cock was already exposed, fully out of its sheath from the smell of Dustin's arousal alone. I crawled up his body, and matched our lengths against each other. I was only a little bigger than he was, it seemed. I tried to kiss him again, and it worked, but my heavy breathing from how badly I wanted to fuck him made it difficult.

"Give me one second," I said. "I know where my parents keep their stuff in their bedroom. I'll get some lubricant."

Dustin nodded in immediate approval. "Yes... oh hurry up and fuck me!" I wasn't about to keep the boy waiting. I ran to my parent's room, threw open their "Drawer of Pleasure" and found what I was looking for quickly. When I got back into the front room, Dusty had sprawled out his torso over our coffee table, knees on the ground, his gorgeous tail raised and his adorable butt in the air. "Adam..." he called.

I popped open that bottle, and took a small amount and ran it along my shaft, getting a good layer all around my dick. Using the leftover lube on my paws, I worked his tailhole a bit. I rubbed it down a bit, getting the lube centered right on his tight little hole, and I slowly started working it in, pressing aggressively with my paw.

"Mmmf, MMMF." Dustin had no complaints it seemed. I worked it more, sliding my finger inside of him, and I heard a loud "OH!" from him. I snickered at his response. Why did I try and prevent this from happening sooner!?

Two fingers. His tailhole seemed relaxed, at least just enough to start the real fun. I propped myself up on my knees, and positioned my dick right where his hole is. I used my waist to lean forward more, slowly sliding my cock into his hole, deeper and deeper. Dustin grunted with the pain. "Are you okay?"

"Keep going!" he cried. Inch by inch I slid myself in, until I was completely inside him. His insides felt so warm against my dick, I let out a moan of pleasure as the feeling engulfed me. Dustin let out a gasp of air. "You're really big, aren't you?"

"Well now, you're just as big as I am!" I leaned forward, and grabbed his shoulders to keep him steady. Then, glided my shaft down, slowly, and slowly moved it back in. I paced myself, no matter how bad I just wanted to fuck him. My pace grew faster, into a steady beat. The feeling of pure ecstasy was overwhelming, and I could not help but whine as I beat his husky ass. He let out a moan every other thrust, taking my large member with a little difficulty.

I could feel it starting to boil inside me. My knot was formed, and the motion forward couldn't be stopped. I thrust harder and harder, my knot pressing against the tight ass. My whines turned to whimpers, into moans and cries. I thrust harder and harder, and my knot finally popped into him. Dustin let out a loud whelp, but I could barely hear it over the pleasure in my head. I came, wave after wave of hot cum filled Dustin's insides, spreading around filling him up. I still kept the subconscious motion of thrusting into his ass, milking myself for all I'm worth.

I heard him let out his jagged moans as well. My eyes were closed, but I could smell it. He didn't even need help cumming at all, it would seem. Then the beautiful afterglow had set in, and I fell atop of him and he panted on the table. We were both exhausted, and his warmth underneath me felt so good as I rested there.

"That..." Dustin started. "That was... amazing..."

I had to catch my breath a little. "I... I know... thank you..."

"Why didn't we do this sooner?" he asked. I didn't answer, just relaxed more, and popped out my knot suddenly.

The doorbell rang at that exact moment, I thought for a moment the sound of my knot being removed was the doorbell, but I remembered. "Oh, the pizza." My mind was still buzzing with the activity. I grabbed the money off the couch, walked over to the door and opened it.

"Adam!" Dustin shouted, but it was already a little too late for that. The poor pizza boy just saw everything.

"One large two..." the delivery man stopped and stared at the two for a moment. We all stood in a little shock at what I just did.

"Uh, yup, that's us!" I said. I grabbed the pizza and the soda, threw him his cash and said "Keep the change" and I closed the door. "That was awkward..."

Dustin giggled at me. "You are such a dork!"

"Hey! But I'm a cute dork, right?!"

"Hmmm..." Dustin tilted his head in mock thought. "You pass."

I placed the pizza on the table, and pounced him. "I'm going to get you for that!"

After wrapping him up in my arms, I smiled a big smile, and nuzzled his chest, and relaxed there, on the floor, for a while. It slowly dawned on me the reason this confession, and this delightful turn of events, even started.

"Hey, uh, Dusty? What if I talked to my parents about renting me an apartment instead of staying in a dorm? I'm sure if I told them I found a roommate they would let me. Would you... would you come with me?"

He looked into my eyes, and tears welled up again. This time, they weren't sad. "You dork. Of course I would!"