Enough without Home
Enough without Home
Blood so cold, my heart breaking under the tension as I punch holes in the wall. My body so cold like weather of Alaska my tears only heard by I. You take from me, you try to break me, but you are blind to my resolve. Strength that keeps me alive when all is lost, you're so stupid thinking that I would just lie down and take it. Do you feel my spite as I shatter a bottle against the door next to your head? I refuse to die when you dare lay my sight not failing me here.
This my stand, this is my cry, these are my words
HOME!!!!
HOME!!!
Come and take me if you can your blood will run like the rain in a monsoon while I stand above you. This is no longer the way you will have me, my time is now and though I remain silent don't you dare forget that I am stronger than you. I will not fall and let you end me for this is my time; the stars are only the beginning. Do you see me as I grab your raised fist and yell in your face my tone shaking the walls and echoing through the air?
ENOUGH!!! ENOUGH!!!
This is my stand this my cry, these are my words.
Now the bloodshed will end because you no longer have control over me. Do you feel my fury as I punch the glass cutting up my hand? Understand this now that I am strong and I won't die here, not yet, not now, not ever. My tears hot like fire my face burning my whole body hurting with painful memories and fury. You tried to change me to tell me I was wrong, that I weak and you thought you could own me. I broke the chain of your seething bane my scars now my armor as I release all I have held away on you like the hound of hell.
This is my stand, this is my cry, and these are my words.
HOME!!!! HOME!!!!
ENOUGH!!!! ENOUGH!!!
Now time has slowed as the sun shines on me my heart releasing from the chains of hopelessness. Was it all too much that brought me here now that I am free? I won't be your bitch anymore for this is my time I will stand strong and you will be the one who bleeds. Do you see me as I rip your leash away and chuck your collar at you while my eyes glow with new found purpose? I will fall for your lies, raised in deadly darkness that sought to swallow me whole while I tempted to end my life. I managed to escape though my scars are obvious just know this, I will not die and I will stand at the top without you.
Blood runs down me, single shot bred me, but then you forsake me, left me to bleed and wither but only made me stronger inside.
HOME!!! HOME!!!
The story ends here...at least for you, your pain burned into my memories, but no longer under you as I take my wings and fly out of your reach. The sun so bright that it engulfs me; I am out of pain the dream ending with a scream.
I am not your puppet, I am not your tool, I am not your bitch.
Remember when I told you that one day I would be gone....well now you know why.