How Can Something So Wrong Feel So Good? Pt. 1
It was the middle of winter, and I was curled up in the corner of my nice warm den, marveling at how thick my fur had gotten this winter.
My life mate was out hunting with the rest of the pack. I pretended to be sick, along with my cousin because we decided we wanted to raid the village nearby and see how humans lived. We'd heard stories but never actually had seen it. We were straight up "forest wolves". We weren't the wolves you see slinking around the outsides of towns that get caught and bred with dogs to make hybrids. No. We kept our distance from people, and human civilization in general.
The sun was a little past the middle of the sky, and hardly any humans were home. Some doors were locked, some weren't. We didn't bother with the doors that were locked. It would've been too much trouble. We went on in to the houses that were unlocked.
We took what we could carry in our mouths. There were these white squishy square looking things, which were quite soft and nice to lay on. My cousin took what looked like a bone except it tasted amazing and looked like it had a knot at each end. I grabbed another one of those bones. It wasn't much, but we were very pleased with what we had collected.
We would have taken more but, we had no opposable thumbs to grab things and play with things. What a setback.
Oh well. Opposable thumbs get you into trouble anyway.
We came back to our den and started looking through our new belongings. We chewed on the funny bones. I never tasted anything so delectable. I had no clue what it was, but I knew right away we needed to get more. Also, there were different flavours. How amazing!
My cousin and I are....close. Maybe too close, but I don't care. I'm the alpha female of the pack, and I can do what I want. Well, for the most part.
I started telling my cousin about the problems my mate and I were having. It was strange, the connection I felt with him. It was almost stronger than the one with my mate. We rubbed noses and licked each other. I looked into his deep and submissive eyes, full of understanding and compassion.
Things were getting way too deep. I nipped his tail and ran out of the den. We played in the snow, trying to catch each other's tails and nipping each other's ears. We were also hitting each other on the head.
When we came back to the den, my cousin said he wanted to show me something. He laid on his back and started pawing at his penis.
"What the fuck are you doing?" I asked.
"Humans do it all the time," he said. "It's called masturbating. It's like having sex with yourself when you can't do it with anyone else."
I cocked my head and twitched my ears and tail in confusion. "That's weird." I commented. "I thought female humans were in heat ALL THE TIME. Why would any human need to masturbate?"
"Well," my cousin replied, "female humans have sex even when they're not in heat. I think. However, sometimes the females will deny the males sex. They don't act on their heat most of the time. Humans are weird like that."
"Yeah." I agreed. "But it's still fun to watch them!" We both laughed.
He looked at me funny. We both felt the emotion running deep inside as we laid in the den together on these comfy white square things with no one around.
"You know what humans also do that's funny?" He asked me.
"I have not a clue, you know I don't." I replied.
"They lick each other's genitals. It feels so good."
"You mean like, cleaning?" I was completely lost now.
He shook his head. "No, not cleaning. Just licking for pleasure."
I was feeling aroused by all these new ideas, but I had a mate.
"Okay, what exactly are you suggesting? I have a mate. You know that."
"He doesn't have to find out though. I'll stay quiet. Anyway, you're the alpha female. Do you really think he would leave you?"
I sat and thought for a while. "No, I guess he wouldn't. But he would be angry and disappointed. We need to keep this a secret. I'm fucking serious." Then I put my mouth to his penis and licked. It got harder instantly. I got on top of him, he licked me too and it was a sensation that blew my mind. That's quite strange, considering I've cleaned myself ever since I was a pup. Why would it be different having someone else clean me?
This sexual playing around kept evolving. I had my worries and unsure thoughts about it, but it felt so good I couldn't stop. I knew that my cousin wouldn't say anything, what was bothering me was the guilt I knew I would feel. That guilt might show, and my mate was an expert at reading body language. Actually, almost all the members of the pack were quite good at reading body language. They pick up on the talents and expectations of the alpha male and female.
He quit licking and straddled me suddenly. I yelped and ran away with my tail between my legs.
"Look, I can't do this. That would be betrayal to my mate. Imagine if you were him. How would you feel if you did happen to find out that I mated with someone else instead of him, and I wasn't even in heat?!"
"He's not that bright, and you're a good actress. Just hide your guilt, or maybe you won't even feel any. He doesn't treat you well. He only chose you as his mate because you're the boldest female of the pack, not because he really cares. And you made a good point, you're not in heat. That means there will be no lasting effects of us that will be obvious to everyone. As for the scent, a white lie never hurt anyone. They know how we are."
He licked my face and ears. Nuzzled me all over. My fears were starting to fade. I nuzzled him back and let him straddle me.
The second he penetrated me, I felt the fur on my back prickle. My muscles clenched around him. His thrusting started slow, much like the wind whistling by the entrance of the den.
He whispered in my ear, "I'll give you something he never gave you, and will never give you. I guarantee you've never felt anything like this before."
I whined out loud with pleasure.
"Hush!" he yelped in my ear.
My mind was drifting away with this experience. His erratic breathing aroused me even more, as did my own breathing.
"F-faster...faster!" I panted.
His hips pounded my ass as he thrusted harder and harder. He went in as deep as he possibly could, pulled out almost all the way, and shoved it in deep again. Then I felt his knot beginning to form.
"Ahhh! Oh my god!" I screamed as my muscles spasmed and my entire body tingled. He bit my ears in an attempt to make me shut up. His knot was growing and I wasn't sure I would be able to handle it once it reached its full size. I felt a pang of fear and whined. He slowed down his thrusting.
"Shhhh it's okay. I won't hurt you. I'd never hurt you." He licked my ears and the top of my head to reassure me. He kept his thrusting slow even though his knot was growing. I felt him pop his knot inside me, then pull it back out. My life mate never did that. It only made me aware of the sin I was committing.
"Keep it inside me." I whispered. He knew what I was talking about. Keeping his knot inside me made it necessary that he thrust faster. I felt my own lubrication running down my leg as his hips pounded my ass again. My muscles tightened around him so hard I thought he would never be able to pull out.
"Ahhh...I can't hold it! I can't pull out!" He tried to force himself away from me but his knot was too big and my muscles were too tight.
"It's okay, just let it out." I reassured him.
"I..." He stuttered. I knew it wouldn't matter whether he was unsure or not. I felt him cum as he kept trying desperately to pull out. Then the pleasure of the orgasm washed over him, and he collapsed on top of me.
We seemed to be in shock as we laid in our tie. I felt sad. I shouldn't have asked him to keep his knot inside.
"Hey, it's alright. I'm not in heat. Everything will be fine."
"I've never mated before. I didn't exactly want my first real mating to be with a family member. I guess I got overwhelmed." He looked at me with submissive and fearful eyes.
"Like I said before, it's alright. No one will find out, just like you said."
Then we heard the pack returning. We were still in a tie and had no hope of separating yet. We whined together and braced for what was inevitably going to happen.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!?!" My life mate screamed as he entered the den. All I could do was tremble with fear as he approached us.
To be continued...