Jumper
A happy way to begin, obliviousness at its best, a child content to let imagination contain his thoughts, independent of family.
Intelligence and an a never ending curiousness, leading to question better left for an older age, but a mental state begins to wonder what place it stand in the world.
Come fifteen, expressing a secret thats laughed at and dismissed, not once but twice, lashing out in anger, a kicked in door, shattered glass, reclusive nature, reckless action, all failing to succeed at their given goal a retreat into silence and harbored pain.
Thoughts of suicide go through a cold computer, only reason and logic to contain, the shape of knives and shudder of skin, in an endlessly confused brain.
Understanding and reason awakening on a parent's doorstep, confirmation, a chosen path, not the best, a parent's laugh. Darker thoughts put aside, not chance to preside, over a now content, yet questing mind.
Happier now, surrounded by a choice amount of friends, those that understand and accept in the face of all that they're taught.
Now hoping to make the best out of life, an open mind ready as it can be, to accept the world at its own pace... This is me.
Though in whole it doesn't go along with the entire description, the linked song has an important part to the years surrounding my 15th birthday.
Link is to a Youtube page, for problems with link, the song and artist are supplied.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QdgCajndgNw
Jumper, by Third Eye Blind
Dragons Lair This is Me-Challenge
If none of the links work out, its because i'm new to this, sorry.