No More Mistakes
Sooo....I wrote this AFTER 'Good Mornin Hun' BUT with the recent opinion of a dear and close cousin of mine C: this and 'Good Mornin Hun' are kinda like a serious you could say. C:
'No More Mistakes' leads into 'Good Mornin Hun, and the next entry will follow after this. :D
Enjoy!
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No More Mistakes
Glancing at the clock one more useless time, I sighed and sat up in bed. The red numbers glowed brightly, telling me it was still 3:30 in the morning. I hugged my knees closely, feeling the tear slip from my eye, as I glanced at the empty spot next to me where Darian would lay.
I wondered idly wether he would be awake, and as if he was reading my mind, my cell vibrated, his name and picture popping up on the little screen.
I smiled briefly, wiped my eyes, and opened the message.
'You awake?'
I quickly started to put in my reply.
'Yeah, thinking about you. Not so sure I did the right thing.'
I bit my lip and waited for a reply. After what seemed like an eternity, my phone vibrated again.
'I miss you too. ;3 =3'
Relief floaded throgh me, but immediantly I felt guilty.
'You don't hate me? After all the shit I've put you through?.....Twice. -sighs-'
'Andrea, I couldn't hate you. It's kinda hard to hate the only person who's ever truley loved me for me.'
I smiled huge and wagged my tail softly.
'I'm headin over. C:'
Before the message even sent, I got up and grabbed my jacket. Shoving my ears under my hood, and my phone in my jeans pocket, I started out the door, and towards to his house.
My phone vibrated while I was walking.
'Doors open. =3'
I smiled and thought on my way there. I was excited. I could count on him being in his bed, waiting when I got there. And to be honest, I couldn't wait, so I started running.
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I walked through the door, 20 minutes later. I took in a deep breath. "Home," I whispered to myself.
Smiling, I went to the bathroom, hopping out of my clothes on the way. I looked through cabenets and found shorts and a tee of his, slipped them on, and took in more smells of the home I should never have left. I rushed up stairs and slowed down once I got to his bedrooms door. I creeped in slowly, shutting the door behind me softly.
Listening to him breathe, I smiled at the back of his lightly sleeping head. I eased into the bed next to him, and wrapped myself into a ball, next to his warm body.
He stirred softly, and turned over smiling. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed the top of my head. I shivered.
"It's fuckin cold out there!" he laughed and squeezed me tightly, wrapping his tail around me. "Thank God for your big ass fluffeh tail!" He smiled and shook his head. "silly lil Andy." "Your, silly lil Andy. Darian I won't ever make -."
His lips found mine and he kissed me passionately.
"Don't try to appoligize. Theres no need to. I love you, and I don't care what you did, just as long as your mine."
I just smiled and started crying. He pulled me closely into his chest, and wrested his head on mine. "I love you, Andrea." "I love you too Darian."
I kissed him deeply, tears staining my cheeks.
He pulled me closer and deepened the kiss, making me breathe faster. His paws tugged on my clothes as he rubbed my hips and back.
I shrugged out of his shirt, and threw it on the floor. Darian smiled and I felt him kick out of his shorts.
The shorts and undies I had on soon found their way to the floor next to his bed.
Tangling my paws in his hair, he moved his mouth over my neck carefully.
My breath picked up along with my heart beat. He nuzzled his nose into my neck whispering into my ear. "I wan't you."
"Take me." I let out a soft pant. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him deeply.
He slid himself as far as he could, pulling out slowly, listening to her soft moans. His breath picked up as he began to thrust swiftly into his mate.
The time flew, laying in the grip of his firm paws. I lay now, breathless, next to him, trying to calm myself.
A few minutes of rest, and I was wrapped in his arms, kissing him, right where I needed to be. Life was like a living hell whole without him. Nothing mattered but the two of us anymore, for the moment. We lay silent, fore-heads pressed together.
"Andy?" Darian broke the slience first. "Hm?" "Does this mean... your mine again?" I smiled and kissed him softly. "Forever and Completely."
He smiled and we drifted off to sleep in each others arms.