Emotional Crisis (please i need your help)
#1 of Emotinal Crisis
I know this isn't how the Story mode on SF is traditinaly used, but my emotinal state sort of effects my story writing, meaning i just cant muster the energy to write. So please read the following and give me comments on how to deal with this.
Over the past six months i have been coming out to most of my friends. Well the one person i never did tell was my best friend because i was afraid of what he would think. So when i did finely find the strength to tell him over an on line game he sort asked me "Why i was gay?". How the hell should i know! he went on to say that "You have a choice to be gay. You don't have to be gay." and i assured him multiple times that it wasn't like i wanted to choose to do this. If i had a choice i would give up my ability to play the piano and cut off my writing hands to be strait, but i can't nessisaroly do that now can i. He then started to freak out because i told him my parents knew and he was worried that they might think he was gay! Who cares if people think you're gay! I told him that they knew he was "as straight as an arrow." but before that he started to say, "It would be best for our friendship if," and he ran out of room to type so i thought the next thing he was going to say was "If people knew i was straight." but no he had to say the one thing that i dreaded most, shattering me into a thousand pieces and turning me into a jittery mess. "If it didn't exist."
I feel like I'm in a freaking divorce because now we need to give back each other's stuff.
It would really help me allot if my watchers and fans would just give me some words of encouragement. I've found it hard to write in my...present state, so some uplifting words would help me get out of my emotional slump and back to writing.
Please read the next "Chapter" to see resolf, or at least a temporary fix :/