LOVE OF A MONSTER!
LOVE OF A MONSTER
When you were feeling down,
I raised you from the ground.
With every piece of love,
My heart will stay as yours as long as you hold me close,
I promise to protect you with my life.
Because...
You are the only one, the only thing in my life that keeps me truly happy!
I'd carry you on my back, all the way across this land and sea,
So please look at me, and tell me what you see!
Am I the one you want to lie with?
Or am I am the monster that you would fear?!
Please, tell me now, because I can't hold back this bleeding fear of losing you again!
Every dream I've had, is blessed by you,
Your gentle kiss, cradles me to sleep,
I could never think of a different life without you here by me!
So come on, come on! Take my hand all I'll bring you up to lay in a cherry tree, I'll hold you close and never let go, so don't worry... because I'll never let you fall...
Deep in my heart, you know you'll find, the love for you, so once more I'll ask but with a twist,
Am I the monster you feared so much?
Or do you see the warmth inside my frozen heart?!
I can't hold back,
I'm bleeding the truth,
Staining the ground in cold red blood,
Freezing my body with every tear,
Hate and sorrow controlling my every move,
All till you call my name, I stop seeing what I had done,
Burning flames and broken hearts, I see you crying in the corner,
Stricken by fear you shake and shiver, as I walk closer, head hanged down as I collapse to your feet, with a smile I whisper the thanks I owe to you, for snapping me back to the real me, the gentle and forgiving wolf that I was meant to be, with one last sigh I black out, a metal heart held in my hand, gripped so tight, afraid to lose...
Hold me close, calm the beast that lingers inside, help me repair the damage that was done, and in return I'll love you for the time that we are given to live.
Listening the breeze that blows the leaves across the ground, I open the door to see you sitting alone on the swing, and I ask you what's wrong.
You smile to me with watering eyes telling me how much you care, and how lucky you were to have me.
That's when my face goes stern and I sit beside you, gripping the rope in anger, as I explain that I'm the lucky one not you, without you I'd be the blood hungry beast that lives under my skin,
So I hold you close, tears running down my face, hopping you'll never go...
So please... I beg of you... tell me... who I am to you... because all I have to offer you... is the love of a monster...
It's all because of this broken world that I'm torn apart, killing whatever is left of me!
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So help me please,
Find out who I really am,
I'm so confused,
So misunderstood,
Why can't anyone help me now?!
It's all because of you,
For the reasons why I love,
Why I feel,
Why I'm able to show compassion,
My life is all owed to you!
But the modern age is corrupting my thoughts,
All I see these days without you nearby is the faded red color of others blood,
My hands stained red with the sins I've done,
Save me from this horrid nightmare that keeps me chained and lets my beast roam free,
Killing the lives of the innocent,
I'm bleeding from the inside as well as the outside,
Being torn to nothing by the monster I really am!
Your touch is the only cure for this anger that seeps into my skin,
So help me please,
I'm lost without you to guide my path!
I admit, I'm nothing without you beside my side,
I love you,
So please, accept this love... the love of a monster...