A New Start: Part 1 by Skye1998

A New Start: Part 1

Story by Skye1998 on SoFurry

Skye1998, Gay, Human

First day

New school

New day

New friends

New start

Front of the class

My name?

Kai

Age?

Fourteen

I tell them

but I have a secret.

I'm gay

I sit

The person next to me introduces himself

Ryan

I say hello

He asks what class I have next

Science

He does too

We have all the same classes

What a coincidence

I can't be friendly

Too risky

I'm better off alone

AP English

It makes me sound smart

Advanced Placement

Ryan sits next to me

Determined to be my friend

I don't want friends

He's so cute

I guess I can have one friend

Only one

Okay Ryan, I'll let you in

Later

My house

My room

I live alone

My parents disowned me when they found out

I'm gay

I've learned to be independent

Not needing anyone

But now,

I do need someone

It's Ryan

I think I love him

Ryan?

There's something on my mind.

Something I need to tell you.

I'm not really into girls.

I'm gay.

I understand if you hate me.

I understand.

Please don't tell.

What?

Do I like anyone?

Well, there is someone.

He's probably straight,

but he's so nice to me.

He's really hot too.

Who is it?

Well, he's you, Ryan,

I love you.

Daisies

He loves me,

He loves me not

Over and over

Never ending

Then it does

Ends

He loves me,

and I love him!

You love me too?

Yes!

I was so alone

I felt like I was the only one

At my old school

I came out to my friend

He betrayed me

I was tortured

Beaten up

Hurt

Called names

Dyke

Bitch

Homo

Faggot

That was their favorite

Faggot

faggot

He apologizes

You don't need to apologize

You're the only one who accepts me.

My parents?

I don't have any

They hate me

They disowned me

They hurt me

I live alone

I felt alone

Then I met you

I am not alone

Not anymore

I have you

My dad

My old house

The kitchen

His belt

Whack

Metal and leather agaist skin

I have tears in my eyes

I cannot cry

I cannot show weakness

You deserve it

My father says

I don't

No one deserves this

I see Ryan waiting

Sorry

I had a flashback

He asks what it was

so I tell him

That's horrible

He says, a look of disgust on his perfect face

I agree

It was horrible

Monstrous

Abominable

Beating a child for who he is

I ran away

Twenty three times

They found me

Brought me back to that hellhole of a house

To my dad

To the belt

Once they locked me in the cellar

I was down there for a week

No food

Little water

I was starving,

thirsty,

cold,

lonely

They let me out when they disowned me

That was the last time I saw them

I never want to see them again

The bell rings

We get up and walk to our next class

Art

I have never been very good at art

I've memorized my class schedual

I repeat it over and over

Social studies, Science, Math, English, lunch, Art, Psycology, Gym, Woods

SocialstudiesScienceMathEnglishlunchArtPsycologyGymWoods

It all blends together

It's one big mess

Like my painting

My easel

Ryan's easel

Next to each other

He can paint, too

Perfect

Artist, athlete, smart, kind, popular, beautiful

Perfect

That's what he is

And he chose me

I'm nothing special

I can't paint

I'm not athletic

I'm not friendly

All I am is smart

I'm in all the AP classes

Why?

I ask

Why me?

You could have had anyone

Why me?

It was love

He says

Love at first sight

We go home together

To his house

Walking in the door

I'm home!

He yells

His mom comes out

Hi Ryan

Who's this you've brought?

This is Kai

I smile

My boyfriend

I freeze

Boyfriend

He called me his boyfriend

In front of his mother!

It's okay

she knows

Ryan's words snap me out of it

Oh, good

Kai is kinda shy

He says

He had a rough childhood

Understatement of the century

He was abused by his parents

Because he is gay

His mom looks shocked

Then pity

Claimes her face

Oh you poor dear

She says

Come here

I do

She wraps me in hug

It feels good

To be hugged again

It's been so long

We go to Ryan's room

We sit on the bed

I hug him

He hugs me back

I could get used to all this hugging

I love you

He says

I love you too

He pulls my mouth

To his

We kiss

His tounge

Exploring my mouth

I push my tounge past his

Into his mouth

Love

It overwhelmes me

First day

New school

New day

New friends

New start

Front of the class

My name?

Kai

Age?

Fourteen

I tell them

but I have a secret.

I'm gay

I sit

The person next to me introduces himself

Ryan

I say hello

He asks what class I have next

Science

He does too

We have all the same classes

What a coincidence

I can't be friendly

Too risky

I'm better off alone

AP English

It makes me sound smart

Advanced Placement

Ryan sits next to me

Determined to be my friend

I don't want friends

He's so cute

I guess I can have one friend

Only one

Okay Ryan, I'll let you in

Later

My house

My room

I live alone

My parents disowned me when they found out

I'm gay

I've learned to be independent

Not needing anyone

But now,

I do need someone

It's Ryan

I think I love him

Ryan?

There's something on my mind.

Something I need to tell you.

I'm not really into girls.

I'm gay.

I understand if you hate me.

I understand.

Please don't tell.

What?

Do I like anyone?

Well, there is someone.

He's probably straight,

but he's so nice to me.

He's really hot too.

Who is it?

Well, he's you, Ryan,

I love you.

Daisies

He loves me,

He loves me not

Over and over

Never ending

Then it does

Ends

He loves me,

and I love him!

You love me too?

Yes!

I was so alone

I felt like I was the only one

At my old school

I came out to my friend

He betrayed me

I was tortured

Beaten up

Hurt

Called names

Dyke

Bitch

Homo

Faggot

That was their favorite

Faggot

faggot

He apologizes

You don't need to apologize

You're the only one who accepts me.

My parents?

I don't have any

They hate me

They disowned me

They hurt me

I live alone

I felt alone

Then I met you

I am not alone

Not anymore

I have you

My dad

My old house

The kitchen

His belt

Whack

Metal and leather agaist skin

I have tears in my eyes

I cannot cry

I cannot show weakness

You deserve it

My father says

I don't

No one deserves this

I see Ryan waiting

Sorry

I had a flashback

He asks what it was

so I tell him

That's horrible

He says, a look of disgust on his perfect face

I agree

It was horrible

Monstrous

Abominable

Beating a child for who he is

I ran away

Twenty three times

They found me

Brought me back to that hellhole of a house

To my dad

To the belt

Once they locked me in the cellar

I was down there for a week

No food

Little water

I was starving,

thirsty,

cold,

lonely

They let me out when they disowned me

That was the last time I saw them

I never want to see them again

The bell rings

We get up and walk to our next class

Art

I have never been very good at art

I've memorized my class schedual

I repeat it over and over

Social studies, Science, Math, English, lunch, Art, Psycology, Gym, Woods

SocialstudiesScienceMathEnglishlunchArtPsycologyGymWoods

It all blends together

It's one big mess

Like my painting

My easel

Ryan's easel

Next to each other

He can paint, too

Perfect

Artist, athlete, smart, kind, popular, beautiful

Perfect

That's what he is

And he chose me

I'm nothing special

I can't paint

I'm not athletic

I'm not friendly

All I am is smart

I'm in all the AP classes

Why?

I ask

Why me?

You could have had anyone

Why me?

It was love

He says

Love at first sight

We go home together

To his house

Walking in the door

I'm home!

He yells

His mom comes out

Hi Ryan

Who's this you've brought?

This is Kai

I smile

My boyfriend

I freeze

Boyfriend

He called me his boyfriend

In front of his mother!

It's okay

she knows

Ryan's words snap me out of it

Oh, good

Kai is kinda shy

He says

He had a rough childhood

Understatement of the century

He was abused by his parents

Because he is gay

His mom looks shocked

Then pity

Claimes her face

Oh you poor dear

She says

Come here

I do

She wraps me in hug

It feels good

To be hugged again

It's been so long

We go to Ryan's room

We sit on the bed

I hug him

He hugs me back

I could get used to all this hugging

I love you

He says

I love you too

He pulls my mouth

To his

We kiss

His tounge

Exploring my mouth

I push my tounge past his

Into his mouth

Love

It overwhelmes me

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