NO MORE, NO MORE, NO MORE
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NO MORE, NO MORE, NO MORE
No more, no more, no more, I beg for this torture to end
My final notes I have penned.
Those who held me close I have betrayed
Our ties have been stretched and frayed.
You could not stand to have me near
Once you discovered that I was queer.
Your words cut me deep, your stare a knife in my heart
From the anger and hurt I began to fall apart.
I see no reason left to live
For I have nothing left to give.
I am empty deep inside
And wish my heart's desire I could hide.
With the knife cutting deep
This feeling I wish I could keep.
From the wounds my blood does flow
Whilst others gather round for the show.
I beg and plead
Let me find the peace I so desperately need.
A pounding head
A hospital bed.
My life I failed to take
All I can do is sit and shake.
My hands to the rails are chained
And my nerves shall remain strained.
The room too bright
My body a pitiful sight.
Slowly the doctor enters
And around him my hazy mind centers.
So bright and full of cheer
He asks me what I hold dear.
I reply nothing to thus
And so he begins to fuss.
He says I have friends and family who love me for who I am
I laugh at him till he leaves and closes the door with a slam.
Day after day he tries to get me to speak
And day after day I act timid and meek.
He repeats that there is still hope
While I ask for a tie made of rope.
Of our talks I soon weary
For he finds nothing dark and dreary.
At last his words find their mark
When he asks what happened at the park.
Deep in shame I hide my head
Until he sits upon my bed.
He says he's already heard and there's someone he wants me to meet
He says this person is quite the treat.
Through my tears I agree
This strange new person I shall see.
The next morning he introduces us
And upon seeing my body the boy began to cuss.
Scars and cuts cover my body
And his stares make me feel shoddy.
Fearing the worst I begin to imagine a ride in a hearse
When suddenly he begins to recite a verse.
The words I know by heart
The poem is mine I realize with a start.
I had posted it on a site
For a fox who promised not to bite.
When he's done I begin to breathe
His gentle voice offering me a safe reprieve.
Standing by the foot of my bed
Is the one whose stories and words used to stay my dread.
His gentle gaze adds to my shame
For I realize that there is no one else to blame.
I brought onto myself such suffering and pain
As I never want to feel again.
With a great heave the tears begin to flow
While he hugs me, his feelings he's not afraid to show.
In my chest love does blossom
While he compares me to a possum.
He says my doctor is his father
And I apologize for being such a bother.
A deep friendship we soon make
Now on life I have a new take.
Deep into the night we sit and talk
Of all the things we shall do once I'm free to walk.
At last my day of freedom is here
We had planned on a long walk by the pier.
My joyous occasion is cut short
When I hear the dreadful report.
Left to die in a hit and run
Without him I'll see no sun.
The blade I push in deep
As my lifeblood begins to weep.
Around my body the blood pools
Whilst my corpse slowly cools.
For the flames of Hell I brace
Only to open my eyes before the gates of Heaven in my true loves embrace.
For all eternity we shall live
And to each other our whole hearts we shall give.