Realization
Realization
Wallowing in my own self-pity
Lackadaisical in nature
Try to remain blissfull
But within life comes realization
It's too late now
I fucked up
I can't change what's already been undone
I should have done what was due
When the time was right
But now
Within my self-pity
Within my realization
Comes the light of a truth I can't hide
I shouldn't be doing this
I won't be doing this
Not any more
It's time for me to change
I will do what's due
And fight for what's right
From this moment onward
No looking back.
Pretty much how I feel and am at this particular moment. Just thought I'd upload this as some sort of mental release, I need to stop being so easy-going about everything and take charge for a change. Anyways, hope you like it.