Confessions of Intimacy

Story by Hidden Heart on SoFurry

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#3 of An Honored Promise


Janet got up the next morning and smiled as she hugged the furry male her arm was already around. Darken was still relaxed and resting and Janet was really starting to enjoy sleeping next to him. He was warm and soft and feeling his breathing slow and calm made her feel better. With all the shock and stress of the day before she had almost forgotten how relaxing it was to sleep in, in the woods with a wonderful person next to her.

She thought about that for a moment, he was wonderful and despite being a wolf she saw him as a person, an intelligent being she could trust. She was still aroused from the night before and she wondered. He had agreed to share sexual intimacy with her but he did so looking at it as a duty, not that she thought that he didn't enjoy it but she wondered if he felt any emotions with it. She blushed and wondered if she should tell him about her fantasies. Would he accept a human who was into zoophile. She had never told anyone anything about it nor had she ever indulged in it herself till last night, but she always wanted to.

Janet was taken from her thoughts as Darken let out a groan and stiffened stretching his limbs as he started to wake up. He leaned his head back rubbing it against Janets head making her giggle as she let him go. As he stood on the bed he turned licking her face affectionately making her giggle again trying to push his muzzle away playfully before he hopped off the bed. As he headed to the door Janet called to him to come back for a moment which he happily did.

"Is something wrong Janet, I thought you would find it more comforting if I acted more like a normal dog for you," Darken stated hopeful that he had done good.

Janet smiled softly and scratched him behind the ear, "Draken you don't need to do that I don't want to think of you as just some animal, although I do like the playfulness it makes me feel good to see you act more relaxed."

"Thank you Janet, it helps me feel comfortable being with you, I have never spent time with a normal human or an elder before but I am happy to be around you as you treat me so well," Draken happily replied.

Janet took on a more worried tone as she looked at him and took a deep breath, "Draken I want to tell you something but I am not sure what you'll think of it, or me afterward."

Draken jumped back onto the bed and put a paw on her shoulder, "Janet you haven't done anything to hurt or offend me, you have treated me with more respect since I have known you the last few days than I have seen in the bulk of my life time, please trust that I will be loyal to you."

Janet put her hand on his paw giving it a soft squeeze, "oh Draken I do trust you, I just well I know so little about things in your society. What we did last night I need to know how you feel about it, I want things to stay clear and good with us."

Draken looked at her confused, "well last night you asked me to lay while you pleasured me, I am rather happy about that, have I not acted as you wanted?"

Janet looked at Draken a bit more frustrated, "No Draken you did as I asked and I am happy you enjoyed it, but I may not have been fully honest with you about my reasons and I want to be."

Draken pulled his paw back and lay on the bed getting comfortable so he could listen, "ok Janet I will listen."

Janet took a deep breath, "humans have what they call fetishes, they are things that humans find arousing, umm things that make us feel like we are in heat you could say."

Draken spoke, "go on Janet?"

Janet blushed, "well one large one I always wanted to do and have never had the chance till now is called zoophila, it's the act of humans mating, pleasuring, and being pleasured by animals. My idea last night was at least partially driven by my desire to indulge in that fetish."

Draken looked down his ears flattening, "so you were only interested in playing with me because you see me as an animal."

Janet put a paw on his chin raising his head so he would look at her, "no its not the reason, I want to learn your ways including sexually, and I did," Janet blushed, "want to pleasure you as well a thank you for all your support, an I know that sounds bad but its not like buying you a gift would have been easy I have no idea what to get someone who doesn't have need for material goods."

Draken's ears perked up a bit, "so you don't see me as a mindless animal?"

Janet smiled, "of course I don't see you that way Draken, your important to me and I value your intelligence and your personality, but I would be lying if I said that your body, your form didn't excite me physically because of my fetish."

Draken got back up and licked Janets cheek, "Janet I really enjoyed last night and any time you wish to indulge in your personal pleasures I will not hold against you that me being who I am excites you. That having been said I hope that your umm lust is not your sole reason for wanting to do things with me."

Janet smiled and blushed, "thank you Draken and no my attraction to your form does not take away from the reason I wanted to experience intimacy with you, in fact I was wondering if you'd like to do more with me today?"

Draken jumped off the bed, "of course I would Janet I would love nothing more but umm.. first I need to go take care of something."

"Whats that?" Janet inquired.

"You know umm I need to mark my territory," Draken said before rushing out the door embarrassed.

Janet giggled and waited for his return thinking to herself. She wasn't sure how long she would be and she started thinking back to the evening before, the feel of his cock, the taste of his seed and she started to feel her panties become wet. She blushed it wouldn't hurt to play a little while she waited would it?

Janet slid off her panties and rubbed her sex with a finger as she spread her legs on the bed. She thought back to the evening before, the feeling of a canine member in her hand, the reactions of Draken from her touch and the taste of his cum as he came to her pleasures. She moaned out lightly as she started remembering video's and pictures of various animals and woman having sex that she had masturbated to in the past. One video in particular was running through her head of a wolf dog and a large breasted girl.

The girl was on her hands and knees tied in place as the wolf breed was brought in and let go to do as it wanted. It immediately went to her rear licking and sniffing at her, slobbering over her sex and then without any short amount of lust it mounted her hard thrusting into her like it had no concern for her. It turned her on more than she liked to think and she knew it. Janet was moaning loudly now two fingers thrusting into her sex as it became very moist.

Draken padded back in through the door and stopped his ears perking immediately and his nose taking in a strong and arousing scent. He could hear noises coming from the bedroom, noises of a females pleasure and a smell of distinct arousal from Janet and he wondered if she would prefer to be alone. He started to pant lightly his cock had already slid free heavily hanging from his sheath. His mind was filling with thoughts he normally would keep from Janet and he quietly stalked his way into the bedroom looking up at the bed.

Janet was on her back, her legs spread and her eyes closed, she was moaning and squirming, he could see one of her hands playing with a nipple the other disappearing between her legs. He remembered that she liked being with ferals and that it helped pleasure her and then he thought about what she had done the night before without asking for anything in return.

Janet was so lost in her thoughts and fantasies that she didn't even notice the bed move as Draken jumped onto it. She did gasp and arch her back as she felt a long wide tongue sweep up her sex. Janet looked up as she saw Draken between her legs his cock dripping on the bed his muzzle lowered to her sex and his eyes looked into hers burning with need. He started lapping at her sex again this time feverishly causing her to moan and fall back squirming as she felt each swipe of his tongue from the base of her sex to her clit. His tongue occasionally slipped inside hr diving deep inside. Janet gripped the sheets as her orgasm started to build. He was licking her drinking her, he even started to dig his muzzle against her sex his tongue suddenly pushing deeper into her causing her to cry out as her sex squeezed his tongue.

Janet screamed as his teeth brushed over her clit firmly orgasm overtaking her. Draken growled and pushed harder at her sex as he licked up her juices not letting up as Janet cried out and squirmed in orgasmic bliss. She finally collapsed out of breath as she reached out and rubbed Drakens head his muzzle rising as he licked his muzzle for any hints of her pleasure.

Janet rolled over and started to get up still panting, before she could start getting off the bed she was pinned by a furry mass on her back and she gasped in shock and confusion.

"Draken what are you doing?" Janet asked shocked.

Drakens paws wrapped around her waist but he didn't answer, suddenly she felt something wet and pointed rub across her sex causing her to gasp and realized he was mounting her. She went to stop him when his cock found its mark and with a firm thrust he buried his cock all the way to the knot in her sex, her muscles instinctively clamping down on the intruder. Draken let out a feral growl as he began thrusting slowly at first but with increasing speed, his balls bounced against her sex as he gripped her harder digging his muzzle against her back.

Janet couldn't believe what was happening, she was being mounted like a bitch, her body tingled with pleasure, her sex was being spread by hard rough thrusts his knot being to form causing her to cry out with each thrust as it roughly smacked her clit with each thrust against her entrance. Janet was so confused, this was one of her fantasies, she wanted this and she wanted it with Draken but was this what she desired no connection, no relationship.

Janet started to moan louder gripping the sheets as she started to grind back against his thrusts, she couldn't believe how turned on this was making her. She stopped moving and cried out as he started to thrust harder her sex becoming sore as his knot started digging in trying to stretch her. She tried to say something but she couldn't form the words. Draken was in bliss and agony, she was tight and she felt so good under her he had never had such an incredibly uncontrollable urge to mate, he couldn't help himself it was like he had no control of his body, and he was scared of what she would do for mounting her like this afterwards, would she ever forgive him.

Suddenly Draken slammed his hips forward his knot finally having stretched Janet wide enough to tie. As soon as he felt his knot enter and her sex clamp down on it he howled as he sprayed his seed inside her as his knot expanded fully and his cum began to flood her womb. Janet screamed in pain and pleasure and as soon as he began to cum she stiffened and screamed again cumming around Drakens cock lodged solidly inside her.

Janet was barely conscious as she panted her head against a pillow as she started to finally relax in the afterglow of her unexpected love making. She was covered in sweat and Draken was still on top of her panting and whimpering. She hadn't noticed the sound till now, he was licking her neck softly, tenderly and he was whimpering.

Janets voice was weak as she took a few deep breathes and regained a bit of composure, "Draken are you ok?"

Draken whimpered and stuttered he was obviously panicked, "Oh Janet, I I I I am so sorry, I am how could I," Draken started to cry or what a wolf did in its place.

Janet reached back and put her hand on his muzzle holding it, Draken made no move to resist whatever she did he deserved it, "Draken please calm down, I am ok your knot hurts a bit but I am sure I will be ok, please calm down for me. Why did you do this if you were so worried?"

Draken began to cry again, "I couldn't help it when I came in you were so needing and your smell was exciting me and after tasting you I couldn't stop."

Janet blushed deeply, "you mean you couldn't help yourself?"

Darken lowered his ears and closed his eyes ashamed, "yes Janet, females in heat are hard for any male to resist as intelligent as we are our instincts are still there but this is the first time I ever ever," Draken sighed.

Janets eyes opened in surprise, "wait you're a virgin?"

Draken blushed under his fur and whimpered, "no Janet I have mated a few times in the past but I have never lost myself to my instincts before and I have never forced myself on a female, I know there is nothing I can ever do to make up for this I will never deserve your forgiveness and please don't hold this against my clan I will go to them for punishment and I promise you whoever they replace me with will not do this to you," Draken whimpered, "I am so ashamed I have waited my whole life for someone who would treat me as well as you and I have completely betrayed your trust in me."

Janet spoke firmly, "Draken shut up!"

Drakens eyes went wide and his ears flattened as he stiffened and tried to stay as still as possible.

Janet took a breath, "I'm sorry Draken but you need to calm down, now please listen to me. I may have been expecting a bit more time to get ready for it and I may have not been prepared immediately for you to mount me," she pet his muzzle as he started to whimper, "but they are things I wanted to share with you and wanted you to show me, and you just gave me two of the most powerful orgasms of my life so before you go deciding your life is forfeit I want you to drill two points into your head, first I wanted this and it is a direct result of your instincts responding to my needs, and two I don't want you punished because I am not angry with you."

Draken didn't move his knot was still hard as a rock inside her despite his current mental condition and he still felt her muscles occasionally squeezing him sending shocks of pleasure through his body. He wanted to believe what she was saying but even if she didn't feel he had done a horrible thing he felt like he did and it was killing him to know he did it to her. It was nearly twenty minutes of silence before with a grunt and a gasp from Janet his knot deflated enough to pop free from her sex and his cum leaked out of her now stretched sex.

Draken hopped off of Janet immediately looking at her as she sat still panting a bit still. He could see how swollen and red her sex was. She must have been very sore he thought to himself. He sniffed and determined that there was no blood which at least meant he probably hadn't injured her although he could see spots on her sides where his claws had cut her lightly. Janet rolled onto her side closing her legs and wincing at the soreness. Draken saw the expression and knew she was hurt and he felt like he had been stabbed in the chest.

"Draken come lay next to me please I want you to really," Janet asked.

Draken lay next to her not resisting and hesitating, if it meant making her feel better he would have committed suicide right now if she asked. Janet turned his head towards her face and kissed him firmly on the lips as her other hand rubbed his back.

"Draken you just fulfilled one of my deepest fantasies and I want you to know I am grateful. I know how scared you are that you won't do things right with me Draken, I know how much you want to hide your desire but I want to be under you again, I will soon get used to the feeling and it won't hurt anymore and I want you to know I felt safe with you, I felt pleasured and satisfied," Janet softly spoke to him.

Draken lowered his ears he listened to her, he would accept that she was ok with him and even if he didn't feel right about it if it made her happy he would do as she asked, "Janet I am worried about you, about what I did but if your ok and I have made you happy than I will accept your feelings. You should also know that I have never felt so umm pleased with a mating before."

Janet smiled softly and hugged him, "so are you going to be ok Draken?"

Draken murred softly, "I think so Janet, but is there anything I can do for you, I still feel bad."

Janet blushed, "well if you really want to I should clean myself but I am to tired to get up right now could you umm lick me clean."

Draken stood immediately his tail wagging as he went to do as he was asked.

To be continued