FSE

Furry search engine

formerly SoFurry search engine

Chapter 5: All Downhill From Here

Opening: All Downhill From Here by New Found Glory

Hayate:

Thursday

Three weeks had passed since my first weekend with Brent and we still in that lovey dovey stage where we couldn't stand to be away from each other. The past three weeks w had been together almost the whole time and spent most of the time with a cock in each others ass. I was seriously couldn't help but want to be by him all the time I felt lost without him.

We had gotten a lot of attention from it as well. Apparently we became the poster children of gay couples in the school. Not all of the attention was positive either. One of the two groups against us were the religion crazed psychos and the homophobes both I saw coming.

The bad part of being in a school of geniuses is the fact that the rumors people could spread about you weren't outlandish and the insults really hurt more from the fact that most understood the mind and behaviors of people and they could tell your deepest darkest secrets just by looking at you unless you were as good of an actor and understood the mind like me. That being said that meant Brent was the prime target for the psychological attacks and more susceptible to physical attacks as well (Through you would thing they would avoid someone his size but they are smart enough to avoid me.). One of the homophobes, Zane, is one the football player and so when I was changing he tried to strike at me from behind. Luckily for me the rottweiler wasn't very stealthy and I easily dodged the hit and made him punch the locker. Zane was the only actual person to come after me physical or psychologically. He almost convinced the team to try to get me and Brent kicked off the team. Unfortunately for him the football team said fuck no when they heard Brent's name. A lot of them had grown up with him and most really didn't care about sexual orientation.

Now here I am sitting at a lunch table with Brent being harassed by the Jesus fanatics about to rip them all to shreds or blow up on them to the point they form an emo corner to all huddle up in and cry wishing they were never born (Has happened once already to a kid freshman year when a bully was messing with me). I decided I wouldn't because it would mean they won and I'm not the losing type. Eventually the headmaster came and told them not to push their beliefs on to others.

"Ya because some of us don't believe in your omnipresent stalker of a god that apparently to you has a sick sense of humor to make homosexuals so his followers can tear them down." said a female husky who was sitting across from me. I never seen this girl before she must have been new.

"So your supporting the gays you might as well worship Satan." Said the leader of the Jesus freaks, Lisa Nelson, the fox was one of the most hated people in the school because she would meddle in everyone's business and telling them they were going to hell for their sins.

"Well first of all get your facts straight I'm not gay I'm bi and if you have a problem with me or my personal beliefs you can kiss my ass because I don't care what you think you stuck up bitch." I was mad because this was going on ever since I got back to school and I was tired of all the bull shit and screw losing I'll get over it. "And while you are at it you can clean out that sand in your vagina because there must be another reason for you to be such a fucking bitch!"

"That's enough all of you to my office." Mr. Sanders, headmaster, said. "You too miss."

The husky girl got up and so did I and we took our trey and threw our food and placed treys on the stand next to it.

"If I'm not back bring my stuff to class." I told Brent and he nodded.

"Ok good luck see you in class." he said back to me. I followed Mr. Sanders to his office and the husky came up to me.

"I'm sorry I got you in trouble I'm Hayate by the way." I held out my paw and she shook it.

"No problem she needed to be brought down a notch or two and I'm Aurora and I transferred here last week." She had the same sapphire eyes as me and the same coat colors (I wouldn't be surprised if someone asked if we were related). "And everyone in this school knows you first of all your in the martial arts club, the football, soccer, free-running teams, and the center of attention for the pass few weeks apparently."

"Wow you sure know a lot about me are you stalking me?" She giggled.

"No you're what everyone's talking about and I'm in the yearbook club." Wow second week and she already knows what's going on around the school. We entered the office and looked at Mr. Sanders who was waiting for us.

"Well y'all took your time." The sun bear looked as us and the Jesus freaks chuckled like elementary schoolgirls. "Well know that we are all here it's time for your punishments."

"For what?" Yelled Lisa. "I did nothing!"

"You have been harassing Hayate and Brent the past three weeks and Hayate I understand you have been stressed but it doesn't mean you can curse up a storm. This is a school after all." Great I got in trouble for cursing.

"And me?" Aurora asked. I didn't understand why see was getting in trouble.

"You were just adding fuel to the fire." What that's a stupid reason?! "If you had an opinion you shouldn't have voiced it there in the middle of this situation. You all will come to Saturday detention and help clean up the school."

"That's stupid I didn't do anything." Aurora was right she didn't do anything.

"You were saving yourself a place in hell with the gays." Lisa mumbled.

"THAT'S ENOUGH!!" Yelled Mr. Sanders. "This has been going on for to long so hopefully working together will make you get along which I highly dough. Now go to class."

We exited the office and Lisa said something like burn in hell. I was going to tell her to get that sand out her vagina but I didn't want to get in more trouble.

"Well that sucked." Aurora said.

"I know and for a hippie Mr. Sanders sounded like an actual headmaster." Most times he would make everyone appositive and sing a song (that makes people what to never do anything bad so they don't have to hear it again.) and send them on their way. "He must be under a lot of stress lately."

"Well I got to Biology 2 it was nice meeting you." She waved at me. "Well except for the being sent to the headmaster's office part."

"Ya sorry again and today is feral pig dissection day and in my class they were playing jump rope with the large intestines so watch out." She giggled again.

"Thanks for the warning." I waved to her then when out the back way to go to English and meet up with Brent.

Friday:

There was no harassment from the Jesus fanatics at lunch time and Brent looked nervous and didn't talk to me all day. I was a scared I didn't know what was wrong. He was fine yesterday we even had sex. Maybe he wanted to break up with me or I did something wrong.

"Babe what's wrong?" He jumped when I touched his shoulder.

"Ummm Hayate I have to tell you something." Oh no he wants to break up with me. "I moving!"

"What? When? Why? Where?" I couldn't comprehend what he was saying to me.

"My dad got a job offer in Florida near my family and were my sister is going to collage and he said he was sorry but he needs that job and we are leaving tomorrow. He said I have to go if not he'll disown me for leaving him. I'm all he was." Tears were rolling down my face. "Please don't cry.."

"What the fuck am I suppose to do help you pack?" I was losing it.

"Hayate I'll call everyday and visit as much as possible.." He knew it as well as I it wasn't going to work.

"And what have a long distance relationship you know those never work." Everyone was now looking at us Jazz and Aurora looked like the shitted and were about to fall back into it.

"Please Hayate I don't want to lose you." He was crying know.

"No it's over and I not going to sit here and lie to myself saying this is going to work." I don't know how much of that even got out. "I can't it will kill me."

"Please don't do this." He was crying more that me. "I love you I'll move in with someone or something."

"No your not leaving your family you would just hate yourself for it and I'm not letting you do that." Is his father that lost without his wife that he would ruin his sons life just to not feel lonely? "Most high school relationships don't work out anyway."

I was trying to justify losing him but I couldn't let him lose his family or lie to myself. The real question was could I live without him? I couldn't take this any more so I ran and ran. I got to my car and I just sat there and cried. I did my best to control myself I started the car and I drove almost 80 the whole way home. I just wanted to be at home in my bed. I pulled up at my house and I slammed my door the ran to the front door and searched for the key. I dropped them twice and finally I opened the door and I slammed that door too. I ran to my room and knocked a couple things over but I didn't care I just had to be in my bed away from everything. I got into my bed and like when I was a child and I was angry or sad I got under the covers and covered myself completely and cried until I fell asleep. I was emotionally exhausted and all my energy was gone and I closed my eyes for what felt like only a second and I fell asleep.

Two hours later:

Again like when I was a child my mom can into the room after I cried myself asleep and sat in my bed and but my head into her lap and held me there until I was ready to tell her what was wrong. She looked at me with those eyes like I could tell her anything. I felt her love around me like a warm fire during a icy cold night.

"He's leavening me" And I burst into tears again.

"It's OK I'm here and as much as you think Mike hates you he's with you to." Her voice was calm and soothing.

"Ya so quit crying you are giving me a headache." Mike sat down at the foot of the queen size bed.

Brent:

Saturday:

I wished he was here so I could at least say good bye. I had no more tears to cry. I didn't stop crying since he left the cafeteria. I didn't sleep at all last night I could only thing about was Hayate. My father said I made the right choice that I was choosing the most important thing in my life, my family, but it didn't feel right. I had texted Hayate asking him to at least come and say goodbye or call or something as long as I got to here his voice again

"Time to go son." he said the same thing for the past five times and I was going to say the same thing as the last time.

"Please five more minutes." I had to wait just in case I got here after we left.

"He's not coming son." He looked at his father who was looking at the ground. "I'm sorry son."

"If you were sorry you wouldn't make us move." It was his fault that me and Hayate was sad and angry.

"I can't lose you and your sister you two are all I have and I realized that after your sister left." I couldn't blame him he became very protective after mom died but still I love Hayate.

"So we are suppose to follow her to collage what happens when I go to collage or when we grow up and have lives of our own?" I could tell he felt bad but this was a new low for him. I don't know what he will do he is despite.

"Please just get in the car I don't want to think about that I can't lose either of you." He was on the verge of tears. Can I live without Hayate?

Hayate:

"He's gone." Jazz said looking up from my phone. She read every message he sent to me.

"Good riddance."I could help but be mad.

"Don't say that you know you love him." Aurora said trying to convince me to do something.

"If he loved me he wouldn't have left." When I'm made or upset I clean or work. "Let's go to detention before we get another one."

"Are you sure?" They both looked at me.

"Ya I have to something I can't just sit here and feel sorry for myself." I admit I was still hurting I can't keep holding onto him.

"I guess I'll see y'all later them." Jazz waved then left the room.

"Alright you ready." Aurora looked at me and grabbed my keys. "I'll drive."

"OK let's go." I grabbed my phone and we left the room.

Brent:

We pulled up to Hayate's house. His car is still there maybe I can see him.

I got out the car and walked up to the door and I sat there for a second. Then the door opened.

A husky opened the door.....

To Be Continued XP

And since last time I didn't have a closing I have three for you one that represents Hayate's feelings and one for Brent's and that is how for both.

All I Wanted By Paramore (Hayate)

When It Rains by Paramore (Brent)

Broken Strings By James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado

Rate Comment and Join My Army just kidding about the army part but everything else you must do!!!!! XD