Keeping Secrets

Story by BigBadDragon on SoFurry

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#1 of Keeping Secrets

Two young students become more than just good friends as they start to explore one anothers interests in a very personal manner.

Part 1 : This one!

Part 2 : https://www.sofurry.com/view/2422

Part 3 : https://www.sofurry.com/view/2438

This was my very first attempt at writing from years ago back before the site had numerous overhauls.


The metal door of the classroom slowly creped open, revealing a tall dragon aged 16, soaked from the pouring rain outside. Slowly the figure entered sitting at a table in the back of the room and removing his jacket and placing it on the back of a chair to dry.

"Good morning Brian..." a voice said from across the room. The dragon's head perked up and looked in the direction of the voice, seeing the femme-fox Gizel. She was always at school the earliest, and this was the only time she would ever talk to me. "morning" I replied hesitantly

"how are you?" she asked in her typically friendly voice

"I'm fine, what about you?" that was always the worst question to ask her, Gizel always had something to complain about.

"I've been good, it's just this damn, crappy weather, its been raining for days on end! It is supposed to be summer! Sunny weather not rain! Not cold!"

Soon the morning conversation died down and came to a halt as other furs began arriving for school with only minutes before school began. As usual no-one even acknowledged my existence, every one was racist in their own way, the only fur I knew close to not being racist to me was Gizel. I just placed my head into my arms and thought to myself, mentally preparing myself for another day of racism.

The reason for racism towards Scalies goes back a bit in the history books but to explain I will make it a short as possible. It started about 20yrs ago, when a new government came to power and introduced new laws forbidding Scalies to even be citizens (for all those who know it was very similar to when Hitler came to power and introduced his racial laws). Soon this government was banned and left, the racism never left. Now only Brian and his dad are the only Scalies who actually still lives in the area, there is no other Scalie family for miles.

As per usual the teacher was late to class and all the furs in the room were in their own little groups. The femmes in the front, including Gizel, were talking about random things as usual. The guy to the left were on the computers looking at pictures of cars and the other group of guys, the 'jokers' of the class were in the table behind me. Laughing and snickering, more than likely scheming another prank to pull on me.

Suddenly the class went silent and all concentration was drawn to the door as the teacher entered. Mr. Rosan entered and sat in his chair and greeted all the foxes and felines in the class. A subtle hint of racism towards me, almost everything was. Mr. Rosan hastily pulled out the register and started to call out our names alphabetically. He called out all the usual names until he got to the end and added a new name as he called it out. "Serevus Angelus" it was a very unique name to have, and with that name being called out a fur stood in the door way. His fur as black as the night and his eyes blood-red and he wore a long over coat, similar to that Neo wears in the Matrix. "Here Sir" he said in a quiet, stern, mono-tone voice. Just from this one minute of looking at him I could already tell he was very dignified. Also he was a wolf, not many wolves were seen here in the south of England and the rumours about them were not too friendly either.

Mr. Rosan quickly greeted him and offered him to take a seat in the class. He glanced around the room with his piercing eyes, like a hunter he scanned the room. All the other furs quickly pretending not to know him, obviously not wanting him next to them. A silence from shock spread across the class room as he sat next to me. Even I was shocked. It could not be more obvious that sitting with me was an invitation for others to bully him and class him as a reject of society, some one as dignified as him sitting next to me was like throwing away his life.

I slowly resumed my position, my head resting on my arms and staring into space. My trail of thought was soon broken by the feeling of gentle rubbing on my leg. My eyes widened with shock and I pretended to not realise. The paw on my leg stopped rubbing and softly grasped my leg as he spoke. "hi there"

"hi" I hastily replied looking at him questioningly. He only smiled and removed his paw. "so what's your name?" he asked, still in his mono-tone voice.

"erm...Brian, Brain Haywire"

I was obviously nervous around him, he had a very intimidating look about him but I still could not tell why he decided to sit next to me.

"hi, my name is Serevus Angelus, nice to meet you"

He extended his paw to me as an offer of friendship. I was very hesitant to reply, he was the first fur to treat my in such a manner for so long. I could not help but think 'is this really an offer of friend-ship? Or is it a trick, to hurt me more?' but so I wasn't rude I grasped his paw and we shook hands.

"nice to meet you to" he smiled at me and petted my leg and walked off as the bell went for first lesson.

During the lessons I could not concentrate. My mind began to wander, asking many questions. First it started with me questioning Serevus's sexuality, was he gay? Why did he rub my leg?

I tried to work, but I couldn't stop thinking about Serevus rubbing my leg. Soon I began to question my own sexuality. I enjoyed him touching me, I liked the feel of his paw on my leg. The questions I was asking led to more questions, about myself mainly. I never really let myself feel for anyone, every one I ever cared about turned their back on me when I needed them most. I never had views on females either, well not sexual one's. I never really thought about it much, but was I gay?

Soon break time arrived, and instead of doing the other furs in my class do and play football (by this I mean soccer I prefer the term football) I went up to my form class to hide from the racism from everyone else. Even though my class was racist they wasn't horrible enough to call me names and hurt me for my race, to an extent they were the best friends I had. As I entered the room I sat back in my seat, at the back of the class. The usual furs were here. Gizel and her friends just ignored me and continued talking.

Soon boredom got the best of me and I went on the computer. Surfing the internet, checking for any updates on the release of Metroid Prime 2 or the Metroid movie. Out of my few hobbies and interests this was the only one I could really do in school.

Five or so minutes into break the black wolf entered and sat next to me once more, he too was ignored by the femme's at the front. The neglect I suffer was already being inflicted to him. There was an un-nerving silence until he looked at the website I was on and made light conversation with me.

"cool, Metroid, I love the games" he stated, he was not using his usual, dull voice, but now more of a joyful tone.

"I love them too, but I've only played Metroid Prime. Anyway why are you here?" it was strange, I was already beginning to trust him, no-longer was I intimidated by him at all. He laughed a bit in reply to my question. "I came here because those ass-holes don't want me to play football so I followed your scent to here. So then, what is Metroid Prime like? I don't have a Gamecube unfortunately"

For some reason I overlooked the fact that he followed my scent to be with me and just replied his question. "it's a great game, one of my favourites. If you want you can come around my house to play it" I looked at him and smiled a bit, hoping he would accept my invitation because it will determine our new friendship. He looked at me and replied, but not after thinking for a while. He smiled very friendly to me and replied "sure, if that's ok of course"

I turned to the computer hiding my face which was blushing from joy of making a new friend, someone who isn't racist. "my dad won't mind at all" I said cheerfully. And with that the bell went for third lesson.

Serevus wasn't in any of my classes yet, being his first day the teachers test him to see which set to put him in, between set 1 and 5 (set 1 for the smartest and set 5 for the not so smart). I was in set 3 for all my subjects. I was clearly smart enough, but because of being a dragon they put me in lower sets.

Lunch soon came and as usual I got my lunch quickly and went back to my form room. I met Serevus there again and we talked, realising we had a lot in common, for example Warhammer 40,000, we both loved the models and making and painting them was our idea of a good time.

After the remaining lessons school soon came to a close, I told Serevus my address and that he should come round as soon as possible. He just said he was comfortable going to my house with me, even though I walked the 2 miles to avoid racism on the busses. While walking we talked, about our past, our lives, our hopes and dreams. Not making any references to our sexuality, trying to avoid losing him as a friend.

Finally we reached my house and I invited him in, my dad was not back from work yet and wouldn't be for a while. I walked upstairs to get changed after telling Serevus he could call his parents to tell them where he was.

After getting changed I called him up stairs and started up the Gamecube and began to show him the basic controls of Metroid Prime. After starting it up I handed him the control and let him play. I found it funny as he kept getting stuck and needing my expertise, as I had completed the game 3 times before.

An hour or two passed and my dad arrived home from work. I went downstairs to greet him and informed him about Serevus being here. My dad did not like the idea of having a non-Scalie in the house, my dad was as racist as the other furs, but I could never blame him for having those views, he suffered racism worse than I have. But like I usually do I began light conversation with my dad.

About ten minutes passed before I remembered about Serevus and I quickly went back upstairs. As I entered my room though I was greeted by Serevus's scent unusually strong. I sat in the chair next to him again noticed he was trying to cover up the fact he was breathing hard. Only one quickly came to a conclusion, but it was too bizarre! I could not imagine anyone pawing off in someone else's home when they first met, especially someone as dignified as him. I don't know what came over me but I asked him anyway, in a slightly angered tone of voice.

"have you been pawing off?!"

He sharply turned and looked at me wide-eyed and began to panic. "please don't tell anyone! Please I beg of you!" by now his eyes were tearing up "I am so sorry, I can't control myself, I just find your scent so attractive!" and with that he quickly left, ashamed and upset. I was too shocked to think properly, it was more than obvious that he was gay, but was I really that attractive?! As I sat in my room, thinking to myself I found that I found his scent, in its own way attractive. I stayed in my room for a long while, continuing playing Metroid Prime from where Serevus left off still inhaling his musky scent which was rapidly fading from my room. That night I struggled to sleep and wondered about tomorrow, what would I say to him?


The next morning, it was raining again and I entered my form class sitting in my usual seat. Gizel was once more in her seat and our usual small conversation began as she tilted her head looking at me, noticing I was concerned about something.

"you ok Brian?"

I look over in her direction, not lifting my head too far from the desk "yeah, I'm just thinking" I replied, trying to steer the conversation away from Serevus, I was not going to reveal that he was gay. Me and him are both societies rejects, being gay was the last thing we needed on the list of things we could be hated for.

"you and Serevus seem to get along well" Gizel was obviously curious, she was always caring to every fur she met, even if I was branded a political enemy.

"well we have a lot in common" and before she could continue the conversation other furs began to arrive, the conversation rapidly ending once more.

The class soon filled up with furs, but no sign of Serevus at all, my heart sank, I really wanted to talk to him. In fact, I needed to. The time soon passed, the teacher entered and done the register as usual and eventually first lesson began.

During lesson I found it harder to concentrate than I did yesterday, my mind was riddled with more questions and concerns, I needed to tell Serevus so many things, that I don't care that he is gay, that I too find him attractive.

Break time came and passed, all the time I sat, waiting for him hoping that he came to school late, but he didn't. when lunch arrived I still waited, wanting to tell him more desperately with every passing moment.

Finally the day came to a close and no sign of him at all, I tried to convince myself that maybe he was ill, maybe he couldn't come to school. But every time I thought about it, he was obviously worried that I told, that every fur knew he was gay. I thought deeply about his situation, maybe this had happened to him before. There was no doubt, it must have happened before. I was not ready to loose a friend this easily, even though I do not know his address or phone number, he has to come to school at one point.

As usual I walked home, thinking about several possibilities, and wondering to myself. I have made so many enemies over the years, even ones I did not wish to make enemies with. So many times have I been ridiculed for being a dragon, a scalie, a reptile. Such words now branded as hateful, hurtful. Not once did I ever have a friend who immediately looked past that, even though I have only know him for about a day I already felt closer to him than anyone else I had ever met.

I arrived home and as I always did if I wanted to really wanted to find out a solution, I put on my music and just stared out the window. Watching other furs walk by, from other schools or just normal citizens. Then at the corner of my eye I noticed a familiar face, it looked like Serevus, almost identical. And as I watched this fur he walked into my front lawn, up to my door a knocked.

I rushed to the door with excitement knowing it was him. I reached the door and almost pulled it off of the hinges and greeted him with a hug. Luckily it was him or otherwise I would have looked even more stupid. He was shocked at my response to him and I invited him in to explain.

He was rather silent as I led him upstairs into my room offering him to sit down. Rather suddenly he grabbed me by my shoulders and looked squarely into my eye's "you told NO-ONE right?" he was extremely serious about this and as I looked back, I placed a claw on his shoulders and reassured him that I did not tell a soul. I explained to him that I too found him attractive and that I would do anything to make sure we stayed friends. Though he was shocked I could tell he was thrilled to hear what I said and he impulsively grabbed me, hugging me and kissing my on my muzzle.

I wasn't sure about him but this was my first time of ever kissing, not to mention my first time of kissing another male. He pushed me onto my bed still kissing and rubbing my chest, I could feel his heart racing with excitement and happiness, even my heart was beating like crazy as I returned the long kiss.

As he lay on top of me he broke the kiss and rest his head on my chest, running one finger along it. It was at this point I realised why he decided to be my friend. He too was a reject before he decided to be with me, he was ridiculed for being different, in this case gay. Now that I knew me and him had this in common our bond was stronger. I also realised more that the government was a lie, I twisted web of corporate lies. From all their propaganda they portrayed gays as evil, scum, something disgusting and vile. But yet here I was doing the exact thing that was 'disgusting and vile'. for something that was so 'wrong' it felt incredibly right.

I began to rub his head with my claw knowing that this would work, me and him would be friends for ages to come, maybe even, mates. Me have a mate, it was like a dream come true.

My body jumped a bit as I felt his paw grasp my balls softly, massaging them. He giggled a bit and looked up at me, kissing me again. I was softly mrr-ing from never having someone even touch my private areas. My shaft rapidly emerging from the excitement. My body jumped once more as he grasped my long member with his paw, slowly pawing me off. I noticed that he was no longer his dignified self, he was now playful, almost child-like.

He broke the kiss, knowing that I was a virgin and smiled. He shifted his body lower, off of the bed and placed his head inches from my groin and slowly began removing my Trousers and Underwear. I sat up to see what he was doing but he quickly pushed me back down and kissed me. Resuming his position near my cock and licked it softly.

"seeing as this is your first time I want you to remember it for years to come" he said playfully, quickly engulfing my cock into his muzzle after. I gasped for air feeling a sudden wave of pleasure come over me. He slowly lowered his head more and more onto my cock, taking more into his mouth. I couldn't help but place my claw atop his head as he continued, rubbing my legs with his paws as he sucked harder, licking my shaft from top to bottom in long drawn out licks of pleasure. It was all too much for me, I felt my climax nearing very rapidly.

"Serevus.....Serevus I think I'm gonna cum!" I yelled, but still he continued, taking the cock into his throat now, deeper it went, him completely ignoring my warnings. He still licked the warm member, breathing deeply as he gasped for air. I tried to hold back with all my might but still the wolf continued drawing out my pre and tasting it. It was as if he was going insane, he continued, he wanted more. Still he slurped my member as I moaned out load finally letting lose my juices into his muzzle and straight into his throat. He raised his head a bit and let it fill up his mouth, swallowing it in big gulps, I lay gasping frantically for air as I released the final few ounces.

After I had finished he removed my cock from his muzzle and licked his lips clean, clambering back on- top of me and hugging me close, softly whispering to me "I love you". I looked at him, and without though I replied "I love you too". it needed no thought, I knew I did, I wanted to repay him some how for what he did.

"erm.... Serevus... do you mind if I, well erm... suck you?"

The wolf looked up at me and smiled, and just before he could answer my dad walked in downstairs. I rapidly cleaned up and sprayed deodorant and went to greet my dad. After I went back up stairs and saw Serevus playing my Gamecube

"I hope you don't mind me playing this do you?" he asked me, not moving his eyes from the screen

"not at all, by the way, at school, we are just friends, we keep this under wraps"

He looked at me and nodded "they found out at my last school, it was horrible, but it wont happen again, I know it!" with that he smiled and agreed that only me and him would ever know of this.

"Oh yeah, its my turn to pleasure you next time ok?"

And with that he smiled and nodded, continuing to play the game and we played on the console until it was time for him to leave. And surely enough the next day, we were both at school and were acting like two really good friends. Not a fur suspected a thing.