Finding an Answer, original draft
#1 of finding an answer
Finding an Answer
Tabitha licked her lips, smiling in gratification as she gazed upon her creation, her labia growing wet as her sexual nectar began to drool from within. With a lustful reluctance the rabbit tore her gaze from the stool and the phallus shaped vibrator she had mounted on it, turning to leave the small studio and giving her so-called boyfriend another chance to quell her heat. She knew Ben didn't want children yet and she could understand that because she didn't want any yet either, but it wasn't as if he was a cat or anything. He could still use a condom, He just choose to ignore her, her needs, her pleas, instead.
She moved along the all too empty house she shared with Ben, acutely aware at the absence of his scent as she did so. She entered the kitchen, coming to rest at the wall phone, staring at it for a long minute, trying to decide if she should even bother or not before sighing and picking up the receiver and dialing in Kevin's number. "Hey Kevin, is...is Ben there? I need to ask him about something."
A soft smile crept to her muzzle when she heard the friendly smile in the bobcat's reply, he had always been so nice to her, and so attentive to whatever she was saying when they talked. "Hey Tabi. Yeah let me go get him for ya. Hold on a sec." The doe closed her eyes while waiting for her boyfriend to pick up, bracing herself against the wall when her inner muscles began to flutter. She couldn't help but fantasize about sleeping with well-muscled tawny cat to ease her needs. Tabitha turned to lean on the wall, her hand slowly making its way to her sex when Ben finally picked up the phone. "Hello?"
"Ben? It's me... It's Tabitha. I know you don't want kids right now and I agree, we should wait but... look I...I need you right now. We don't have to have sex. You...you could just finger me or...or fuck me with a vibrator I don't care, I just want it to be you that gets me off. Please... I love you." Her answer was a long pointed silence, broken finally a cold, stiff "No. Not now, not when you're fertile." Hot frustrated tears welled up from deep within the doe as she slid down the wall, the faint disconnect tone coming from the abandoned receiver humming quietly throughout the lonely kitchen. Why couldn't he just understand?
Tabitha slowly got to her feet, her tears barely in check, she felt so empty, so hollow inside that it hurt. The phone's noise brought her attention to it and she stiffly bent down to retrieve it, staring at it blankly in her hand. Her lips pull back into an angry snarl before she screamed, hammering the phone against its base again and again as the fury of Ben's continued denial of her needs bubbled forward. She backed away from the carnage panting heavily, dully observing the floor-strewn remnants of plastic and wiring of the phone that now littered the floor before turning from the sight, making her way back to her art studio in the basement.
Tabitha's thoughts raged as the rabbit stalked her way through her home, blindly destroying anything that remotely got in her path. Fine! If that asshole doesn't want to be with me then I'll go and fuck myself before going to a club to find a male who could get himself up. Fuck him! Tabitha slammed the studio's door and yanked on the single openly exposed bulb's chain, seething as she paced in front of the toy-mounted stool before violently striping herself and straddling the vibrator, painfully crushing the toy against her sensitive flesh. The rabbit doe jumped back up screaming before hurling the offending stool against the far wall. "Fuck, fuck... fuck! Why am I doing this? Why am I letting that impotent asshole loser get to me! The rabbit growled, actually growled before taking several deep breaths to calm herself.
Tabitha sighed as she finally brought herself back under control and looking at the destruction her fury had wrought. The trimming around the door was cracked and splintered and the sheetrock where the stool had smashed into was broken and slightly collapsed inward. A dirty, naughty smile slowly crept to the doe's muzzle as she looked down upon what was once the seating of the ruined stool, finding that the vibrator she had mounted to it had somehow remained attached. Her paw gripped around the phallus, rubbing along its rubbery shaft briefly before turning it, lustfully smiling as a mechanical hum filled the dimly lit room.
Tabitha licked her lips in anticipation as she knelt over the humming vibrator, gazing at the glistening petals of her sex with half lidded eyes as she slowly aligned herself with the toy. The chocolate colored doe relaxed, letting her honey creamed colored thighs slid apart, slowly allowing her shimmering groin to lower towards the toy and her sexual fulfillment. She arched her back involuntarily as the toy pushed against her outer petals before penetrating her, sliding in and separating her. Her lips pull back exposing her blunt teeth as she inhales sharply, roughly sliding her paws over the hardening teats that lining her taught, trim abdomen, seeking and then clenching around her upper most breast in shuddering ecstasy.
Panting heavily with lust the rabbit begins to buck against the toy repeatedly, working it against her sex, grinding it deeper into her swollen petals. One of her paws falls to her groin, seeking her clit as the muscles along her birth canal and womb spasm violently, almost painfully. A euphoric bliss builds within her, radiating out along her pelvis before coming to an abrupt orgasmic stop, her inner muscles contracting, coving the humming toy in her ejaculate when its tip found and slid slightly into her blood-engorged passage.
She gasps and then moans through her quick panting breath as she relaxes, letting her weight pull her down, to open her thighs wider and allow the toy to press further into her canal, stretching and pinching the resistant muscles of her vaginal walls as it dug deeper within her. She bucked her hips forward savagely again and again, euphoric pain blossoming through the rabbits vaginal walls as they cramped and complain from her fucking herself so hard on with the unyielding vibrator, her ecstatic grunts all but drowning out the wet squashing sound coming from the toy within her gender.
The sweat from the doe's exertion began to dampen the already dark fur of the rabbits back, hips and outer thighs, darkening it to an almost black as it caused it to cling wetly to her shapely body. Shuddering through one last painfully grinding thrust Tabitha stretched upward with trembling arms, screaming as her orgasms consumed her, washing her consciousness away from her in a tidal wave of bliss.
Epilogue
Tabitha awoke later, her genitals bruised, sore and aching from the roughness of her what she had done but the sexual gratification of it making her feel happier and freer then she had in a long, long time.
After getting to her feet the rabbit doe stretched, full bodily, feeling her muscles spam and play under her skin and fur as she looked around the rank, cluttered room, shrugging with indifference before making her way upstairs to take a shower and then possible a club. If Ben didn't want to be with her then she would find someone who would. Someone who would take care of her, love her when she needed it and not just when it was convenient. Someone she could call a mate.
Maybe Somebody like Kevin.