the Hardships of Today
Screaming words to the end of time,
Finding out that they mean nothing to me,
Slowly finding out that failure is my option,
Why can't I work?
Am I broken?
The things going on,
Hurting my life in ways I can't fix,
I just need to realize I can do anything,
Just the times have changed,
I don't want to do anything,
Why?
So much is needed from me,
Yet I can't yet do anything about it.
Why me?
Why me, because it was never a choice for me,
To never succeed in this life,
To just fail like another person in hell,
Everyone wants me to succeed,
Yet I feel as though I can't,
Yet if I don't I lose everything,
But why don't I care?
Life just seems too hard for me to continue,
I need to learn to fend for myself in life,
Yet my life is what's hurting me the most,
Time needs to just stop in its tracks so I can have it all,
Just the way they all wanted.
Now I need the help more than ever,
But the help that comes my way is to slow,
The need for more help is needed,
But none is forth coming.
Now I must wait to fail more..