My true feelings
When we were young we were taught to dream,
when we got older, we where taught to love, to share with others, later, we are taught to obey life,
Lifes a lie, a battlefield, never a moment of trust, never a moment of truth, always smothered in lies, lies, from the beginning thats what we were taught, time shows us how much we still believe what is true,
Slow your breathing, till your single tears falls from your nose, living yet another lie, have we never learned? time has never saved us, only hurt us.
Love.. a word easily said, but how many, how many mean it? we all say the 'i love you' to family those dont matter, 'i love you's to our friends, it doesnt matter, but, when we say i love you to a lover, a boyfriend or girlfriend, do we mean it? When i say it, i do. i have always.
not to say this poem isnt a saying, or just another laying or words, but feelings inside of us all, cant we all just see the folly of words?
Emotions are the strongest form of words one can have, they can drag you down, they can drag you out, they can hurt you, and most important of all, they can be read in the truths of the books of mankind.
the feelings of the lonelyness, the blackness, the death sentence from hell, if only we all knew that we are all not alone, we are all together in the world, all the same, no matter what,
the pain, we all feel it, the worst of all is the pain of losing someone dear to you, or the pain of the latest cut on your arm, losing the will to fight from your holding cell, the blackness incarnate.
the deepest breath of that last time in the world, the ever closing light of the end, the drooping of the lids as you touch your lips to death, now dancing on that grave that was your own,
Slowly realizing you aren't dead at all, finallizing your latest feelings in yet another poem, why cant we just show them, the truth about everything?
Because no one listens anymore, going about there own bussiness to ignore you, learn the ways of the lone ones, in the pack never lost, only from the lips of the wind,
the gods have forsaken us, we are the forgotten, only lost to the minds of those not listening, Tomorrow may bring yet another day, yet more saddness to have envelope us all,
no one listens anymore, i am not here, but only for you, the time for me, has to come, but i dont want it this way, time shows all, but lies too all.
never felt so cold, till i found it all a lie, feeling your tears fall and freeze on your face, till i am alone..
Am i truely alone? i say no, you say no, yet they say yes, they scream it with the will of god.
God, the one most powerful being in the world, yet does nothing, nothing to save or persevere anything.
if there was a time in believeing things where the way we where taught then we wouldnt be in the shit hole we all live in.