A Summary of Zoe's Time In My Life
---Just a quick summary, I would edit and stuff but I just wrote it up real fast and have to go and do homework. D: ---
I stood there, looking at her and her beautiful being. She sat there all lunch period, snacking on food and talking to her friends. I thought that she would never give me the time of the day, but I soon decided to just give it a shot.
The Lieber in me came out that day. It was during Thanksgiving break from school, we were texting and she asked me who I liked. Finally I let it out. She didn't seem surprised, but sweared up and down that it wouldn't be right to break up with her girlfriend just for me, I didn't want to, and this was when all of the hell began.
The next day, Thanksgiving, she broke up with her girlfriend, who was actually a raving bitch named Irene. I asked out Sarie and she was my first girlfriend ever. The next day, Friday, we went to the movies and saw New Moon. Irene and her friend Kasey kept calling and texting Sarie saying that Irene was going to commit suicide if Sarie didn't talk to her. It was a rough night. Little did I know..this would be the least of our troubles.
I fell in love with Sarie, or at least I thought I did. Over the next few weeks we were on again, off again, but I hung in there because I loved her. I never let it cross my mind that Sarie was just using me, that really when her and Irene left to go to the bathroom to "talk" about things they were actually making out and she was cheating on me. I couldn't let myself think that. After countless fights and breakups and let downs I started to crack.
The worst memories of being with Sarie was when she was with Irene. I remember standing by a glass door, looking across the street to see her and Irene wrapped up in each other's arms, staring into each others eyes like how we did. I had already been depressed for almost two years before this happenned, so of coarse this only worsened it. But if you thought that was the worst moment, your most definatly wrong.
It was the middle of December one day. Everyone had gone inside from our usual tables, and others were outside playing in the snow. I sat at a table, having being dumped yet again by Sarie just the night before for Irene again. I don't know why I put up with it, but something happened that day. I sat there at the table, where me and Sarie usually sit and let the snow fall on top of me. It just kept piling and piling. I only had my one thick jacket on, but I didn't care, I just wanted to sit there and hurt.
One of my best friends sat down across from me and had a blank look on his face. It turned out that he was having heartbreak problems too. So we sat there, being frozen into place by the snow. But something happened that day, something important, and totally new in my life. A new character came into play. Zoe.
After that Zoe pretty much locked away Lieber and threw out the key. Zoe befriended a Sharp-Clawed-Cat named Rex, who Zoe constantly set on Lieber, usually leaving nasty cuts on her arms. Lieber soon became very afraid of the cold and Rex and other beings. She trusted no one, it seemed like everyone she came across hurt her and wouldn't help, when really, people saw Zoe, and didn't want to deal with her anymore. Zoe constantly used and abused. She used Rex on Lieber, drank herself to oblivion, smoked packs and packs of cigerattes, and sometimes popped the occasional pill. She got in fights and was an ultimate player, and all because some girl screwed her over. Death almost found Zoe and Lieber several times, but it never fully took them.
Lieber was never set free again until a certain character came back into her life. It wasn't Sarie, but an old childhood friend named Toni. Toni and Lieber started talking, and of coarse Zoe tried to play her, hoping for more than just simple kisses, but electricity shot through Lieber that day that her and Toni first kissed, and a whole new chapter began. Zoe was locked away, Rex thrown away, and everything cleaned up. I'm Lieber again, all thanks to great timing. Toni helped me, along with some medicine and my family. Sarie is no longer in my life, and now I have control of my happiness and my life. Zoe has no more say so in any decision I make.
I regret some of the things Zoe did. Like the cutting, the drugs, the playing. It hurts to see my old friends. Some people all they knew was Zoe, so they are still getting used to Lieber. I've lost a lot of friends due to Zoe. I still have trust issues, but I'm working on it, and my scars are fading. I owe a lot to Toni, but at the end of the day, I know that I can give her my love. She taught me that happiness cannot revolve around the person your with, and that pain doesn't have to last for forever.
This is my new life. I don't need Zoe, I have my baby.