Ending To A Spiritual Beginning
Ending To A Spiritual Beginning
They both hold each other as they both look away
They both look forward unsure if they'll stay
The man named Aiden decides to let go
As he begins to move forward into the unknown
Aiden then turned and gave a small sigh
As he stopped to stare into his lover, Ethans, eyes
Aiden could see that his lovers in fear
As he walks to the unknown and begins to disappear
"Wait!" yelled Ethan who had thought to stay back
"I can't let you leave, not without me on your track"
Ethan then runs forward into the unknown
But now he was scared fore his lovers not shown
"Oh please, oh please don't leave me this time"
Because he had known their love was divine
He then feels a touch that had left him cold
As he turns around and feels his heart unfold
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" Ethan had said
"For what? Because you felt it should have been you instead?
Ethan gives a nod into Aidens chest
"No, because I know it would have been best
My pain would be over and it would have subdued
And then I wouldn't always be thinking of you!"
Aiden looks down as he smiles with tears
as the other looks up no longer in fear
"But you have people who love you waiting down there"
"No! I have someone who loves me and he's standing right here"
Aiden now clueless on what to say
Was trying to keep the painful goodbye at bay
Ethan lifts his head as he starts to talk
"Can I just ask that we have this one last walk?"
Aiden now smiles and puts out his hand
As Ethan reaches out and looks somewhat sad
"I'm going to miss you, you know that I hope"
"I'll miss you too, but I don't want you to mope"
Ethan had smiled although somewhat scared
Knowing this would be the last moment they shared
They walk hand in hand with little silence
As they walked towards the end Ethan to feel tense
Aiden looked down, they're both crying right now
And they both express their love, both sharing a vow
Aiden gave a squeeze and said "Well it's my time to go"
As Ethan just screamed "NO! I say no!"
"I'm sorry my love, but this is my end"
"I will not stand here and believe that you're dead!"
Aiden now felt his lover cry and tremble in sorrow
Because he knew that this would not be here tomorrow
"I'll truly miss you and love you i do
And I'd want nothing more then to be with you
But this is my time and surely you know."
Ethan just nods unsure to let go
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry to make it about me.
It's just hard to think that now we can't be."
"I know, I know" as Aiden held close
But now his time was up as his fate had been chose
Ethans eyes now widened as it was abundantly clear
As his lover had smile and began to disappear
They both looked at each other, in smile, and tears
Hand in hand as he faded right there
"I love you, Aiden" he said in an unbearably sad sight
"I love you too, Ethan" Aiden said before vanising in light
Ethan collapsed in unbearable pain
As he clenched his fist knowing life won't be the same
He then sat alone in this room of all white light
As he began to feel his muscles clench and get tight
He couldn't suppress his feelings no more
Pain, grief, and sorrow gave his heart a sore
He then screamed out "Why!" as loud as he could
As his tears became rivers which can be understood
Because he just lost the love of all his life
And now his heart will never suffice
He sat alone for hours in this spiritual place
As he then stood up with tears still down his face
He then reached his room and laid in his bed
'I'll love and miss you so much Aiden' he had said in his head
Ethan slowly weeped as he began to rest
And woke up next morning with a note on his chest
Ethan now felt he was put in deadlock
as he read this letter completely in shock
'Dear Ethan' was what the first line had read
'I don't want to leave you with inconclusive thoughts in your head
So please don't blame yourself for that night
because you gave it your damnedest for me just to fight
You protected me as I laid in that bed
And no one would guess that I would be dead
But you pushed on and smiled beside me
And I love you for that, more then their could be
And you were the only one their when the doctor had said
That I don't have long before I am dead
But you held my hand and decided to stay
As you had watched my life begin to slip away
Finally, then my heart-line went flat
As I said I love you and you said it back
And the last memory I has was you smiling at me
While I shut my eyes and smile slowly
Now Ethan please would you do this for me?
Keep living on and do not dwell on me
Because I'm right there close to your heart
So do not think that were ever apart
We've done so many magnificent things through our years
and all those memories I will hold dear
So, Ethan please, I don't want you to fret
Because our love had grown stronger don't forget
So Ethan dear I'll love and miss you
And I've never felt this so strong and true
Goodbye, Ethan I love you
Ethan now felt the tears coming down
But this time he smiled not giving a frown
"I'll love and miss you too Aiden my love
you really know what to say when push comes to shove"
He then stood up because the day had to start
And then saw a necklace with a solid gold heart
It was a locket so he then looked inside
A picture of them both on each side
He then closed the locket to look at the back
It said I love you which made his heart go slack
Ethan then put it on, happily in pride
Because his emotions for Aiden he could not hide
And now he knew they'd never be apart
Because of his locket that was shaped as a heart
And he knew that someday they'll be together
Love, harmony, unity, and eternally forever
Goodbye, Aiden I love you