Admire From Afar
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A few notes to the reader before you actually read this story. First of, it's a little different than most of the other stories I've written so be nice. If you don't like the tags, don't read. that simple. I happily welcome critisim as long as it's constructive. Secondly the title is in russian. Yes russian, but I'm obviously not russian. The reason it is? I was listening to russian pop-music while typing this and some how it seemed appropirate to work that in their. Very little point to anything I do so maybe it was just my randomness too. Anyhow enjoy it none the less!
Characters in this story: two
WIllace: A timber wolf who lives by himself in an appartment out on the highway.
Toby: A cute Huskie who live next door to Willace. I can't tell you much about him without giving away the ending ^_^
The snow fell heavily outside the window as I sat at the dining room table. Winter had been especially cold this year. Because of this I spent many nights doing this, letting my mind wonder as I stared blankly past the curtains. In the drifting snow I saw a shadow dancing back and forth. His name was Toby.
He, like myself, took a particular fancy to the snow, reveling in it each time it would happen to fall. His movements seemed so jubilant as he spun effortlessly over the sea of white. Just the sight of his happiness gave me mine. A jump to the left and a pounce to the right. Such ecstatic movements, I thought. Winter truly was a thing of beauty to us both. The only difference, he didn't know my eyes watched him so closely. Safe from the howling winds, behind a blanket of frozen crystals, I admired him from afar.
I let out a loud sigh, mostly out of frustration. Toby was headed back inside, more notably away from me. In dissapointment I watched the door close behind him and my heart sank to the bottom of my stomach. We had only ever met a couple times and only a few words were said between us. Still I wanted so much just to be closer to him. If even for just a moment. "I'll miss you..." I said remorsefully as I stood up from the chair. If only you knew just how much, I thought.
Returning to the living room I flicked on the light switch, bringing yellow light into my dim little world. With an air of discontent, the cluttered room seem to ward me off. Restless I turned the light back off and decided that maybe a walk in the freshly fallen powder would help to clear my mind. So I grabbed my coat, made my way down the narrow hallway, and out the door. I just needed to get his image out of my head.
Wondering around for hours I found myself lost in a creepy alley-way. Scared I dug my fists into my pockets of my coat and desperately tried to retrace my steps. The fact that I could see my paw-prints in the snow made it easier but I still had no clue where I was. Each building I pasted, broken down brick piles with splintered boards over their windows. I shudderd, both from fear and from the cold. As I hurried myself along, almost to the point of running, it was easy to tell this wasn't a place for such a timid wolf like me.
It took a while but I managed to find my way back on to the main street. Night had set and I felt so alone. Not even anyone in cars where out tonight. Just me and the stars. For as much as it had snowed earlier the sky seemed to have cleared up remarkably, I could see for miles. And it was miles of nothingness, just parked cars, houses and myself.
"Time to go home." I whispered to myself, watching the steam from my voice escape my muzzle. White puffs drifted towards the starry heavens and I shook from the blistering cold once more. True, home would just simply be some other place to be alone, but at least I could appreciate the warmth. Trudging along I made a straight-shot back for it. Nothing could slow my march, mindlessly walking forward seeking warmth. I was so distracted by the thoughts of cuddling into my bed I failed to notice what was directly in front of me.
WHAM! I walk right into someone! Too disoriented to figure out who it was I simply sat there trying to stop the world from spinning. "Are you alright?" I heard someone ask, a gentle sincerity in their voice. Massive pain clouded my vision as I attempted to stand. Making it most of the way I slipped on the ice and fell towards the slush beneath me. A strong pair of paws caught me and lifted me up once more. "Hey now, be careful or you could hurt." he said still holding onto my arm with both of his paws. "Oh my god, it's TOBY!" I exclaimed inside my head. I couldn't help but to stare, my mouth hung open in amazement. He looked so cute, A red knit ski cap with a pom-pom and matching scarf.
"Ummm, hey, are you going to black out?" I heard him ask me, a hint of worry still in his softly spoken words. With a sloppy stumble I took a few steps backwards and muttered out an inaudible reply. Glancing at his face and then back to his paws I felt my tail give me away. Nothing could hide how rigid it was, it was all I could do just to keep it from wagging. Toby gave me a weird look and I realized my tail wasn't my only rigid appendage. Maybe he noticed, what would I do? I did my best to play it down, bending over a little and 'dusting off my knees.' Thankfully he didn't see my elevated state of eagerness. "I'm okay, tha... thank you. I guess I wasn't paying attention to where I was going." A smile formed across his face and I felt one appear on mine too. "Mind if I ask where you were going WIllace?"
"Sweet heavens he remembers my name too" I thought looking at his evanescent eyes dreamily. Hmm he was dichromatic, except not how one might expect. On the left side, A clear, baby blue, on the right a blazing orange. Snapping back to reality I used the classic line "I was just headed back to the my place. Would you want to come along?" Unable to believe that those words were coming out of my mouth, I felt my heart race in anticipation of his answer. "Sure, I'm staying at my folks for the holiday, it's right next to your apartment isn't it?" I nodded, happy with how smoothly this was all going. Normally I had the hardest time talking to other boys, especially ones I thought were cute. And Toby was defiantly on that list; after all who doesn't love an adorable huskie?
While we walked on, Toby struck up a conversation. I let him do most of the talking though, I liked just listening to how his deep voice echoing while we crunch snow under our paws. Feeling a little bold, I dropped back a few steps and took a moment to admire the pup infront of me. Even through his puffy winter jacket I could tell he must have worked-out. "I guess we're here," I announced trying to contribute to the conversation. For as much as I loved it, talking with Toby made my heart race and the right words were difficult to find. "Shall we call it a night?" A step closer. Another step closer. And once more. "What is he doing?" I thought, pretending not to notice.
SMOOCH! Toby just kissed me on the side of the muzzle. Wait, What!?! I stood there completly bewildered and he looked at me lustfully. "I... umm, wha... wow." Not a complete sentence was going to come out of my mouth; so I did the best I could. "Tah... Toby did you... me?" I asked him as I felt myself lose control of my tail. "Yeah, I did, you wanna' take it further? I've seen the way you stared at me through your window. So don't play a shy puppy now. Do you, want to, take this further, tonight?"
My tail was in full swing and I could see his had curled too. My only chance, I thought. I grabbed his paw clumsily in mine. "I'm yours." And he seemed to like it. "Your place or mine?" I heard him asked me, tightening our gripping fingers. Through his glove I felt him rubb lightly on the top of my paw. Clearly he was ready to play. "Well my place is a bit of a mess right now..." I began and he simply shrugged his shoulders. "But I have a case of beer in the fridge, if that's your thing."
Amused he smiled at me with sparkling eyes. "Tell me cutie just how old do you think I am?" Good question, how old was Toby. He wasn't short or anything but I could have easily reasted my head on top of his. His chizzled figure was appernt even through the baggy winter garb, but was no help in guess his age. That left his voice, I thought. It was deep, rolled from his tounge like music, but it did seem kind of young. "Eighteen?" I guessed hopefully. Not leagal to drink but legal enough to do 'other' things. His laugh gave me faint feeling of uncertainty.
"Almost eighteen." he replied and my tail dropped like a stone. That would make me a pedophile. All this time I was crushing on a BOY who wasn't even old enough for me to be doing this with. Sensing my concern he tighten our locked fingers even further.
"What's wrong Willace I'm the one who came onto you, You've got nothing to worry about. It'll be okay. No one will have to know, you'll be my little secret." With that said Toby ran his wet tounge up the side cheek and I felt all reason drip away. My pants became notacibly tighter and this time he happened to see it happen. "Well what have we here." Grabbing between my legs with his left paw, he craddled the buldge in his fringers. "Wa... Wa... Whoa, " Eyes locked forward I panted from how firmly he held me in his grip. There was no way I could say I had changed my mind. it was only a few years differance i thought.
"You know, it's okay to look at me face to face too. I mean after all that time starring at me through the window must have been frustrating. Shall I help relieve that frustration or not?" One last sight squeeze and his left paw let go. His right trapped in mine, I didn't need to waste another secent. "Oh I think you felt your answer, little puppie. So will you be spending the full night?"
"Only if I get to use you as a pillow he answerd pulling on my arm to lead us back inside. What a flirt I thought, directing him to my door. "Was I like that when I was still in school?" I wonderd.
Once inside we let go of each others paws and I sat down at the end of the bed. A moment passed and he was there next to me cuddling up against my arm. With his right arm wrapped around my left, he burried his muzzle under mine and murred. The cushion sank a little as I turned my body and leaned over his lap on my knees. "First of all, this coat has got to go..." I said as provikaly as I could. Unzipping his jacket wasn't an easy task at this angle but that made it all the more exciting. A little moment of hesitation and I had it open.
"If you don't hurry I'm going to need to change my shorts before we've really begun." I doubled my speed, slipping him out of his jacket and tossing it over my shoulder with one paw. By the time it landed on the messy floor I was already at work on mine. "Here, lemme' help you with that." Toby gestured at me, taking off his gloves and pom-pom hat. I offered a little playful resistance, wriggling in his lap as he lifted my jacket over my head. "No fair," he giggled, showing his age a little in his laugh. "You're going to make me pop."
"I'm going to make you do what now?" I ask looking at him, amused at his unique terminology. "You know what I mean Willace." The little huskie snickered at me, undressing me, both with his eyes and then with his paws. Five minutes of foreplay and we were both unzipped at the waist and shirtless. He really was well built for his age, his muscular chest visible through his silky, shiny, silvery fur. "Red silk, huh?" I asked, my eyes traveling down his tummy to in between where our bodies met. By the size of the tent in them I wasn't surprised at the wetspot I saw on them.
Another kiss and he slipped open my partly undone flie. "Yeah, they're comfy. Let's see what you're sporting cutie." My usual, simple cloth boxers with an elastic waist band. Not too flashy , but Toby seemed to be fine with them. Enough so to fidget two fingers against where my sheath was underneath. "Hmm, no wetspots yet, I'll have to fix that." he announced and embraced me around the waist.
Falling backwards, Toby pulled me onto his chest and I worked my hips down to his. No sense in laying with his face in my navel. With our bodies meeting intimately, he began to stroked down my back all the way to my bushy tail, running his fingers through its fur.
Nestled there on top of him I felt so happy. Our bodies moved against one another and I felt his heart beat match mine. Starring intently at his closed eyes a question formed on the tip of my tongue "All work up, are we? Can we play a little rougher now?" Swiftly he rolled us, switching or places. "oh, you mean like THIS?" Toby inquired tugging down my pants. Sliding them down to my knees, his paws traveled back up my legs and rested on my rump. "Yeah, I want this." A squeeze and he made me blush a little.
Doing the only reasonable thing, I lifted him up and stripped him of his pants too. "Come takes it from me then, or maybe you'd prefer me to just sit prettily in your lap." Toby kissed me softly, this time directly on my muzzle's tip. "I could go for that." So I sat up and finished undressing us, him before myself. Toby was really blessed between the legs. Even till partially inside his sheath, his puppy parts made me gulp. And here I wanted that inside me, I swooned silently in delight.
Inches above him I aligned myself. Before the magic could really happen I'd have to get him to show a little more pink. Clearly toby thought the same of me, his strong finger tips brushing the side of my shaft. All the more encouragement I needed and I slid right out into his paw. Playing with my shaft I pawed on his. "Wow, this is going to make me sore," I giggled, feeling my fingers become sticky. "All set." Toby nodded and I leaned over him once again.
Placing his paw at my waist Toby leaned forwards and licked my chest. Youthful enthusiasm filled me as I held my breath and forced him inside myself as far as I could. Ohhhhh, gahd..." My lover murred loudly and I began to huff heavily, feeling him streacth me from inside. It was only five inches at first, then more and more and more. A loud yelp escaped as I felt him fit his full ten inches in me. Here I thought I was blessed with eight inches of meat. I joked as I continued to slid up and down his solid shaft.
Toby's knots were becoming more and more evident each time. Feeling a faint twinge I looked down. While I was busy bouncing up and down toby decide to occupy his time by fondling me.
Merrily the huskie cranked it harder and faster with each passing second, I matched his speed elsewhere. "Ahhhhh, I'm.... gonna'... huff, huff, huff, huff..." Panting was all the more I could speak. Tightness swelled inside my hole and Toby thrust up as I pushed down, his knot slammed inside me and exploded in size. I was stuck now but more importantly I was about to blow myself. Warm rushes of creamy liquid rushed up into my body and I felt my own knot swell in his grip.
Nature did it's best and I shot a load into my companions fingers. With Toby's juice still pumping inside me I watched as my spunk splashed through his grasp and land against his firm tummy. The air was filled with the smells of our sticky seed and the sweet smell of our bodies. His thick unit finally slowed its spurting to a stop and I felt a great pain from his knot. Despite the discomfort I never felt so satisfied. "Ummm, now what?"
I looked at Toby with a bit of confusion. His duel colored eyes had an apologetic look about them, as if he wasn't fully aware of what just happened. Then it dawned on me. Toby was a virgin until just now. It had to be true. The way he looked so uncertain, the murrs of such grand contentment, the fact he wasn't even old enough to be doing this in the first place. All signs pointed to the fact I had just been his first.
I blushed, placing a paw behind my head and glance to the side. How should I approach such a delicate situation? "Ta... Toby, are you, umm 'unexpieranced' at this?" I asked, still feeling soreness from below. How could I ask him directly. It had to be crushing, to be so unfamiliar with his own anatomy. "Maybe you're my first," He began half-heartedly, a weak smile forming. "What do I do?" He whispered intensely, as if begging for an answer.
I Kissed him and put a finger to his lips. "Shush, silly. you don't have to do anything." I told him, feeling him start to relax and soften. "That's suppose to happen and in a little bit I'll be able to... ~grunt~ move out of your lap. Once it's all over with We'll probably need a nap." I confessed grinning. "But for now, let's just cherish the moment."
Toby looked up up at me and his eyes light up like shining stars. "I already am." He said and he wiped his paw on the sheets beside him. "And I cherish holding you as we sleep..."