Fragment Memories
#3 of My Life
The storm was growing and the winds were screaming as they passed by makng the old house creak and groan as it was pushed. Inside was a different story, inside the great house was calm and dark, the rain was a soft series fo soft taps and a sweet musky smell. The winds were not heard nor feared by the two young boys who sat in the living room lazily snuggling on the couch. Niether the TV nor any of the ligths were on. Most likely do to a power outage caused by the winds. As the couple lay snuggling it seemed as both were asleep but in actuallity it was only the husky who was lightly snoring with a smile on his muzzle. Sen however was holding his dear puppy while basking in the mystical time of thought whenever it rained which was more common then where he was from.
In his mind he tried remembering his past life before moving in with Dizzy. To him it was a challenge to remember even what his mom looked like. It wasn't because he hated his mom or anything, but over the course of his teenage life he slowly drifted away from his family. He guessed it was from the lack of freedom and the rebellious stage, yet when he thought about it more and more he saw that it was fear. Fear of being hated by his family and getting kicked out with no where to go.
It was that fear, and he had every right to it since after all he was the last line of his family other then his cousin. So overall it was a combonation of fear,lack of freedom and rebellion that set him adrift and away from his family. Which sounds bad but to Sen, it made leaving and saying goodbye so much easier. He never really stayed connected to his family either. Hell his memories of them were all bad. He was never allowed to do much with out being questioned and whenever he did get out it was for a very limited time.
So as Sen brooded and tightened his hug on his boytoy lightning started to flash with thunder cracking right behind it. It made Sen jump and latch onto Dizzy more who squeked and opened his eyes. "Gah....S-sen t-to t-tight ahh y-your crushing me babe.." he said in a high voice. Sen looked up with a worried look as he let go getting a whimper from Dizzy as he popped his back out. Looking down at his fox he petted him and chuckled. "I thought I fell in love with a sexy Fox not a Scaredy cat." he joked. Sen blushed and sighed. In his mind he thought some more then just toseed it aside. "What point is there to remember a past in which is fragmented." he thought before kissing his boyfriend and laying back don ontop of him and fell asleep with a smile.