The Journal of Ryan Raven Ch 5 Bonding

Story by sads on SoFurry

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#5 of The journal of Ryan Raven

NOTE: This story may contain violence, bad words, and emotional tendencies...


NOTE: This story may contain violence, bad words, and emotional tendencies......... enjoy!

Ch 5

Bonding

Two hours later Nigel woke up with a headache which was understandable. I was lying on the bed after falling asleep holding him trying to make him feel better, like he did for me all these years.

"Oh gods what happened, W-what?" Nigel said noticing that I was holding on to him and he tried to wake me. And it worked after two pocks and a shove.

"Huh? W-what ...... oh Nigel thank the gods that you're ok!" I said in excitement, hugging him.

"W-what was that for?" he said

"What happened? Oh.... OH OH ow ow ow. Now I remember. I am going to bloody kill that tiger!" Nigel said as he tried to get up but I forced him back down to the bed.

"NO Nigel! I.... I don't want you to get hurt anymore...... please!" I said as I squinted my eyes shut let out a few more tears and tightened my hold on him slowly cutting off his breathing. I was stronger than I expected myself to be, and so was Nigel.

"D-dude ok... ok you made your point I won't, now stop crushing me."

"Sorry I guess that I don't know my own strength yet in this form." I said when I saw my arms were covered in fur.

"That's ok don't worry. It took me a while to. Gods damn my head hurts!"

"Well I think you should go see a doctor, I tried to do the best I could here to stop the bleeding but ..... ERRRRR!!!" I fell to the ground shaking in pain and I knew that I was changing again. Nigel tried to help me but he couldn't, not to stop the pain or, or anything. The changes were a little faster than last time. Sometimes I think that I change with my feelings but that is something that I could find out later. Once the changes were done Nigel helped me on the bed and I leaned up against the head board.

"Ryan, are you ok ....... I know that's a stupid question but are you?

"Ya I am fine to a point, and I don't think that you can help with it."

"Well, try me."

"Well I felt so strong when I was the tiger but..... But now I feel like a weakling. Well not a weakling but just weak... does that make sense at all?" I looked down at the bed sheets and I was about to cry when Nigel sat next to me, brought me close to his body wrapping his arms around my head and waist, then letting me bury my face in his chest as he rested his chin on my head. He held me there for what seemed to be ...... well I really didn't care, all I knew was that I felt ...safe, warm, and loved. Those three things brought me too far and I started to really cry, letting all my misery and anger out.

After a couple of hours of crying I went to sleep, Nigel still holding my now limp body. It was around 11:00PM so Nigel's eyes started to close slowly and soon he fell asleep as well.

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hey guys and gals sorry that this chapter is a little short it really a bonding moment between Ryan and his brother. (i may use that in a later story lol ?????? *evil thoughts flowing*) heheheh i may. anyway i am going to try and write a christmas story about Ryan's christmas and i am thinking of using some new people from the second book thing lol. a little tease that is all. hope that you enjoyed.

oh and if you want a story of your choosing for me to write (as a gift or a trade no money lol) pm me and i will see what i can do?