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Part Nine: To Stay or Depart

Felix, Dizzy, Adam, Dalian, Jena, Quan, Andrea

It was that day and it was truly daunting. Felix, Dizzy Jena and Andrea were the first to arrive at the school all with the look of concern. It was time to see what their fate was. The days that had passed were truly slow and filled with angst. Jena pulled Felix aside to the office.

Jena said, "I know we didn't have much time to talk about it, but we're going to be parents soon. We need to prepare."

Felix said, "If the students choose no, we'll be separated by schools. It's going to be nearly impossible to get through this."

Jena said, "We going to have to find a way."

Felix asked, "I just don't know. What options do we have?"

Jena said, "We need help. Maybe we should tell your parents."

Felix said, "No way. They'd never understand. I've abandoned them for war. I mean I gave my brother a heart attack. I don't want to put my family in anymore time."

Dizzy came in and asked, "What's up."

Jena asked Felix, "Felix is too stubborn so still except help. What is this some sort of macho thing?"

Felix said, "I either do this by myself or continue to fail like my life as so far. I've always disliked help. I've come this far by myself and I'm going to continue to strive that way."

Dizzy said, "That's bullshit. Did you forget what how we got you back here? I forced my body on you so that you could learn a damn lesson. I see you've gotten nowhere after all that."

Felix said, "I don't need to be reminded that I had a true moment of weakness. I can't say it will never happen again."

Dizzy asked, "I swear you're getting this from somewhere, what did you hear that made you think this way."

Felix said, "If you must now I did get the new Disturbed album called Asylum. That entire album now embodies my life. I just hope its future with children being born and their mothers dying end doesn't really happen. I'm doing all that that I can to bring myself into a world of change."

Dizzy said, "I heard of music going to your head but this is pushing it too far. And if you haven't noticed all this time you could have made a change being here too, instead of joining the army."

Felix said, "Let's face it. I might not be better for anything else. I'm already considering that once I heal to go back."

Dizzy asked, "And you're going to leave Jena to raise that child alone?"

Felix said, "By the end of the day your selfless bet is going to have no different result. If you've forgotten; if we lose we get separated. Do you really have the much confidence in you winning?"

Dizzy looked down, "I guess not. Though sometimes fate is the only thing we can count on. Or in this instance hoping the students make the right choice."

Felix said, "You're forgetting the other factor. The adults who had so much concern are going to have a huge effect on how many of the students vote. It's going to draw neck and neck. If anything we could be looking to a one person decision. So it's downright fifty/ fifty if we even get split down the middle."

That is when everything settled in. It brought back in all that depression. Their future was going to be determined by everyone else. It was like a hallow nightmare peaking closer to becoming the reality they all feared. They sat in the cafeteria as it begun the other students came in. They all watched on it all felt so distant to them. It was like there were feeling some sort of outer body experience. Sometimes just looking at an expression could help determine someone's vote. If someone came in looking all depressed but somewhat anxious to get it over would most likely be saying no. It's what they tried to keep looking for and upon the students who came in there was quite a few that had that very expression. The number of people who flooded in didn't seem to help. They day dragged out. The last one to vote was none other than Andrea's x-boyfriend. He looked directly at Dizzy. Dizzy already knew he'd give a no. The rabbit had no more compassion for the girl who dumped him for a dog. The votes were counted. A total of all 202 students voted. The count was split down the middle and the last vote was most dreadful. Dizzy looked to the paper and cried. Andrea couldn't help but quickly also mourn. Dizzy held Andrea tightly.

Dizzy sobbed, "That's it man."

Felix body was stiff as he looked vaguely to the floor then his head rose slowly looking to Dizzy and said, "This is your fault. If I didn't befriend you I wouldn't have been in this stupid mess. I know that I'm flawed and I put myself in that place at first but things would have never turned out this bad if I stayed alone."

Jena cried, "What about me?"

Felix said, "I didn't want love in my life, Once again it was Dizzy that prompted me. If we hadn't met your life would have came out better. I apologize on my behalf of being forced otherwise to be a terrible father."

Dizzy looked down and said, "I'm sorry. Look we can make this work..."

Felix said, "No, no more of your ideas. I hate you so much right. You're really lucky that I'm not in a condition to fight otherwise I'd kill you. You caused me so much pain; I have suffered enough from emotional distress. I'm out of here. I hope I never have to see you ever again in my life."

Felix just walked away. Jena was about to speak but it was too late.

Dizzy cried, "What have I done?"

Andrea cried, "It's going to be ok. Felix just needs to be alone for a while. We should try to figure out our plan. Dizzy you're going to be a father too. We need a way to stick together."

Dizzy sat down and said, "If we can get settled into new homes and get computers we could use Skype to stay in touch."

Andrea held his hand, "It might be our only option right now."

The three of the got ready to leave as well, they ran into the principle, he was coming back from his vacation. He walked right into Dizzy as he was reading a newspaper.

Dizzy looked up and said, "Oh, it's you."

Vincent asked, "So what happened?"

Dizzy said, "I lost fair and square. The school is back in our hands to run back down into the ground. You never saw how happy these kids were when they were learning real world skills and starting to apply them. It was working for them but not their parents. Their parents were so used such a way of structure that when they saw it they got scared and forced their kids to vote against us. Change is scary. I hope that your way is right and that when I'm gone that I'll see these kids working jobs they want to do. It'd seem to sad to lose and see that the kids were molded into working jobs they hate that pay less then minimum wage. Vince I saw it in their eyes, those kids were really going for it. And when they came to vote against their own choice they looked so depressed that they wanted to commit suicide."

Vincent said, "I heard enough stories to get a clue..."

Dizzy interrupted, "No need to finish. We lost, so were gone."

Dizzy lead Jena and Andrea out of the building and then the three split and three different directions. Vincent stared at the door for a few seconds. He entered the stage and Quan was sitting there looking at the mural he did.

Vincent sat down next to Quan and Quan cried, "Oh, sir good to see your back...I was just admiring this one last time. I know it's against normal policy to have it up. I never thought that I'd come out and say that I wanted to be an artist. Dizzy had made a movement and I felt in my heart to speak out and took that courage that Dizzy showed me and share my real passionate with three school no matter how much I thought they hate me for it. But then I drew it and it was simply admired. Then what happened next was art in motion. It gave others to stand; almost everyone did eventually. They expressed so many different interests and I made so many new friends. Before I felt so alone in the world; I thought there was no need for someone like me in it. I had no one to turn to because I felt so different from everyone else. I thought of suicide that very day. But then Dizzy came out of nowhere. My gut told me to give out one last try. I drew what I thought symbolized this school. A hybrid animal: It showed me when people awed at it that they felt the same. I felt that mixed animals could one day just hang together and for there to be no more bad blood. I finally felt part of a grouped when others willingly asked me to draw for them. On top of that I know that that normal school rules would now normally forbid dating but I did fall in love but still kept everything like that outside. Knowing that this place will no longer allow me to draw, I don't know what do. I don't know if I can do anything else."

Vincent looked down actually heartfelt to that cry out and said, "Perhaps it would be best that we at least keep the outlook the same."

Quan looked up and asked, "Really?"

Vincent somewhat joked, "Well restoring the school would take way too much money to fix. And if the mural is really keeps students in a good mood than I think it should stay."

Quan asked, "What about everything else. We've gotten so used to not having classes that much more adaption wouldn't be good."

Vincent said, "Hmm, so Dizzy really has changed before he left. I wonder if this is what he wanted."

Quan said, "Maybe he wanted to teach everyone else a lesson for a change. Teach the world that the whole change movement really is a positive thing after all. Maybe he wanted to take it to heart. I know for a fact the removing they students from what they've done so far could leave them to have bad thoughts. Plus the media has been over this like crazy. Sir I hate to so suggestive, but maybe you ought to just play it safe and have things stay the way there are...at least for a while."

Vincent looked to Quan almost studying him in whole, "Such a dilemma indeed. Tell me how much did Dizzy tell you?"

Quan said, "Actually, not much. On the first day he just said paint something appropriate. So I did. He made his one major announcement then left me to run my own schedule."

Vincent smirked, "And how well did that work out for you?"

Quan said, "Great. I was able to talk to the video gamers about making the art for their project to make an educational video game."

Vincent looked off to the where the launch is served, "What did you do about meals?"

Quan said, "Actually there were students that loved to cook so Dizzy said they were in charge of food. And so far they've done a great job."

Vincent said, "I see. Then I guess I really do make a hard dissection indeed. Keep parents happy but have students be miserable. Or have kids be happy and have a really hard time showing parents that this form of education is better."

Quan asked, "Are you saying the second option is better? It really felt that way."

Vincent said, "I don't know which is at this point..."

Quan said, "Well if I were to make suggestion and saying that if you did chose the second option than you should openly invite the parents and let the kids show off what they've done than maybe they too could see the magic."

Vincent asked, "You kids really did have investment into this form of education didn't you?"

Quan said, "Ask anyone to tell you truth about it and I'm sure they'd all feel the same way."

Vincent asked, "Why are you so open about it? Aren't you afraid of what your parents think?"

Quan said, "I simply haven't told them yet. I didn't say anything always acting as if nothing had changed. I hate doing that to them. I want them to see me. I was going to ask Dizzy to come along with me so that I'd have enough courage I'd just say it. Now that he's gone I felt like there was nothing I could do. I hate to be alone if I got up there and showed what I did. It'd make my parents so frightened of me that I feel so bad about myself again. I don't want to be alone if that time were to come. I'd want a lot of students to stand next to me and show off what they can do to."

Vincent asked, "You really are committed to this aren't you?"

Quan said, "Maybe more than anyone else here right now. I felt so determined that Dizzy was right. I think he still is."

Vincent stood up and said, "Then it's settled. Clearly Dizzy has poisoned your mind. Get out of here and ten days tell everyone to gather here. I will make my announcement then."

Quan cried again, "Sir..."

Vincent had a stern look and asked, "Did I stutter? Go!"

Quan just turned and walked away slowly weeping dreadfully as he could feel things already going back to normal. Vincent took to his office. He sat there and turned on the computer there was a screen saver of Dizzy, Felix, Andrea and Jena all smiling together. Vincent sighed and but it back to default. Quan went to the largest group of students he could find. He couldn't stop crying.

One of the students asked, "What's wrong?"

That very question seemed to topple over him from everyone.

He dreadfully sobbed, "It's going back... It's going back."

Quan fell to his knees. He was perhaps even sadder than Dizzy was from when he left. His hopes were set so high that every single one of them was simply crushed with that statement. His girlfriend cuddled into them. Everyone else's emotional state emanated throughout the school. Everyone seemed way more depressed to the point of all there were had ceased. Without words they all seemed to just gather in the cafeteria. Then there was a moment of silence. This became the rest of everyone's day. It was filled with dreadful mourns and long prolonged cries of sadness. Even the media was stably shocked at this. Since this school was still a worldwide phenomenon the world sat in watch as the camera men sat their recording this moment. It wasn't intentional nor for publicity. The camera guys had been on top of this wild unfolding story from the start so they knew they had to finish it with these students. And all throughout the world mostly kids the same age watched and just sat there as well as if sharing that moment and tears came down their eyes as well.

With all the sadness behind him Felix walked on getting ready to leave. He didn't want to bother returning home. He knew it's the one place he had to avoid. Felix wasn't sad he on the other hand was outraged and trying to control his frustrations. He walked into a bar and attended to not care. Then a report came in that very moment that a few seconds ago Adam passed away. Felix stood up slowly and walked out as if he were drunk. His tears trailed and he hated the very fact that he could mourn at that. He fell to his knees and let out a most monstrous like scream. He clenched his fist. Felix growled, "No more... no more will fall into despair. No more will I think of my previous life. I most move on. I most live my own life now. This is where it starts over. I begin my life a new today."

He stood up and marched off making his way down passed the more hooded streets. In the distance there was one house that was far apart from any other. It looked abandoned. He walked inside and saw that it was in fact empty.

Dizzy went to the other side. He knew this is where he desperate animals lived. He would try to simply go back to his lifestyle of rap. He never did come home though. He quickly adapted since he was in his nature to and found himself some dogs like him. He would rap for money in hopes to get a computer as fast as possible.

Andrea became a stripper for money and only that. She too never seemed to return home. No one wanted to especially her. She knew her parents would be so afraid of her and her new life. This wasn't well suited but it would have to do for now.

Jena had already lived alone so she was able to return there without facing trouble. Jena sat and watched the news as well and cried. She put her head asked, "Why do still have feelings for Felix? I thought I'd be over by now..."

Part 10: Life through a Musical c = chorus

Felix sat there in his house on a wooden chair he found outside. He had his arms crossed over and his head lapped down on his arms. He sang, "What kind of father would I be, why has my life tormented me. Filling me with these questions, all to go unanswered... so unfair, so unjust.

(c)For far too long I've waited for something to come together but then my life falls apart.

I was raised alone, in a dark and tainted world. So alone in my conquest, just to see it fail.... filled with hate, filled with lies.

(c)For far too long I've waited for something to come together but then my life falls apart.

Now I'm here still in this void, trying to find my way out of the abyss. I must hold on to what I can...trying to find pride, trying to find peace.

(c)For far too long I've waited for something to come together but then my life falls apart."

Dizzy was among his other dogs that had been thrown aside by most communities. He started to sing, "In a world with in violence, scattered among transparent filthy lairs. Stride is with the fearless top dogs topple down digging a hell scorn from shitless tides of anything that was a lie; seeps through as a corrupt truth and it sinks deep like an endless void. Endless wars; Bloods and Crips fighting for worthless shit; it's never going to be quick. It's drawn out to bad blood lost ending with madness. Cops flood the streets, drug dealers on the role dipping out like vipers in pit as quickly as the sirens call. War for an eternity to take the violent cascading plunder in a world filled with every lasting rain and thunder striking down sending fear and still man pays the bill on the dot and moves on never looking back on their past track erasing it permanent lies infinite ties to the big drug lords; back to rolling deep to see the corrupt society. We pretend to move on yet we really invented a way to turn back time and cycle through the trash heap and make in fall in further, under it depths of the world's reaper, the keeper of time space a beyond he watches as we carry on. To a way of lost pride, valor, respect and honor we have the ghost of our very existence rapping to nothing by the void that fits it."

He left his group and went into abandoned house. He went to the rooftop alone and sang, "One song, glory, one song before I go, glory, one song to leave behind, find, one song, one last reframe, glory, from the pretty-boy front man, who wasted opportunity, one song, who had the world at his feet, glory, in the eyes of a young girl, a young girl, find, glory, beyond the cheap colored lights, one song before the sun sets, glory, on another empty life, time flieees time dieees, gloryyyyy, one blaze of gloryyyyy, one blaze of gloryyyy, gloryyyy, find glory, in a song that rings true, truth like a blazing fire, an eternal flame, find one song, a song about love, glory, from the soul of a young man, a young man, find the one the song before the virus takes hold, glory, like a sunset, one song to redeem this empty life, time flies, and there's no need to endure anymore time dies."

Jena was left most sad of all. She sat in her room starting to feel some pain, she quietly sang, "This is my world. Thought this pain we be bared for two.

(c)All this anxiety, all this falls upon me.

When I first laid my eyes on me he gazed upon with his deepest amnesty

A glimmer of a smile, so warm and so gentle, to be together

(c)All this anxiety, all this falls upon me.

When I saw his face has he never said goodbye I swear I saw a tear.

A glimmer of a tear, so faint so lost and yet so destined to be all alone.

(c)All this anxiety, all this falls upon me.

When will I see him again? Will he relish with anger and pain?

A glimmer of a fear, will he to destroy me and us?

(c)All this anxiety, all this falls upon me.

Part 11: Change is here

Quan was all alone in the restroom sobbing uncontrollably. He backed himself into the far wall and slid down on sitting leaned against it. Everything he felt he knew was destroyed. The thought of there being nothing left for him, started to seep back in. Those thoughts of suicide became even more real. He looked up to the ceiling. Everyone in the school still with that blank silence, it all started to break out in tears for them as well. And the world was seeing how much impact the choices that were made for them really impacted to their hearts. Most of them felt more guilt than anything. There seemed to be nothing that could be done. Even as the day came to an end that all remained. Even when the school day was out they all still sat there. This movement had shifted into something much greater than what any of them could have imaged. That was it for them. They realized how much change really did have on their lives. It all came in. Cars pulled into the driveway more and more considered parents started to wonder what was happening now. Quan had a moment of daze. He felt he heard the vey voice of Dizzy ringing in his head saying, "Never give up."

Quan's head rose with a new fierce determination. He was rekindled by his hopes by his dreams, by his motivations. He kicked the door open and marched right back into the office.

Vincent looked up from the paper and said, "I thought I told you to get lost."

Quan growled, "No. I had enough of your bullshit for far too long. I always wondered why I was so depressed I finally saw it was because of those lies. It was because I was so enclosed and forced to stay with my own kind. I couldn't relate to them before when I saw myself as different. This school as the focus of not just us but the world; there looking to us to see if we have the answer. If we go back the world goes back to a way of war and violence; that separation only caused fear and panic. We need to lead by example and show the world that coming together is the right thing to do."

Vincent said, "I am in charge. And nothing is going to change. The way were before was working just fine. Plus there is nothing you can do about it."

Quan said, "There is one thing. I will make a petition to have you fired."

Vincent stood up, "I won't allow and more parchment of any regards of me being fired. I am restricting all computers use unless supervised. I will make sure I run this school for years to come."

Quan said, "Well there is one other thing. I was afraid it'd come to this..."

Vincent gave Quan and odd and looked and asked, "What are you..."

Quan leaped over the table and started punching down on Vincent. Quan did not stop. He felt a flurry of rage building up. He let out a most vicious of screams a wailed down on Vincent bloodying him up. Quan refused to stop. He was over in doused with rage. It all came out. He didn't even care that his knuckles were bloodied up a bit. The rage over through him eventually Vincent was having trouble moving from all the pain. Quan got up and grabbed the flag pole and snapped it with mind blowing strength. He whacked Vincent head in. Vincent was left lifeless. That did not stop Quan from swinging for a while. He kept going until his arms were so sore. He breathed heavily. He got up slowly. He stood there a few seconds embracing what he had done. Quan said, "I never wanted this but you forced it on me, let this be the last act of violence needed to save our world." He left. He joined the others. The parents came in. he stood on the platform that was built from some of the students. Quan announced, "Change is upon us. I will lead us into the world of change that Dizzy promised us..."

The parents flooded in. Quan expression went to concern as he saw his own parents. The words of Dizzy gave off again making that determination come back. Quan said, "This school might have been founded on rules of separation, but we have entered into a new era were a dog and cat can sit together and eat launch. We a cheetah and a dear and fall in love. Where all animals can mix and finally choose their own fate, my fate isn't one of a normal fox. According to our long past foxes make great spies, I never liked spying to begin with. It didn't interest me. When our house was painted by another type of animal I saw that I really love painting. Eventually that passion grew into draw anything. On our few days I was asked to paint a mural. And I drew a hybrid Pegasus that's right behind me. I thought that was our future. When I saw my friend Dizzy ask what we wanted, I just wanted to come out. And it was scary, on the very day I thought of suicide too. But when I was given that task I felt hope. Hope is a scary feeling when you think you feel it alone..."

His girlfriend stood up and said, "You're not alone. I want to be with you. I too was so inspired by your skills. I want you to teach me and our baby how to draw."

Quan smiled as that was the first news of his father hood. One of the gamers stood up and said, "I don't know about the rest of my team. By I feel compelled to finish that game we started with your help of course."

The parents were in the corner seeing all these truths spills come out. The chiefs came out and one of them said, "I always wanted to cook. I never understood why we had to have one kind of animal serve us food. Food is universal anyways so why not allow any kind of animal that enjoys cooking to make food."

One of the foot ball players stood up on the stage with him and said, "Dude you're not alone. You inspired so many of us to come out with what we really want. And something I hid for so long was that for a while I preferred other males. Hell I'll just say I'm a homosexual."

Quan was embraced with many more comments of how this affected all the kids. The parents didn't even know how to respond to so many of them coming up and sharing their real passion. All the hope seemed to questionable. It was Felix's father who came up next to Quan. He grabbed the mike and said, "These kids should have this right. I always knew my son was different. And his journey here was tough. And even though he doesn't seem to be here it was only fitting that I just accepted for who he is. He is my son and he deserves whatever he wants after all the years he struggled to get by in life. It is apparent to me that I didn't give enough attention to what he really wanted. I always knew but I never took it in fully. I just tried to let him be and never took part in his life. We all owe our kids an apology. All of them have faced their struggles too and they will always be your kids. Their growing up; and hell they've clearly matured beyond us by a landside. We as parents need to get more involved in our kids learning environment. We want the best for our children and this is the only way we will achieve it."

That seemed to touch the majority of adults that were there. And thus slowly by surly the school shifted even more. Vincent was hospitalized in a coma. The adults started to really get into what their kids were really doing and finally got their support. Quan walked up to his own parents accompanied by his girlfriend. As soon as he made eye contact he froze in place by the fear by the way he thought they were going to react. But they embraced him and a long hug. The days got brighter and the school flourished back to a state of happiness and joy. This went on for a whole year.

Then graduation time came and something spectacular was already concluded. There school was the first in history to have ever one of their last year student's graduate. Disbelievers of the movement constantly tested these kids. Then another thing was concluded. Out of every school they got they highest grades out of any other school. They ranked to be the best in attendance as well. This school also was ranked for the least amount of broken out fights. This gradually got others interested in letting their kids attend the school. Quan's father took on the role of principle after learning all the new change from Quan himself. The faculty was made of workers that wanted to train these students. The one advisory sticks together for four years thing remained. It proved to be well suited. Students would mix together and show off their work to a large group of others. There was nothing but full on support for them now. The days of the school looked so much better. Jena was the first reinstated to the school to finish her last year there. Dizzy, Andrea and Felix were also sent inventions to come back. She brought her son to the daycare provided by some of the students who really like looking after kids. She wasn't the only one. Quan's daughter too and a few others who had kids had them taken to the center. Dizzy has been on Skype with Andrea ever day watching as their two children played with each other and slowly grew up.

As for Felix he was still pretty much in the same slump he was in. His fur was all whacked out and messy. His shirt was ripped. He lived off of stolen food and cold showers. He still had very little furniture. He sat on a broken mattress for the most part. His face was scuffed of with full on darkened beard. Felix sat around and just ate and pissed outside his house. He looked outside rarely in the afternoons. He had long forgotten his own promise. He was just mellowed out in this way of living. He was getting him by. The wound had healed very nicely. And that is when he thought back. All that seemed left to his perception was that promise. He finally got out and found himself and old guitar on the floor. He brought it back and started to try and tune it. It messed with the cords just to figure out what sounded right. He spend now mostly all his time playing out anything he could. It was sloppy for a while but he picked it up on his own. His devotion could now literally be transferred to one thing alone. He mastered his picking skills than started to go out and play for money. He played near the bar a lot where other animals got to know his music and figured they'd paid him extra cause they knew he was in a heap of trouble. He didn't stop at one song. He mixed it up.

One day someone recorded him doing his most favorite by the audience. He was a piece he wrote himself of tissue paper or on his hand if he needed to. The guy posted his performance on the web. The song became a sensation. Dizzy found that very song while talking with his Girlfriend. Dizzy said, "Well damn, is that, is that Felix?"

Andrea asked, "What?"

Dizzy shared his screen and replayed it and Andrea said, "Oh my god, that is Felix."

Dizzy said, "I'll be right back I need to see something." He closed out and took the bus out to the school. Dizzy walked into the very open school. The students stopped all their production. Quan looked out the office and gasped, "Dizzy..."

Dizzy smiled and walked closer. Everyone came in a shock his hand. Jena too came rushing in. Dizzy asked, "Did you guys know that Felix is somewhere out there trying to make it with music. Some guy recorded the whole thing. And shit this place looks different."

There was much more decoration than ever before.

Quan looked back an up and said, "There one thing that hasn't."

Dizzy looked up to see the mural in the same condition it was in when it was first made.

Dizzy asked, "Well I be damned. What happened?"

Quan said, "I took over where you left off. We kept trying to email you saying that you could come to the school to finish up."

Dizzy smiled letting tears of joy flow down. Then something more magical happened. Andrea came in through the entrance with their children in hand. Dizzy turned around and those tears become more apparent as he rushed over and embraced Andrea and his kids who he was now officially seeing for the first time.

Dizzy cried, "I missed you so much."

Quan came over and said, "Andrea you should join Dizzy in finishing up school. We have a daycare center for babies and toddlers."

Dizzy turned back and said, "Thanks man."

Quan said, "Hey without you two we wouldn't be in this glorious way right now. So anyways were is Felix anyway?"

Dizzy said, "All I know is that video is online. Someone has got to know."

Felix's fame increased based on that video. He was asked to play a concert. Felix felt he was now living out his destiny. His emotions for the first time stabilized from being so depressed to finally being happy. Even before all that happiness before felt somewhat false but this now was more than real. He was growing into a sensation. So he announced his concert, "Ok I'll do it."

They went to a stadium. The crowd filled beyond the capacity that could fit. He was hooked up with a better free electric guitar. He preformed his best and it was even better than anything he did before. During the middle of his performance relation hit him so hard. He finally saw I much he was truly living when he was with Jena and how much he screwed up. He just stopped playing all together and froze. The audience quickly was upset at first but then looked at his expression and the all started to worry. All that help and support rushed into his growing heart. He just started crying as he dropped the guitar. Again this was still being recorded. He pulled the mike down as he fell to his knees. He sobbed, "I'm... sorry... Jena."

The audience felt the tension. They could hear the sorrow echo out. There was long broad silence. Then someone said, "Go to her."

Felix's head snapped up. Though it was a random audience member he sounded just like his brother Adam. Felix leaped off the stage and the crowd cheered him away. He ran people all over came out and helped support and yelling run to her. He ran and he knew it as a long way. He was so out of shape. He ran even though his legs already tired. Sweat rushed down his face. This was the battle for love. He knew know that that was what he had always felt. He was going back to her. Returning to the past that he had tried to long forget, He now saw that he couldn't run away from his past. He heart raced as he tried out keep at it but he could barely keep going at this pace. He slowed down unable to move fast. He paused at the bus stop. The bus came by and the door opened. He walked inside and was about to pay. The driver said, "Just get on."

He stopped neared the school. With a new burst of energy

He rushed inside and yelled, "Jena!"

Everyone turned back and awed. Everyone's face dropped with absolute shock. Jena quickly embraced him. He cried out, "I'm so sorry for everything."

Jena cried, "It's ok now."

After there long embrace Jena left and got their child and brought him back.

Jena said, "This is our son."

She handed him to Felix and Felix held on tightly.

Felix asked, "Did you give him a name?"

Jena said, "Adam..."

Felix cried, "That's a great name..."

Fin.

To what hold we bare it again together. Together, together, again,

Our love shall endure and overcome any challenge.

For far too long I've waited for something to come together and it finally has.

All this anxiety, all this falls upon us.

We shall endure together at last. In harmony, in love with strife we have overcome.

To never be outdone, the journey as just begun, and we will cherish the fun with our child

For far too long I've waited for something to come together and it finally has.

All this anxiety, all this falls upon us.

We no longer mourn alone, the grievance has far left us and the darkness is finally gone.

We shall see the future together at last. We will make the dreamland and make it reality.

For far too long I've waited for something to come together and it finally has.

All this anxiety, all this falls upon us.

We relief all the past pain gone and forge on to the new days ahead

Rest in peace: Brother Adam