Life's Pains (part 4)
Hey guys sorry for the huge delay to this next part. My life is kind of busy right now but I started working on it last night and finished it just now so here it is and I hope you guys enjoy it.
I woke up in the hospital. My vision was kind of hazy and everything was blurry. I was in pain all over my body and my head hurt. I looked around and was eventually able to tell that there was no one in the room. I sighed thankfully and looked at my arm. There was a bandage around it and it hurt like crazy. I looked at my chest and saw it wrapped in a bandage. After assessing the damage I tried to figure out where I was exactly. At that point I had no idea where I was and no previous memory of what had happened to me. All I knew was that most of my upper body was covered in bandages and I was in constant pain whenever I moved. I looked up to my right as my ears start to register a steady beeping noise coming from that direction. What I saw there was a heart rate monitor. I instantly knew where I was and memories came flooding back to me so fast it was almost painful. I softly groaned and then something occurred to me. Where was John? Was he ok? Then the most disturbing thought surfaced. What if he didn't want to come see me? What if he couldn't even do as much as look at me? I was so filled with questions I thought that I might burst with the intensity of it all. I guess I was so nervous that I fell back asleep
I heard a key turn in a lock as I slowly woke back up. I heard the door open and the sound of slow pawsteps reached my ears as the door closed behind them. I felt warm paws on my shoulders and muffled voices but couldn't make them out. Then teardrops started to hit my chest, one by one. They rolled down onto my neck and then onto the bed. The teardrops soon increased in intensity and I heard someone sobbing. I struggled to figure out who was at my bedside right now but with no success. I tried to open my eyes but it was like someone had taped them shut. So I continued to hear sobbing and I felt that same person give me a hug. I now knew that it was either Mom or John. Those are the only furs I know that would give me a hug. They would both sob at the sight of me wretched and weak, lying on that bed. I felt a needle go into my arm and something was injected into my body. My heart rate quickened but slowly returned to normal after a few moments. After a few minutes of silence I heard a muffled voice sound out again but this time I could barely make out the words. It was something about privacy and leaving the room. I heard pawsteps get farther away as the door opened and someone walked out. The person that had been sobbing was now reduced to shudders. I could hear him/her taking shaky breaths, trying to calm themselves down. "Alpha please don't do this to me." I heard someone say softly. Surprise and happiness exploded through me like a lightning bolt. It was John!
I struggled to open my eyes but again it was like someone had taped them shut. I was still hazy as the contents of the needle the nurse had given me took effect. "Please you can't die now. You are the only thing I have left in this miserable life. Without you, my life would mean nothing." John said again. He sounded close to tears, which made me come close to tears. I summoned some inner strength and slowly opened my eyes. The light was blinding but I quickly got used to it. I slowly turned my head to my right and saw John, sitting at my bedside. His eyes were red and he showed signs of open crying. "John. I will never leave you." My voice came out surprisingly clear. His head whipped down as he registered my voice with clear astonishment. "A-Alpha?" He was clearly surprised to see me awake at this point. "That's me." I said with a small grin. This made him break into tears all over again as he slumped over my chest and sobbed into my shoulder. "I-I thought I l-lost y-you." He said in between sobs. I smiled softly as tears began to flow down my own face as well. I put my paw on his chin and brought his head up to look my straight in the eyes. Tears were flowing freely down our faces now as I put my paws behind his head and kissed him.
He didn't know what to do at first but started to go along with it. He slowly worked his paws around me in a hug. I arced my back so he could get his paws under. After a bit I forced my tongue into his maw, which wasn't hard to do since he was willing. I felt a hot tongue work its way into my own maw. I started working on exploring the inside of his mouth again and for the first time, he did the same for me. Our tongues twined together occasionally and I loved every second of it. He was now lying directly on top of me as we continued to kiss.
I heard a lock click open and before I could do anything, the door opened, admitting my mom and dad. I pulled my head back, breaking the kiss. John gave me a weird look and before I could answer, a very shocked voice said, "A-Alpha...what the hell are you doing?!?" John whipped his head around and I felt myself blushing hard. "I-I was g-going to t-tell you eventually." I stammered, but my dad wouldn't have it. "I DID NOT RAISE YOU UP TO BE A FAGGOT ALPHA!" He screamed at me. My mom was speechless beside him. Her hands covered her mouth while tears ran down her face. "I AM SO TEMPTED TO BEAT YOUR ASS RIGHT NOW!" He continued to scream.
All of a sudden he ran at me and punched me square in the jaw, making me scream out in pain as I felt it break under his fist. I screamed in pain and brought my paws up as he swung again and again at me as I felt multiple bones break. Once he finally finished punching me, he turned around and walked out of the room, followed closely by my mom. But before he left he turned and in a threatening tone he said, "If I ever see you in my house again, I will personally take my shotgun, and I will kill you with it." I was shocked. My dad had been the person I had looked up too, and now he was just...gone. I couldn't focus on it for long before pain struck me again and I groaned loudly. The nurse came back in and dropped her clipboard in shock at the sight of John holding my broken form in his paws. Staring down at me as I finally blacked out again.