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At this point in my life was nothing but tragedy and sadness both my parents passed away on a car accident lost in depression I dropped out of collage on the verge of losing my job and I rely didn't care , when HE first started to appear before me . The biggest wolf/dog I had ever seen HE stood almost four feet high lean and well built body grey-silver fur with black streaks massive paws a graceful fluid-like motion with each step that HE took, His eyes steel blue with a cold intelligence an almost ageless wisdom and understanding giving Him a soft demeanor and a repose of a commanding presents .
On the day I first noticed Him HE followed me from the dinner where I worked back to my apartment staying several feet behind me, I lived on the outskirts of town a fifteen minute walk to and from work HE sat at the edge of the parking lot and waited until I was inside and the door shut I watched through the peep-hole as HE left , I didn't think too much of it as I got cleaned up ate dinner and went to bed. When HE was there in the morning I started to get nervous trying to shoo Him away that didn't work I started for the dinner hoping HE would go away again HE followed me to work staying behind me when I got there HE left, I thought about why HE was following me but again mostly ignored it when my shift ended HE was there to escort me back to my apartment.
Which is a cockroach infested hole in the wall with the landlord being the biggest of them all the heater didn't work and I literally begged him to fix it for a month he said he would get around to it when he felt like it , the hot water worked or it didn't same fore the stove my job paid next to nothing and I could barely afford this place let alone some place halve decent , and when my parents passed without insurance I had to sell all of their things and some of my own to pay for their burial cost.
HE followed me for weeks getting closer every few day until HE walked beside me my previous nervousness about him went away quickly and grew comfortable with Him, HE even let me pet him. I became curious about where HE went every night I thought HE was a stray and that HE needed a friend gods only know I sure did I invited Him in but HE waged His tail (woof) and left, one night after work I watched from the peep-hole as HE left for the night I slipped back outside and began to follow Him as He walked at a brisk pace further out of town, I stayed back just far enough that I hoped HE wouldn't see me HE went quite far outside of town I walked for over an hour and a half when HE turned off the pavement and onto a dirt road ten or so minutes latter HE turned down a trail into what I thought was a parkland then I passed a old stone wall hidden from view marking the entrance the trail was well worn and went deep into the woods, the mystery of Him was extremely entertaining and completely irresistible not to continue into the forest.
I had lost Him down the trails when I came upon a small house and this looked like the best place to find Him the door was open and I didn't hesitate to enter, HE sat in the center of the room looking strait at me, startled to actually find Him here I stared at Him seeing the three others behind him they had almost the same coloring and markings as Him with some minor differences the most been size they where smaller more approached me from behind turning to them there was eight of them standing outside and encircling the entrance and advancing towards me some baring their teeth and growling I backed up inside they stopped just inside the doorway sitting down and blocking the exit, I turned back to Him HE slowly stood and came over to me the three others on His heals HE looked into my eyes entrancing me in His gaze as HE often did with those beautiful blue eyes of His as the three padded around me sniffing then leaving through the previously unseen doorway to my right it was covered by a thick cloth.
HE gently took my hand in His mouth and pulled me down closer to his level I was a little confused when he started to lick my face and nuzzle against me I petted His head then HE put His massive paw on my chest pushing me onto my back I thought HE was playing but when HE wouldn't let me back up pushing His weight down upon me holding me down the others quickly grabbed my arms pinning me to the floor their teeth sinking in just shy of breaking the skin I became scared and further confused commanding them to stop, when they didn't I started to struggle and yell at them filling me with fear He licked my face I opened my eyes HE stared at me I fell silent my fear faded looking into His eyes it felt like only this moment existed lost in the eternity of His eyes not wanting to break His gaze for if I did my fear would return.
HE took His paw off of me standing over me licking and nuzzling against my face breaking His gaze once again I was confused but not afraid my only discernable thought was the eyes of this massive animal standing over me they were soft and calming as HE continued to lick my face and neck, HE began to lick further down my body across my clothes I stiffened as HE touched my chest frightened I tried to struggle free but the others held me down as two others grabbed my ankles biting into them now fearing that the other would bight into me and hurt me I stopped moving paralyzed with fear , I watched as HE grazed his teeth across my clothes hooking them into the top of my shirt closing His mouth biting through the fabric HE looked at me a moment and in a single move tore It from my body I screamed and began to cry HE licked the tears from my face I begged Him to stop but HE ignored me.
HE sent shivers down my spine and my body twitched as HE continued to lick my now exposed skin licking from my neck across my chest and down my stomach I began to scream for help HE growled at me I didn't care anymore if I was hurt I kept yelling and struggling to get away, lowering His jaw around my throught stopping me from breathing as HE continued to growl I was on the verge of passing out when he released me, catching my breath I opened my eyes HE stood over me looking down at me (woof) HE spoke softly as HE licked my throught where his teeth were, it was an order to be quiet and to stop moving I assumed I closed my eyes and nodded , HE licked my face and then continued His tongue bath across my body.
My ankles were released and I opened my eyes in hope that HE was letting me go only to have it taken from me as the others took either side of my dress and pulled it down my legs and removing it, HE continued to lick my stomach moving to my pelvis realizing what HE was about to do I crossed my legs as HE licked down to my toes giggling as HE tickled them with his tongue my giggling was surpassed by his wet nose pressing between my thighs trying to part them HE pushed down harder pressing His weight onto me it became increasing more difficult to hold my legs together , when my strength finally gave out my legs parted exposing myself to Him. Felling His breath and then his tongue against me I couldn't believe the sensations or that it excited me HE continued for what seemed like hours soon I forgot about the others or the fear I forgot where I was what HE was I retreated into my elf and gave way to the pleasure that HE gave me, eventually I felt His paw against my side pulling me onto my stomach I was lost in the heat of desire rising to my hands and knees not realizing what I was doing or that the others had let go of me HE mounted me and brought me to the extent of passion several times over before dismounting ,I fell to the floor and passed out.
When I awoke the next morning HE was gone and in His place where the three that I saw last night they lay against me their soft fur keeping me warm, sitting up and gasping when the memories of last night returned I stiffened with fear as the three awoke on of them stood yawned and stretched I realized that she was female I looked at the other two and assumed that they were female too all three had identical markings and the same soft eyes as Him the one that stood come to my face closing my eyes and holding vary still as she licked my face and nuzzled against me opening my eyes as she padded across the floor picking up a basket and brining it to me and placing it into my lap (woof) she spoke turning she lay back down near me and went back to sleep, I opened the basket it was filled with fresh fruit almost a dozen different types from Apples to Watermelon and every thing in between I sat there wondering how in the world it was possible to get such exotic fruits at this time of the year. I could not believe how hungry I was and the smell of the fruit was enticing to pass up.
As I ate I looked around the room there wasn't much more than there was last night a water basin on the right wall with the tap constantly running and lots of old pillows and blankets spread against the back wall somewhat forming eight beds I guessed that that was were the others from last night slept there was only two doors one led out and the other was where these three went last night and had a thick cloth covering it I began to think clearly and about escape but the fear of what these three would do to me if I was caught , I had to be vary careful about this I watched their reaction carefully as I shifted and moved in place and nothing I stood and stretched still they didn't move so I slowly moved towards the water basin if I was caught I may be able to fain needing a drink , going to the back of the room to inspect the beds again they still didn't move not even an ear twitch I sat back down with them and ate a little more and watched the door I began to inch towards the door and escape they didn't notice or at least that's what I thought as soon as I was outside the door I ran back up the trail and out to the dirt road realizing that I was naked I kept to the shadows of the forest and the shrubbery so as not to be seen luckily I lived at this end and on the outskirts of town hope fully I wasn't seen as I rushed in side and locked the door sliding down the door from exhaustion I started to cry, soon I took a shower and scrubbed my self red-raw in an attempt to wash the memoirs away crawling into bed I cried myself to sleep.
It was night when I awoke and as if a bad dream HE sat at the end of my bed staring at me His eyes were the same soft and patient as always all eight of the others were sitting around my bed I was terrified what could HE doing here HE already took from me what more could HE want , HE came over to me shutting my eyes tight with fear HE licked my face and nuzzled against me stepping away (woof) I opened my eyes as he walked towards the door the others came at me growling and snapping at me forcing me to follow Him when I attempted to call for help HE came in a blink of an eye and silenced me before I could get a word out looking into my eyes HE entranced me swallowing hard I understood that I was to obey Him, HE took me down the road back to His place.
I hoped that I would come across a person that could help me but no such luck, back at His place the three females stood on the front porch and greeted Him one at a time licking and nuzzling Him as they passed on their way to me. The others stayed outside as the three took me inside and through the second doorway into the next room it was almost as empty as the first there was two sets of pillows and blankets one directly across from the door next to an old fireplace that it hasn't been used in years and the other at the back of the room it was quite dark except for the moonlight coming through a few dirt covered windows in the front leaving the back almost completely in darkness, HE sat there watching me as I was led to the bedding on the side wall. The female from this morning left and went over to Him then they both returned with a basket this one was filled with deli meats, cheeses and bread as well as a bottle of water confused I took it from Him thanking Him, HE licked my face and left to the back of the room I began to eat absently and shared it with the three who I thought were probably sisters or some relation given what they looked like they were gentle with me and I was not really afraid of them more confused then anything.
Exhausted mental more then physically I lay down on the pillows I sat they watched me and then lay down against me warming my body with theirs as I fell asleep. The next morning HE was gone the sisters were still laying next to me I looked around once more there wasn't much more to this room either sans another door near the back where HE slept and two of the others standing at the exit I stayed where I was as the sisters came and went the two others parted and lowered themselves as they passed. I don't know why I was made to come back here I pleaded with the sisters to let me go they sat and listen licking my face and nuzzling against me it was useless they didn't understand, I was allowed to walk around the room lost in my confusion I understood I was not to go near the exit if I got to close the others would growl and bare their teeth at me there was nothing I could do.
I became curious about the other door and thought it might be another exit eventuality I approached it and all three sisters stopped me I was startled by their forcefulness that I should stay away from that door they didn't growl or snap at me only blocked my path and pushed me back away from it. When HE came back that night with food the sisters greeted him in turn as they passed holding their heads high as they passed the guards, they lowered themselves tail between their legs until the sisters passed into the other room and sat back up HE led me passed the guards into the other room I sat and watched as the sisters took their share of food that I assume that HE brought before any of the others one of them brought Him a basket and HE brought it to me this time it was filled with different kinds of dried fish cold-smoked candy-glazed, jerky and a bottle of water.
I ate I wondered how such an animal could get such expensive food as well as raw meat and more then enough fro everyone of them after HE gave me the basket HE took a share and went into the other room the sisters stayed near me as I ate this only served to confused me more, I wasn't frightened of Him or the sisters the others frightened me far more His eyes were soft and warm HE had a powerful commanding presents about Him which is probably why or at least I thought why t didn't fear him and obeyed him when HE forced me back here.
When I finished eating the sisters took me back into the other room and back to the pillows HE came over to me standing in front of me licking me and rubbing against me then HE gently took me hand and pulled me forward towards His bed or so I thought as I snatched my hand away and looked to the exit the guards were still there then looked at the sisters they were grooming each other HE kept walking I begged Him (stop please not again) HE continued to ignore me as HE passed his bed and sat in front of the only closed door here (woof) a command to come to Him sighing.
I didn't have any other choice as I came up to Him HE pusher the door into the wall it was dark and the smell of rose and lavender filled the room the only light was from a cloth covered window and it was only bright enough to tell that there was a window HE entered first I followed I watched in amazement as he lit a long wooden match HE stood to his full height against the wall and dropped the match into a metal evestroff igniting it as fire spread around the walls of the room and ending on the other side of the doorway illuminating it entirely, it was a washroom of extraordinary beauty solid stone wall and floors , a porcelain sink with silver and ivory fixtures a diamond surface mirror in the middle on the right side of the room was a white marble privy a small oak cabinet under the window with an antiquing style hairbrush and toothbrush, toothpaste, soap, shampoo and conditioner placed neatly on top, and on the left side three steps led up to a black obsidian oval shaped bath tub at least eight feet in length ,and five fee across and three feet deep a small jade and river-stone waterfall constantly filling the bath with steaming hot water, rose petals and lavender were spread around the tub candles led up to the bath and all around I turned around reveling a full length mirror on the now closed door and I realized that HE was gone HE had left me alone.
I was overwhelmed with the beauty and elegance of this room I began to clean up and head for the bath when the window and escape came to mind the cabinet was at the perfect height and the window was big enough I was so thankful that it opened I didn't think anymore I was free and escaping my mind racing with my body HE had come for me once I had to leave and find a motel getting back to my apartment I packed my few clothes and a picture of my parents took what little cash I had leaving everything else behind leaving before HE could come I found a motel for the night and crashed,
The next day I went to work in an attempt to get back to my life and in hope that I still had a job after missing work yesterday the owner fired me on the spot I pleaded with him to reconsider I needed this job even if it was crappy if my cash flow was severed I would be destitute in a month, the owner told me the only excuse far missing work without calling was I was in the hospital and he wanted proof, I couldn't tell him that I was kidnapped and raped by a dog I couldn't tell anyone for that matter without being put in a loony bin.
Leaving the dinner I went in search of another job but since I dropped out of collage which didn't give me a good attendance record and with a bad reference I was turned down at ever place I went, food and motel cost dwindled away at my already meager savings no friends no family to turn to for help I found myself thinking of Him, the sisters and even the others so far my job hunt was going nowhere and winter was fast approaching, HE gave me food a roof over my head and a warm place to sleep. Secretly I hoped HE would come for me but HE didn't weeks passed and still no job soon I began to think what would happen if I went back to Him would HE accept me back would any of them, the sisters made me feel safe and cared for and HE made me feel protected, the sisters and Him were gentle with me even when HE took me HE didn't hurt me only commanded my obedience and submission to Him. Finally I decided that I had nothing left to loose I had barley enough money for the next few days and I haven't found a new job yet soon I would be on the streets anyway.
Packing I walked out of town and straight to the forest surrounding His house afraid that HE would not want me back and the others would keep me out I walked slowly and cautiously down the trail fully aware that the others were watching but I was aloud through I came to stand at the doorstep all eight of the others surrounded me as she the one from before I guess was the eldest stood in the doorway her eyes focused on me as I dropped to my knees I spoke to her (I'm sorry for running away I was scared an confused you gave me something good honest and pure and I turned my back on it please forgive me, I've got nowhere else to go please accept me back I promise I wont leave again.) bowing my head.
After long moments she stepped from the porch to stand in front of me I raised my head she began to lick and nuzzle against me she turned and walked back to the doorway stopping (woof) the others faded into the woods she waited as I came to her following her inside she brought me to Him, HE lay on His pillows against the back wall I knelt before Him as she awoke Him and greeted Him as she did me moments ago she whined and motioned towards me HE stood and yawned as HE looked at me His eyes burned with rage as His lip began to curl she stepped between us and growled at Him HE looked at her then me the back to her HE grunted turning his back to us and lay back down, I started to apologize to Him but she stopped me tacking my hand she led me back to the other two sisters who greeted me warmly sitting down with them.
I watched as HE left within moments the others came rushing into this room tails between their legs ears down cowering near me and the sisters as the sounds of trees breaking rocks smashing against the walls outside growls, barks and snarling then silence, I was frightened by the sounds the sisters paid it no never-mind and continued to groom each other and me, the others huddled together as far from the door as possible without stepping on the sisters bedding after a few moments of silence the sisters all went outside I followed not wanting to leave their sight the others following behind, outside the doorway was a mess broken saplings old logs ripped apart huge boulders scattered around the ground, HE did this the destruction that HE caused was incomprehensible this was done in His anger HE was angry at me was it for leaving or coming back or both I would never know I could only assume.
HE didn't return that night I stayed with the sisters never going more than a few feet from them, when I attempted to use the washroom they stopped me a realized that it was a privilege I was given to me before but now I would have to earn the sisters took me outside no further than the front steps for my need, there was no food that night and none of us ate the second day came and went and HE still didn't return and again none of us ate I learned that HE was the one who brought food and without Him there was none. Some of the others growled and snip at me but the sisters quelled them with only a look and they stopped immediately I was surprised at how quickly the other obeyed the sisters without contest.
On the third day even the sisters were becoming irritated with me and they had the right to be because of me HE left and we haven't eating in three days and I began to wonder if I was to leave that maybe HE would come back to at least feed the sisters and the others. Thankfully HE came back the next afternoon pulling a small wagon, filled with several flanks of beef it looked like he raided a butcher shop the others stayed as far away from Him as they could, HE came and sat in front of the sisters lowering His head to the floor and whimpering two of the sisters passed holding their heads high not looking at Him she stood in front of Him her head held just as high as HE lowered Himself to the floor after a very long time she licked his muzzle raising His head as they nuzzled against each other she came to me and led me passed Him HE didn't look at me and turned and took his place at the back of the room keeping His back to me HE lay down and went to sleep.
After seeing what HE did outside and now seeing Him like this I understood that it was my fault and HE was angry at me but even through His anger HE returned to them I believed that it was his duty to feed and care for the sisters and the others., and yet still HE even remembered that I couldn't eat raw meat as the sisters began to eat one of the others brought me another basket filled with meats cheese and bread the same as before.
I was amazed at the amount of food that HE brought back with Him there was more than enough for everyone I watched as the others stayed back and waited for the sisters took their fill even through their hunger they didn't fight or attempt to take food as the sisters ate moreover their civility around food in general and they always let the sisters eat first and gave way to the sisters needs and wants and lowered themselves the sisters passed.
When the sisters were finished eating the others began to eat chocking their food down in order to eat more the sisters took me back to bed the next morning HE was gone again and I feared that my still being here drove Him away again, the others would be angry with me and so would the sisters so when she took me outside I thought that I was being sent away and I would accept it because of me they went without food for three days and now HE was gone it would be only natural for them to want the outsider gone as I followed her outside I was confused when she took me around the side of the house and down a short trail,
It led to an outhouse it was old and unused for what seemed like years just like the fireplace I guess dogs have no use for either it was small and well built the door hinges were not rusted and the door swung quietly open even though it hadn't been used in years it was clean but for a few cobwebs I now understood that this was for my use since I was not allowed to use His not after running away when HE offered it, I was so happy that she was not sending me away she was showing and teaching me things I needed to know, after she led me around the property trails went in every direction from the house an into the forest.
she took me walking through some of them as it grew cloudy never going to far from the house some of the others were running up and down the trails they always stopped and bowed down until she and I passed it was a beautiful parkland filled with vibrant autumn colors and well traveled and maintained trails the wind started to blow more storm clouds overhead she quickly brought me back inside just as the rain started I stood in the doorway watching the rainfall as a solid wall of water she left me there and went back to her sisters were it was warm and dry realizing she left me alone for the first time since coming back I didn't feel comfortable not bean near them so I hurried into the other room and back to them as rain pelted the roof and thunder rolled over head shattering the sound of rain as a flash of lightning of flared around the house.
The others were quick to come in after the first lightning strike all eight of them cowering against the front wall crying and whimpering with each thunder crash, the sisters on the other hand were calm and they went over to them and rubbed against them I went over with the sisters and petted, hugged, and helped to placate their fears of the noise I thought it was the least I could do for them. HE came back later that day much to my relief that I hadn't driven Him away once more HE brought in a wagon harnessed with a leather strap around His chest all three of the sisters went and greeted Him one by one as they passed for the food I followed behind her and attempted to great Him as they did and to thank Him for letting me stay,
HE turned away from me taking his share of meat and went to His bed keeping His back to me HE ate and went to sleep. The other were calmer with Him here and I felt it to even if HE ignored me the others sat quietly to the side allowing the sisters and I to take our share she gave me a basket understanding that this is what my food would be severed in, I was surprised as I opened the basket HE had brought me a hamburger and fries take-out from the varry same diner I was fired from I thought it was either an insult or ironic but I ate it anyway thankful that I had food.
When the sisters and I were done we moved away and back to our beds and began to groom and clean each other, that night one of the others came in, I've been sleeping lightly and every little noise awakened me and with all the thunder I was awake most of the night, when the other approached one of the sisters licking and nuzzling against her I watched as she stood yawned and stretched as the other came behind her and mounted her I looked at the other sisters they didn't move or twitch an ear at the happenings besides them and I quickly turned away and tried to ignore them, the other was quickly done and he left she stretched again and then went back to sleep. Latter that night another one came in and approached her licking and nuzzling against her this time she turned away he then left and approached another sister repeating the process she awoke and accepted him, I didn't understand what was happening and it was none of my business and what right did I have to decide what the sisters choose to do or not it was their choice.
Over the next week I learned that HE left every morning returning at night with dinner and she continued to take me around the property it was at least ten or more acres with a small creek in the back and more and more trails that spider through the acreage the sisters gave me time unsupervised I felt more comfortable alone safe in the knowledge that if I needed help the sister or the others were near, by weeks end I was able to use the privy by myself and it grew colder and colder everyday.
One day the others began to bring their pillows and blankets into the second room and placing them next to the front wall near the doorway making new beds for themselves and each night HE would bring food as well as more pillows and blankets and of course the sisters picked first and the second door was split in two the top half was closed and other little changes were done I assumed it was preparation for winter, and I began to realize why the others gave way and their submission to the sisters, almost every night one of the others would advance upon the sisters it always began the same way he would lick and nuzzle against one of the sisters if she awoke and stood she accepted if not he would try his luck with one of the other sisters if all three denied him he would leave and try again some other time, I was so thankful that they never approached me in an attempt, when I denied him he might hurt me it was on my mind in these last few weeks I had a lot of time to think these days,
I didn't know what I would or should do normal human decency would deny such an act but then I was no longer in human society I was in their world now still I was grateful that none advanced upon me, even though the others gave me the same submission as the sisters bowing as I passed and the same respect as the sisters , it was so confusion to know whether or not I would submit to the others that was something I would have to deal with when the time came.
The winter storms came and I began to sleep closer to the sisters for their warmth a week or so later I snow started to fall and that is when the fireplace started to come to mind cleaned it up and gathered twigs small branches and small pieces of wood that I found on the trails and pilling it near the fireplace the sisters were curious about what I was doing I told them I was cold and wanted a fire for warmth, I always spoke to the sisters as if they understood me and it seemed that most of the time they did.
When I started the fire it was not vary big just enough to warm the immediate area around the fireplace the sisters sat with me and watched the fire, I didn't stop to think that HE would object until HE came back that night, when HE came in HE took off his harness and then HE saw the fire stalking towards it His eyes focused completely on it not seeing anything else HE came and stood in front of the fire just staring into it she the one I guessed was the eldest because she was the one who stood between Him and I when I came back and growled at Him and she was the one HE came to after His angered absence, she greeted Him and in His confusion HE looked at her without actually seeing her , she pushed on Him brining His mind back HE looked back and forth from the fire to her, (woof) she spoke and nodded her head in my direction then HE did something HE has not done since I returned HE looked at me I was shocked that HE looked at me I hesitated a moment then lowered my head to Him (I'm sorry I was cold please don't be angry) HE turned to her (woof) then HE emptied his wagon and left I apologized to the sisters and tried to put the fire out but they stopped me and led me away for dinner.
I sat and ate anxiously awaiting to see if HE returned when we finisher eating we returned to the fire the sisters passed me wood to keep the fire going I watched the fire and the door awaiting His return, hours passed when HE returned brining His wagon inside the second room it was filled with split-cut cedar firewood HE brought it close to the fire and un-harnessing himself HE didn't look at me again HE went took some food for himself usually HE took first with the sisters then going to bed with his back always towards me, I sat stunned staring at the fire wood that HE brought, all I understood was that if there was to be a fire then it's going to heat the whole room HE was letting me have a fire and even through His anger HE always brought me different food as the others,
Happily I took a couple pieces of wood and built a nice warm fire and stacker the rest near the fireplace. Sitting down with the sisters I enjoying the cedar crackle and spit, soon the whole room was warm , I slowly walked up to Him the sisters watched as I knelt before his bed (thank you for letting me have a fire) and for brining some firewood) HE didn't respond not so much as a twitch, because HE didn't answer and because of my stupidity I started to crawl forward to him as soon as I touched His bed the sisters ran over to me pulling me back by my shirt almost ripping it before I could make another move she growled at me my face was pure white as I stared at her, she then licked my face I understood that I was not allowed on his bed, and even through these events HE still didn't move.
Sitting back down next to the fire and the sisters turning to her I asked (could he still be so angry with me) she looked back to Him and then me licking my face and rubbing against me trying to comfort me, my question went unanswered but most questions I had weren't although she and the sisters affection for me gave me peace of mind that for the most part I was welcome and I would have to be satisfied with that. I kept the fire going through the night the wood pile dwindled there was only enough for today and tonight if used sparingly.
The next morning HE left earlier then usual I put another log on the fire and went back to sleep next to the sisters, I was surprised when HE returned in the afternoon with another full load of wood the others quickly unloaded and HE left again I stacked it with the rest HE was am little latter with food and HE continued to bring wood every second day a week passed and tonight HE was vary late several hours and it wasn't the day for wood HE did come back brining dinner and a large flat square box, HE greeted the sisters and I always hoped HE would greet me but HE didn't HE never did, after eating His share HE picked up the box I watched as HE placed it in the vary spot that I slept returning to His bed his back towards me HE went to sleep.
I was curious about the package and what was in it, sitting down with the sisters I ate my dinner first and when we returned to our beds I only looked at it even though it was on my bed I didn't touch it the sisters sat around me and she pushed it towards me picking it up the sisters watched s I opened it, it was heavy and didn't rattle when I removed the lid I gasped my body trembling I could not believe my eyes it was a silver-black fur coat quickly removed it from the box and plastic covering, it was fur lined inside as well full length from my ankles to my neck also a fur lined hood and a hidden zipper from just above my knees to my neck, when I put it on it fit perfectly and hugged every curve of my body embracing tightly against me and as soft as the sisters fur, I was so excited I didn't know if this was happining or it was a dream,
The sisters woke me from my daze hugging each of them I rushed over to Him and knelt before His bed (thank you so vary much this means so much to me)I didn't expect a response so when HE flicked His tail a couple times it gave me hope that some day HE would forgive me for leaving and eventually accept me being here. I didn't care to think if it was real or not HE gave it to me and that's all that mattered, so when I went to remove the box a card fell from the top cover I picked it up and read it was a certificate of authenticity 100 percent grey wolf fur hand stitched with wolf hide leather triple layered for cold weather, I was so overwhelmed I read it again and again until falling to my knees all strength left my body I started to cry, immediately the sisters were worried and came over to comfort me (it's ok I'm alright I'm just so happy) I told them my head spinning overwhelmed at the generosity and extravagance of His gift.
Then it occurred to me how in the world did HE come by such an expensive and rare coat such as this HE had gotten meals from restaurants and other little things but nothing like this before, I didn't want to think about the how's and why's and where's HE got it I wanted it HE gave it to me it was mine I knew I was being greedy and selfish but there was no name on the certificate and it was still wrapped in vacuumed sealed plastic it didn't look like it belonged to anyone and it fit my body perfectly so why shouldn't I keep it yes it was mine HE gave it to me and that was that I singed my name to the certificate and thought nothing further about the how's and why's.
Weeks passed and it began to snow hard HE left his wagon and began using a sled and continued as always still ignoring me but I knew that HE still watched over me as HE did with the rest of them. Between the fire and my fur coat the cold didn't bother me anymore not even the brief moments spent going to the privy it even become to hot for layered clothes and I began to only where my fur coat, I was adapting to their habits and schedule and was no longer awoken by every little noise and if I was I put another log on the fire and went back to sleep as well I paid little mind to the advancements on the sisters I would simply turn over and go back to sleep. I had been here for over two months when it finally happened, I was awaken as on of the bigger members of the others approached one of the sisters he began as usual/customary buy licking her face and nuzzling her I rolled back over and went back to sleep, moments latter he came to me awakening me, I stared at him vacantly and without much thought I guessed it was now my time to pay for the respect and submission they gave me, sitting up I removed my coat and got down on all four as he mounted me his claws scratched my skin as he positioned himself I felt him start to touch me , as a flash of white-sliver and a thud accompanied by a piercing yelp.
I was on my back staring up at Him as HE stood over me teeth barred growling at the other, the other stood tail between his legs ears down whimpering and cowering against the wall HE snapped at him as the other quickly ran away HE watched until the other was gone, all three sisters were awake and staring at him in astonishment and confusion I was frozen beneath Him His eyes burned with intense anger and His hackles high it was like slow motion as HE turned His head down towards me I watched as His eyes turned from anger to sadness HE stepped off of me lowering His head HE licked my face whimpering I didn't know what to do sitting up HE put His tail down and crept backwards leaving my bed HE never lifted His hear as HE returned to His bed.
I looked to the sisters for answerers the sisters yawned and went back to sleep leaving me alone to think these advents out for myself, had HE forgiven me for leaving, was HE jealous was in now my forgiveness HE wanted, HE lowered himself to me and had only done that once and that was when HE left for days in His anger HE lowered himself only to the sisters and I thought then as I do now that HE was asking forgiveness from them, I should be angry with Him I apologized to him for leaving and HE ignored me, but HE never forgot about me brining a special dinner only for me, letting me have a fire and brining me wood and then HE gave me this coat I shivered as I remembered I was still nude, yes I would forgive Him HE had every right to be angry with me I betrayed His trust.
I stood up and went to his bed kneeling before Him HE lifted his head and looked at me His eyes filled with sadness lowering His head again I crawled over to him and wrapping my arms around him as I hugged Him HE leaned into my body His touch made my heart flutter and my breath quicken HE licked my cheek sending shivers throughout my body as I pushed closer to Him I remember thinking that HE finally accepted me I was now part of His family I once more had a family, I rolled beneath Him pushing up against Him HE hesitated for a moment then lowered himself onto me the last thought I had before I gave myself to him was that I was finally..... home.