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Tully rubbed his belly as he stared at it. He could no longer hope that more exercise would fend off the growing bulge. That stupid stick with its two stupid lines had confirmed his stupid biology. When he tried to insist to himself how impossible it was, his brain reminded him of Raike and Caden.

They had been turds as long as he'd known them but it got worse when he came out. They decided they were the gatekeepers to maleness and they had a lot of folks that agreed with them, even a bunch of grown-ups. Most of their harassment was just yelling and mocking because he could outwrestle most of them, but after practice a few months ago, they went too far...

He had waited to be last in the locker room, as usual, took off his shoes and shorts, then reached back to grab his pants from behind him on the bench when Caden pinned his arms behind him.

"Now what are you gonna do, Tilly?" Raike walked smugly in front of him.

He tried to shove back then lurch forward to break free of Caden's hold but Raike quickly sat on his legs and shoved his arm under his chin.

"Nope, we've got you, so you're just gonna sit there like a good little doe." Raike grinned, "Just admit that you're not as strong as a real buck."

He could smell the garlic fries on Raike's breath and that was the only thing he was willing to admit was strong. "Then why did it take both of you to pin me?"

Raike scowled, "Yeah, it took two of us, but we have something you don't." Raike stood up and shoved his shorts and underwear down his thighs to grab and drop his ballsack on Tully's nose. "We've got balls. How 'bout you?"

He tried to shake them off and head-butt them, but Raike jumped back.

Raike let his shorts and underwear fall then sat on Tully's legs again. "Uh uh, these are mine. Let's see what you've got." Raike pushed and Caden slid back, tightening the hold.

With Caden's chest against his shoulders, he was forced to look down at his lap as Raike shoved his legs apart to sit on the bench between them.

Raike yanked his underwear aside, "Oh look, there's nothing there."

He grunted and struggled as Raike shoved a finger into his vagina, "Stop it!"

"Nothing hiding in there. Oh but look," Raike slid forward to shove his balls between Tully's legs and leaned back, "Now it looks like you have a nice big cock. Don't you want to stroke it? Here, let me help you."

He tried to look away but the way he was pinned kept his head from turning far enough and he wasn't going to close his eyes during a match, so he snarled as Raike stroked his erection.

"Feels good, doesn't it? Oh, that's right, it's not yours. It's mine and it feels great." Raike kept stroking, "Want to watch what happens when a real buck's cock feels good? Or maybe I'll let you feel it and give you the ultimate proof that you're not a buck. Ready?"

He really had struggled to break free and might have in time if they weren't interrupted.

"What's going on in here?" An older wolf had walked in.

"Oh shit!" Raike jumped and tried to cover his junk as he came, but only succeeded in aiming it right at Tully's vagina.

Caden let go and ran out.

Finally free, he shoved Raike back onto the other bench and tried to wipe away the mess.

The wolf kicked Raike's shorts at him. "I don't care about you rabbits and your breeding, but this isn't the place for it. Put your pants on and get out!"

Raike pulled his shorts on as he ran out of the locker room.

"You too! Get dressed and get out!"

He showed his slime-covered fingers to the wolf, "But I need to..."

"Move! Now!" The wolf snapped.

Too scared to argue, he pulled his pants on and was forced to wear Raike's cum until he got home and spent an hour in the shower.

He rubbed his face and tried to force the memory out of his mind. That could have been it. What a horrible thought that Raike got him pregnant, but that was the only possibility. It was the only time any buck had ever gotten close. The only time any sperm could have... No, it wasn't the only time. Zilla had come over that same night. She knew something was bothering him and finally got him to tell her.

"But you're a buck. They need to understand that." She tugged at her skirt in that insistent way she did whenever she got frustrated.

"They don't care." He hated her seeing him so vulnerable. "I do everything they say males do better than them and they still refuse to accept it. I'm a buck and they don't like it."

"I still don't get why they did that. What Raike has in his pants doesn't change that you're a buck."

"It wasn't about what Raike has; it was about what I don't have!" He was angrier at that moment than he should have been, but all he could think about was what he should have done to Raike and Caden.

"It doesn't matter what's between your legs..."

"It does to them!" He jumped up and shoved his pants down to point at his vagina. "This is all they care about and it's all they'll ever care about!"

Zilla did try to calm him down, "But it's just..."

"Just what? Just biology? You can say that because you've got the parts." Regret ate at his stomach as he remembered shoving Zilla's skirt up and yanking her panties aside to grab her penis. He sat on her lap and jerked it against his belly. "Think this would look better on me? Doesn't matter, because it's yours. I can stroke it all day and I won't feel a thing!"

"Tully?"

The terrified look on her face broke his rage, but it was too late. He pulled his hand away and apologized over and over and hugged her trying to erase his mistake, but his bigger mistake was staying because she couldn't stop her body as she came between them. She tried to apologize for it, but he wouldn't let her because it was all his fault. It was his own fault that she may have impregnated him.

Two possibilities and neither was good. He was either pregnant from the turd that raped him or from accidentally raping his best friend. He could handle it better if it was Zilla, but he wasn't sure if she could. Either way, it was wrong, but he knew he couldn't make himself end it. That was even more wrong.

"Tully?" The doctor opened the door to come in and a nurse with her closed it behind them. "Congratulations. It looks like you're pregnant."

He groaned and sighed, "That's not a good thing."

The doctor sat down on a stool and put her tablet on the counter beside her, "Sure it is. It means the insemination took on the first try."

"The... Wait, what?" he looked up at the doctor and over at the nurse and back, hoping someone would explain fast.

The doctor just smiled, "Barring any complications, you should have a healthy bunny in about five or six months."

"But I don't want a healthy bunny. I'm a buck."

The doctor looked at the nurse for support, then tried to be comforting, "Y-yes, but you also have ovaries, so that means you can have children."

"I don't care about my ovaries. I didn't ask for any insemination. When did you do this?"

The doctor looked at the nervous-looking nurse and then checked the chart. "It was taken care of as part of your pelvic exam three months ago. All the approvals are right here."

"Who approved it? I sure didn't!" He hopped down from the exam table and shrugged off the nurse when she tried to keep him from approaching the doctor.

The doctor nervously kept the tablet between them as she quickly brought up the forms, "It looks like your mother arranged everything. It's all legitimate. It looks like she was very particular about the donor's qualities, too. You should be very grateful to have such a caring mother."

He was in shock as he stared at his mother's name and signature on the tablet. "Kh... Caring? She... She hired you to rape me!"

"Now, it's not like that. We have the signatures giving us her permission."

"But not my permission! I didn't want to get pregnant!" He shoved the tablet out of the way and the nurse grabbed him again.

"W-well, what's done is done. With that out of the way, you can relax and enjoy the happiness of motherhood."

"I'm not a mother; I'm a buck!" He shoved the nurse away and screamed at the doctor, "You need to fix this!"

"It's too late for that. You're pregnant now."

"Give it to someone that wants it, because I don't!"

The doctor made her way to the door, "That is not an option right now. You should have discussed this with your mother beforehand."

All he could manage was a feral scream of frustration.

"Why don't you sit in here and work on calming yourself and when you are ready, you are free to go." The doctor ushered the nurse out and closed the door quickly.

Another scream filled the room and he fell to the floor. Nothing made sense. He was ready to be angry at Raike, but his actions fit his attitude. He could be angry at himself for what he did to Zilla and face the consequences, but he had no idea how to feel about his mother. She had supported him and never once seemed disappointed or upset, but conspired to do this behind his back. She was loving and caring and he loved her, but this undermined everything he thought she was. How could she tell him to be himself and then try to take it away? He took a deep breath and stood up. There was no point in falling apart trying to figure it out. He had to ask.

When he got to his mother's house, he walked right in and didn't stop until he found her, "Mother! Where are you? Mother! There you are! Sit back down! You're going to tell me why you did it! I thought you wanted me to be me, but then you did this!"

The old doe sat down and leaned back in her chair. "What are you talking about, Tully? Of course, you're you, my wonderful son."

"Then why did you do it?"

"Do w-"

"You raped me! You had that doctor inseminate me and now I'm pregnant!"

His mother sat up with a bright smile, holding her hands out toward her son's belly, "You are? How wonderful!"

"It's not wonderful, mother! I'm a buck! I can't have a baby!"

"Nonsense, you're a buck with a womb and you'll be just fine."

"I don't want to be just fine, mother! I don't want to be pregnant! I need to get rid of it."

His mother stood up, "You will not! I will not let you_murder_ an innocent child."

"It's not a child yet and it's not innocent. It was forced into me by that doctor that_you_ told to rape me!"

"Stop saying that right now. I did_not_ tell anyone to rape you and you know Dr. Davenport didn't. It was a simple procedure and you didn't say anything."

"I was there for an exam, not_to get pregnant! Bucks don't _get pregnant."

His mother folded her arms across her chest with an exasperated sigh, "I_am_ aware, but since your father died, you are my only chance at grandchildren, so I will get them now, then you can be whoever you want to be."

Tully stared at her in shock for a moment. "That's not supporting me. That's..." He covered his face to stifle a scream of frustration and anger then dropped his hands to glare at his mother. "So you've given up on me and want to skip to the next generation?"

"I still love you. Once they're here, you won't have to worry about it anymore. I'll even raise them for you. Just calm down. Stress isn't good for developing bunnies." She reached out to put a comforting hand on his shoulder, but he dodged it.

"Forget it. You're not going to see these bunnies. You're not going to see me. I'm not having any bunnies. I'm leaving, for good!" He looked at her shocked expression and her hesitation solidified his resolve. He turned and stormed out, slamming the door.

"Tully, wait!" She hurried to the door and opened it to yell, "Tamara Luisa, get back here!"

Tully needed to stop; the tears were making it hard to see the road, but he needed to be anywhere else. His phone rang and he pulled it out of his pocket and tossed it on the passenger seat. At a stoplight, he saw he had messages and picked up his phone, but a horn honked and the light was green. At the next light, he found multiple messages from Zilla starting with [All good with the Dr appt?] and working up to [Are you okay?] He typed out [My life is over] and sent it before the light changed.

It took a few minutes before he could stop again and there was a chain of messages waiting: [What do you mean?] [Hello?] [Talk to me.] [Tully?] [You can't say something like that and disappear!] [What's wrong?] [Come over so we can talk. You know it's a safe place.] [Tully where are you?]

[I'll be right there] He tossed his phone on the seat and wiped his eyes then changed course. When he got there, he climbed the stairs and the door opened before he could knock.

Zilla pulled him inside and into a hug, closing the door behind him.

Tully broke down and sobbed on his friend's shoulder.

"It's okay, just relax and let it out. You're safe here." Zilla stroked the back of his head and rubbed his neck soothingly. "You can tell me all about it when you're ready."

"It's..." he gasped for air between sobs, "It's my mother."

"I'm so sorry," she hugged tighter, "Is she okay?"

Tully sobbed harder as his knees gave out.

"Oops," Zilla caught her friend and got an arm under his, "Let's get you over to the couch."

They sat down and Tully grabbed Zilla's shirt as he cried against her chest then slid down and screamed into her lap. As he caught his breath, he realized that she was wearing a skirt just like the one she had on when he raped her, maybe even the same one. He sat up in a jolt and covered his mouth, "I'm so sorry."

"It's okay. You can cry and scream on me all you want." Zilla put her hand on his shoulder. "That's what friends are for."

"No, I'm sorry for what I did before."

"Oh, hun," she put her other hand on his other shoulder and smiled, "I forgave you for that, remember? You were upset and you weren't trying to hurt me. Don't you worry about that anymore."

"But... my mom..."

"You told her?"

"No, but..."

"She found out."

"No. Zilla," he grabbed her shoulders, "I'm pregnant."

The rabbits stared at each other in shocked silence then Zilla put her hands over her mouth and leaned back to look down at Tully's belly. "I-it's mine?" She reached out slowly to touch the buck's belly with both hands.

Tully slid his hands down her arms to hold her hands, "I thought so at first. Well, first I thought it was Raike's because of what they did."

"They raped you," she looked up at his eyes, "he doesn't deserve something this good."

Tully squeezed her hands, "And then I raped you."

"No, you didn't. You surprised me and you were upset. It was an accident. I will never say that you raped me. Especially since it gave us something so wonderful." She turned her hands to hold his.

"But it didn't."

"It didn't?" Zilla pulled his hands up to her chest. "What do you mean?"

"My mother did this."

"Your mom?" Zilla looked down at his belly again, "Your mother got you pregnant?"

"She had the doctor do it. I had an appointment a week before I raped you."

"Stop that."

"He did it during my pelvic exam. It wasn't my regular doctor. Today, my doctor showed me the forms that my mother signed."

"But you're eighteen now."

"I'm guessing that's why she insisted that I have my exam before my birthday."

"I thought your mom was happy for you."

"So did I." Tully started to cry as he thought about her betrayal again.

"Oh, sweet bun, come here." Zilla pulled him close and hugged him. "Nobody deserves that. I'm here for you. Don't you worry, I'll never leave you."

He wiped his face and pulled away, "You don't have to do that."

"Oh yes, I do." Zilla grabbed his shoulders again, "You were there for me when my family kicked me out at sixteen and I had to survive on my own and make it work for the past three years. You have been my strength and my hope. I love you."

"You love me?"

Zilla leaned in and kissed his lips.

Tully grunted in surprise then again when he started kissing back and finally moaned as he let himself believe her and enjoy it.

Zilla pulled back with a smile, "You're moving in here with me."

"I am?"

"Screw your mom. These bunnies are mine." She leaned down and pulled up his shirt to kiss his belly then did it again and again and again.

"But what about..."

Zilla sat up and put two fingers on his lips, "I don't care what the doctors or your mom say. I'm their mother and you're their father." She smiled and patted his belly, "I thought you were growing a sexy dad bod and that's_exactly_ what's happening."

Tully smiled a little, "I'm gonna be a dad?"

Zilla nodded encouragingly.

Tully drooped, "But I'm the one that's pregnant, so I have to be their mother."

"No, you don't. You're their father because_I'm_ their mother." She grabbed his cheeks and ignored her tears, "You know I've always wanted that and now you can give it to me if you'll just carry them for me because I can't." She slid a hand down to his belly again.

Tully nodded and grunted as she kissed him again, not hesitating to kiss her back this time. He felt her tug at his hip so he rolled over to sit on her thigh while they kissed then grabbed her hands and sat up when he felt her opening his pants. "What are you doing?"

"Tully, I want you. Let's do it right, not as an accident but to consummate our love. We'll get married."

He hugged her hands to his chest, "We can't do that."

"Why not?"

"I don't have a ring or a job or anything."

Zilla took his cheeks in her hands, "We'll worry about all that later. Right now, just tell me that you love me and make love to me like you mean it."

"I do mean it." Tully leaned in to kiss her lips and stretched his legs to pull off his pants.

Zilla spread her legs and pulled him closer as they kissed passionately.

Tully humped his hips against hers and moaned lustfully then pulled back with a forlorn expression, "I wish I had..."

Zilla put her fingers on his lips and pulled her skirt up then pulled her panties aside to pull out her penis, "You do. This is yours. I'm just carrying it for you."

He looked down at the erection between them, "but I can't feel..."

She pinched his lips and smiled, "You can feel it when I give it back to you." She pulled Tully's underwear aside and guided her erection into his vagina then pulled him close, "and if we let ourselves believe it, you can feel my vagina squeezing around your hard penis."

Tully closed his eyes and imagined it as he moved slowly, "I can feel it." He pushed deep and moaned.

"Oh yes, do it, my buck. I love you."

He thrust harder and faster and kissed his lover's lips, reveling in the melding of reality and fantasy. They were both incomplete, but together they were perfect. He dug his toes into the carpet and gasped as he thrust deeper.

Zilla grabbed her future husband's hips, "Can you feel your balls aching for release? Do it, Tully. Fill your willing doe with your fertile seed."

"Zilla, I love you!" Tully pushed hard and moaned loudly as his orgasm shook his body.

Zilla wrapped her legs around her buck and pulled him close, "I love you, too. We're going to be so happy together with our bunn- Oh!" She pulled him tighter as she came.

Tully collapsed on his doe and sighed, "That was wonderful."

Zilla rubbed his back and moaned as she still twitched inside him, "Yes, it was, my amazing buck."

"Too bad it wasn't real."

Zilla turned to look into his eyes, "That was_very_ real."

"You know what I mean," Tully groaned, "The bunnies are still in_my_ belly."

Zilla chuckled then covered her mouth to hide a laugh.

Tully pushed himself up, "Why are you laughing? What my mom did isn't funny."

"No. No, of course not." Zilla sat up and caught his arms, "but Tully," she swallowed a snicker, "You're a seahorse."

"What?" He pulled his arms away in confusion.

Zilla rubbed his belly, "Male seahorses carry the babies, just like you."

Tully looked at his belly and sighed.

"Hey, you're my beautiful buck and you're carrying_my_ beautiful bunnies," she kissed his belly and hugged it, "and if this isn't real, then I live in a nightmare."

Tully stroked her head and ears as he thought, "Zilla."

She looked up at him hopefully.

"I do love you, Zilla, and..." he put his hands on his belly, "and I'm your seahorse."

Zilla leaned back and smiled up at him.

Tully sat down on her lap and kissed her lips as he found her penis and guided it into his vagina. He squeezed as he moved slowly and broke the kiss to press his forehead against hers, "This feels very real to me, Zilla."