Squad Goals - Ch18

Story by Veronica Foxx on SoFurry

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#24 of Comm - For Dreixes

April goes back to the Paulies to have her clitoris removed, though they implant a remote device that will allow Shodan to give her pleasure or pain at will.


**A Minor Modification

By: VeronicaFoxx

For: Dreixes**

"You sure you're ready, babe?" Shodan asked for the hundredth time as they stood outside the studio.

April glanced up with a forgiving smile and squeezed the hyena's hand. "Yes, yeeny beanie, I'm ready. Besides, you want me to be ready by the time Kaliya gets back, right?"

"You're seriously never gonna let go of that, are you? What was wrong with snuggle 'yeen? I like that one."

"Do you really not like it? You let Charlene call you that."

Shodan let out a slightly exasperated chuckle. "Well, fuck, have you ever tried saying no to her on anything? It's fine, sweetheart, you can use it. So long as I get to call you... fluffy butt, or some other silly thing like that, too."

"Of course! Though you'll really have to come up with something better than fluffy butt. Besides, Charlene calls Felicia that."

"Look, I'm not trying to compete with Charly on number of nicknames, here. She has, like, five million for everyone she knows. I like snuggle bundle, but I need something to match yeeny beanie, if you're gonna keep that up."

"Well, you've got as much time as you need, now stop stalling!"

The squirrel moved forward, tugging the hyena along behind her. It wasn't as if she could actually move Shodan unless the big, buff bitch allowed her to, and she felt like a six-year-old tugging at one of her mothers when she did it, but that was one of the reasons that she liked big preds to begin with. They made her feel small and safe, and god was the sex amazing when they went all out. Charlene had wrecked her right properly, and Sho had needed a good day to recover as well. That had been a wonderful day of snuggling and mutually moaning about their aching insides. Delicious.

But that was going to be the last time she felt like that with anyone but Shodan, or anyone that Shodan allowed her to feel that way with, at least if she could get the bitch to move. Yet instead of going forward, the 'yeen took firm hold of her hand and gave a yank. April squealed as she was jerked up off the ground and found herself wrapped up in a tight embrace with a tongue shoved halfway down her throat in a kiss so deep and intense that it took her breath away. After an endless moment of weightless floating, she found herself still hanging in the muscular woman's grasp, toes curled tight against her pads, tingling from head to toe and panting heavily.

"I love you," Shodan stated, and the squirrel could only nod and murr agreement, not quite certain of how that whole speaking thing worked just yet. "Heh, okay, babe. Let's go... get your clit cut off..."

April was hefted up to sit on one of the burly hyena's arms as they swept inside. The Paulies were lounging in the work chairs, apparently zoned out but occasionally twitching, both of their tails swishing in perfect time, a happy purr rumbling from both. Then one of the blinked, noticing the pair, and they both came out of it. Slipping out of the chairs, they offered welcoming grins and gestured back towards their surgical room.

"Always a pleasure," one greeted, and April finally realized what it was that had been bothering her when they'd done the call with her therapist.

"You changed arms? Or... They don't match on you."

She pointed to the one who had the nipples capped, she thought it was Pauline, where the branding changed from calligraphy across her upper arms to artistic designs down on the lower. The felines grinned even wider.

"Hardly anyone ever notices!" the other exclaimed. "We did, we did. We made a few changes."

April looked them over more closely, curious as to what else might be different. It looked like the things over their privates had been swapped out as well, but she wasn't entirely sure. What did catch her attention was that the stomach of the one with designs all over and silver arms had a stomach that was distinctly more round than the other. It wasn't a huge difference, but it was most definitely different. She was about to say so when the pieces fell into place, and her own lips stretched up into an almost painful grin.

"Did you? How long!"

They both set up a thunderous purr, and the squirrel scrambled down to hug them tightly. Shodan let out a confused noise, and the one that April now assumed was Paul explained. "We're having a litter."

"Hey! Congrats! I'd give you a hug, but I don't wanna hurt you."

"Well, we thought around fifty was waiting long enough," Pauline cut in, and Paul added, "but we're not here about us today, we're here about you two!"

April kept an arm wrapped around Pauline's waist, utterly tickled that they had made the decision, when what they had just said hit her.

"Fifty?! You... well, to be fair, I don't suppose I could really tell how old you are, but you certainly don't look fifty at all. You're both so active and beautiful!"

"Thank you very much, you sweet thing. It comes from daily moisturizing," with the other adding from behind, "Mostly cum! It's very good for the skin."

Shodan laughed as they made their way into the surgical room, and the squirrel felt a flutter in her stomach at seeing what looked like a gynecological chair, but she clamped down on that. This was her decision, and now she was going through with it. Pauline helped her up into it, adjusted the stirrups to let her comfortably set her paws on the rests, then started pulling restraining straps around her, across her chest, upper and lower arms, stomach, upper and lower legs. The flutter became a tight ball, nearly panic, and Shodan took her hand. She squeezed it tightly.

"Still sure?" the hyena asked.

April gulped but gave a firm nod. A cloth was pulled across her legs before she felt the sharp pain of a needle in her private parts. She moaned and gritted her teeth, squeezing the hyena's hand tightly until the pain passed, a coolness spreading through her groin. From then on, it was only a little bit of pressure when they poked her, so she did her best to focus on Shodan.

"So, are you okay with having it as a ring, or do you want something else?"

The hyena offered her a comforting grin and patted the back of her hand. "Whatever you want it to be, babe. I'm good with the ring. Just gonna have to get used to having it on my finger. It's pretty neat though. You'd think with all the shit we have at home, and the crazy toys that Charlene has, I'd stop being surprised at the gadgets they have out there."

April giggled, feeling a bit light-headed. She wasn't sure if that was from anxiety and excitement, the anesthetic, or just psychosomatic, so she tried her best to ignore it. Her groin felt cold, and there was definitely some pushing and pulling down there, but nothing hurt at all, which was quite nice. She was pretty sure that this kind of thing was terribly painful in the bad kind of way without pain killers. She could see one ear from each of the cats peeking out past the sheet that covered her lower body, and it set her to giggling even harder. One of them poked their head up, their muzzle covered in a surgical mask, and glanced at one of the monitors behind her, nodded, then ducked back down. That sent her into an absolutely uncontrollable fit of laughter that lasted for far longer than was comfortable. She was left breathless, her stomach aching, and even more light-headed, most definitely from oxygen deprivation at that point.

"All done!" the Paulies chimed, both of them popping up in unison. There was a moist-sounding smack, and April barely felt the slap against her pussy. "The anesthetic should have worn off in about an hour, and you should be fine in a day or two, but we'll give you a week's worth of painkillers just in case."

"What, that's it?" Shodan protested, giving them an adorably confused look that set April to giggling all over again. "That wasn't even ten minutes! Was it?"

The Paulies peeled off the gloves covering their hands, or at least Paul pulled off his gloves since Pauline's were made of surgical steel and just needed cleaning, and peeled down their masks as they went to wash up.

"The removal part is almost always quick. It's the replacement that usually takes the most time," he explained, with Pauline picking up, "In this case, it was a very simple replacement, so that hardly took any time either. We need to test it, but we need the anesthetic to wear off first so that we can be sure of the nerve impulses." "That won't take very long, either, but we'll need to give it about two hours total to fully leave her system." "The last thing we need to know is whether you want to keep it as a memento."

"Keep... her clit?"

"Well, it's the clitoris and labia minora both. We managed to get them out without any real damage, so they can easily be preserved." "April didn't specify, and she seems to be having a bit of a strong reaction to the anesthetic right now. If you want, we can put them on ice to wait for her to come out of it." "But they won't be very good for it after more than a day. It's always better to get them plasticized immediately, while they're fresh, for best preservation."

The squirrel did her best to get herself under control, but she could only offer a nod when the hyena glanced at her. "Okay, uh... I guess get it done up, whatever the basic thing is. If we can get it done more fancy later, maybe?"

"Of course! Hm... Basic..." "But classy! Yes, perfect." "We'll have it back in about five minutes." "It will be beautiful, trust us."

The cats swished their way out of the room, leaving April alone with Shodan. They still hadn't let her out of the restraints, so the only thing she could really do was stroke the back of the hyena's hand with her thumb while she waited for the light-headed giddiness to pass. Shodan was more amused than anything else and kept quiet to prevent setting off another giggle fit. About the time that the Paulies returned, she felt like she was more or less under control.

They brought out what looked like a jewelry box for a necklace, which was probably its original purpose, and was technically its current one as well. Rather than something dripping jewels, though, the slim silver chain had her private parts as an ornament. They were slicked by a crystalline covering, the petals of her labia spread out to either side, with the long strand of the clitoris pointing upwards with its forked nerve endings connecting to the chain, sort of like an arrowhead. It was... rather beautiful, and she felt emotion clench in her chest as tears stung her eyes. She bit her lower lip, wishing that she could cover her face, and Pauline slipped onto her lap to hug and snuggle with her, petting at her while purring, and it was just what she needed. Paul let her arms free so that she could hug the pregnant female tightly around the chest, just enjoying the warmth and pressure and the calming vibrations.

They stayed that way for a long time, but she was feeling a lot better, and a lot less drifty, by the time Pauline gave her a light kiss on the cheek and asked, "So, are you feeling any soreness yet? Anything at all?"

"Oh..." April wiggled in the straps, and there was... it wasn't pain so much, but kind of a slight pulsing and a bit of heat. "Um... I don't think so?"

"Ah, well, give it a little while. I'm afraid you're going to have to bear it for just a little bit. It shouldn't hurt all that much, especially not after the first day, but it will be extremely uncomfortable." Paul added on, "And you won't be able to have any sex, vaginal or anal, for at least a week, remember. You two were very good the first time around, but this one is even more important." "When you do any kind of procedure in places like that, you have to give it time to heal, or you will very definitely regret it." "But we trust you two to follow our instructions. On the plus side, give all the blowjobs you want in the meantime!"

April offered Shodan a grin, intending to lick her lips or something other silly and teasing, and she saw that the hyena was wearing the necklace. The burly bitch noticed and scratched at the back of her neck, apparently self-conscious about it, but it just made the squirrel tear up a bit again with a massive grin splitting her face.

"Well, I know she'll miss returning the favor, but I was never really all that fond of it to be honest. I liked it well enough, but it wasn't my thing, if you catch my meaning."

Paul chuckled, stroking lightly at the top of her head. "We very much do catch your meaning. You should see what's inside Pauline right now."

April blinked at him, glanced at the female (who gave her a double-brow wiggle), then back to the male. "I'm really not sure that I want to know. Please don't take this as offensive, but you two scare me a little."

"Fair enough," Pauline answered with a laugh. "We have to moderate our pleasure, considering that we share it with one another completely. We found out rather young that if we're both entirely wrapped up in it..." "It kind of gets away from us. Our parents left us at home for a week over the summer while we were twelve, and we spent the entire time fucking." "We barely even managed to eat, much less get any water into us. We had to be hospitalized." "It was a rather embarrassing experience, but it taught us to moderate our sensations. We weren't even in heat at the time!" "And being pregnant with our very own litter of kittens is a wonderful experience to share..." "So we thought it best to ensure we wouldn't become overwhelmed by it."

"In short, she doesn't want to know," Shodan finished with a chuckle, and they nodded grinning agreement. "Hell, I don't want to know, but I think I have a good idea. I'm pretty sure neither of us ever want to go that far."

"But..." April paused, but decided to forge on ahead. "I would like to have a litter... some day. If you wanted to. Not that we have to talk about that right this second, but... y'know. Some day."

The hyena seemed to think she was still high on the drugs and gave her a gentle pat on the head before leaning in to kiss her cheek. "We can talk about that later, babe. Are you still all numb down there?"

The squirrel squirmed again, and it was very much not numb. "Nooo... Ah, it doesn't... it hurts a little bit, but it's more like a pulsing throb of heat."

"Ah, good," Pauline said, slipping off of her lap at last. "Are you feeling hungry at all? We can have some lunch while we wait out the rest of the time before we test." "We have leftover spaghetti from last night, if you're interested. The sauce is fucking amazing, if we do say so ourselves."

Apparently that struck the hyena as funny, because Shodan suddenly doubled up with laughter, leaving April entirely mystified, though the cats took it in good humor. Seeing that the rest of them hadn't caught onto the joke, the burly bitch made a strong effort to get control, though she was still interrupted by mild giggles when she could finally explain.

"Sorry, sorry... just... you two... spaghetti... so fucking normal... I just... it didn't fit, at all... It... I'm really sorry... You two are just so... out there, and... spaghetti for dinner seems so... pedestrian. I don't know what I thought you two ate, but it isn't that."

Paul slipped himself beneath the squirrel's arm on one side with Pauline on the other, and she was helped to walk through the regular studio and through the door on the other side of it. She sort of wished that they'd let her bring her shorts with her, but they were left back in the operating room. Then again, she supposed that the constricting fabric probably would have made the pain worse.

The new section of the shop was as much of a surprise as the mention of spaghetti, setup like a large open floor plan studio apartment, with a kitchen area, a little love nest that looked like something out of a sixties porn flick, and a large area devoted to sexual torture, with more kinds of toys and bondage devices than April had even known existed all neatly lined up or hanging on the walls. The felines took the squirrel over to a very strange but very comfortable couch thing (she thought it might be called a lounger), which let her recline so as to put minimal pressure on her groin. Shodan took a seat on the proper couch that stood perpendicular, and the Paulies went to fuss about in the kitchen for a bit. Then Paul came back over with an extremely apologetic expression.

"I can't believe we're this much of an idiot, but we entirely forgot that you're an herbivore. Almost all of our clients are preds, so it just... slipped our mind. Do you need something entirely without meat, or... We'll happily order you something for delivery. This is entirely our fault, and we really do hope that you don't hold it against us."

April gave him a wounded pout, which crumpled his sorriness into real distress, but then reached out to pat his hand. "I'm an omnivore, actually. One of my mums is a mouse, and I got more of her digestive system than the other. I can eat meat perfectly fine, love."

Paul sputtered at her for a moment, glanced back towards the kitchen, then let out a bark of laughter. "Well, she got us with that one!"

The wall opposite April lit up with a projected view through their eyes, probably so that she could see what they would be feeding her without needing to get up, and she called that it looked wonderful. It certainly smelled wonderful as it wafted through the apartment. She realized that she actually was hungry, somehow, and they had a little rolling tray for her to use that slipped over and under the lounger sofa she was on so that she could eat in the same reclining position. There was some small talk while they all ate, and the pain grew progressively worse all the while.

It wasn't an unbearable kind of pain; she had felt worse after some particularly rough sex, but it was in a place deep behind her pelvis, not quite in her vaginal canal, that she hadn't felt that kind of pain before. It was there, and it was perfectly within her tolerances to handle, but where it came from made it feel a bit wrong. Her nethers proper hurt as well though much less, more like she'd gotten her pussy rather vigorously spanked the night prior. It made her... surprisingly horny. She honestly wanted to finger herself or get in a quick, hard ride with Shodan, but she knew that was forbidden. It wouldn't have done her any good besides, at least not unless the hyena activated the pleasure setting on the control ring. It would have, at best, been the same as getting a gynecological examination, mostly the sensation of pressure inside her, or more probably it would end up being rather painful thanks to her current condition, and she might end up doing herself irreparable harm.

By the time the two hours were up since her minor operation, she was squirming her legs against one another from unsated, and unsateable, desire. The fact that she couldn't get herself off to it made her even hornier somehow. She had never really experimented much with chastity, and it was surprising how badly she wanted a vicious rutting now that she absolutely couldn't have it or get much of anything from it. By the time they got her strapped back into the chair, she was visibly leaking, which was terribly embarrassing, but neither of the Paulies so much as snickered. She supposed that if anyone was used to seeing such things, it would be them. Then came the testing...

"This part is going to hurt," Pauline warned while sliding a very phallic sensor module into April's pussy. "Viciously. We have to find out what levels to set things at." "Don't hold back the slightest if you need to scream or anything at all. This is going to be pure overload nerve input." "It will be overwhelming, and the worst pain that you've ever felt in your entire life." "Probably. If you've felt worse, we'll be rather surprised. Then we'll check it in the other direction and modulate."

What made her really nervous was when they coaxed her mouth open to slide a padded stick between her teeth, but she had known it was coming. They had very thoroughly explained about everything when she'd made her choice of mods. Then the pain hit her. It was indescribable. It lasted only a moment in reality; she knew that. It was only a single second worth of neural input, but it scorched her mind. When the searing light began to fade from her mind, she was unsurprised to have her arms and legs feeling bruised where the straps lay across them. She was panting heavily, feeling like she'd been struck with lightning, and she wouldn't have been surprised to find that she'd had a seizure.

"Well... that was unexpected," Pauline observed. "Do you normally have orgasms from purely pain input?"

Her eyes widened, terror racing through her. "What? No! No no no, the whole point of this was to not have that get me off or feel good or -"

She cut off her panicking protests at the calming gestures from the sphynx. "Shhh, calm, April. Calm. It's okay. The negative input test can sometimes trigger that in those with masochistic tendencies, though not usually the highest setting. That's more or less equivalent to having your collar bones broken, your pelvis shattered, arms and legs crushed, and your sternum ripped right out of your chest, more or less."

"And remember," Paul added, giving her ears light, calming strokes, "you don't have to use the negative input setting at all. It can just be pleasure or nothing. The negative input uses absolutely the same nerves as the positive input, and you can turn them completely off."

She nodded, catching her breath, and settled with that reminder. They gave her a few minutes to recover, then did the inverse test. The words "orgasm" and "climax" didn't even begin to touch what that felt like. It was just as bad, in its own way, as the pain, even if it was supposedly in the opposite direction. She supposed that made sense. The entire reason she liked the things she did was that they felt strangely good to her, and she reasoned that if pain could feel good then pleasure could also hurt. Those initial reactions let the Paulies find more moderate levels to use, and the second round of testing was far less intense. Both pleasure and pain still gave her massive orgasms but of far less mind-obliterating enormity. The settings were finagled down until they found the minimal amounts of pleasure and pain inputs that would cause an orgasm, and the settings were thus determined with maximum safe ranges established. She was rather relieved that it took far, far more pain to cause her an orgasm than pleasure, more or less the equivalent of having her intestines ripped out through her asshole per the cats.

The ring that Shodan wore had a movable heart-shaped charm atop it. All the hyena had to do was spin it in one direction to increase the intensity and the other to decrease or turn it off entirely. It clicked with each half revolution and had small lights around the rim to show the level to which it was currently set. If the hyena ended the turns with the point of the heart facing towards her palm, it would provide pleasure when activated or when the squirrel was penetrated. If it was stopped with the twin bulges pointing towards Shodan instead, it would cause pain. When no lights were lit, the implant attached to what remained of her clitoral nerves would be deactivated so that she would feel almost nothing but the pressure of being spread.

She was ready to pay and leave, somewhat eager to get home, but the Paulies insisted that they stay the night. It was partly for observation purposes, since this was her very first real mod and they wanted to make sure there were no issues with rejection. According to the felines, those tended to become readily apparent within the first twenty-four hours at maximum, though usually much earlier, and they would be free to leave after lunch the next day. The other reason that they provided was to get to know the pair better as a couple.

Since the branding, April had been in sporadic contact with them, mostly questions regarding the products on their site before she had begun really considering getting something done. Shodan, so far as she knew, hadn't done so since "paying" for their brands. The squirrel thought it over, and with the fact that she wasn't going to be getting a good fuck for at least a week, she decided that there was no reason to decline. The Paulies had been nothing but polite, considerate, and personable, and their bed could easily accommodate the four of them and a few more besides. She did opt to go ahead and use the painkillers they offered just to kill the wonderful ache and hopefully quell her horniness along with it. Which worked, to a point. A more accurate description would be to say that it made her uncaring of the pain. It was still there, she knew, but she was disconnected from it, her body feeling all limp and loose, like she was just a balloon animal filled with water.

She lay on the very plush, very comfy bed, snuggled between the two cats and her yeeny beanie, and she was gushing with love for all three of them. She couldn't quite work out how to make her mouth work correctly to actually say that, what with being all made of water inside, so she just petted and stroked at them, feeling the constant rumble of the felines' purring and the more intermittent rumble of the hyena's voice and laughter. She was glad that they were getting along. She liked the Paulies. They were great people, just great. Wonderful. Amazing. Incredible, even. So very soft and smooth and nice, and purring was just an awesome superpower for a species to have. Squirrels got to climb good and be pretty flexible, and her tail was very nearly prehensile thanks to her mouse mom, but she couldn't purr. It made her sad, but the purring was too nice for her to be sad for very long. And especially when Pauline was pregnant! You couldn't be sad around a pregnant woman! It might make the babies sad, and sad babies was just far, far too sad.

She heard the sphynx give out a soft squeak of surprise when she hugged an arm around the woman and latched onto a nipple, gently suckling, feeling like a baby herself. She had a fleeting thought that maybe she was doing something inappropriate, but no one pulled her away or anything, so she just pretended to be a happy baby and did her best to purr. She would love it if she could purr. It was very comforting lying like that, feeling so safe and protected and cared for and loved. It made her feel very sleepy, entirely besides the floatiness caused by the medication. She hoped that they wouldn't be upset if she took a nap. A short nap would do her wonders, and the purring and the warmth and the nipple in her mouth were just very, very nice... Shodan could keep them entertained for a little while, surely...

The End