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Sometimes you do things you've never done before and it kind of snowballs on you. Before you have a chance to fully sort out what's really going on, you find yourself happier than you ever dreamed you could be. I should know. It happened to me. In all of my 23 years I had never fallen for someone I didn't know, at first sight even, in fact, I hadn't ever really fallen for anyone, though I had tried to bond a few guys. And I fell for someone I'd only seen once, and in the most innocuous way at that.. And after a bit of time to think, he admitted to his love for me and we bonded. It was love at first sight for both of us, though neither of us recognized it at first. But we still got together. And I ended up getting the dominant Bull of my dreams.

I'm a 23 year old African Lion. I'm a Physician, specializing in Internal Medicine. (Think GP without the OB/GYN stuff nor kids) I went through Medical School quickly as I was considered a genius and got through High School and College and Medical School. I finished my Medical training at 21. And I've been practicing with my Mentor from Medical School, Dr Emil Brunner. We're happy working together and we're busy. Emil is an Atlantic Walrus. He's 45 and I got him his mate. A big Redneck Lion I was dating. Jeb and I didn't bond, but when I introduced him to Emil, they did bond. And are very happy now. Outgoing, boisterous Jeb fell for shy, introverted Emil. And they are proof opposites attract.

My older Brother, Rory is about to finish his Residency and will come join us at our practice when he's done. Rory is 2 years my senior. And he's a Polar Bear. He is Dad's son too, but he's a genetic throwback to our Mother's father. Grandpa Russell. Who is a big Polar Bear himself. A PhD in Physics, who has won a Nobel Prize. He too is a genius. Grandpa comes to see us at times when his research work is done. He's as good of a lover as my brother Rory is. He's hot for my ass now. Though I had to convince him to fuck me the first time. I love having Grandpa Walt here for a lot of reasons aside from the sex.

Me, I'm 6'4", 225 pounds. With Gold fur and a Red Blonde mane. My eyes are Sapphire Blue, like Dad's and Rory's. I have forepaws and big foot paws. I'm a smaller version of my Dad. Though I'm a lot like my deceased Lioness Mom inside. I'm glad I look like Dad. At 42, he's a gorgeous Lion still. He has a vibrant presence and is very charismatic. I'm proud to be like Dad, I know I'll age well too.

Rory is much bigger. 7' even, 320 pounds. His White fur is thick and sleek. He has Dad's Sapphire Blue eyes too. They're much more striking against Rory's Snow White fur. He's got big forepaws and foot paws too. Rory's a happy soul. Very easy going and calm natured. Me, I'm much more emotional. Genius I may be, but get my emotions involved and I'm kind of unable to utilize my intelligence properly. I love my older brother a lot. And he loves me. We've always been very close. Rory's more Dad inside and he's not got a lot of Mom in him. Mom was way more emotional than Dad, she raised us well though. To always do what's right no matter the cost, and to do for those who can't do for themselves. To help those not as fortunate as us. Which is part of what drove Rory and I to become Doctors. I was afraid Dad would be upset as he always expected us to follow him into CMK. But Dad understood when I told him I wanted to be a Doctor instead. "You're just like your Mother, I can see why you want to do this" Dad said. And when Rory came to him having made the same decision. Dad was proud of him too.

I wanted Rory to take my cherry but he couldn't bring himself to do it. But he set me up with someone who really wanted to take it And he did and was an amazing lover for my first time. . It was my last year of High School. Rory was on the Varsity Football team as a Freshman. And he had gotten to be friends with several of the Coaches. One of them, Coach Daniel Watson, a big Buffalo, had been my gym Coach in my Freshman year. He'd been friendly, but had not spoken much to me.

Late one Friday afternoon, Rory called me to meet him in the locker room, I didn't see Rory but I heard the showers running so I stuck my head in the shower room door. Coach Daniel was in the shower and he saw me. He blushed shyly. And he was so beautiful. Huge built and huge hung too. 7'2" and 350 pounds of solid built Buffalo with shaggy Dark Chocolate Brown fur. His Dark Brown eyes were so sexy. And his big horns curved upwards and were Brown too. His tail was thrashing a lot. And he was rock hard and sticking out proudly. I was fascinated seeing him naked and hard but tried not to show it. Coach Daniel made no attempts to hide his massive Buffalo dick from me either.

"Seen Rory?" I ask. "No, he's gone for the day" Coach says. "He called me to ask me to bring him his book bag, and said he'd be here" I say quietly. Coach grins. "He wanted you to come here to me, Claude" Coach says quietly. I smile. "He told me what you'd asked him to do, he couldn't, but I'd love it if you'd let me do it" Coach says very shyly. I smile. "I swear I won't hurt you, Claude, and I want you so very badly " Coach says softly.

"You are a very beautiful Buffalo, Coach" I say smiling. He blushes. And he shuts the water off. And he walks slowly towards me and he dries himself off. And I can't help but stare at his massive dick as he walks over to me. Same color as his fur. And he's got to be at least 18". My blood is hot now for this big, sexy Buffalo. And I know I'll let him have my cherry. My ass ring is actually twitching to feel that massive piece of Buffalo meat go up it. He's so hot and masculine, and I can't help but be turned on by how much he wants me. And he puts those massive arms around me and pulls me to him. This close to him, freshly showered or not, his Bovine musk makes me dizzy and almost intoxicated. His heat is apparent in his sweaty musk. And I know now, I'll let him take me, right here and right now.

"I know I'm big, but I swear I'll be gentle with you, please let me be the first to take you, Claude?" he begs. I smile. "I want it to be you, Coach, please, take my cherry?" I ask quietly. Not going to play any games here, I want this, I want him to use that massive Bovine dick to bust me open. I"m fighting the urge to just lay on my back on the shower room floor, in fact. He grins. He looks like he just won the lottery.

He picks me up into his arms and carries me into his office and shuts and locks the door behind us. "Rory told me what you wanted, and he told me he'd set us up, but he didn't say how, just to be ready if you came to me" Coach Daniel says smiling. "I'll have to thank him when I go home, Coach" I say smiling myself. "I think I"m going to have to thank him too" Coach says smiling. Coach leans down and deep kisses me. Full tongue and he's a good kisser. I want him even more now. He puts me down on the floor of his office.

I pull my clothes off as fast as I can. "You are such a beautiful young Lion, Claude" Coach murrs at me. I blush. He pulls me into his arms and he deep kisses me again. His lips are soft and gentle, and his kiss lights me up a lot. I'm purring now. And he smiles gently at me.

He lets go of me, and pulls a blanket out of a closet behind him and lays it on the floor. "We'll be comfortable now, Claude, I want to have the time to take you properly, I want this to be as good for you as it is for me" he says quietly. I smile. "Claude, I swear I won't hurt you, I want you very badly though, I have since the day I first saw you" he says quietly. "I always wondered, you were friendly, but you never said much to me" I say. "I would be close to you, and I had to fight the urge to kiss you, Claude" he says blushing again. "If you were of age, I'd try so hard to bond you as mine" he says smiling. I lay down on the blanket and he lays by me. And he pulls me to him, and we spend a lot of time kissing and nuzzling each other. He licks and nuzzles my neck and I'm really hot for him.

I put my paw on his massive Buffalo dick. He murrs as I gently stroke it. He's playing with mine as well. And he takes some precum off of his own dick and puts a finger at my asshole. He's gently stretching it and lubing me up. I notice a rather prodigious amount of precum leaking from him. (As I get older and have slept with more Bovines, I'll see it's kind of how they are, and it turns me on so much.)And he's taking it and using it to make my asshole slick and sloppy.

"I don't want to hurt my Baby Lion" he whispers in my ear. "I know you won't hurt me, Coach, I can see it in your eyes, you do care for me" I say softly. He murrs and licks my neck again. "I do, I could very easily love you, little Lion" He says happily. "You're about to give me something so very precious, something I'll cherish for always" he murrs in my ear. "You want me to take your virginity, you want me as your first lover" he says softly. "I'll give you an experience so good, that you'll always fondly remember the Buffalo who opened you up" he murrs in my ear. "I will always lovingly remember the Lion who wanted me as his first, and wanted me so much" Coach says proudly. "I do, Coach, very much, you're so beautifully masculine and hot" I say kissing him. (He managed to make me hot for Bovines in general. And any Bull or Ox or Bison that wants me I'll put out for. Though gay Bovine/Feline couples are very common. No one knows why. But it usually is a Bovine top with a Feline bottom. Personally, I love that ramrod straight cylindrical Bovine dick with its rounded flat head, and that veiny ridge ringing the middle of its length. Its hot extra stimulation as it pops in and out of your ass ring)

He pushes me onto my back. "I want to see your face as I take you, Pretty Lion" he murrs. He gets on top of me. And he looks into my eyes. "Be sure of this, Claude, once I'm inside of you, your virginity is gone forever" he says softly. "I am sure, Coach, and I want it to be you to take it" I say quietly. (I do, he'll set a preference in my mind. I like guys as big as him. And I'll tend to go for the Cattle types, Bulls, Oxen, Buffaloes, Etc. Nigel calls me a 'cattle slut' all the time.)

He leans down and he deep kisses me again. And I feel that massive dick up against my ass ring. I put my arms around his neck and I hold on tightly. He smiles. "Please take me now, Coach?" I beg him. And he begins to slowly push into my ass ring. I won't say it was painless. When his fat Buffalo dick first spread my ass ring, it really hurt. It took every bit of self control I had not to scream from the pain. I'd not want to upset Coach, and he might stop and refuse to go on if I screamed. But once he was in beyond the huge flat head of his Buffalo dick, it felt incredible. He continued to push slowly up me and I moaned gently as he got to halfway in. and I felt that ridge for the first time. I wrapped my arms and legs around his bigger body. "You cling to me so tightly, I'm not hurting you, am I?" he asks quietly. "No, Coach, it feels amazing" I moan. He smiles and he pushes more fat Buffalo dick up me. I lean up and I kiss him hard and deep. He grins. "You like me in you?" he asks. "No, I love it, Coach, I love feeling you in me" I moan. I cuss and growl and cum on his furry pot belly. He's moaning. "Tight" he growls. And he begins to slowly thrust into me. I hold him tighter and he's nuzzling me. "You're so hot and tight, won't last long" he moans. But Coach is keeping a slow pace with his fucking. He's going deeper, but not faster. I cuss and growl and I cum on him again. "Can't hold it, gonna fill your ass, Claude, gonna be the first to dump a load up you" he growls hard. And it feels like a firehose is spraying up my ass. He's convulsing on top of me, and I cum again on his furry belly. He holds me tightly, panting hard. He's kissing me repeatedly. "Pretty Lion, such a good Lion bottom already" he moans still panting.

He'll fuck me three more times that afternoon. He's a wonderfully gentle lover. And he lays on me for awhile after the last time and we spend a lot of time kissing. For the next few years, I'll see Coach Daniel at home at least twice a week. And he'll spend the occasional weekend with me. When I hit 16 I tried to bond him, and we didn't. We were both a bit sad about it too. I'd of happily belonged to him.

When I get into my internship, Coach Daniel meets a hot little Lion bottom when he comes to the hospital to fuck me on a break. They end up bonding. I"m happy for Coach, he broke me in well, and he made me the good bottom I am today. Everytime I think of my big Buffalo Coach, it makes me smile. He was the perfect male to take me for my first time. He's an amazing Buffalo in a lot of ways.

He was one of my first patients. He came to me right after I opened my practice for his arthritic knee. We fucked on the floor of my office and he was as magnificent then as he was the first time. He's got a little Gray in his beard now. But he's still a stunningly masculine and sexy Bovine. I could have spent my life being very happily under him and at his side. But apparently we weren't meant for one another. But his Jerry loves him so much, as much as I would have. So I'm content to see Daniel so loved.

Rory confessed to setting us up when I got home that first day. Coach had told him he was hot for me, and Rory knew I wanted to lose my virginity. He was afraid I'd be angry, but I wasn't and I kissed him and told him how much I loved him. And he spent the night with me, and we fucked a lot. He wanted me, Rory just didn't want to be the one to take my virginity. I never really understood why, but I wasn't bothered by it. We'd fuck a lot as time went on. I love Rory's fucking.

I've been very active since I first got broken in by Coach Daniel. I'm a good and popular bottom, going after the big built guys. The species that produce bigger males. Bears, Bulls, Oxen, Boars, Horses, Wolves, etc. I like Canines too. I love being knotted and 'turned'. But I also like being barbed by a Feline top as well. But I seem to go back to Bovines a lot. Any Bovine that shows an interest in me, I'll let fuck me. (Teddy calls me a Cattle slut like Nigel does.)

Rory recently bonded a great Bear. His Teddy Mitchell owns a small gay bar. The Bear Den. I go with him when he goes to spend time keeping Teddy company. I don't drink but I meet a lot of interesting and cute guys. And I get taken home a lot. I"m a bottom Lion slut, what can I say?

I also love spending time talking to Teddy when it's slow. He's a hot and sweet natured Grizzly Bear. Cute as Hell too. He and Rory are very happy together. Rory's busy in his last year of Residency. So I keep Teddy company a lot. Teddy sleeps with me when Rory is on his night rotations. I know how hard it is to cope with being away all of the time. I had to do it too. I was single though, but I can understand how lonely Teddy gets when Rory's gone. And though he's a bottom versatile, Teddy can't seem to get enough of my Lion ass. And he's good. And since Rory hates being fucked, I'm pretty much his steady piece of ass when he wants me. Teddy also loves to sleep with his big Grizzly body wrapped around me. When I've slept with both him and Rory I know he does the same with Rory. Rory loves being held by his 'Big Griz' a nickname I gave him during sex. It made him hotter. And Rory and the guys at his bar picked up on it too. I know in my heart when I get a mate, I want us to be like my Brother and his Grizzly mate. (Bear/Bear couples are more common, Bears tend to fuck roughly. I love it. I can keep up with them too.)

My best friend, Nigel lives with me. He's an Endocrinologist and he has his practice one floor down from Emil and I. His partner is Dr Mike Gentry, a big Grizzly who was a year ahead of Nigel in school. They became friends and went into practice together when Nigel finished his training. Nigel is an English born Badger. And he knows me better than anyone else. And he's as close to me as Rory is. His mate is Vladimir Breshnikov. A big Russian Grizzly.

Vlad's a Russian emigre, he's a body builder and he also works on a loading dock. I had dated him, and when he met Nigel he fell for him hard. And they bonded. Vladimir is big. 7' and heavy set. Nigel's barely 5'9" and slender. But they love each other so much. Vlad's a great top too. He'll fuck me and cum, and keep going until he just can't anymore. Our big Russian Grizzly is a very horny one. And a magnificent, if a bit rough, lover.

Anyway, I'm having a very busy week. Emil and I are running our tails off to keep up with the patients. We're packed full of appointments. And between that and rounding I've had little time to take a break, let alone have lunch. On Friday, I manage to make it almost to the end of the day without anything major happening. I get called to the ER at the University Hospital.

A body builder has injured himself. A big Clydesdale Horse, he'd broken his left hoof on a weight machine. I wasn't on call, but I am fluent in Russian.. And the builder is a Russian emigre who does speak a little bit of English. The owner of the gym brought him in. A big Castilian Bull with a very sexy Spanish accent. My heart stops when I first see this Big Hispanic Bull. My tail starts thrashing hard, something I can't get it to stop doing as long as I'm in the same room with him.

He's a gorgeous big Bull in fact. 7'2" without counting his horns. His fur is Medium Brown and his tail tuft and hoof tufts are Black as is his thick wavy hair. But they all have a wide White streak running through the middle of them. It's rather striking. He has Deep Blue eyes. He has a long, and thick goatee that is also Black with a White stripe running down the center of it. He's massively built. Stocky and it seems like even his muscles have muscles. His arms are bigger than my legs. Even his tail is muscular. His shoulders and neck are thicker than I've ever seen on anyone. Big hands and hooves too. His horns run horizontal and angle up about three inches from their sharp pointed ends. They're Pearly White and quite beautiful. His ears run right under them, the usual pointed and slightly drooping Bull ears. His face is so ruggedly masculine and sexy. He's the hottest male I've ever seen. Of any species.

He looks a bit gruff but I see him smile at the Horse he brought in. He must care for him a lot. He's for sure the Bull of my dreams. Everything I could want, on the hoof so to speak. Big, muscular, sexy, dominant, and if I can get him I want him. Right now, I'm only thinking of how much I want him to fuck me. I'm not yet aware that I want to belong to him completely. Yet, he's being friendly, but doesn't seem interested in me. Or if he is, he's concealing it from me.

One of the ER nurses tells me his name. He's Samuel Ignacio Montoya. He's an ex-Olympic Power Lifter, now a world renowned Lifting Coach and he's running a Gym of his own. He's 36 years old. He was born in Havana, Cuba, and emigrated here in his late teens. Chris, the ER nurse, a big Ox, teases me about being attracted to that big Bull. I am, for sure. He's hot, and from the way his shorts are bulging out, he's well hung too. But he's also a caring male. He seems to care a lot for his Horse. Gruff with a tender side it seems. That just makes me hotter for him.

The Horse is one of the builders he's coaching for the Olympic trials coming up soon. Grigori Kalishnikov. They are reputed to be romantically involved too, according to Chris. (Chris goes to Samuel's gym) Grigori is a huge Clydesdale. He's already been seen and had his hoof put in a cast. But he had a minor medical problem that required the ER to call in an attending Physician. Preferably a Russian speaker like me, to make sure he understands his discharge instructions. He has Hypocalcemia which is probably why he broke his hoof. I check his lab panels and nothing else seems off. So I tell his Coach to put him on a Calcium supplement and I discharge him. When I do the discharge teaching, he seems to understand it all, and he's a bit snippy with me over my repetition of it in Russian. He's curt and dismissive to me. (Apparently, he picked up on my interest in Samuel, whether Sam did or not I don't know) (I'll know later, it isn't that he wants Sam, he just doesn't want me to have Sam. He wants Sam to be in love with him so he can get what he wants from Sam.)

I spend a few minutes talking to Samuel. He's a gorgeous Bull and I'm so damned hot for him. He's friendly enough to me. But he's paying a lot of attention to his Horse. I can see he cares for this Russian Clydesdale. But there seems to be a bit of aloofness in how Grigori treats him. I hope I'm wrong, but I have to wonder if that Horse really does love this Big Hispanic Bull. I'd hate to think he was just using Samuel for a chance to get somewhere in the competitive body builder's circuit. But then again it really isn't any of my business. (I'm only really wondering if he's competition if I go for Samuel)

I write up the discharge orders and I go back to my office. I had given Sam one of my cards. I'd hoped he'd come by or call me, if he was interested in me. I hope he does. I'll sleep with him, marry him, do anything that Big Bull wants me to. (He has noticed me, though he hasn't shown it. He has given me a good once over, and though I won't know it for a while, he wants me, at least he wants me under him. He has at least figured out that he'd love to fuck me. He'll tell Oscar when he goes back to the gym that he wanted to push me onto the floor and keep fucking me hard until I would spurt out his Bull cum for a week. ) (We've both fallen for one another but neither of us know it yet)

I go back to my office and finish paperwork for the day. Nigel comes up when he's done so I can take him home. He and Vlad live with me, at the big house I bought. Dad and Rory live there too. As do a few others. Dad's got his bond mate here, Papa Harry Belford, a big Bengal Tiger, who'd been like a Dad to us too.

I tell Nigel about Samuel Montoya. He laughs. "Sounds like you like him, Claude" Nigel says happily. "I do, but I heard he's in love with that Horse he's training for the Olympics" I say. "He sure looked like he was anyway" I say quietly. "You never know, Claude" Nigel says smiling. I finish up and we go to my car and I drive us home.

I go out to the hot tub and I soak a while. Nigel's right I do like that Bull. But it doesn't really matter. I think he is in love with that Horse. He was friendly enough, but didn't seem especially interested in me at all. I'm vain enough to think most guys want me. I am an attractive Lion. I'm young, handsome, well dressed, a Doctor, rich, and I've been told I'm warm and charming too. I'm used to getting the guys I want. At least to fuck me anyway. I do have a few regulars, guys I date and fuck periodically. Maybe I need to call one of them, and have them come rut me and put this Bull out of my mind? Nigel's right, it's not like me to 'moon' over anyone, hot Bovine or not. My thoughts won't stray very far from him at all now.

And why him? Why is he staying on my mind? I just talked to him. He was with a patient, not an unusual situation. I run across patient's family members, friends and boyfriends and girlfriends all of the time. Why is this Bull occupying my mind so? His masculine Bovine scent still lingers in my nostrils. And it heats up my blood and makes me horny. It isn't just sex I want though, I'm thinking about how hot it would be to just kiss him. Just making out with him and knowing he cared for me...(I've got it bad for him, and it's gonna hurt if he's not wanting me at all. Love at first sight can be a bitch.)

I go eat when Alfred calls dinner. And I go up to my room after dinner. I look him up online. He's shown several guys in the last few years. And he is single. No notes about him being with anyone now. He was with the first guy he trained for six years. An Oscar Perez, a big Castilian Bull, not as big as Sam himself. But a well built Mexican Bull. They broke up and are still friends apparently. He runs a gym here in Sacramento, his partner is his Ex, this Oscar Perez. Sam's an American citizen now too. He's 36 and been in America since his early teens. I search a little more and I find a picture from an AIDS charity calendar he did. A nude where his genitals were only partially obstructed. I'm ready to swoon, his dick is big and fat and isn't totally hidden, and he's got massive oval shaped Bull balls. I'm really hot for him, and I know now it isn't just sexual.

I wonder, I could go by this gym and arrange to meet him. Somehow I could meet him there, but I don't know if he'd even look at me twice. I'm not buff. I'm not in bad shape, I have genetics on my side. I've got a decent body but I could stand to build up a bit I suppose. While I am good looking I'm sure no body builder.

I check the hours for his gym. Still open for another hour or so. I could go sign up at least. And I shower and put on some shorts and a shirt and cross trainers. And I go down to Sam's gym. I'm so nervous, I've never been this nervous before. I'm scared he won't want me and he'll just laugh at me if I tell him I'm interested and want to get to know him better.

I go up to the desk and there is a big Horse working there. It's not Grigori. He introduces himself as Ed Kolinsky. He's a big Palomino, and a very hot one as well. He's gorgeous. He's flirting with me a bit. I'm getting hot for him now too. (I did say I am a bottom slut, didn't I? And I still have Sam's scent in my nose, and it's firing me up a lot.) His eyes are an Icy Blue and riveting. As riveting as folks say my Sapphire Blue eyes are. His tail is swishing around, so I know he wants me. "I thought I'd see about joining" I tell him. Ed smiles at me. He hands me a packet of papers. "Sam nor Oscar are here now, so you'd have to come back, but if you fill that stuff out it'd save time" he says smiling. I nod. I notice he's still making eye contact with me. I am purring to my surprise. And he grins. And he's even more sexy to me now. His eyes are almost shining at me. And he's so damned warm and charming. I briefly wonder how it would be to be his Mare.

"Please tell me you're a bottom, and you've had experience with Horse Cocks?" Ed asks quietly. I smile. I'm not surprised he asked me that, a lot of gay bottoms can't take Horse Cocks because of the size and that blunt, flat head. I have, several times. I love it. Horses are great tops usually if you can take them. They get hard quick, cum quick, and will fuck you a bunch of times. And I love how they whinny so loudly when they cum. Just thinking about having Ed on top of me, fucking me, has my ass ring twitching. "I am a bottom, a good one, and you'll be the fifth Horse I've let fuck me" I say smiling. He's grinning deeply. "Not if I let you, but when I let you" Ed says smiling. I nod. Ed's really happy now. He nickers softly. He's making me hotter for him by the minute. He's a nice guy as well as a sexy one.

"I get off in about thirty minutes" Ed says smiling. "You'll get off several times if I have my way, I love being ridden by a sexy Horse top" I say smiling. "Damn, where have you been all of my life?" Ed asks laughing. "I guess I just hadn't gotten around to you yet" I say smiling. "So you just decided to come sign up?" he asks. "I met Samuel Montoya at the ER where he was with that Horse he's training" I say softly. Ed laughs. "So you came looking to see his place, maybe try to get a Bull ride?" He says smiling. "Well, kind of, he's gorgeous" I say softly. "But I'm happy to have such a beautiful Palomino Horse ride me tonight, so it works out fine" I say smiling. Ed blushes."You think I'm beautiful" he says shyly. "You're a gorgeous Horse, Ed" I say smiling. He grins. "In fact, I have to admit, I've never seen a Horse that was more beautiful than you" I say quietly. Ed smiles and puffs out his chest a bit.

"You work at University Hospital?" Ed asks. "No, I practice there, I'm Dr Claude Kitman II" I say shaking Ed's hand. He smiles. "You sure are a cute Lion, Claude" Ed says. "You're a gorgeous Palomino, Ed" I say smiling. Ed blushes.

"Claude, I want you, and I'd love to go home with you tonight" he says smiling. "I think I would really like that, especially if you spend the night?" I ask. "Oh God, I'd love to" Ed says grinning. Ed's a big Horse, he's 6'8" and maybe 300 pounds. His coat is Golden Tan, his mane, hoof tufts and tail are Off White, and he has those gorgeous Ice Blue eyes. He's a stunning Horse. And he's not stuck up about his looks and he's a warm, and genuine soul too. Maybe if I can't get Sam, I could corral this beautiful Palomino and bond him?

"Claude, are you interested in Sam?" Ed asks me. I nod. "I'd love to meet him one day" I say quietly. Ed grins. "I want you tonight, but I'm working here and going to school too, and I'm not wanting to get serious, even for a beautiful Lion like you" Ed says quietly. "Is Sam looking to settle down?" I ask. "I'm not sure, he's been complaining about being lonely, and all he's meeting are guys who are builders, and he's a bit gun shy, he wants a mate outside of this sport" Ed says. "He doesn't want to have to worry about someone wanting him just so he'd train them" Ed says softly. "Like Grigori?" I ask. Ed nods. "Smart Kitty" he says quietly. "I thought I saw something like that in his eyes, Sam seemed to really care about Grigori and that Horse seemed so aloof" I say quietly. Ed nods. "He did date Sam and when Sam agreed to train him, he stopped dating him, and found another guy, Sam still cares but he was heartbroken, and that's when he decided he would only date outside of the builder's world" Ed says. "He'd love you, he's not into the big built guys anyway, he prefers his bottoms smaller than him, and if you're a horny and durable bottom it'll be that much better" Ed says. "Oh?" I ask. "Sam is a very horny Bull, he'll want sex several times a day, and the more he cares about you, the more he'll want you" Ed says. "I see" I say smiling. "Claude, he's the only one here with a bigger dick than me" Ed says proudly. I laugh. "I can't wait to find out, you'll be a good test run" I tease him. Ed cracks up.

"Funny, and warm and cute" Ed says. "I may have to change my mind, if Sam doesn't decide to take you, I may date you myself" Ed says happily. "I'd be under you any chance I got, Ed, even if I got Sam" I tease him. Ed grins. "I can't take you to my place, it's such a crap apartment and I have two roommates I wouldn't trust around you" Ed says. "We can go to my house, Ed, I'd be happy to take you to my place, my family would love you too" I say smiling. "Family?" he asks. "My gay Dad and his mate, my gay brother and his mate, my best friend and his mate, and a few of our friends" I say smiling. Ed laughs. "Got a little gay family going " he says. "Well, if you like the place and hate where you live you can come live with us" I say softly. "No rent, and my butler will feed you and do laundry" I say softly. Ed looks at me.

"You..." he says. "You don't know me at all, and you'd invite me to come move in?" he asks. "Ed, you're funny and warm, you're cute, you're a nice guy Stallion, and there are no strings, I think it'd be fun to have you around the house, and if you're working and going to school it'd make it easier on you" I say softly. Ed nods.

A big Red Kangaroo comes out of the locker room. He runs and hugs me. "Claude" he hollers and he picks me up and he kisses me. "You know Paulie" Ed asks. "I do, in the Biblical sense too" I say smiling. "He's a great lay, Eddie" Paulie says grinning. "He's a hot tight little Lion, and he's talented" Paulie says. I kiss Paulie. I have slept with him. Tried to bond him too. But he's career focused right now, and doesn't really want to bond anyone at present. But he's a gorgeous Roo and a great lover. Toe curlingly good in fact.

"He wants to ride the Palomino?" Paulie asks Ed. "Yeah, and he's invited me to move in, so I can have it easier to go to school" Ed says. "So like you, Big Kitty" Paulie says smiling. "He's got a big house, a nice family, and you'll be happy there" Paulie says smiling. "Claude's a good one, kind and happy, and he's an honest Kitty" Paulie says. Ed leans over and kisses me across the desk.

"I gotta go back to work" Paulie says kissing me. "Call ya soon, Big Kitty, I want another chance to have ya under me again" Paulie says and he leaves. Ed's smiling at me. 'You'd really take me in?" he asks. "I would, my family would love to have you there, lots of sex goes on, we're all either single or open bonded" I say smiling. "Let me think about it" Ed says softly. And he tells me to sit in the lobby while he closes up. And he goes off for a while. Well it isn't Sam but Ed's gorgeous and he knows Sam, he might even help me get that Big Bull. If he's recovered from being hurt by Grigori. (Who am I kidding here? If Ed said take me for good, I'd just say, Yes Sir, and bond his ass for good. And be damned happy to be his Mare.) (We Lions are among the few species who can affect who we bond with. If I really want to belong to someone, I will bond them, if they want me, that is.)

I pull my Kindle out of my bag. And I sit and read a while. After a half hour Ed comes back carrying a tote bag. "Claude, I didn't drive, but if you could take me home, I'll get my stuff, I really want to move in if you'll let me" he says and he kisses me. "I'd be glad to, Big Stallion, I'm glad you want to live with us, it'll be fun having you at home." I say smiling. I call Alfred and I tell him about Ed. "I'll have his room ready, Master Claude, but he will spend tonight with you" he says. "I hope so anyway" I say happily. Alfred laughs. And hangs up. Alfred is psychic so he knows. But hell that's why I'm bringing my Stud Horse home.

"I had to let my Butler, Alfred, know you were moving in, he'll have the room ready before we get home" I say smiling. Ed hugs me. We walk out the door and he locks it behind him. I put his bag in the trunk of my Mercedes S560 4Matic sedan. "You've got money?" Ed asks. "I do, I'm one of 'those Kitmans' "I say smiling. "My Dad is J.T. Kitman" I say smiling. Ed laughs. "So you are just folks, I'd heard that, but it must be true or you'd not have offered to let me move in" Ed says kissing me. I open my car and we get in. He gives me his address and I put it into the navigation system and I drive us to his place.

We go in and I help him pack his stuff. Clothes, and books and a few other things. His laptop and that's about it. I put the Mercedes' back seat down and we load it and the trunk. He gives his roommates his keys to the place and we go.

As I pull up to the house, Ed seems a bit overwhelmed. "It's so big" he moans. "It is, and it's your home now, Ed" I say softly. "You'll love the back yard too, has a pool and a hot tub" I say smiling. Ed smiles finally. "Be nice to have the hot tub when I've been working out" he says smiling. Alfred comes out with his Big Bull lover, my gardener, Manuel Guerra. (Alfred's just as hot for Bulls as I am, and I dated Manuel and when I brought him home, he and Alfred bonded. And they've been very happy and I hired Manuel to tend my yard) And they help us bring Ed's things in. He's down the hall from me. On the side away from the study and Dad's room. I love my own room. Big and close to the kitchen and the living room. Next to Dad's study and his and Harry's bedroom.

"I'll put your things away, Master Ed, you should eat, as I know you haven't yet tonight" Alfred says. "Master Claude, I have fixed a plate, and left it on the kitchen table for him" he adds. I walk Ed into the kitchen. And he sits and eats. I get him some water, and I get a Diet Pepsi. Dad walks in. "So this is our new Horse?" Dad asks. "Ed Kolinsky, this is my Dad, J.T. Kitman" I say smiling. They shake hands. Dad sits and chats with us. He likes Ed, I knew he would. Dad's not a snob. He likes good animals. He's responding to Ed's warmth and charm pretty much like I did.

"So are you dating him, Son?" Dad asks. "We're gonna fuck, but Ed's busy with school he said, and isn't ready to settle down" I say smiling. Ed nods. "He's a beautiful and warm Palomino, Claude, you could hardly do better than to take him" Dad says smiling. Ed grins. "He's right, I want to get finished with school and go on to get my M.S. and then my PhD, so I have a ways to go yet, Sir" Ed says. "No Sir, call me Papa Jim" Dad says. I love it when he does his 'Alpha Dad' routine. Ed grins. "Thank you, Papa Jim" he says humbly. When Ed finishes eating. I take him on a tour of the house. He's impressed by it. And I show him to his room. And he loves it. I let him look around it a while.

I kiss him. And I take his hand and I lead him to my bedroom. He's grinning now. He strips me slowly and he kisses me all over as he uncovers my body. "You are beautiful" he mutters. I kiss him. And he pulls his clothes off quickly. "I'm a bit horny" he says shyly. "Well, I know how you Horses are, so do you wanna go for the first one quickly?" I ask . Ed smiles and nods. I get up on the bed and on my knees. He kisses me. "I love not having to explain how we are" Ed says smiling. He gets behind me. He lifts my tail. "You have such a gorgeous ass, Claude" he says smiling. And he slowly begins to push the blunt, flat head of his Horse Cock up my ass. I moan as I feel that wide Cock head spread my ass ring. "Hot and tight" he moans and he keeps pushing slowly up me. And he stops halfway. He's big, he's gotta be 18" at least. And he says Sam's bigger? I push back on his Horse Cock until I feel his sheath against my ass cheeks. He's moaning loudly. "Never been in all of the way, Kitty" he moans. He starts long dicking me slowly. And I feel like he's stroking my whole body from the inside. He's kissing me and he's very loving and tender with me. He pulls back and moves me onto my back while still inside of me. "You can take me so we can move to this way, I want to look at my beautiful Lion while we fuck" he says smiling. I'm pawing his back frantically and have wrapped my arms and legs around his larger Equine body. "You're so hot for this ole Palomino" Ed murrs.

We're kissing deeply and continuously. Ed's sliding in and out of me all of the way now. That flat, blunt Horse Cock head parting my asshole wide on each stroke makes me nuts. I'm cussing and groaning and I cum again on Ed's hard belly. "No one" he pants breathlessly. He's kissing me again harder now. And he throws back his head and whinnies loud and lustily and I feel the head of his Horse Cock flaring as his cum gushes into me. He's looking down at me and there is so much passion in his Blue eyes for me. "Hot and tight little Lion" he pants. I'm soaked with his sweat and its scent makes me hotter. My guts are full of his Horse sperm and it feels so hot.

Ed's smiling now. "Again?" he begs. "Go for it, big Stud Horse" I moan. And he does. We spend the night fucking, we're so hot for each other we're rutting hard.. After the second time each session, he pulls out, and holds me tightly and we talk a bit. I'll go dump his copious loads before we start again. Horses are like that, cum quick, recover quick and fuck lots, and they flood you with Horse cum each time.. It's why I like them so much. That and the loud orgasmic whinny they do when they cum. You know you've pleased them and it's so hot. I like it when guys make a lot of noise when they fuck you. I'm wondering if I should try to bond him, and I briefly think about what it would be like bearing his Colts.

Come morning Ed's as tired as I am, and we fall asleep about 5AM. He's wrapped around me tightly as we sleep. We wake about noon. And I get up and go shower. Ed comes in while I'm in the shower. And he pushes me forwards a bit and he fucks me hard and fast. "Just wanna cum again, baby" he moans in my ear. "No reason needed, just fuck me when you want to, Ed" I moan as he works my ass. He's nuzzling my neck from behind. "So fucking tight" he moans. And I am pushed forward into the shower wall a bit when he cums, whinnying loudly. "Claude, that was amazing" he pants. We shower off and he's so happy.

"Go get some coffee, Alfred will have lunch soon, we slept through breakfast" I say smiling. He kisses me. And he picks up his shorts and puts them on and walks out. I put shorts on and walk out to the dining room. Ed's drinking coffee and talking to Harry and Dad and Rory. Rory's smiling at me. "You ought to take him, he's a great Horse" he teases me. "I would, but he says he's too busy to settle down" I say smiling. Ed kisses me. "I'm sorry, but he's right, I wanna finish school before I settle down." Ed says smiling. "Did you enjoy him?" Nigel asks me as he walks into the room. "I did, he came 12 times and I think I came more than that" I say smiling. Ed blushes. "Damn, and Alfred says he'll be living here now?" Nigel asks. "I will be, let me recover a while, maybe I'll let the Badger ride me" Ed says smiling. I laugh. "He'll addict you to Horse Cock, Nige, he's that good" I say kissing Ed. Ed blushes.

"Claude, do we have room for Nate and his Russian Bull?" Nigel asks. "Yuri was talking to Vladimir and he's afraid their apartment is going condo" Nigel says. "Of course, Nate's a friend, and his Yuri is so sweet and adorable" I say smiling. "I'll call them after lunch" Nigel says sitting down. I tell Alfred when he comes back into the dining room. "Not a problem, Master Claude" Alfred says. "Yuri Petrov?" Ed asks. "Yeah" I say. "He is a good Bull, he works out with us, and he's such a sweet and caring Bull" Ed says smiling. "He is" Dad says. I forgot he technically works for Dad, Yuri is a Security Guard at the main office building of CMK. "I'll be happy to have him around" Dad says smiling. "He's a great Bull top" I tease Papa Harry. Harry smiles. "Well that makes two new good tops" Harry teases me. "Ed's amazing, and Yuri's great, so loving and tender" I say smiling.

"Nate's a bottom who's easily as good as Nige and I" I say smiling. "What is he, Claude?" Dad asks. "He's a Snow Leopard, he's built like Nigel, and he's a happy, talented little Bottom" I tell Dad. "Damn Boy, I ain't never had Snow Leopard ass" Dad says grinning. "No, but you get all of the Lion and Tiger ass you want" I tease him. "My boy happily lets his Dad fuck him" Dad says proudly. Ed looks at me. "Well, he's hot, I'd have to let him, Dad or not" Ed says smiling. "You Bottom?" Dad asks intently. "At times" Ed says softly. Dad's tail is thrashing now. "I think Dad wants a bit of Horse tail" I say smiling. Ed grins. "After lunch?" he asks Dad. Dad nods.

Ed leans over and whispers to me. "I will help you get Sam if I can, I know he'll open bond you, and I can still get at your ass" he says happily. I smile. I do still want him. Now that Ed's mentioned him, I start thinking about that big Cuban Bull. "Ed, would he be at the gym today?" I ask. "Maybe, you could go check" Ed says smiling. "Not wanting to wait?" he asks. I nod. "I want to at least see him again, even if nothing happens I want to see him" I say quietly. Dad's looking at me rather intently now.

He grabs my arm and he pulls me to his study and shuts the door. "Who's Sam?" Dad asks firmly. I blush. "Claude, I'm waiting" Dad snaps. I sit at his desk and I open his computer and I Google Samuel Montoya. Dad looks at the entries. "He's a Hell of a big Bull" Dad says smiling. "He's older" Dad says. "He's 36, Dad" I say softly. "13 years older than you" Dad says. "I can count" I say. "I met him when he brought someone into the ER and I saw them" I say quietly. "I was fascinated by him, and I went to his gym to try to meet him, and met Ed instead" I say smiling. Dad laughs. "Ed is a Hell of a Horse, Boy, forget this Bull and take Ed" Dad says. "He doesn't want to settle down, we've kissed, we've fucked, if we were meant to bond we would have already" I tell Dad. "Not that I wouldn't love to belong to that big Palomino, Dad" I say smiling. Dad smiles. "Too bad, he'd be good to you and good for you" Dad says smiling."You just want to have a regular shot at his big firm ass" I say smiling. Dad cracks up. "My Son knows his Daddy" he says, and he kisses me. "If you can get this Bull, and he'll be good to you I won't object, Claude" Dad says smiling. I kiss him. "I know, my Daddy wants me loved, and treated well when I settle down" I say smiling. "You do know your Daddy" he says kissing me. Ed comes in.

"Claude, I called and Sam is there, I told him you wanted to join and that I'd been with you already" Ed says happily. "If he likes you when you meet him, he'll know you're available and he'll hit on you at least" Ed says kissing me. "Best I can do for you" he says softly. I dress in tight jeans and a tight tank top. And I bring shorts and I put on cross trainers. Though I'm hoping I won't need them.

I drive down to Sam's gym. I go in. There is a smaller Bull at the counter. Must be Oscar. I tell him I want to join. And he smiles at me. I'm a bit stunned, his smile is so bright and he's just as warm and sunny as Ed. "You're Claude?" he asks. I nod. "I'm Oscar Perez, Sam's Ex, and Ed told me about you" Oscar says looking me over. "How much did he tell you?" I ask. Oscar smiles. "You want a shot at Sam, but you don't want to just fuck him" Oscar says softly. I blush. "Come this way" Oscar says and he leads me to an office.

He shows me to a chair. I sit. And he sits behind the desk. "I'll be blunt, I still care a lot about Sam, I need to know if you're good enough for him, and that you'll treat him well, if he takes you" Oscar says firmly. "I will be, if I'm lucky enough to get him, I'll treat him like Gold" I say quietly. "Ed told me he'd talked to you, I know he slept with you, and he's talked to me about that since you left your house" Oscar says. "I know you had him move in to help him with expenses, he's really happy there, and it's a big point in your favor" Oscar says. "He says you're a hot, tight and active little bottom with a high sex drive" Oscar says. "I am" I say. "He fucked you all night he said" Oscar says. "I did, I love a good top and I'm always horny" I say proudly. Oscar smiles. He's a sexy Bull too. And he has a warm and sexy smile.

"Sam is extremely horny, he'll want you several times a day" Oscar says softly. "Ed told me that, he also told me Sam's hung bigger than he is" I say softly. "I hope you don't want him just because he has a big dick?" Oscar asks. "No, I met him when he took Grigori to the ER and I kind of fell for him then" I say softly. "You are a Doctor?" Oscar asks. "I am, I'm an Internist, been one for two years" I say quietly. "Can you cope with Sam's just wanting to be a Lifting Coach and Gym owner, if you'd be ashamed of him for that, forget him" Oscar says. "I'd be proud to belong to him, I'll bet you were too" I say softly. Oscar smiles softly. "I was, but I'm not submissive enough for Samuel" Oscar says softly. "Can you be?" He asks. '"I can be very submissive" I say quietly. "Ed seems to agree with you, he loves Sam too, and he thinks you'd be great for Sam" Oscar says. "I would try my best to be all he wanted in a mate, and give him anything he could want" I say softly.

"Oscar, I want him, just as he is, I am not out to change him nor will I be ashamed of him, if we have to go to fancy functions, others will look at us, and be jealous of me for the sexy Big Bull I got as mine" I say. "I'd proudly go anywhere on his arm, and show him off to the world as my mate." I say softly. Oscar smiles. "Understand him and accept him as he is, and he'll never even think of leaving you, Claude, he and I are still close, and he does still love me, we just know we're not meant to be mated" Oscar says softly. And I catch the barest tone of sadness in his voice.

"You live with your Dad and Brother and a lot of other gay friends, Ed said you had a little family going" Oscar says. "I do" I say."My Dad, J.T. Kitman and my Brother Rory and their mates" I say smiling. "J.T. Kitman, Shit, you're one of 'those Kitmans' " he says. "You're rich too" he moans. "I am, I have $600 Million last I checked" I say quietly. "Sam won't care, he'll want you for you, if he wants you" Oscar says. "Ed said the same thing" I say quietly. Oscar smiles again. He seems to like me. I hope I can get him on my side. I'll bet his word carries a lot of weight with Sam. And besides that, I like this big Bull. Honest and caring and open. I make a mental note to sound him out about moving in too.

I can hear loud and fierce arguing. One voice is Russian accented. And the other sounds like Sam. Oscar gets up and runs out. I hear much louder arguing now. Sam's really mad, his voice is rough and angry. And I hear Oscar's voice too, trying to calm Sam down and be conciliatory. The arguing stops. And I hear hoof steps, loud ones.

The door opens. "Who the hell are you?" I hear Sam roar. I turn to him. "Oh, I'm sorry, Dr Kitman, I didn't know it was you" Sam says lowering his voice. "How can I help you?" he asks. Looking into my eyes. His Deep Blue eyes are full of fire and it feels like he's looking right into my soul. I can't speak at the moment. "Oh yeah, Ed said you wanted to meet me" Sam says softening his voice. Just as his eyes too start to soften I hear Grigori yelling at Sam in Russian. Sam looks puzzled at the sounds. Grigori is yelling angrily in Russian. "He's pretty mad Samuel, he's calling you a lot of bad things" I say quietly. "You speak Russian?" Sam asks. "I do, Sam." I say calmly. "What's he saying?" Sam asks. I tell him. Sam turns Red and he stomps out, dragging me with him.

Grigori is red faced and yelling. I translate for Sam. Sam asks me to tell him a few things and I do. Grigori is even madder now.(He understood it when Sam said it, but he's madder knowing it's me saying it for Sam. In Russian or not.) And he stomps off. Sam's enraged still. And he stomps off too. They were fighting over how Grigori treated Sam, and Sam basically told him to go find another gym and another trainer. (Actually, Sam wanted me to tell him to get the fuck out and never come back. I did, but I didn't use those words exactly.)

I go back to the office. Sam is talking in Spanish to Oscar and he waves me back out of the office. I step out of the office. I know Spanish, but I'm too far away for even my sensitive hearing. Sam stomps off and he nods at me when he passes me. I am not sure whether to follow him. Oscar waves me into the office. So I go in. "Claude, he's a bit embarrassed that you saw and heard that" Oscar says. "Though he is glad you could make Grigori understand he had to leave" Oscar says softly.(Grigori understood Sam before, he just saw what neither Sam nor I did. That I now had Sam's heart as he had mine. And he knew to give up finally.) "I guess my timing just sucks" I say smiling. Oscar laughs. "You saw his legendary temper and it didn't put you off of Sam?" He asks happily. "No, my Dad is famous for his roaring rages, so I'm kind of used to it" I say grinning. Oscar laughs. "You just may be perfect for Sam, he's upset, angry and embarrassed right now, he's told me he's going off for a while, if he's really upset he'll go get drunk, and he won't want you to see him that way, Claude" Oscar says happily. "But you knew how mad he was, and it didn't seem to affect you at all" Oscar says.

"He thinks you're cute, and he at least wants to fuck you, rather badly, actually, but he does like you too, he was impressed with you at the ER" Oscar says softly. "But you should stay away from him now, and let him come to you, he will when he's had a few days to get over being embarrassed by you seeing that fight" Oscar says softly. I nod. "Claude, he's seriously thinking about it, Ed means a lot to Sam, and I'm going to tell him I think he should try to take you too" Oscar says happily. "If you weren't phased by his temper tantrum, and you're the bottom Ed says you are, and you can be as submissive to him as you told me you could, then you are perfect for our Sam" Oscar says softly. I smile. "Thank you, Oscar, I can tell you do still care for him" I say smiling. "I do, and understand, if he takes you, and you hurt him, I'll break you in half" Oscar says firmly. I smile. "If I'm stupid enough to hurt him, I'll deserve for you to break me in half" I say softly. Oscar smiles. "You really want him badly, don't you?" Oscar asks quietly. "I do, I know I fell for him when I first saw him" I say softly. "Claude, I do still love him, but I know I"m not who he needs, I have my own mate, but I will always love him, and I think you can be to him what I couldn't be, you could be all he needs, and I want him to be loved and happy" Oscar says softly. I take his hand. "I swear, if I get him, I will work hard every day to be what he needs me to be, and to love him until the day I die" I say. "I know, I can see it in your eyes" Oscar says quietly.

"I'll come back in a few days, Oscar, thanks for talking to me" I say quietly. Oscar nods. I leave. And I drive home. I go find Ed and I tell him what happened. "Sam needed to get mad finally at Grigori, and I'm glad you got it across to him that he needed to go away" Ed says. "Oscar seems to approve of you for Sam too" Ed adds. "He still cares about Sam?" I ask. "He does, he didn't want to break up, but he's happy now, he's got a Bobcat he's bonded, and they're very happy" Ed says.

"He was glad I got you to move in here too" I say smiling. "Oscar and Sam like me, Sam treats me kind of like a son" Ed says smiling. "He was probably impressed by that too" Ed says grinning. "Oscar said Sam was embarrassed about me being there when they fought" I say. Ed smiles. "He must really like you then, he's not wanting you scared off, Sam's temper is legendary, he's got a bad temper and a short fuse. usually only me or Oscar can calm him down quickly" Ed says softly. "So does Dad, and only me or Alfred can calm his roaring rages" I say smiling. Ed laughs.

"Your Dad is a very passionate Lion, he was a great fuck, and he let me fuck him after he was done in me" Ed says smiling. "Dad likes you a great deal, he tried to get me to forget about Sam and take you instead" I say smiling. "I'd take you, Claude, but I have a long way to go in school, and I have to be goal focused, I hope you're not mad at me" Ed says. I kiss him. "No, I understand, Ed, I'm glad I'll still have you in my life though" I say softly. Ed kisses me. "Ed, Dad was right about one thing, you're a very special Horse and you'll be a great addition to our little family" I say softly.

"I'm glad you came in, and you wanted me, you've been very good to me, Claude" Ed says smiling. "I think you are a Hell of a Horse, Ed" I say smiling. Ed grins. "Whether I get Sam or not, Ed, I'm glad you're in my life now, and I wouldn't want that to change at all" I tell my Palomino. Ed grins. Ed takes my chin in his hand. "I know, Claude, and I know if I took you, you'd give me your all, just like you will Sam, you'd try to make me one happy Horse every day of our lives, like you'll make Sam a happy and content Bull" Ed says smiling. "I'll do what I can to help you get him, I see how happy he'd make you as well" Ed says. "I love him too, Claude, as I think I love you, just not 'that way'" Ed says. I kiss him. "I get it" I say smiling. He nods. "I love you too Ed, you were so open and honest and warm when I first saw you, you're a very special Horse, great in bed too, you'll make someone a great mate one day." I say. Ed grins at me. "I just want to be able to always ride the Palomino if he wants me" I tease him. He kisses me.

"Oscar said I should wait and let Sam come to me, you think that's what I should do?" I ask. "Yeah, obviously Sam knows you want him, and I think he's probably figuring out if he wants you, and if he does, in what way does he want you." Ed says. "He's got to move past this thing with Grigori, but be patient, he's worth it" Ed says. He kisses me and walks out.

I lay on my bed and I nap a while. I didn't sleep a long time last night. Not that I'm complaining. I loved how Ed fucked me and I loved sleeping with him wrapped around me. But I needed a nap.

I wake up when Alfred calls dinner. I've slept most of Saturday away it seems. I get up and go to dinner. We all sit and talk while we eat. Everyone is talking to Ed trying to get to know him. Ed's happy to be so accepted here. When we finish dinner. Ed goes off with Nigel and Vladimir. I guess they're going to play. I sit and watch TV with Rory for a while. He'll go to the Bear Den to be with Teddy later. I'm wondering if I should go too. I've got nothing going on tomorrow, and I might just meet someone to play with. I don't need to, I'm very happy with how Ed fucked me last night. I decide to go and I tell Rory to let me know when he goes and I'll go with him. He likes me to go, then I can drive and he can ride home with Teddy. Rory tries to spend as much time as he can with Teddy when he's off rotation. Rory adores his Teddy. And I know when I do find a mate, I want them to love me like Rory loves his Grizzly mate. (What I don't know now is that my mental ideal for a mate is half Dad and half Rory. Jonas will point it out to me after the first time he meets Samuel.)

I go shower and I try to figure out what to wear. I get a pair of tight jeans out of my closet. It's kind of warm out, so I decide to wear my leather harness and a leather vest. So I put them on and I put my chaps on over my tight jeans. And I put on leather sandals. I'll take them off once I get to the Bear Den. I hate wearing shoes or boots though I will if I have to. But Teddy doesn't mind me being bare foot pawed when I"m there.

I go out to the living room. Rory's dressed similarly. Teddy likes Rory in leather. "You look hot Claude" Rory says kissing me. "I'm just in the mood, I might even find a hot male to keep me company" I say smiling. "You just had that hot Horse keeping you up all night and you're still horny?" Rory asks. I smile. "I am" I say smiling. "That's my little Brother" Rory says proudly. I kiss him. We get in my car and we drive to the Bear Den. I let Rory out at the door and I go park.

I go in. And as my eyes adjust to the dark I see Rory sitting at the bar talking to Teddy. There are a lot of guys here. It's busy. A few guys wave at me. Guys I've slept with in the past mostly.

One of them comes and hugs me tightly and kisses me. Ignacio Dominguez. A big Cuban born Polar Bear. He pulls me to the bar and sits me on a stool. He buys me a drink even though I tell him I don't drink. He smiles. "You don't have to get me drunk to get me to sleep with you, 'Nacho'" I tell him. (Nacho is a nickname for guys named Ignacio, according to him) He laughs his deep laugh. He's stroking my back. I tell Teddy to just give me a Diet Coke. Teddy smiles. "He really doesn't drink, 'Nacho'" Teddy tells him. Ignacio nods. "I wasn't trying to get you drunk, Kitten" he says softly. "But I would love to sleep with you again" he says lustily. He kisses me deeply. I nod. I like Ignacio, we did try to bond. We didn't but I'm fond of him, and he's a good lover. Passionate and hung and caring. Teddy teases me about how hot I am for Polar Bears. Nacho smiles. "He has always been hot for me" he murrs. His deep voice and Spanish accent makes me hot for him. We sit and talk to Teddy and Rory. Rory likes Ignacio, he had hoped I'd bond him. He'd be happy if I had of, hell, I would have been happy to belong to him as well.

After about an hour, Ignacio asks me if I'll take him home. He kisses me deeply again. "I would sleep with you tonight if you would have me again?" he asks hopefully. Rory smiles at me. I smile back. "I'd love to, Ignacio" I say happily. I kiss Rory and Teddy and we start to walk out. In the doorway, we run into Samuel. He's glaring at Ignacio. "You going home with him?" He asks me in Spanish. "I am" I tell him. Sam glares at us both. And he walks past us into the bar. He whispers under his breath as he walks away. "Puta" he calls me. Doesn't make me happy, he just called me a whore in Spanish. But he probably didn't know I could hear him with my sensitive ears.

I could smell the alcohol on him and on his breath. I step back into the bar. "Teddy, he's already pretty drunk, please make sure he gets home safely" I tell him. Sam's glaring at me. "Like you might care anything about me" he snorts at me. "I do care, and I'm not letting you try to drive drunk and kill your fool self" I snort back. Sam looks at me oddly. Sam cusses me under his breath in Spanish. "I have sensitive ears and I understand Spanish" I snap at him. Sam just looks at me with fire in his eyes. I'm standing with my arms folded across my chest and totally unmoved by his anger at me. I'm going to keep away from him until he's calmed down again like I promised Oscar I would. Though he doesn't seem to mind being mad in front of me now.

Teddy and Rory are laughing now. "I'll make sure he gets home, Bro" Rory says smiling. Sam looks at Rory. And he sits back down on his bar stool. And he and Rory talk. (He'll spend a lot of time tonight talking to Rory about me. He's trying to make up his mind about me, but he's also upset at me because I went home with 'Nacho' and though I am in love with him, so he's been told, I didn't stay with him) (Still though, he's impressed with how I stood up to him, and made sure he'd be able to get home safely)

Ignacio pulls at my paw and we leave. We get into my car. "You know him?"Ignacio asks. "I do, only a little bit" I say softly. "I go to his gym, and he has a temper, is he interested in you?" Ignacio asks. "I don't know honestly, I am in him, but he and his ex got into a fight in front of me and he left me at the gym, so I don't know" I say honestly. "His Bull ex?" Ignacio asks. "No, that Russian Horse" I say softly. "Bad story, that Horse was really using him" Ignacio says softly. "Do you want to go back to him now?" Ignacio asks. "No, Oscar told me to avoid Sam for a few days, let him get over being embarrassed in front of me" I say softly. "I think he likes you, Claude, he seemed angry that we were going off together" Ignacio says. "Let him be, I'm not going to worry over it now" I say smiling. Ignacio smiles. "You do like me I know, I would have been happy to bond you, mi amo" he says smiling. "I would have been happy to be yours, Ignacio" I say smiling at him. "I know" he murrs. We get home. And I take him to my bedroom.

We strip. Ignacio takes me into his big arms and we deep kiss. He's rock hard and pressing into my belly. Ignacio has a big dick. Not as big as Ed, but big enough. 14". And Jet Black. He picks me up and lays me on the bed. And he gets on the bed, and begins to lick me all over my body. He murrs and he moves down and rims me. I moan and cuss as his thick tongue pushes up my ass hole. "You are such a beautiful Lion, Claude" he murrs. "You are a hot and sexy Polar Bear, mi amo" I tell him. He grins. "You do like me" he says happily. He gets back up and he lays on top of me and we kiss a while. Deep and full tongue. He's getting hotter for me.

"I want to take you now, mi amo" he moans. "Please?" I beg him. He murrs and pushes up his big dick up me til his balls hit my ass cheeks. He's fucked me before and he knows I can take him that way. He's moving fairly quickly inside of me. We kiss as he fucks me. He's growling softly. I moan and I cum on his belly. He's pumping me harder now. He nips my neck gently. He's cussing in Spanish as he fucks me faster now. "Tengo, yo Tengo" he hollers and I feel him cumming hard up me. He's soaked me with his sweat. And it's hot. He's kissing me.

We fuck a few more times. And he curls me up and puts his big body around mine and we go to sleep. I wake up and he's still out. I get up. And I go shower. He has woken up when I come out of the bathroom. Ignacio gets up and goes and showers. I kiss him as he dresses. We go out and I fix him a plate of breakfast and a cup of coffee. He kisses me as I put the plate in front of him.

After breakfast I take Ignacio home. He doesn't drive but he doesn't live too far. "Claude, you should go talk to Sam as soon as you can, I think he is angry still, but I also think he knows now that he loves you, go right to him if you can, he will be so happy you did, he'll forgive you and if he loves you as I would, he will bond you just so you would not get away from him again" Ignacio says softly, when we're in front of his apartment. "You think?" I ask. "He is Cuban as am I, and we are strong in our passions, and if he loved you as I would have, he'd want you to come to him, he needs to have you seek him out, his pride would be salved and he would let the love he holds for you free" Ignacio says kissing me. "Think about it, mi amo" he says smiling. I nod. and I kiss Ignacio."Thank you, mi amo, you want me happy, I hope you know how sorry I am that we didn't bond" I tell him. Ignacio smiles. "He will love you as I would have, he'll make you happy, and I know my own mate is out there somewhere, but I would love it if he would still let me have you at times" Ignacio says softly. "I'll make sure of it" I say. And he walks off. I'm impressed by how much he cares for me. He wants me happy. I pray he finds someone, or maybe I need to once I get my own love life sorted out. Ignacio would be a prize catch for any bottom male. Felines like me make him hot. I ought to be able to find a fellow Feline who'll love and cherish him. (When I introduce them at the Bear Den, Nate sets him up with his friend, Justin Marks. Nacho ends up with a Lion of his own, younger than me and Red maned, but a good Lion who adores Nacho every bit as much as I would have if he were mine.)

I drive back home. And I go to my room, and I put on shorts. And I go out by the pool. Rory's in the pool. I sit on the edge and we talk a bit. "Sam was upset at you last night, he got really drunk and he raged about you and that 'damned Polar Bear'" Rory says laughing. "I was told to stay away from him for a while" I say softly. Rory laughs. "I took him home, he's got a small place, not much of one, he's at that gym so much, he told me he didn't want much as he wasn't there but to sleep and eat" Rory says. I nod. "Claude, by his reactions, I think he's as much in love with you, as you are with him, but he was so mad, yet he knows he didn't ask you to stay, I know you'd of stayed if he'd even of only hinted that he wanted you to, and I told him so." Rory says quietly. I'm quiet for a while. Rory knows I am thinking things out and he's silent til I start talking.

"Rory, I love him, I don't know why him, but I knew last night I loved him, but I wanted to stay away like Oscar told me to" I say quietly. "How do you know you love him?" Rory asks. Nigel saunters out before I can answer Rory. And it gives me a few minutes to think over the ways I am sure I am in love with Samuel. More than just that he's a huge, and gorgeous Bull. And it's surprisingly easy for me to figure out. And there is a long list of reasons how I know I love him. I hope I get a chance to tell him, but if he's really pissed at me, will he give me a chance to, and will he listen? I feel things for Sam I've never felt before, and I know now I want to spend my life at his side. If only I get then chance to.

"Claude, Rory and Ed have told me about you wanting Sam" Nigel says softly. "Did you fall for him that day in the ER?" Nigel asks. "I did, I wanted to find out if he was with that Russian Horse" I say quietly. "I went to the gym and I met Ed, and Oscar talked to me about him, and he queried me about whether I would be good to Sam if I took him, Oscar told me he knew I was in love with him already and when Sam and Grigori fought, Sam was embarrassed by losing his temper in front of me" I say. Nigel smiles. "I knew he wanted to fuck me, Oscar told me, but I didn't know how he felt about me, still don't" I say quietly.

"Claude, he wouldn't have gotten so mad last night if he didn't care about you" Rory says laughing. "I wonder how much he cares?" I ask. 'He was already worried about looking bad in front of you" Nigel says smiling. I nod. "Oscar told him you were interested in him, so did Ed" Rory says smiling. "But does he know I love him, and does he love me or is he only wanting to fuck?" I ask. "Claude, from how mad he got last night, I think he's in love with you, whether he knows it or not" Rory says. Nigel nods his agreement. I'm not sure what to do here. They both make sense. Does he love me, like I love him? I need to talk to him, I should have taken Ignacio's advice last night and stayed with Sam. If I had I might be bonded to him right now, or at least been soundly fucked. And I'm thinking I ought to take the good advice 'Nacho' gave me today. He cares about me. We'd of bonded if we could. But I saw it in his eyes, he cares and he wants me loved, as much as he would have loved me. I say a silent prayer that my 'Nacho' gets a mate who'll love him as much as he deserves to be loved. Like my Rory, Ignacio is an incredibly special and loving Polar Bear. (His Justin will love him as strongly as I would have.)

"Claude, you two need to get together and talk" Nigel says. Rory nods his agreement. "I guess, but he's probably hung over still if he got that drunk" I say quietly. "You'll never know unless you talk to him" Rory says. "I don't know how to call him. I don't have his number" I say quietly. "Ed's gone to work already, I took him to get his car" Rory says smiling. "Call Ed, he'll let you know how to get ahold of Samuel" Rory says softly. I nod. My best friend, my brother and my Ignacio are of one mind, I need to go to him, beg his forgiveness if I have to, and talk this out with my Bull. I know now just how much I love him. I ache to feel those massive arms around me. I burn to hear his deep voice with it's sexy Spanish accent tell me how much he loves me in return. (I've got it bad for him, and right now, I'd do anything to get him as mine)