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I'm a 21 year old African Lion. A twin in fact. And we're both Doctors. We're supposed to be geniuses and we graduated as MDs when we were 20. My brother Jeb is a Cardiologist and I'm an Internist. We're both considered handsome and attractive Lions. We've been hearing it since we were little. We're 6'4" and 225 pounds. We have Dad's Sapphire Blue eyes. Golden Tan fur with Red Blonde colored manes. Big and stocky. And we have larger than normal Feline dicks, at 16 inches long. Barbs, Pointed tips and all. Jeb and I are a bit different inside. I'm a bottom, rare in Lions, and I'm a lot more emotional. Jeb's a top. And calm natured and a bit taciturn at time. Most folks can't tell us apart very easily and like most twins we've used that as kids. As adults it's a pain. Since I'm a bottom and he's a top we do get occasionally hit on by guys who want the other brother. Some don't know that we're twins. Odd that, as we are kind of semi famous due to Dad's being the CEO of CMK. And we're kind of dragged along in the wake of his fame. Not to mention that we look just like younger and slightly smaller versions of our Dad. A fact of which he's exceedingly proud.

Our Dad, J.T. Kitman, CEO and owner of CMK Industries. A large conglomerate. A Fortune 25 top company. We're all rich. Our Grandpa Kitman left Jeb and I, $550 Million apiece in his will and control of CMK to Dad. Our mother is dead. She died when Jeb and I were only 2. I remember her only a little bit. She was so sick for a long time and in and out of the hospital while we were left to be tended by our English born Family retainer.

Dad bonded his lifelong best friend a few years after Mom died. Papa Harry Belford is a big Bengal Tiger. A happy and joyous soul. He loves Dad so much, and he's been like a Dad to us too. Harry's a big, stocky Bengal Tiger with sexy Amber eyes and a big ole grin.

Jeb and I moved out here to California to go to med school. Dad moved out here a year or so after, when he could move the CMK headquarters out here too. We're a happy little family. Dad and my brother and all of those who I have befriended and made a part of our little gay family.

My best friend, Dr Nigel Davenport, an English born Honey Badger practices with me. Him and my Medical School mentor, Dr Horst Grumer, a big Grizzly. Horst is great with patients but he's a bit shy until he knows you, He also bonded Nigel when he was in Residency and they're a happy couple. Nigel's smaller, only 5'9" and 165 pounds. He's mostly Black furred with a couple o thick White Stripes on his head and chest. And a thick Honey colored stripe running down his back. First thing you'll notice about Nigel is those almost luminous Green eyes of his. Horst is much bigger, 6'6" and 300 pounds, and he has Dark Chocolate Brown fur with a Tan muzzle, and Light Blue eyes. Horst's majorly hung too. Fortunately now that I'm out of school, he's hot for my ass. And Nigel is happy to share him. I'll meet Nigel when we both start Residency. We'll go hang out together, and I get him to move in with us fairly quickly. Horst moves in when they bond when we graduate, after he bonds Nigel.

We have a few other couples living with us. My PA Nate Porter, a young and playfully happy Snow Leopard and his big Russian Bull lover, Yuri Petrov. Nate's about Nigel's size. Yuri's big and solid built, 6'8" and 380 pounds of Gray furred Siberian Bull. Nate's got the usual coloration of the Snow Leopard with sexy Dark Amber eyes. Yuri's Deep Gray furred with Black hair and hoof and tail tufts. Nate's hair and goatee are Off White. They're very much in love and happy. Yuri's a sweet natured Bull who'd do anything for someone he cared about.

We have one more Doctor in the house. Dr Graham Packard, an Australian born Gray Wolf and his mate, Marty Jacobs, an Arctic Wolf. They're both similar in size. 6'2" and about 200 pounds. Graham has soft Blue eyes that are so sexy. Marty's got pretty Green eyes, and his fur is a mix of Silver and White and Dove Gray, and he's such a sexy Wolf. Both of our Wolves are hot and they make a beautiful couple. Graham is a Neurologist. A brilliant one too, he's got a nationwide reputation. Marty's a mechanic at Papa Harry's Mercedes dealership. They're a pair of amazing Wolves. I met Graham when I was in my first year of Residency, I called him in on a consult. I liked him a lot and we ended up sleeping together when that Rotation was over. He's a sweet and gentle Canine lover and I set him up with Marty after a few dates. They bonded right away and I got them to move in with us.

Last couple living with us is Sam Montoya and his Oscar Perez. A pair of big Castilian Bulls. Gym owners and massively built Bulls at that. They move in while we're in our last year of Residency. They own the gym Jeb goes to. And we all get to be close. Sam's big, 7'2" and 420 pounds of Chocolate Furred Bull. Deep Blue eyes. Black hair, goatee, tail and hoof tufts. Thing is they all have a thick White stripe running through the center of them. Makes him so sexy. He's a big dicked Bull with a serious lust for my ass. Oscar is smaller and a more classically handsome Bull. 6'8" and 350 pounds, his long Black hair is usually pulled back under a Red baseball cap worn backwards, and his Blue eyes are soft and liquid. Oscar's got a huge bright smile, and he's very easy going. A contrast to Sam's occasionally volcanic temper. Oscar knows we're hot for each other, but he knows Sam loves him more and would not leave him, and he also knows I'd never try to take him away from his 'Baby Bull'.

Sam will rut me hard and be extremely dominant with me. And then he'll be calmer and more loving to his 'Baby Bull' so Oscar kind of encourages us to get together, especially when Sam's a bit irritable and cranky. We'll rut and he'll calm down a lot. Oscar has actually called me to come down to the gym to fuck Sam and get him cooled down. Like I'd complain about that. (I'll first meet my life mate on one of those 'cool Sam down' visits. He's there working out. Oddly enough, he's a mechanic, who works at Papa Harry's Mercedes dealership. I might could have met him there. But last time I took my S560 in he was off sick. I just see him on that visit, we get together after Sam and Oscar intervene.)

I do go out at times once I'm old enough.. Jeb's made friends with a big Grizzly, Teddy Mitchell, who runs a gay bar, the Bear Den. And we go there at times once we are of age. I was the first of us to go.. I'm kind of popular. A Lion bottom gets all kind of interest. I've been under Teddy a few times as well. A hot big dicked Grizzly top. He's brightened up more than a few of my evenings. But though we tried to bond, we didn't. I'll still let him fuck me when he wants to. Including just bending over the bar and letting him take me. Usually gets 'a party' started and Teddy will lock the door and let everyone in the bar take me if they want to. And they usually do.

I rarely go home alone when I go to the Bear Den. Teddy teases me one night about my tendency to go off with big guys. Bigger and broader than me seems to be a requisite for me taking a guy home. A lot of Horses, Bulls, Bears, or big Felines. I have to admit a big Lion or Tiger makes me hot. Though I've met a few big Panthers and Jaguars and Leopards, and even a short but stocky and well built Lynx that I've gone home with. I have a sneaking fondness for big dicks too.

One night at the Bear Den, Teddy reminds me about Daniel. I met Daniel a few months after I turned 18.. Daniel Williams is a short, chubby Donkey. Shy and withdrawn when I first met him here. He was here with some friends who dragged him out. He didn't want to be in a bar, because he was convinced that no one will want him.. He's a bit on the homely side and while short and stocky, with a fair amount of muscles. He's got a huge pot belly. And he was seriously shy that night. He was being teased by a couple of young twink types. They were making fun of him. Calling him fat and ugly. And he looked like he was about to cry. I will not tolerate that sort of thing in my presence. I walked over and I tore into them for picking on this poor Donkey. They were being obnoxious to me too when I stood up for Daniel.. And Teddy threw them out for good. I introduced myself to him. He wouldn't talk to me at all at first. He kept looking away from me. "Thanks" he said in a very soft voice. Almost inaudible. I don't know if I'd of heard him without my extra sharp senses. "I can't stand it when folks turn mean on an innocent animal" I say softly. He smiles at me. I'm kind of surprised when he does. He's cuter than I first thought.

He's blushing as he's trying to talk to me. I smile at him. I lean over and kiss him and he's really blushing now. He tentatively puts his hand on my chest. And I kiss him again. "You can't want me?" he asks, his voice shaking. "I do, you're kind of sexy" I say. He's shaking his head. "Dan, Claude's not messing with you, if he says he wants you, then he does" Teddy says softly. "Claude?" he asks. "Yup, that's my name" I say."You won't want me, I'm inexperienced, I've never..."he says softly. "Dan, are you a virgin?" I ask. He nods shyly. "I think I'd be glad to fix that for you right now, Dan" I say quietly. He's a bit taken aback now.

Teddy gives me the key to his back room. I take Dan's hand and lead him into the back room. And after lot of coaxing. I get Dan to fuck me and he's pretty good. He's also massively hung. Biggest I'll have until I meet my mate. He'll cum several times without sagging. From his first orgasm to his fifth he's not softened up once. I'm giving him pointers on how to be a good top. And encouraging him to open up and be more vocal. And he is . When he cums he has a loud orgasmic bray. We're both making a lot of noise the last few fucks. He's not softened when we finish either. But I'm done in, and have cum ten times on his firm pot belly.. Dan's so happy and grateful too. He's thanking me profusely for being so good to him. I tell him I enjoyed it too. He's so Goddamned happy now as he gently kisses me.

There's a knock at the door. Two Foxes I know to be bottoms. They want to try Dan out. They heard us as we rutted loudly. . I get up and get dressed. Dan mounts one after they strip for him.. I go out and sit and talk to Teddy. We can hear them rutting as loudly as we did. And I quickly hear Dan's orgasmic bray. I'm sitting for a while. And I see a few more guys go back. And I keep hearing Dan's bray as he cums. He's cum at least 15 times. After that night, Dan's an incredibly popular top. Teddy says he never goes home alone anymore, and he's got friends too. He's always happy to see me and we've fucked a few times after that first time. He's a lot better top now. And he's confident and happy these days. Guys come after him for that big fat Donkey dick and his skill using it. Every time I see him I'm proud of how he's blossomed. And a bit proud of myself for helping him discover his sexual skills. He just needed to know he was wanted and he had the instincts to be a great top.

I do know how that goes. When Equines know you can take them and their unusually shaped Cocks easily, they spread your name around. Horses and Donkeys and Zebras have ramrod straight cocks. Usually large too. The thing is that they have a flared, blunt, and domed head. A lot of guys won't try to take them for fear of being hurt by them. I have little trouble with them. Horses get hard fast, cum quick, soften up quickly, and want to fuck a lot. That plus their huge balls are always full. They'll flood you out. And leave you drooling out Horse sperm for a long time after they're done with you. Teddy teases me about being a slut for any animal with a big dick who wants me. Nigel calls me an equal opportunity slut, as I fuck a lot of Horses, Bears, Bulls, Felines, Canines or really any species. I know I've brought home a lot of guys.

When you think of how I lost my cherry, it's kind of hard to think I'd let any Horse fuck me. Or really any big male at all. I was 16 and in Medical School. I hadn't bought the house yet and I was living in the dorm. I had dated a bit, but I was still a virgin. I had to be careful, I was known to be a rich Lion, and 'one of those Kitmans'. So I knew guys and girls would try to hook me so they could get at my money. I had gone out with a few guys. Jeb was here too, and he was on the Football team. Jeb's always been a bit of a jock. And there were a few of his friends that were kind of interested in me. I'd gone out with one of them. A sweet natured Gray Wolf. He was kind and thoughtful and a big guy. I have always preferred guys who are bigger than me.. Jackie was a big Arctic Wolf. So handsome too.

He'd called me and wanted me to meet him at his dorm room. I knew he wasn't going to try to pressure me into sex. We'd talked about it. And I knew I probably would give him my cherry one day soon. When it seemed right. (Didn't work out that way) I went to his room in the Varsity athletes dorm. And when I knocked his roommate told me he wasn't home yet.

His roommate was a big Strawberry Roan Stallion. Handsome, but with a bit of a bad reputation. Hard drinker and a guy who wouldn't care if you said no and he wanted you. (He was said to be Bi too, and it was rumored that he had date raped a few Cheerleaders too. Drugged and taken when they couldn't fight back. Just like he'll do to me. Turns out to be not only true, he's done a lot of guys not Cheerleaders). But he's done a lot of them, especially his fellow athletes.. Some have no idea he took their cherries even now. He prefers popping a Straight guy's cherry. One who he'll get drunk and then with the drugs he uses, they won't remember a thing. But he made an exception for me since I don't drink and he wanted me.

Though I have no idea how they couldn't know. He left me gaping wide open and bleeding slightly and gushing out Horse spooge, I'd think when a guy woke up after he'd done them, they'd know by that, or at the very least the red, puffy, and very sore ass ring would be a dead giveaway. He invited me in. "Jackie should be here soon, he got called by Coach to talk after practice" Jim said smiling at me. (He had been asked to stay by their Coach, I'd find out later that their Coach knew Jim was gonna go after me, and agreed to keep Jackie as long as possible. Though he didn't know it would be a rape. He told Coach I wanted him but didn't want Jackie to know. But Jim knew he had all of the time he needed.)

He offered me a drink. I told him I didn't drink alcohol. So he brought me a Diet Coke. (He'd put something in it, I was given a small dose of a 'roofie' like drug.) He'd been studying and went back to it, talking to me at times. He asked me a lot of questions about myself. I was a bit dizzy but just figured I'd been studying a lot and was tired. He was basically waiting for me to succumb to the drug. He asked me if I was still a virgin. I didn't think anything of it, I was so much younger than most of the other animals in College. I'd been asked that before. I told him I was. And he gave me an evil grin. (He was hot to pop my cherry, forcibly taking someone's virginity turned him on a lot.) I was too dazed to pick up on it. I was too wobbly to stand up when I tried. He picked me up and laid me on his bed. I dozed for a minute only to wake up when he was undressing me and running his big hands all over me. "No" I said slurring my words. He grinned. He knew I couldn't fight him off now. It was time for him to get my cherry as far as he was concerned. Most of the guys he'd done hadn't remembered it from the drug they were given, but for some reason I did. But I was still too groggy and unable to muster the will to fight back. He did what he wanted to me and I had no choice but to let him.

"Please no" I begged as he slipped a big greased finger up my ass ring. "You ain't leaving here until I've popped that tight little ass cherry" He says firmly. He's naked now. And his Red and Black mottled Horse Cock is rock hard and massive. He kissed me and I weakly tried to fight it. But he pressed his big muzzle on mine and tongue kissed me. He was playing with my ass ring. Coating it with something I'll find out about eventually. It's a lube called 'Horse Slick'. It's lightweight and really, really slick. Doesn't lose it's slickness if it gets wet, and it doesn't wear off with repeated fucking and the massive loads Horses leave up you. Horses love the stuff. Horse Cocks are very sensitive and they hate using the lube the rest of us do. They tell me it dulls the sensations too much.

I beg him to let me go. And he just grins. And he's holding eye contact on me. His Blue eyes have a cruel look to them. "Your ass is mine, just relax and don't fight me and I'll try not to hurt you too much" he grunts. I hear an odd sound. He's rubbing his massive Horse Cock down with Horse Slick. He's determined he's not letting me go. He's still kissing me despite my trying to move my muzzle away from him. He pushes that flat, blunt cock head up me and my assring is on fire as it stretches to let his flare in. I try to yowl and/or scream but nothing comes out at first. Like the pain pushed all the air out of my lungs. There is a burning and tearing sensation at my ass ring as it stretches for its first penetration by a huge Horse Cock. He pushes up me and he laughs at my tears and screams. It seems to turn him on more to know how much his dick hurts me. He keeps pushing up me until I feel those huge Horse balls against my ass cheeks. I can see by his face the harder I resist him the hotter he's getting. He slaps my face. "Quit bitching, you ain't gonna remember this anyway, slut" he growls.

And he's fucking me hard and fast and solely for his own pleasure. It hurts so much.. I cry and whimper and he's laughing at me. I can feel that huge thing moving inside of my guts, like a huge snake curling its way up me, and I feel so violated. I wanted my first time to be special. Not to have been drugged and raped. He speeds up in me. And it hurts a bit less now. But I just want this to be over so I can run away. I just try to go numb and let it happen since I can't stop him, he's already stolen my virginity and all I can do now is try to minimize the pain.

The pain is lessening, and I feel things I had never thought I could feel. I moan from the pleasure that fat Horse Cock is giving me. "I knew you'd like it once I busted you open" he says grinning. He's pulling all the way out and going back in on each stroke and almost against my will I'm moaning and really getting off on it. He nuzzles my neck and I growl softly and cum on his belly. He whinnies and I feel him his Cock head flare and he fills me with his Horse sperm. "Maybe I just knocked you up" he says grinning evilly. "You'd give me a beautiful foal for sure" he snickers. He tries to kiss me again, and I manage to avoid it this time. "Don't be such a sore loser" he chuckles. "And you lost it to me, just like I wanted" he says laughing. He's laughing and telling me of all the guys he's done thinking I won't remember.

He holds still a minute or so. And he lays into me fucking me hard and fast. And he'll cum three more times in me and then he yanks his dick out of me and goes off to shower. He seems annoyed that I'm still awake when he comes back, and he tells me to get the Fuck out. His cum is running out of me into a pool on the floor and it's mixed with a little bit of my blood. I pick up my clothes and dress and run to my dorm and lock myself in my room. I have no roommate and I lay on my bed and I check myself. I'm still gushing out a lot of Horse sperm tinged with a bit of blood. I'm not a virgin anymore and I'm not happy at having my virginity stolen like it was. But I have to admit I liked it when it stopped hurting. I am scared though. What if he comes after me again? And what do I tell Jackie? He'll think I ditched him. I've been violated and date raped and I'm too ashamed to tell anyone. And I'm scared of having sex again. Horse Cock or not, will it hurt that bad to take someone again. I liked it once it stopped hurting, but it didn't lessen my feelings of being violated, and I'm scared of the pain again.

I cry myself to sleep. Jackie calls me the next morning and I can't make myself answer it. What if he knew? Could he have set me up? I reluctantly go to the cafeteria and get coffee and breakfast. Jackie comes in and sits by me. And I just sit silently and eat. He's upset. "I know, Claude, he bragged about taking your cherry, why did you give it to him, were you just not wanting to give it to me like we once talked about?"Jackie asks sounding hurt. "I didn't give it to him, he drugged me and raped me, Jackie, he stole it, bragging about all the other guys he's done that way." I say angrily. Jackie looks at me. He doesn't believe me. "He did, he gave me a drugged soda and when I was too weak and groggy to fight him off, he raped me" I say angrily. Jackie looks at me oddly. "If you don't believe me, then just go away and leave me alone" I say angrily. "Jeb says you never lie, and I'm surprised by this little story of yours, if you wanted him you should of just told me" Jackie says angrily. "So it's easier to believe your Roommate wouldn't force his big Horse Cock up me than to believe me, and to think I lied to you about wanting you, I did want you to be the one to break me in, but he didn't give me a choice." I say stung by his refusal to believe me.. "I thought I loved you, Jackie, and I wanted you to be my first, and he raped me and ruined me and spoiled it all, fuck him and fuck you if you won't believe me" I roar. I get up and walk off. I turn back to him. "Don't bother to ever call me again and stay the Hell away from me" I say angrily. Jackie looks hurt. I stomp off. I should report this to someone, but who? And I realize I can't, I'm too humiliated, even though I had nothing to feel guilty about.

I'm not feeling safe anymore at the dorm, especially if this gets out, I'll be seen as an easy mark for anyone who wants to try to force me to let them fuck me.. I do tell Jeb about being drugged and raped by Jim. He's mad but not at me, he knows I wouldn't lie about anything like that.. But he's not wanting to cause trouble and get thrown off of the team. He's their star player. I'm mad at him for not standing up for me. And I call a Realtor and I go look at houses. I find the house we're still living in now, and buy it. I fell in love with it at fight sight. It's well landscaped, big, 14 bedrooms and 16 baths, with a huge kitchen, a study for Dad, I know he'll come out in a few years. He knows Jeb and I fell in love with California and he's said he'll move CMK out here. It has a big pool and a nice in ground hot tub. It's in a nice quiet neighborhood. And has a circular drive and a huge multi car garage. Kind of partially secluded, and has a lot of windows and plenty of natural light. We prefer to be naked when possible and this place will allow us to.

I call Dad and tell him I bought a house and am moving out of the dorm. But not why, Dad would pull us out of Sacramento State and come raise Holy Hell with them for letting it happen to me. That's not the worst of what he'd do, at the least he'd drag me back to Alabama where he could keep an eye on me. Dad sends Edward, our long time English retainer out and he helps me furnish it and set it up. Edward is a big Red Fox and he's psychic. He knows what happened to me. And he's surprised Jeb isn't moving in with me. And I tell him, I never told Jeb I was moving out of the dorm and why. "You two are too close, don't let this split you two apart, Claude" Edward says. He's right, but I can't quite forgive Jeb yet. I know I will though. Edward says Jeb's overwhelmed by this and he has no idea how to help me. Or what to do about it, he's not sure they'll believe him either.

I'm still staying in the dorm for the moment though. I've got to wait for the house to be fully furnished and to have the satellite dish hooked up. And the utilities all turned on. Edward's also having the Kitchen redone and it's easier if no one but him is there. I knew he would want it done to his personal preference. Knowing he'll be out here and running the house once Dad comes out. We were raised by him, and he knows Jeb and I can and will keep the place up til he comes out. We don't know how not to. He's proud of us for that too.

The Friday of the week after I was raped. Coach Martin comes to my room and knocks. "Claude, Jackie came to me and told me what happened" Coach says. "Don't be angry, he was scared for you and he didn't know what else to do, Claude" Coach says softly.. Coach Martin is a gorgeous Black and White English Shire Horse. Beautiful Blue eyes and he's massively built. Huge hands and hooves too. "He said you wouldn't answer his calls and told him to leave you alone" Coach says softly. "But he knew you needed help and we had to do something about that guy" Coach says softly.

I hug him and I break down and cry. "I understand Claude, Jackie told me how he didn't believe you at first, but after he talked to Jim again, he did believe you then, but he knew you'd not see him again, and he was afraid for you" Coach says stroking my mane gently. Coach is being gentle and comforting. "We'll get you some help if you need it, Claude" Coach says quietly. "I have talked to the Rape Counseling Center and they'll help if you'll go" Coach says, his voice soft and caring. "Claude, I've talked to Jeb, he's upset and he's scared for you too, he just didn't know how to help you either, and he was afraid how the College would react" Coach says softly.

I weep on his big chest. He keeps stroking me. "Claude, you're safe now, he's been thrown out of school." Coach says. "He bragged about what he did to you to Jackie and under questioning, he's admitted to doing at least a 100 guys in his 4 years here, and most of them don't know what he did to them at all." Coach says quietly. "Try to forgive Jackie, he's sorry he didn't believe you and he wants to help you if you'll let him" Coach says."He told me he knew from Jeb that I don't lie, but he still wouldn't believe me, I want nothing to do with him, and I'm moving out of the dorm, I've bought a house and will be out of here soon" I say as calmly as I can. I'm holding him tightly and he's murring gently under his breath.

"Claude, I'm straight, but I think I can understand how you feel, it was not about sex, it was about showing his power over you, and to debase the rich and handsome Lion" Coach says softly. "You need help to get past this, you can't do it alone" he says softly. I stop crying. He goes to the bathroom and he comes back with a wet cloth and he washes my face. "Dress now, Claude, I'll take you to the Rape Crisis Center" Coach says softly. I get up and I dress. "How long has it been since it happened?" Coach asks. "Last Friday" I say softly. "We'll have to see if they want you to go to the ER first" he says and he calls them. "Been too long" he says and he takes my paw. And he leads me downstairs and we walk across the campus. I'm kind of embarrassed. Students are looking at me. "It's gotten out already" Coach says gently. "We tried to keep it secret, but it's a rather juicy scandal and it's spread" Coach says. I feel so humiliated now. "Claude, you and Jeb are rich and kind of famous" Coach says softly. "Mass Date rape would be a juicy story no matter who it happened to" I whimper.

We get to the Rape Center and I want to run away. "Claude, it's not your fault, you were an innocent victim here" Coach says softly. We go in. And I'm really not happy now. The staff are kind of looking oddly at me. They assumed when Coach told them an athlete had date raped someone that it was a female. I'm a male and they're not too comfortable with me. Coach goes off to talk with someone. And the silence in the room is like a heavy blanket. After a bit, I'm really wanting to run away. I get up and head quickly to the door and I run right into a big, handsome St Bernard. He's chuckling at me. I know my pain and panic has to be showing on my face.

He grabs my paw. And in a soft, English accented voice, he asks me if I am Claude Kitman. I nod. "I'm Dr Jonas White and you and I are going to do therapy together, until we can get you over this" he says soothingly. I hug him tightly. And I break down and cry on his big chest. He wraps his arms around me and we walk off. He takes me to his office by the Sacramento State University Hospital. I sit on his big couch and we talk. He's such a sexy Canine, that I'm almost preoccupied by it. But he helps me sort out how I feel and how helpless and vulnerable I feel as well. I feel safe with him. I haven't felt safe since it happened.

We make arrangements to see each other once a week. I'll be seeing him for a long time. Even after I'm over the trauma of the rape I go see Jonas. I'm keeping on with school just fine. Fucking a few guys I've met. I have become a Horse slut. I fuck other species but if a Donkey or Horse or Zebra wants me. I'm on my back or knees for them. (Jonas says I'm working out my issues with Equines Jim left me with on my back.) After a while, the urge to randomly fuck Equines lessens and I'm just hot for big bulky guys in general.

I do forgive Jeb quickly, And I will forgive Jackie in a couple of weeks. He comes to the house with Jeb and on his knees he begs me to forgive him. He was sorry he didn't believe me. He looks so sad I had to forgive him. And he's surprised when I take him to my bedroom. "It's not my cherry, but I want you to be the

one to take me, I'm still a bit afraid of sex, and I know you care for me, Jackie" I say. He gently strips me and he makes love to me. I was a bit frightened when he started to enter me with his big Canine dick. But he was so slow and gentle with me. As soon as the tip of that big dick got into me, I stopped being afraid. He made love to me all night and about 2AM I let him knot me. We didn't sleep together again as he met his life mate the next weekend, but he took away my fear of being penetrated He was happy I let him. I was his first, and I didn't know that until he was in me and he told me.(I'll always wish he had of been the one to take my virginity. He was so tender and loving. He wouldn't have left me feeling ruined and that no decent male would want me.)

When I'm 18 and can go out, we discover a nice bar. The Bear Den. Run by a hot Grizzly Bear. Teddy Mitchell. Jeb goes out a few times with me . And then he meets and bonds his Jeff. A Mountain Goat, who works for Sacramento State as a repairman for the Dorms. Jeff Cornelius is a hot Gray furred Goat. 6', 190 pounds. Soft Brown eyes, slender but muscled. He's a hot Goat and he loves Jeb so much. They're tightly bound. He is happy with his Goat. Dad and Harry love Jeff and they're happy Jeb is so loved.

I discover that the Dean of my Medical School notified Dad of my being date raped. To my surprise Dad had known about it all along. But said nothing. Harry told me. Dad was upset but he didn't know how to cope. And I seemed to handle it and was getting help. We had a long, uncomfortable conversation about it. Dad cried so much about what had been done to his baby cub. And I got him to talk with Jonas during a session. So he's coping. As long as I do. I admit I have to wonder why I was still so attracted to Equines so much. You'd think I'd want nothing to do with them. Jonas says nothing wrong with it unless it bothers me. I don't think it does. It lessens more with each day that passes. But I'll still fuck a hot Horse if he's a nice guy and hot looking. (What's more damaging to me is this feeling I'm no longer worthy of being loved by anyone, that hot sex is all I'll ever hope to have. When they know what happened to me any decent male won't want me to be his mate. No matter how hard Jonas tries to get me over that, I can't seem to move on from it.)

We'll move on to when Jeb and I graduate our Residency. We both 21. Jeb works with his mentor Dr Roger Morris. He's yet another hot Horse. A hot older Percheron. Jeb was proud to be asked. And Nigel and Horst and I open our office. We quickly build up a busy practice. Nigel and Horst and Nate and Yuri move in with us. (I haven't slept with Dr Morris, but I'd love to)

Sam and Oscar have their rental house sold out from under them and Jeb invites them to move in with us. Jeb works out at their gym. Sam and I meet and rut each other immediately. Oscar finds it funny. He doesn't mind since Sam ruts me hard and he's calmer and more loving to Oscar.(When we were introduced Sam pulled me into his arms and we deep kissed and we frantically pulled each other's clothes off as he pulled me behind the desk and fucked me hard and fast, with me begging him to fuck me harder. Sam stopped finally after his fourth orgasm. He lay on top of me kissing me passionately. It's kind of how we are with each other.)

They are a good addition to the household. Sam's an amazing top and he's popular with the house bottoms. Sam's talked me into coming down to be toned up. So I manage to go twice a week. After a year of that, I'm not as built up as Jeb is., but I'm toned and balanced like Jeff is. I'm kind of proud at how good I look. I'm going shirtless and naked more often. Dad's proud of how I look. Jeb too, he's proud of me. Dad's hotter for me. He ruts me a lot more now. (I admit I seduced him for our first time and once Dad got over the guilt we rut three or four times a week. He's kind of made me a lot more interested in hot masculine Felines. I think I might not have looked on Eduardo so favorably if Dad and I hadn't fucked like we did. And I contemplated trying to bond Dad but I couldn't hurt Harry that way.) Jeb and I aren't perfectly identical anymore. Jeb's a lot bulkier than I am now. Hard bodied and built up. He's a hot Lion, we look similar, but no longer identical. Which turns out to be what Jeb wanted. He wanted to differentiate himself from me. We sat and talked about it. He wanted to be sure I wasn't upset by it. He'd always wanted to be a builder. We weren't sure we had the bodies for it, by a lot of hard work and training by Sam, Jeb managed to bulk up. I wasn't willing to work that hard nor did I want to be that built up. Toned and balanced was all I wanted to be.

I'm proud of my toned body, but I have no desire to bulk up. I'm proud of Jeb's hard work to build his body up. It's just him wanting to have a separate identity from me. I do get it. I'm happy to be well toned and defined. But even I have to admit how hot Jeb is now.

Right before I graduate from School. I met Nigel and we decide to go in together to practice. Horst decided he wanted out of teaching so as not to worry about taking Nigel as his mate.. As a former student he could have gotten in trouble.

Horst loves Nigel so much. They're very happy. I 'm happy just being single and fucking. I'm popular at the Bear Den, and at the gym I've got a lot of builders hot for my ass. I'm not lonely. I'm busy at work and I get plenty of sex. But after a while, I want more than just fucked. Jonas and I talk about it. I feel ruined and soiled and that no one will want me for good. I'm fine until I start thinking of settling down. I'm afraid down deep inside that I'll alone and lonely for always.

One afternoon after Sam and I have rutted several times in the shower and he goes off to go back to work. I sit in the locker room and I weep uncontrollably. I saw a Horse who looked a lot like Jim dressing to leave and I broke down. Oscar sits and tries to comfort me. Before I can think it out, I've told him all about how I lost my virginity and how I feel that I'll never be worthy of being loved. He's really sad for me and he calls Jonas and helps me get dressed. I go see Jonas and we talk. Sam cares about me and he's hot for me. And I thought about how it would feel to have someone care about me and be that hot for me. And to be my mate. It triggered my fear that I will never have a mate of my own due to being raped and soiled on top of seeing that Roan stallion.. Jonas helps me calm down a bit, but we go over the same ground we've gone over so many times before. But I do feel somewhat better this time. After I'm done I go back to Sam and Oscar's gym to finish my workout.

They're in their office and I can hear Sam raging and breaking things. I knock hoping I can calm him.(Usually only Oscar and I can calm Sam, together we can almost always calm him.)

Sam looks out and grabs me and holds me tightly to him on his couch. "I had to tell him, Claude, he saw you crying and he wanted to know what's wrong" Oscar says. He's stroking my shoulder now. "Baby Lion, why didn't you tell me?" Sam asks softly. I break down and cry and tell him how ashamed I still am about it. "I knew Oscar was trying to help and he would probably understand my pain, and I know he loves me too" I say weeping harder. "Mi amo, I am so glad you trusted me with your painful secret" Oscar says stroking my mane. Sam's eyes are ablaze with rage. "If I ever find him, I'll kill him with my bare hands" Sam growls. I cling to him tightly. "I know, mi amo, you were victimized and it still torments you" Sam says softly. He hugs me and puts his head on my shoulder and I can feel his tears for me. "I would give anything for my Lion not to hurt so" Sam says softly. "I will never know the joy of having a mate, thanks to him" I say. "Claude, you should finish your workout and then we'll take you home" Sam says softly. I nod and I dry off my tears. Sam is calm again and he doesn't want to hurt me more.(And he and Oscar have someone in mind for me. Now he knows why I have avoided settling down. And Sam is determined now that he knows to get us together.)

I go work out. And Oscar comes out after a while and sits by me. "Claude, I don't understand one thing, you were 'ruined' by a Horse and yet I've seen you take Grigori and Mikhail and other Equines" Oscar says. "I don't hate Horses, I just hate him, I like Horse Cock and the way they fuck" I say softly. Sam comes out and they talk. "I like big guys and the Russian Horses I've taken are so butch yet so gentle" I say quietly.

"I hoped to put this behind me one day but I never have been able to" I say quietly. A big, beautiful Lion I've never seen before walks through the weight room and looks at me intently. He smiles at me and stops in front of me, but he notes Oscar's with me and that I've been crying, and he walks on. He's hot as hell. 7' tall, 320 pounds. He's got Amber eyes and Gold fur and a Red Brown mane and he's well built and stocky. (He looks a lot like a bigger Jeb) "Who's that?" I ask Oscar. "He's Eduardo Guerra, Claude, he works for Harry at his dealership, he's a Mechanic" Oscar says. "He's hot" I say. Sam comes out and they take me home. Well, Oscar drives my car home while Sam brings me in his truck, softly stroking my mane as he drives. When we get home Sam goes off to talk to Dad. I go lay down and weep for a while. Nigel comes in in a bit and I cuddle him and we talk for a while. He's trying to help me calm down.

Sam comes in and he's whispering to Nigel. "Go ahead, he needs it now" Nigel says. Sam leaves. Oscar comes in and curls me and Nigel up."You liked Eduardo didn't you?" he asks. "Well I only saw him briefly, but he was a very hot and butch Lion and he seemed to like me" I say. "Claude, he wants you, but he wants to date you and not just casually fuck you, he thinks he loves you and that you might bond him if he courts you hard." Oscar says."He's talked to me and Sam and he knows now what happened to you, and he still wants you" Oscar says quietly. "Sam was happy to offer to help him meet you, but Ed heard us and knew you were upset and didn't want to start courting you while you were upset" Oscar says stroking my mane.

"He knows my virginity was stolen by a serial date rapist?" I ask feeling a bit embarrassed. "He does, he reacted like Sam did, he was angry that you had been violated and victimized" Oscar says. "You never seemed to be interested in finding a mate and we wondered why, and when you broke down and told me what had happened and that you felt soiled and unworthy of having someone love you, we knew he could get you over that" Oscar says quietly. "He knows Claude, and he's as concerned for you as Sam is, shouldn't that tell you that you are wrong about being unworthy of a decent male's love?" Oscar asks pointedly. I have to stop and think about this now. "When did this Lion find out about me?" I ask.

"Sam told him while I went out to ask you about Horses" Oscar says. I look at him quizzically. "Eduardo is Cuban born, like Sam, in fact Sam knows his family and Ed's Dad is the one that got Sam started in powerlifting and helped him get to the US and get established here." Oscar says. "No wonder he talked to him about me, he's talked about how grateful he is to the one who got him started." I muse. "He's done more than just talk to Ed, he's talked to your Dad and he's really hoping you'll take Ed, as he knows him well, and Sam knows how much Ed loves you and will be good to you." Oscar says grinning. "Claude, he's been in love with you for a while now, and was puzzled by the fact that you only seemed to want to fuck the guys who tried to date you at the gym" Oscar says softly. "He knew he would fuck you if you wanted him, but he wants you for more than that" he says. "If Eduardo had his way, you'd mate him and drop as many of his Lion kittens as you could" Oscar says smiling. I nod. "He's like Sam that way, Sam's always telling me he wished he could have his Calves from me, that you wouldn't mind, as you wouldn't be the one carrying them" I say. Oscar smiles. "Claude, I told him once I wouldn't carry his sons, but if you don't tell him I said so, I'd happily be fat with his son" Oscar says softly. "Because you love him so much and you know how happy it would make him" I say quietly. "I love how you understand what it's like to love our Sam so much" Oscar says grinning. "He told me what you said once" Oscar says. "That he needed both his Baby Bull and his Baby Lion to love him to be happy?" I ask. Oscar nods. "Claude he approves of Ed for you, and he knows Ed won't keep you two apart anymore than I would" Oscar says. I take his hand and I kiss it. "Because you know I love you too, Oscar" I say quietly. He nods.

"Claude, Sam thinks Eduardo will love you as much as he would if he could" Oscar says smiling at me. "I'd never try to take him from you, Oscar" I say quietly. "I know, mi amo, you love Sam and you love me too" Oscar says."I couldn't possibly love him as much as you do, Oscar, and I won't make him settle for less" I say. Oscar leans down and kisses me. "I know you want him with me, you care so much for us both" he says smiling. "And he'd never admit to it, but he does need us both to be happy" Oscar says softly.

"Eduardo wants to formally court you, I don't understand it all, some kind of Feline thing I guess" Oscar says smiling. "It's a Lion thing, he'll try to impress me to make me want him for good," I say softly. Oscar looks at me. "He'll be romantic with me, and at some point he'll try to show me he's capable of taking care of me and dominating me and that he'll love me forever" I say smiling."It's left over breeding behavior" I say. "He's driven to prove he's a worthy enough male for me to accept him as my mate and to have his cubs" I say. Oscar laughs."You Lions and your instinctive behaviors" he says laughing.

I'm lost in thought. "Nige?" I ask. He looks at me. "What did Sam tell you?" I ask. Oscar laughs. "Nothing gets by you even when you're upset." he says cracking up. "Sam went to call Eduardo, he's going to have him come here and talk to you" Oscar says grinning. "I thought you were ready to try, Claude, Sam told me he's been trying to get you two together, but he never knew why you didn't seem to be interested in settling down until tonight, and now that Eduardo knows and doesn't care, Sam thinks you ought to meet at least" Nigel says grinning. "Oscar's right, he wants you and that should prove to you that it's not the barrier to a potential relationship, he knows you were damaged and he just wants to protect you and love you, Sam introduced us a while ago, Eduardo is madly in love with you, Claude." Nigel says smiling. "What do you think of him?" I ask Nigel. "He's hot and he's in love with you, he swore he'd keep you happy and never leave you, Claude" Nigel says. "Besides, I know you'll share him" Nigel says laughing.

"I still need to think about this, I never thought anyone would want a soiled Lion like me, and I am kind of unprepared to deal with him right now" I say. Nigel hands me my phone. "Call Jonas" he says. "What's the rush?" I ask. "He's going to try very hard to get you, Claude, right away, if he can, he's really hot for you but he wants you to belong to him, he wants you to be his mate quickly" Oscar says. "He'll go after you like Sam would have if he'd been single when you met" Oscar says. "Claude, did we ever tell you how we got together?" Oscar asks. "No" I say.

Oscar smiles and he tells me their story. He'd gone to see Sam to try to get him to train and show him at competitions. Sam had just retired from competition and he had been looking for the proper builder to train and handle in competitions. "I went into the gym and put on a singlet and went to find Sam" Oscar says. "He saw me and he came over to me, and he asked me what I wanted, and I told him I wanted him to train me and show me in competitions" Oscar says. "Sam looked me over and he grinned at me, and told me he wasn't sure he wanted his mate to be involved in competitive body building" Oscar says. "And before I could respond, Sam pulled me to him and kissed me hard and bonded my ass" Oscar says grinning. "When I recovered, he took me to his office and we fucked for a few hours and then he took me to the weight room and began working with me" Oscar says. "That sounds like Sam" I say grinning."He grabbed you and kissed you and it was only a minute or two before you guys were rutting each other hard" Oscar says laughing.

"I get it, mi amo, you think Ed's gonna go after me that hard too" I say smiling. "He will, he'll try so hard to make you his, he already knows he wants you, he told Sam he now just has to convince you he's as perfect for you as he thinks he is" Oscar says happily. "I have to admit I do love Sam's passion and determination" I muse. "He's not as aggressive as Sam, but not by much, he'll possess you as Sam does me, but he'll love you just as strongly as Sam loves me" he says. "Sam possesses you?" Nigel asks. I smile at Nigel. Sam loves me too in his way, and I do understand how they are. Sam considers me part his too, though he's different with me than he is with Oscar. He's rougher with me because he knows I love him that way.

"I think I see it, you two have been together for what, 12 years you said?" I ask. He nods. "It's in the way you two look at each other, and though you're a strong willed Bull and independent minded, I see how you defer to Sam when it's important to him as he will to you when something's important to you " I say."You got it, mi amo" Oscar says hugging me. "You've worked it out together, but he gives you your freedom because he knows you'd never leave him. and how deeply you love him and want to belong to him" I say smiling. He laughs. "Sam is hot for you, and I let him do who he wants to, but as hot as you are for him, you are the one I never worried about, even though you're the only one who'd have a prayer of pulling him away from me" Oscar says kissing me. "I love you too, Claude, and I trust you, he needs you too as you need him and you still will even if you take Ed" Oscar says.

"Does anyone make you worried?" Nigel asks."Only one, and it was years ago" Oscar says softly. And he tells us of a Wolf builder who was seemingly determined to break them up so he could get Sam. And that Sam was blinded by his flattery and attentions to the point his head was turned. "What happened?" Nigel asks. Oscar is obviously pained by remembering this. "You don't have to tell us, mijo" I say. Oscar nods.

"Jeb's first visit to our gym, he saw Del working his wiles on Sam, and he challenged him and asked Del why he wanted to interfere with us" Oscar says. "I knew what was going on and I was afraid to say anything for fear Sam would think I was just being jealous" Oscar says. "Jeb wasn't afraid of Sam when he objected angrily, and Jeb pointed out to Sam that Del was flirting with him only in front of me, that he'd ignored Sam until I came to work" Oscar says. "Sam was mad but Jeb really made him think" Oscar says."He locked himself in his office and when he came out an hour later, he banished Del from our gym and took me out to dinner and profusely apologized to me" Oscar says smiling.

"And we've been fine ever since, Sam makes sure I know how much he loves me, and the more outside sex he has the hotter he is for me" Oscar says. "I can tell when he's rutted you, Claude, he'll be tender and loving with me as soon as he can get me alone, and he'll make love so magnificently to me" Oscar says. I laugh. "No wonder you encourage me to drain his dominant impulses" I say cracking up. Oscar nods.

"I do love you, Oscar" I say hugging him. "I know, Claude" he says smiling at me."It's why I think you should take Eduardo if you can, he'll love you as much as Sam loves me and though you two will work things out in your own way, he'll be as loyal and loving to you as my Big Bull" Oscar says quietly. "It's in his Cuban blood and we've known him for a while, he's a less aggressive Sam, Claude" Oscar says. I take Oscar's hand. "No matter what happens with Ed, I want to thank you, Oscar, I don't feel unworthy of finding a mate anymore, if he wasn't put off by it, even if we don't bond, someone else might not be swayed by it either" I say. "Claude, I've seen how much you love Sam and those of us you're close to, you'll be all to him or to anyone, that they could want" Oscar says. "You'll let him be your husband, and you'll cater to him and obey him as you can, just like you do with Sam" Oscar says. "Sam loves how you'll fuck his lights out and then go cook for him, he's cried to tell me how proud it makes him" Oscar says. "You've even cooked for him when he and I have had a lot of sex" Oscar says nuzzling my cheek. "I know how he loves it and he gets so hungry after sex" I say. Oscar laughs. "He loved how when he got an orgy started in the weight room started by fucking you in front of a bunch of guys, you took a break from letting guys fuck you and you ordered a bunch of pizzas as you knew he would be really hungry" Oscar says smiling.

"I've told you before, Claude, if you keep thinking that Horse's raping you made you unlovable, you're both wrong and letting him win out over you" Nigel says firmly. Oscar nods his agreement. We sit and talk awhile and I have to admit it's helping. I call Jonas and I apologize for calling him at home. I quickly explain things as best I can. "Claude, it may be time, if he's convinced you that you were wrong about not being worthy of having the love of a decent male, but you should go into this very carefully" Jonas says. "Don't take him because he's a lot like Sam, we've talked and I know why you're so hot for Sam" Jonas says happily. "Not a bad thing, Jonas, if he's a lot like Sam" I say. Oscar nods. "But see how he is different from Sam, and if you can love him for who he is, and not just because he's similar to Sam, than I'd say you should take him" Jonas says. "Come see me on Monday no matter which way it goes" Jonas says. "Nige, I need to talk to one more person" I say. "Jeb?" he asks. I nods and he runs off to get my brother.

Sam comes back and he's got Jeb with him. "I gather you know all about this, Bro?" I ask. "I've met him and Sam and he and I have talked" Jeb says. "And?" I ask. "I approve of him for you, Claude, he'll be as good to you as Jeff is to me" Jeb says. Sam grins. "No wonder you're happy, Sam, you'll make sure I get my own you, and I'm guessing he won't keep us apart as well" I say. Oscar and Sam laugh. Jeb sits and we talk. Sam kisses Oscar and they go off. Jeff comes in and curls up to Jeb. "Claude, at least he's shaken you of your feeling like you're not worthy of having a mate" Jeb says. "I know, I've looked at you and Jeff and I've ached to be loved like Jeff loves you" I say softly. Jeff smiles at me. "You keep my brother so happy, and we all love you as well" I say quietly. Jeff blushes. "Claude, do you think you'll take him?" Jeff asks. "Jonas told me to consider it all carefully, and if I can love him and know it's not just that he's so much like Sam I should try" I say softly.

"You'll consider it alright, you tend to overthink everything" Jeb teases me. He's right though. Nigel wanders back in. "So you're here, I looked everywhere for you" Nigel says."Sam went and got me after he called Ed, Ed wanted to be sure we'd approve as he's a bit afraid" Jeb says."Afraid?" I ask. "He works for Papa Harry as a mechanic and he's afraid Harry and Dad won't approve of him for you" Jeb says. "I've talked to Dad about him too, Claude, Dad wants you loved and not hurting over this anymore" Jeb says. "But you know Dad, he'll see how much Eduardo is like him and he'll approve right away, plus Sam and Oscar have talked to him too, and he knows how much those Bulls love you" Jeb says grinning. Jeff looks at me and grins. "I've always been surprised that they didn't joint bond you, Claude" Jeff says smiling. "Nah, we wouldn't be any more in love with one another if we all did bond" I say grinning.

Eduardo walks in and he's so beautiful of a Lion. He and Jeb hug and Jeff and I notice he's a slightly bigger built Jeb with different eye and mane color. "I would talk to you, Claude, but we first have to do something" He says firmly. Jeb looks at me. Ed takes my paw and pulls me to my foot paws. His voice is deep and tinged with a Spanish accent like Sam and Oscar's voices. He pulls me along behind him and we go out of my bedroom.

I see Sam and Oscar sitting on the couch talking to Dad and Harry. Ed's voice softens as he's addressing Dad. "I would wish your permission to court Claude and see if he will take me as his mate, Mr Kitman." Eduardo says softly. Dad smiles at me. "What do you say, Claude, do you want him to court you?" Dad asks. "I do, Father, I hope he'll do his best to make me his" I say quietly. "You do know how Claude was damaged, Eduardo, was it?" Dad asks." Sam told me, and I do not care, I will try my best to make Claude feel loved so he will heal" Ed says gently. Sam smiles at him. "Sir, I will love him with all the passion in my heart and I will never leave him" Ed says fiercely. Dad smiles. "A pair of Big Cats who bond will be together forever, a Big Cat bonding won't break apart" Dad says holding Harry's paw. "My Tiger will love me as long as there's breath in his body, just like you'll love Claude if he takes you" Dad says grinning.

"Sam and Oscar talked to me about you, and as much as they love Claude, they think you will be good for him" Dad says. "Jim, he's a good employee and a hard worker, he's a Lion of great integrity" Papa Harry says. "Dad, I've talked to Jonas about this too, he told me what I should do" I say softly. "Who is this Jonas?" Ed asks gruffly. "Dr Jonas White is Claude's therapist and has been for years" Oscar says quietly. Eduardo smiles at me. "And what did your therapist tell you to do about me?" Ed asks, softening his tone.

I smile. "Make sure I wasn't reacting to you due to your similarity to Sam and Oscar and let you try to court me if I liked you" I say smiling. "Is it that we are Hispanic that you'd think we're similar?" Eduardo asks gruffly."No, I can see your passions in your eyes and I know Sam said you are dominant as he is, but your eyes also show Oscar's softer masculinity and capacity for gentleness." I say firmly. Oscar smiles at me. I told him once while he fucked me how much I loved that he was as masculine as Sam but softer and gentler in how he expressed his passions. That he lit me up as much as Sam did with his more gentle and softer passions. He was so happy that I understood how he was. Oscar is a good Bull. He's a lot different than Sam is inside. Sam's more volatile in how he expresses his feelings and Oscar is calmer. Sam is Cuban and Oscar is Mexican. They balance each other out perfectly.

"If he thinks he wants you to try, I'll give you my permission, Eduardo" Dad says. "I do want him to try, he's a hot Lion like my Daddy and he's a blend of you, Sam, Oscar and Jeb and I think he'll make me very happy if I can bond him, Dad" I say gently. "So you wish me to try to court you, Claude?" Ed asks. "I do, I want you to do more than try, I want you to succeed" I say gently. "I know I said you are like others that I love, but that is not why I wish you to court me" I say smiling. He looks at me oddly.

"I want you to show me who Eduardo Guerra is, how deeply you love me, and why I should be yours for life" I say firmly. He grins. He knows what I'm doing. I'm urging him to show me his fitness to be my life mate and provoking him into dominating me. With a challenge to spur his urges to show me how he'll dominate me if I take him. Dad grins as he's figured it out too. Oscar is fighting off laughter but Sam looks confused. Dad leans over and is whispering to him. He smiles. Dad told him I've skipped ahead of the usual first few steps of courtship and gone to challenging Ed to prove his worthiness to be my mate. And that it's a Big Cat thing. Ed's happy now. He knows what I've done and that it means I will probably take him if he dominates me to my proper satisfaction. He understands the old ways and if he can get me to submit to him sexually he'll be mine forever.

"Ed, take him off and begin courting him, he's already shown his receptiveness to taking you" Dad says happily. Eduardo picks me up into his arms and carries me back to my bedroom. He's sniffing me as we walk. "Your scent fires up my blood, Claude, it says 'my mate' to me" he growls. He puts me down on the floor. I bend down and I sniff him all over. I involuntarily start to purr. Ed grins. And he picks me up and sits me on the edge of the bed and gets on his knees in front of me.

"I will try to always make you happy, Claude, I will be as devoted to you as Sam says you'll be to me" Ed says lovingly. "I am a horny Lion and I will take you often if you are mine, I will want others still and I will let you have who you please if you will always tell me who and when" Ed says gruffly. I nod. "I am going to be your husband and I will softly dominate you and at times I might be a bit rough with you to make sure you know you belong to me totally" he says looking into my eyes. "I will be good to you and I will tend you as your mate should" he growls. "I will be loving and dominant, and you will be mine completely, Claude" he growls softly. I sigh and purr louder. "I would belong to you?" I ask. He nods.

"Shouldn't we quit thinking there's even a chance I'm not going to take you, Eduardo?" I ask. He grins."I will be so good to you, I am a good lover and I will try so hard to pleasure you always" he says kissing my paw. I smile at him."I'm a good bottom and I'll take you when you want me" I say."I've seen you take others at the gym and I know you are good" Eduardo says. We look into each other's eyes for a bit. I see how much he does love me in his eyes. His passions for me shine from his eyes and I know it's not just lust. He's growling gruffly but it's his appeal to me to let him breed me. He knows the old ways as much as I do. It is now down to whether I'll submit to him breeding me. "I will not just fuck you, you will give me your heart and I will treasure it and protect my little Lion mate always" he growls softly. Time to start the final step of his courtship of me. (Little do I know that bonding him this way will lead to Ed knocking me up. Sum total in our first 15 years together, I'll have 4 big Lion cubs by Eduardo, and with Ed's help, 2 big Bull calves for Sam. Ed will barb fuck me, pull out of me and roll over and cum inside Oscar instead. Then Sam will fuck me several times cumming inside of me. Rendering me pregnant with his calf. While I've got Sam's calf inside me, they'll both tend me and spoil me. Ed really loves Sam enough not to mind me carrying his calves. Plus Sam begged us to let me give him a calf. I love Sam enough that I agreed quickly when Ed told me I could if I wanted to.)

I get on my knees and paws on the floor. He wants to court me, I'll make him go through the whole old style ritual. I pull off my shorts. And he strips and he gets down on his paws and knees and he crawls around me yowling and vocalizing. Basically begging me to take him. As he circles me, he nuzzles my mane at times. I yowl and vocalize, encouraging him to try to bond me. He tries to mount me and I claw him and he gets off. It's a big decision for me. I've not yet decided to be receptive to him, despite feeling a lot for him. But I'm still encouraging him to court me. If I am to refuse him, I'll go to discouraging him.(At this point it's beyond my conscious control, it's all Feline biology now. If he's my predestined life mate, I'll become receptive whether I think I want him or not. More receptive than I dreamed I could be as my unknown dormant reproductive parts awaken and I end up carrying my Cuban Lion's cub.)

He continues to vocalize begging me to take him. (By the way, his vocalizing is not in coherent words, it's seemingly random sounds and growls. Our Feline instincts know which sounds mean what.) After a few more of his attempts to mount me, and as he's begging me harder with his vocalizing. I crouch a bit and stick out my rump with my tail held high. He's pounced on me and gripping my neck in his teeth he shoves his big Feline dick up me and he fucks me hard, fiercely ramming his barbs in and out of me. I yowl from the pain of the sudden rapid raking of his many barbs. I try to buck him off but I can't.(Even though I've accepted him, I still have to resist slightly.) He's gripping me too tightly with his teeth. His way of showing me he'll never let go of me, he'll hang on to me as long as he lives. I'm yowling loudly and with passion.(It's not as odd as it sounds, I had no intention of not taking him, but the more he has to try the tighter we'll bond as I submit to his barbing me. And he's got me in a mating bite so we'll be as tightly bound as two Felines can bond)

I can see Dad in the doorway, he heard us and he knew what it meant.(Any Big Cat would recognize my yowls of submission to him.) He wanted to see if I was indeed taking Ed. Ed's vocalizing now. He's telling me that me and my cubs belong to him forever. He's my mate and I am his completely. He lets go of my neck and lets go with an Earth shaking roar as he cums up me. I'm dizzy now and only being held up by his paws holding me under my belly. Dad's laughing. I'm having really bad cramps and if I was a female Feline I'd be pregnant now. I'm purring loudly and contentedly. (I feel blissful as my body conceives Ed's son.)

I hear Jeb's laughter and he's standing behind Dad holding onto Jeff. "Aren't you glad I didn't have to do that to you, Baby Goat?" Jeb asks him. Ed kisses me repeatedly. "You are mine now, I had not dreamed you would take me this quickly" Ed says happily. "My Boy" Dad says proudly. "You wanted him and you even took him the old way" Dad says proudly. "You knew that would bond us tighter if you took me that way?" Ed asks. I nod. (Bonding Ed this way made me able to conceive from my life mate. Nothing has been written about that. But researching it, I find plenty of cases where it happens to a bonded male Lion couple or a bonded Lion and Tiger male couple.)

My Cuban Lion is sweaty and gorgeous. He lets go of me and I slip out from under him. He rolls over onto his back. And I get down and begin to slowly lick his body all over, even cleaning out his sheath. His Feline dick pops out and it is big. 21" long and thick. Bigger than anyone else's I've seen and he's got 9 rows of sharp, backwards facing barbs. I take him down my muzzle and I suck him. He growls at me and he points to the bed. I let go of his dick and I stand up. He pushes me onto my knees on the bed. "I'm not going to stop until you are fat with my cubs" He growls harshly. (We don't know for a while but Ed succeeds in keeping his word.)

Ed leans down and grabs my neck in his jaws. And rams his big, barbed Feline dick in me. I yowl and vocalize as he rakes my ass ring hard. I heard Dad and Jeb laugh as they leave the room. They know we're now bound tightly to each other. Eduardo and I are in the grip of our breeding frenzy now. He's driven to take me hard until I am carrying his cubs. Despite the fact that we're both male the old Feline instincts still drive us. He'll fuck me until he either can't anymore or my scent changes to show that I am carrying his cubs. (Both happen) I'm blinded to everything but the urge to let him breed me. As Ed is lost in the urge to leave his cubs up me. He courted me and won me, so I'm totally submissive to my Eduardo now and forever.

He rakes me hard and fast and we're both yowling and vocalizing loudly. Dad and Jeb and Harry will feel it too. Our vocalizing will make them horny and they'll fuck as much as we do. Ed grips my neck in his teeth and bites down hard. He's broken the skin and drawn blood. He's lost in the urges to leave my belly full of his cubs. He cums hard and keeps going. I can hear Dad and Jeb's vocalizations now. Dad's rutting Harry and Jeb's plowing Jeff. (I won't be the only one affected by our bonding ritual. Harry will turn up pregnant with twins from Dad. A beautiful Lion cub that looks like Dad, and an adorable little Tiger cub. Dad's shocked but proud. Harry and I deliver on the same day, him first and then me. We've got a couple of very proud Lion papas on our hands that night.)

Finally, after Eduardo's tenth orgasm in me, he lets go of my neck and he gets off of me and roars victoriously. He's my mate now, and he'll stay by me for a day or so. He's guarding me. So no one else can breed me or try to make me lose his cubs. Thank Goodness it's Friday and we're both off this weekend. He won't leave my side at all. Taking me with him everywhere.

He pulls out of me and lays me on my back putting a pillow under my back to raise my hips. And he proceeds to lick my body gently and thoroughly. He's soothing me to make me ovulate more. Even though a part of him knows I can't get pregnant, he's still driven by the instinctual Feline behaviors. I purr for him. He smiles at me. And then he roars at me. Submissively, I extend my neck and he lightly clamps his jaws on it. He wants me to show how deep my submission to him goes. He has the power of life and death over me now, a simple closing of his jaws would kill me. I have put my life as well as my love in his paws. His eyes show a fierceness that would scare me if I wasn't convinced of how much he loves me already.

After a few minutes he lets go of my neck. And he smiles at me. "You have given yourself to me completely, my Claude" he purrs. "I have, and I know you are my Lord totally now" I say softly in Spanish. He grins. "You speak Spanish?" he asks. "I do, my Eduardo" I say meekly. He lays down and pulls me to him, putting my head on his big chest. He strokes my mane gently. "I would wish you were now pregnant by me, but I know it is not possible" he says softly.(He'll soon get his wish. Ed's ecstatic when I turn up pregnant. He's a proud Lion papa to our cubs. As is Sam when he and Ed decide to let me have a calf for Sam. Sam's 2nd calf was a surprise decision by Ed, as Sam was such a great Dad to our 1st calf. All of a sudden one night, without any discussion, Ed barbed me, pulled out and Sam nailed me hard and fast. I was stunned but Sam was so happy to knock me up again. ) "I would bear cubs for you if I could" I say quietly. "You showed me you would, you followed the breeding pattern perfectly and you would soon be fat with my litter if you could be" he says kissing my mane gently. "It means so much to me that you would if it were possible, mi amo" he says.

Eduardo's really happy now. He's nuzzling my mane and slowly stroking my belly It is a bit swollen but it's just from the sheer volume of Leonine sperm he left up me. "You have my scent upon you, we truly are one now" he purrs. I nod. "We will lay together now, you will not be away from me at all" he growls. "Yes, my Eduardo" I say meekly. He grins. "You may call me Ed if you wish" he says smiling. "I'm just glad I can call you mine now" I say softly. He rolls over on top of me holding my paws and foot paws to the bed with his. "You belong to me as I belong to you, you are as my wife now" he growls gruffly. "I would take you again if I could, be I am exhausted sexually for now" he growls. (As we quietly lay curled up together I conceive and implant our 1st son.)

"You will only be with me for now, when the weekend is over we will resume sex with others" he says. "I will let you do who you please if My Lord Lion will only tell me who and when" I say quietly. "I will tell you, proudly, as I would hope you would, but I will mostly want to have you with me when I do someone as I will want to be with you when you do" he says. It's the norm for Feline couples bound as tightly as we are We can do others without the other one being with us. But we'll want to do them together if we can.

Eduardo is now kissing me repeatedly Sam and Oscar come in bearing boxes. "You brought my things?" Ed asks. "We did, I knew he'd take you" Sam says happily.

We're a very happy couple of Lions as long as we live raising our cubs happily.