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I'm so tired all of a sudden. I guess it's the stress and fussing and my overall melodramatic behavior. I drop off to sleep suddenly. And when I wake. I"m in the second bed under the covers. Rory and Teddy are fucking. I turn over and go back to sleep. When I wake to pee a bit later, they're sound asleep curled up together. I decide to go home. So I shower and dress and I leave them a note.

"Thanks, Guys, I'm so much better now. I love you both so much, and I swear I 'll try to run to you two instead of away from home" I write. And I take my keys and my bag and I go home.

It's still fairly early. But I know Alfred's up. And I put my bag in my room and I go to the kitchen. Alfred and Manuel are sitting together and drinking coffee. Stark naked. I laugh. I've just done something I never thought was possible. I caught Alfred totally unawares. He blushes. I kiss him. "It's fine, Fox Father" I say. "Claude, I think I can let go of my no nudity in the common area rules" he says smiling. I kiss Manuel. "You've been so good for my Alfred" I say. He grins. "You just like seeing your beautiful Manuel naked so much you're willing to relent" I say smiling. Alfred grins. "I do" he says smiling.

I sit and I tell them how things went. "Claude, it's just like you, you love Master James so much, you can't stay mad at him for long" Alfred says. "I had to for Nigel's sake, he loves Dad and Dad had him scared I wouldn't approve of them being together, and when Nigel asked me to tell Dad I approved, I knew I had to end the fight for Nigel's sake, Alfred" I say quietly.

"He's coming to me, Alfred" I say happily. Alfred grins. "I know, Master Claude" he says. I smile. "I forgot, Alfred" I say kissing him. He grins. "He's looking forward to seeing you again, Alfred, he did always like you" I say smiling. Alfred grins. "He'll be good for you as well as good to you, Claude" Alfred says happily. "I know" I say. "You're just glad I got an Englishman" I say grinning. Alfred laughs. "Claude, you'll have a few days to wait still" Alfred says. I look pleadingly at him. He laughs. And he looks up at the ceiling. "He'll beg Jim to bring him home, and they'll be here early in the week, Claude" Alfred says. "He'll rush to get things done and Jim will hire a solicitor to handle the house sale, Alf doesn't want to wait any longer than he has to to be with you" Alfred says. "I can't pinpoint the day though" he says kissing me. "It's OK, I can wait, he'll be mine forever, I can wait for him" I say dreamily. Alfred smiles.

"Claude, you'll have to be tender and gentle with him the first time, he'll be a bit scared, he's not had anal sex with anyone yet, he had hoped to take you as his first and he'll be very nervous, he knows you're experienced and he'll be afraid he'll disappoint you" Alfred says. "I get it, I have to let him know that he couldn't disappoint me as he's the one I love" I say quietly. Alfred nods. "It'll be hard to wait, but I can do it, I'll just try to keep busy" I say quietly. "He'll be worth it, and he'll be a bit clingy for a bit, he just lost his wife and he'll have a lingering fear he'll lose you, but he'll love you so intensely" Alfred says. I kiss him and I kiss Manuel and I go to my room.

I check the time. I have plenty of time til I have to go pick up Papa-San and I'm not sure what to do. I know I have to keep busy somehow. I lay on my bed and I can't help thinking about Alf Davenport.

I've seen him naked only once and by accident at that. But he is a big, butch, sexy Badger. And he's going to be the Boss. He's let me know that he'll be possessive at times and that he does expect me to mind him, or tell him why. I want him to be my husband and all that goes with it. I'll obey him, and cater to him and work hard to keep him happy. And he's as anxious to be curled up with me as we sleep as I am. I just want to belong to my big Badger. And I know he'll make me so happy.

I decide to go sit in the hot tub and try to relax a bit. I sit and soak for a while. And my mind is still full of thoughts of Alf. And I'm a bit nervous. I don't doubt that I do love him, but while I know him, I don't know him well in some ways, I know of him, from Nigel. But we're gonna have to spend a fair amount of time getting to know each other as lovers. I know Alf fairly well. But not as my mate. I do know how he was with Megan. He was all to her that I wished someone would be with me. And he has told me he will be that way with me.

I'll have to get to know him, in order to tend him and cater to him as I swore I would. But I think he'll respond if I ask him what he wants or needs. . Maybe he'll sit down and lay it all out for me.. He seems to have no trouble telling me what he expects of me. I get up and go shower. I dress. Tight jeans and a tight tank top. Takeru would prefer I dressed up more, but he loves to see me in tight, ass defining jeans. I may be in love with my English Badger, but I'll always be hot to be under my Japanese Spectacled Bear. Takeru is an amazing lover.

I go tell Alfred I'm going to get Takeru. And I get in my car, and I drive to the airport. My cell rings when I get there. Rory's here with Teddy and he's wanting me to meet up with them. So I go meet them at a coffee shop.. Teddy's kind of nervous about meeting Takeru. They have kind of met. Rory and I took Papa-San to the Bear Den a few times. But now, Teddy is meeting him as Rory's mate, and he's scared, I can tell. He knows what Takeru means to us. "Teddy, he'll love you, he thought you were hot before, and he'll be his usual inquisitive self, but he wouldn't give you the sort of third degree we were expecting out of Dad" I say softly. Rory smiles. "He'll wanna fuck you for sure Teddy, either before or after he wears Claude's ass out' Rory says laughing. I laugh. I know tonight, Takeru will sleep with me, he'll be hot for me, and he'll want to talk. And he'll open up and tell me of how his own life is going. And he's going to want to talk to me about Alf too. I know he's spoken to him. And he'll want to ask me about my own feelings about Alf. He likes Alf too.

I hear the flight announced as landing. And I get up and I run to the gate it was announced as landing at. I am excited. I miss Papa-San. And I'm stunned when I see him come down the Jetway. He's got his arm around a shy looking Lion. Who looks like a cross between me and Emil's Mack. He's smaller and thinner than either of us. But he's got Mack's Amber eyes and my fur and Rory's mane color, and he has forepaws like I do. But I can tell by how Takeru is holding him, they're in love. And I see it. Takeru was going to tell us and our little crisis kept him from it. He was wanting to tend his beloved Lion son. And I feel bad. He loves me still, but I need him to know I'm happy for him. I run to him. He hugs me. And I turn and I welcome his Lion. Who seems very shy in my presence. "I am Dr Claude Kitman II, might I ask who it is that has captured my beloved Bear Papa-San's heart?" I ask politely in Japanese. He looks stunned. "My younger Lion son is a very intuitive one, my Kenji" Takeru says kissing him. "I am Kenji Kusa nagi" he says quietly. "I don't bite, Kenji" I say smiling. "I can see how much Papa-San loves you" I say.

Rory and Teddy come up. "My Rory" Takeru says hugging him. Teddy looks uncomfortable. "Who's the Lion?" Rory whispers. "Papa-San's bond mate, Big Brother" I say out loud. Kenji looks a bit happier. "He's a gorgeous Lion, Oto-Sama" Rory says. Kenji blushes. "He is your brother?" Kenji asks in Japanese. "He is, he is older than me by 2 years" I say. Rory hugs Kenji. "He is stunning handsome and masculine" Kenji says softly. "He is, and he's a great lover" I say back in Japanese. Kenji smiles shyly. "I would like to find out, if he would have me" Kenji says shyly. "He'll be happy to" I tell him. And I whisper to Rory what Kenji said. Rory smiles.

Teddy's looking scared still. "My Grizzly son" Takeru says hugging Teddy. Teddy relaxes. "I had wondered if Claude would bond you, but it makes a bit more sense to see you with Rory" Takeru says softly. "In any case, I am glad one of my sons took you" Takeru says smiling. Teddy hugs him and weeps. "What is wrong, my Grizzly son?" Takeru asks. Teddy is quiet. "Papa-San, Teddy knows what you mean to us and he was scared, I think, I think he was scared you would not accept him for Rory" I say quietly in Japanese. Takeru nods. "I can see how you love him, I am glad you are family now, pretty Grizzly" Takeru says soothingly.

Kenji looks a bit brighter. "Were you afraid we would not accept you as Papa-San's mate?" I ask Kenji in Japanese. He nods. I put my arm around his shoulder. "I knew right off you loved him as he loved you, and that is all that is important Kenji, you'll love him and he adores you" I say quietly. Kenji hugs me. And he weeps too. "Why didn't you tell us?" I ask Takeru in Japanese. "Claude, you know why, I had to help you cope with all of this and got caught up in the drama" Takeru says. "Didn't that make you worry more, beautiful Kenji?" I ask. Kenji nods. "I was so scared, at first wondering if he was too ashamed to tell his family of me, and then I wondered if he ..." Kenji says and stops. Takeru's giving him 'that look' and Kenji is unnerved. I can relate, I've been on the other end of that look all too many times. I'm going to stand up for Kenji, he needs me to, and I know Takeru doesn't understand why his Kenji is hurting. I sure as Hell do though.

"Papa-San," I snap. Takeru turns and looks at me. "He had every right to worry, you are a rich and important Bear, and he needed that, he needed to know that you loved him and were proud of his love" I say firmly. Takeru smiles at me. "I am sorry, my Kenji, I love my boys and I had to help Claude sort this out, and then got pulled further into it" he says softly. And he kisses Kenji. "I am proud of my Lion, and I have never felt as loved as I do when you look at me" Takeru says. Kenji smiles. I hurt all of a sudden, its hit me like an arrow from nowhere. I get it now, he wouldn't take me and he took a Lion who's so much like me it's not even funny. I feel both anger and shame for feeling this way.

I fight tears. I loved him, Damn it, I wanted him too. Does he really not love me like that, did he never love me as anything other than a son? Have I, did I, just assume he wanted me that way at all, I know we didn't bond, but did he even try? I will not give in to this. He's Kenji's and I'm going to be Alf's. I bite the inside of my cheek. I will not cry nor show how this has hurt me. I don't really understand it either. I knew we didn't bond, and I thought I'd moved on. But Kenji is so much like a smaller me. Some of his mannerisms are even like mine. I walk back to the coffee shop and I sit. I will not cry and spoil this. I want Takeru happy, and I know he loves Kenji, and I can see Kenji looking at him like I used to. I sit and I drink my coffee. Teddy and Rory can take him home. I don't dare move now, or I'll run. If Takeru wants to come talk that's fine. I have to sort all of this out somehow. I have no idea why I'm hurting so much right now, like from out of the blue. I'm going to be Alf's mate soon enough. And only that thought brings me any peace or respite from this pain.

I know Takeru will know something is wrong with me. But I've been so emotional with all that happened. I'm hoping he's not going to figure it out and I'll just tell him I'm overwhelmed by Nigel's Mum's death and all the fighting. He knows me well enough to know it's possible and I don't have to admit to this and feel the shame of it all.

But it's not Takeru who comes after me. It's Kenji. He sits by me. I ask him if he'd like something and he nods. And I order him the green tea he asked for. "He loves you still" Kenji says softly. "I know" I say feeling stung. "I believe I know, it is the reverse of my own worry" Kenji says softly in Japanese. "Oh?" I ask idly. "Why me?' he says looking into my eyes. "He loves you so, and we are similar but your are more beautiful than I, and rich and a Doctor, and I am a small, skinny low level clerical" Kenji says. "Did he tell you we once tried to bond?" I ask. "He did, but he knew you were not for him, he told me, he tried solely because he loved you too much to hurt you that way" Kenji says. Just fucking great. There is so much sincerity in Kenji's eyes. He cares for me, and he's being as honest as I am.

"Kenji, I'm about to get my own life mate, I love Alf and I am anxiously looking forwards to belonging to him" I say quietly. "I saw it in your eyes, Claude, why not me they said" he says quietly. "Why him and not me, but still you tried to make me feel comforted and accepted, you do care, and you want him with me" Kenji says. 'I do, you love him, I can see it, and he adores you" I say quietly. "But still, why me and not you?" he says. "He loved you, he loves me as his Lion son, and as much as he's loved me and done for me I ought to just be happy with that" I say finally letting my tears flow. "Do you wish him?" Kenji asks me firmly. "No, I'd of been happy to be his, but as my Fox Butler says, if it's meant to happen it will" I say looking at the floor. "This would be Alfred?" Kenji asks. I nod. "Claude, he told Papa-San that he was not meant for you, and when he and Takeru talked a day or so ago, right before we bonded, Alfred told Takeru I was the one for him" Kenji says softly. "Typical" I snort. "Alfred could have told me, he sure told me not to go to London because it'd keep me from the one I'm meant for" I say quietly.

Takeru sits by me and takes my paw. I look at him. "I don't wish to talk about this, Papa-San, I'm glad you love Kenji and Kenji loves you so much, I have nothing else to say here" I say and I quietly sip my coffee. "Claude" he says softly. "Dr Suzakawa, there is nothing to say at all, I am meant for another as well, and I am simply glad you will be loved" I say in the most polite Japanese I can. Takeru starts to speak. Kenji takes his paw and he stops. "Leave him, my love, he hurts, it is nothing to do with us, he mourns to know he will never be yours, he knows he will have his mate soon, but he hurts to know he will never be yours" Kenji says quietly. I lean over and kiss Kenji. "I know why you now" I say smiling at him. "You're an amazing Lion, Kenji" I say smiling. He blushes. Takeru beams at his Kenji. "He is very worthy of you, Papa-San, and he will love you like I could only have tried to, he will love you and understand you way more than I could have" I say very quietly.

"You understand him, and you love him more than I did, Kenji, Papa-San needs to be understood as much as loved, and you do both more so than I did" I say quietly. "Not true, my Lion sons have always understood me, and I have been so grateful" Takeru says. "Takeru, Kenji hit the nail on the head, I hurt because I thought you only tried to bond me so you wouldn't hurt me, and thus we didn't because you didn't really want to" I say looking into his eyes. Takeru looks like I just slapped him. My voice and tone were cold. He understood.

"Claude' he says and he looks at me. "I am sorry, but yes, it is true" Takeru says. "A bit disappointing, you're the one animal I figured would never lie to me" I say softly. "I did not lie" he says angrily. Kenji smiles. "Did you want to bond me when we tried?" I ask sharply. "Well, no, not really, but I had been told...." he says and stops. "Alfred?" I ask. Takeru nods. "Did he tell you to try so I would not hurt?" I ask, I'm not mad but there is an edge to my voice. Takeru looks a bit ashamed. "He did not" he says. "I see, Papa-San, I'd of rather you had just told me the truth., I'd of hurt sure, but I hurt now and I also feel ashamed, and completely humiliated." I say looking at the floor. "I'm going to talk to Alfred about this when we get home, but I know my Papa-San thought he was doing the right thing, and would never intentionally hurt me" I say quietly. "Claude, I am sorry if it hurt you" he says. "It made me feel embarrassed to know you tried, even though you knew you did not love me that way, I know you loved me as a son, I ought to have been happy with that, but I am sorry you felt you had to try to bond me out of pity" I snarl and I get up. "It makes me feel like some pathetic soul that you just tried to humor" I say, my voice loaded with the pain I feel. Teddy and Rory are sitting a ways from us. And as I turn and run I hear Rory snarling at me.

As I run he grabs me and he holds me against him tightly. "I don't know what happened, but Teddy and I will not let you run anymore, we know Alf won't handle it well, and you're going to stop" Rory growls gruffly at me. He carries me back to the table. Takeru looks madder than I have ever seen him. He kisses Kenji. "Take him off for a bit, Teddy" Takeru asks. Teddy takes Kenji's paw and they walk off. Rory sits and he holds me tightly in his lap.

"Claude, how dare you?" Takeru thunders at me. "I did love you enough, I told Alfred I was going to try, he had told me once I was not to be yours" Takeru says his face red with anger. "And he told me why we would not bond, I was in such pain for several days, and I decided to try anyway' Takeru says. "I did not pity you, I have loved you for so long, but he was, as usual, right, and we were not meant for each other" Takeru says his eyes aflame with anger. "I did not believe him when he told me you were meant for Nigel's father, as he was with Megan, and straight and very happy" Takeru says angrily. "He told me I would get a Lion though, just not you" Takeru says. "I had been trying to get Kenji to go out with me, and he finally did, and I kissed him at his front door and he fainted" Takeru says. "I am glad he loves you, I didn't want you to be lonely" I say crying now. Rory's let go of me. I feel such shame. Takeru takes my paw. "I never meant to hurt you, Claude, I prayed Alfred was wrong and you'd be mine' he says tearing up. "I never pitied you, I have loved you, and you are only meant to be my Lion son as Rory is" Takeru says quietly. There is nothing I can say now.

"Papa-San, please try to forgive Claude, he's been very upset the last day or so, and he's rawer inside than he'll admit to" Rory says stroking my mane gently. I feel humiliated for reacting as I did, and of course I have to do this in public.

"Claude, Rory is right, and I know I should have prepared you for this, I know you were, and I'm thinking probably still are happy for me, you seemed to like Kenji and he asked to come to you first, he wished to help, and he had some of his own concerns eased" Takeru says softly. "I am happy in a way" he says smiling. "Happy?" I ask getting mad again. "You would not be upset if you did not want me and you hurt so because you love me and you know I will not be yours" Takeru says holding my paw. I feel so much now. None of it good. I want to run, but I know better. I can't fight Rory, he's so much stronger than I am. I'm way faster and I have Mom's agility and reflexes. But once Rory gets his paws on me I can't break loose. All I can do is see if he might accidentally give me an opening of sorts.

"We should go home now" I say calmly. "Claude, I know you, you will not go home and lock yourself away" Takeru says firmly. "Nor will you go home and get into a fight with Alfred" he adds. I move slightly and Rory's got me again. He's holding me tightly to him. "You will not run" Rory snarls. I sit and I just shut down. I'm trying not to think of anything. But inside I'm raging at how this has all snowballed on me. But I'm not talking, nor answering Takeru and Rory's questions. Rory's digging in my pants pocket and he takes out my car keys. "You're not driving, you'll run" Rory says. I'm still silent and impassive.

"Claude, did you call Dr White yet?"Takeru asks. "No, I did not, things got solved and I didn't think I still needed to see him" I snort. So much for silent and impassive. "Don't you think you should, Claude?" Takeru asks. I can't help it. I know the look I just gave Papa-San was a nasty one. "I'm not fucking crazy" I snort. "Emotional yes, a lot has happened to me in the last few days, I'd think I'd be allowed to be a bit emotional" I say angrily. Rory's glaring at me. "I love you, but Claude, you're way beyond 'a bit emotional' "he says. I go back to being silent. I know I'm way faster and more agile than Rory, but he's way stronger than I am. If he's got me like this I'm not getting away til he lets me loose. We both know it.

Takeru's trying to talk me into calling and going to go see Jonas. I agree it would be a good thing. But I'm not going to be pushed into it like this, and I am not going to be treated like a child any more. Teddy and Kenji come back. Rory lets go of me with one of his paws to lean up and kiss Teddy, and I use that to flip up and somersault away from him. Rory forgets, he's way stronger than I am, but I have the speed, reflexes and agility from Momma's side of the family. I land at the door way and I run. I flat run to the cab stand in front of the airport.

My cell rings and I turn it off. I don't care who it is. I catch a cab and I go home. I turn my phone on to see who the message is from. Takeru and he's not happy with me now. I delete his message. I put the phone in my pocket. The only ones I know who will always love me are a country and an ocean away. My Badgers. My Nigel and my Alf.

As as we drive I cry. My life sucks now, it got so out of control. No one cares about me, they think they know how I should feel and the Hell with how I do feel. I tell the cab driver to take me to a different place. I'm not going home. There is a Holiday Inn express by the biggest Mall in Sacramento. I'll go hole up there and I can go buy anything I need at the Mall. We pull up and I pay the fare and give the cab driver a big tip and I apologize for the change in destination. He smiles. "Tip me like that, and I'll take you where ever the hell you wanna go" he says smiling. He's an attractive Siberian Tiger. I smile. "Thanks" I say smiling. And he drives off. I go check in. And I go up to my room.

I turn on the TV and I sit and watch for a bit. My cell is eerily quiet. "No surprise" I say to no one in particular. "Dad and Nigel are gone, Rory and Takeru are mad, no one really is there for me when I hurt so" I say softly. I suddenly miss Alf very acutely. I wish he was here. I need him so much right now. I need to feel his love for me. I won't call him, he's hurting and he needs time more than I do.

My cell does ring. And I look at it rather suspiciously. It's Alf. I grab it. "I just wanted to hear my Lion's voice' Alf says softly. "I'm so glad you called" I say and I burst into tears. "Claude, what's wrong?" he asks. And it all comes bursting out of me. Alf listens quietly. "Just know, I'll hobble you if I have to, to keep you from running away from me, now matter how you hurt" Alf says firmly. "I know, but no one seemed to care how I felt" I say. "You should have called me, Boy" he says firmly. "But you were busy and you've got a lot of pain too, and well, I couldn't burden you with this" I say softly. "You'll have to learn as Megan did, you come to me, I'll move Heaven and Earth for my mate, you come to me with any and every thing, Boy" Alf says firmly. "I'm responsible for you, and I can't help my Lion, if he won't come to his Badger Daddy" Alf says. I stop crying.

"Claude, Takeru called me, I won't lie to you, he wanted me not to tell you he did, and he wanted me to call you, but I wanted to hear your voice anyway, I needed to hear you again, I needed to hear you say you'd be mine" he says quietly. "I am, I'm going to totally belong to my Badger, so I can be happy for the rest of my life" I say quietly. He murrs. "I won't lie to you ever, I know you're like that too" Alf says softly.

"You're not upset about me reacting to Takeru's bonding?" I ask. "No, Claude, you were hurt because you thought he'd lied and patronized you, you told him you knew you belonged to me" Alf says quietly. "He does love you, Boy, but not as much as I do, no one can love you more than I do, and you can't wait for me to be with you, so you're upset and lonely" Alf says quietly. "And I see something else, the one you've always depended on to keep you grounded and to help you sort things out is gone from you now, he's here with me" Alf says softly. He's right. I'd of talked all of this out with Nigel by now.

"Claude, I love you, it's easier to tell you than I thought it would be, but still it won't be as frequent as we both might want" Alf says. "I like that Bear, and you need to make peace with him and your brother" he says firmly. "I guess I should consider that my first order from my Badger Daddy" I say quietly. Alf laughs. And my fur goose bumps. "You'll take orders from me and obey me? " he asks happily. "Yes, Badger Daddy" I say quietly. He murrs loudly. "I wish you were here now" he says happily. "But yeah, it is kind of an order" he says. "Yes, Sir" I say.

"Now, tell your Badger Daddy how much you love him and can't wait to be his?" he asks happily. "I do, Alf, I've loved you for a while now, and I will be your little subservient Lion and cater to you and love my Big Badger with all of my heart and soul." I say lovingly. "I'm more anxious to have you than I thought, Alf" I say quietly. "I am as well, but we'll be together soon enough' he says. "Claude it's forever, it's worth waiting a bit for" he says softly.

"Now, talk to my boy" he says and he's off the phone. "Claude?' Nigel asks. "How are you holding up, Nige?" I ask. And we talk, he and I talk about how he feels losing his Mum. And he's handling it well, but he does break down and I let him cry it out. I can hear Dad and Alf talking in the background. "I couldn't get him to open up or even cry, and two minutes on the phone with Claude and he's letting it all out"I hear Dad say. "Jimmy, they love each other, our boys have a special bond" I hear Alf saying.

"Claude, Takeru talked to Jim a bit ago and he was so mad" Nigel says. I tell him everything that happened. "He bonded and he didn't say a word to either of us, he's talked to me three times since yesterday and didn't say a word" Nigel says. And he's not happy either. "Jim, did you know Takeru bonded himself a Lion?" Nigel asks Dad. "Bloody Hell" Nigel snaps. "He knew, Claude, didn't say a word to either of us" Nigel says. "Nigel, it's worse" I say, and I tell him about the fight he and I had.

I can hear Nigel fussing at Dad and then he's silent. Dad picks up the phone. "Claude, he was afraid you'd react that way" Dad says. "Dad, I love you, I always will, but I am an adult Lion now, please stop trying to 'spare my feelings' it only comes back and bites us both on the ass" I say as calmly as I can. I can now hear Alf talking to Nigel in the background. He's obviously comforting his son.

"Claude, are you mad at Takeru for bonding his Kenji?" Dad asks. "No, no more than I'm mad at you for taking Nigel, I wish you'd of told me you wanted him that way, but I love you and I love him, and I'm glad you're together, I like Takeru's Lion, he's a caring gentle soul and he was afraid of me because of how Takeru kept things quiet" I say. "Afraid of you?" Dad asks. "Takeru told him about me, and Kenji worried why he hadn't told us about his Lion, and then when he saw me, why Takeru would take him over me" I say. "He asked me if I was going to take Takeru from him" I say quietly. "Seriously?" Dad asks. "Yeah, he did" I say. "I told him I knew I belonged to Alf already and I only wanted my Badger" I say quietly. "He's better, he told Takeru that he had his concerns answered.:" I say "At least he believed me, wish Takeru would have, and then he and Rory told me I should go see Jonas, and Rory held me so I wouldn't run" I snort. "Oh God, even I know better than to not have said that to you" Dad laughs. "Are you at home, Claude?" Dad asks. "No, Dad I'm at the Holiday Inn by Carriage Square" I say softly. "I know I'll regret asking but how did you get loose from Rory?" Dad asks. "He took one paw off of me to kiss and hug Teddy and I flipped out of his other arm and ran" I say quietly. "I'll call him, Boy" Dad says laughing.

"You need to apologize to him, Claude" Alf says taking the phone. "No matter that he and Takeru were wrong, you love them, and I care about them both, Boy" Alf says. "Yes, Alf" I say quietly. "Good Lion" he murrs. "Stay where you are for tonight" Alf says. "Don't go home tonight, let them worry a bit, but when you can tomorrow go to them both and apologize" Alf says. "I wasn't that wrong" I say peevishly. "I'll forgive this now, but you have to know, unless you have a really good reason and explain it to me, you are expected to obey me immediately" he snaps. "Yes, Badger Daddy" I say meekly. He murrs.

"Badger Daddy, is Nigel doing OK, he was so upset" I say softly. "Claude he's better now, he needed to talk to you, as you needed to talk to him, our boys need to lean on each other" Alf says. "But he's better, he's talking to Jim now, and Jim's trying hard to help him" Alf says. "Like I can't wait to curl up with you and talk, Claude, I wish you were here, we were wrong not to let you come to London, you'd be mine for good already' he says quietly. "Alf, I love you so much, I'm so glad you'll be mine soon, and I had almost given up hope that I would even just be able to tell you one day that I cared so much" I say quietly. He murrs.

"I'm coming home to you, we're coming for Wednesday, it's as soon as we can get things done, but I want you to know how hard it's gonna be on me to wait for that day to come' he murrs. "Me too, Alf" I say quietly. "Stay there for tonight, and then make up with Takeru and Rory" He says firmly. "Yes, Badger Daddy" I say meekly. "Your Badger loves you, never forget that, both the Badger father and son love and need their Lion" he says softly. He hangs up. I cry but it's not sadness that makes me cry. He loves me. And he's already understanding me enough already to know what I need. I lay on the bed and cry a bit. No one but Alfred has ever come this close to understanding me like Alf does already.

I know I need to get out for a bit now. I walk down to the lobby and I walk across the street to the Mall. And I shop for a while. Retail therapy, but it does work. And I know from a few talks with Megan I'd had what sizes Alf wears and I buy him some shorts and a couple of shirts and bathing suits. It comforts me to be preparing to have my Badger live with me.

I'm sitting and having dinner at the food court when my cell rings. I look at it. It's Alfred? I answer out of curiosity. "Master Claude, I'm assuming you're not coming back tonight?' he asks. "No, I'm not, I have my orders" I say softly. Alfred laughs. "He's ordered you away" Alfred says laughing. "He did" I say. "He called Takeru and he laid into him for how he treated you, and Rory and Nigel" Alfred says. "Takeru is enraged now" Alfred says. "Poor Kenji" I say softly. "He's fine, he's comforted his Bear, and you know how Takeru gets when he's this angry, he's fucking his Lion very aggressively as often as Kenji will take him" Alfred says laughing. I laugh, I do know , I've been under Papa-San under those circumstances too. "Is Rory OK?" I ask. "He is, he and Teddy have been talking, Rory feels bad, he tried to help and he feels he failed you, Claude" Alfred says. "I was told to make up with him, but not to go home til tomorrow, but he never said I couldn't talk to Rory on the phone, only that I should make up to Rory as he was too important to him and me" I say softly. "Claude, hold on" Alfred says.

After a couple of minutes, Rory takes the phone. "Claude?' he asks. "Yes?" I answer. "Why did you run from me?" he asks sadly. "I had to get out, I was so mad and hurting badly, and Papa-San kept making it worse, Rory I know I hurt you and I'm sorry, but I couldn't stay" I say quietly. "Claude, I didn't mean to make you think....that we thought you were crazy, and I see how it hurt you" Rory says. "Rory, didn't it hurt you too, to know Papa-San had mated someone and not told us, Nigel was hurt by that, and I know now I was more hurt over that, than I was not getting him?" I ask. "Yeah, it kind of did, you told him about Teddy and I, and I knew you had, you were the first of us to talk to him, Bro" Rory says softly. "Is Teddy OK?" I ask. "Yeah, he knew why you hurt, and he talked to me before he went to open the bar" Rory says softly. "Claude, I guess I just don't know how to help you, you help the rest of us and it seems so easy for you" Rory says sadly.

"Rory, I know how much you love me, you've always been there for me, and that's what I need to know, you did what you thought was best, and I wasn't ever mad at you, my Big Brother knows I run to hurt myself, and this time it wasn't why I ran, I ran to keep from making it worse" I say. "But to know, my Rory's always there for me, means more than I can say" I tell him. "Thanks, Claude" he says.

"Besides, I've got my orders, I was told I had to make up with you as soon as possible" I tease him. "So Alf is cracking down on you already" he says laughing. "He told me you meant much too much to me and to him, for me to stay mad at you" I say softly. Rory laughs. "He always liked me" Rory says. "He wants me to make up with Takeru too, but he told me to stay here tonight, I guess he knew he was going to call and lay into Takeru and wanted me out of the way" I say. "I heard Takeru go off when he was talking, I guess that must of been Alf" Rory says. "I have no idea what he said, but he felt we were being treated unfairly by Takeru and I had told him about our little discussion" I say. "Good, Claude, he'll be good for you, obviously he understands his Lion, and he'll keep you on a short leash and you'll be happy about it" Rory says laughing. "Sounds like he's going to protect you too, even if he has to fight you to do it" Rory says. "No fight needed, I do what my Badger Daddy tells me to" I say quietly. "Claude, are you coming home?" he asks. "No, I will in the morning, but I'm going to stay here tonight" I say.

"I let Teddy take your car when he went to open the Bear Den" he says. "We should get him one too, but I don't mind, Bro" I say happily. "He drove it back from the airport, he brought Kenji while Takeru came with me., fussing all the way" Rory says laughing. "I'm sorry, I'll make it up to you, Rory" I say quietly. "I love you, you know" I say softly. "I know, Baby Lion, it's all good he says. And he hangs up.

I go on shopping and I buy a some more things. Some clothes for me and for Teddy and Rory. I tend to buy most of Rory's clothes. He prefers me to, he likes my taste. I wonder about calling Bill Gatlin. I have my leathers and I'd love to get Alf decked out in some, but I realize I need to ask him about it first. I duck into a Rite Aid and I buy some Diet Coke. I hadn't noticed that there is no mini bar in those rooms. I go out. My arms are rather full, and I know it's kind of wasteful but I walk over to the cab stand.

And the cabbie from earlier hollers at me. I turn and he smiles at me. "Need a ride, hot stuff" he says smiling. "I do, but only across the street" I say softly. He smiles. "I'm going off duty soon, are you staying by yourself?' he asks. "I am" I say softly. He shines a big smile at me. "Would you like a bit of company" he says seductively. "Hell yeah, you're a beautiful Siberian" I say smiling. He blushes. He opens the back door and I get in. and he drives me to the Holiday Inn Express. "Got another 30 minutes and then I have to take the cab back" he says. "I'm in room 1244" I tell him. And I give him my cell number. "I'm Claude, by the way" I say softly. He smiles. "I'm Benjamin, Benjamin Mikonos." he says. "I'm Claude Kitman" I say smiling. He looks at me. "Shit, I know that name" he purrs. "You're a Doctor and a rich one at that, sure you want to let a moth eaten Greek cabbie fuck you?" he asks. "I'm a lot older than you, you're what 21?" he asks. "24 actually"I say. "I'm waiting for my mate to come from England to claim me, and he's 44" I say. "So you'd not object to a 40 year old Tiger on top of you?" he purrs. "Not one as masculine and sexy as you are, Ben" I say happily. He grins. "You like me?" he asks me. "I do" I say.

"I'm just driving this cab so I can finish College, I know I'm older but I never got the chance when I was younger, and I don't want to do this forever" he says softly. I smile. I will talk to him, he's a nice guy. I know I can help him. We pull up to the Holiday Inn. I take my stuff. "I'll go shower and wait for you, Ben" I say. He grins at me. And before I walk away I lean in his window and I kiss him deeply and passionately. He purrs. He puts his paw behind my head and he pulls me into the kiss. And we tongue wrestle. He's a great kisser. He lets go of me. "Just something to hopefully make sure you'll come back" I say smiling. "Claude, you're such a beautiful Lion, I'd not pass up the chance to be with you" Ben says softly. He drives off. I carry my stuff up to the room.

I put the soda away and go get some ice. And I put the bags of clothes in the closet. And I strip off and shower and I lay naked on the bed watching TV.

It's been about an hour. And I have to admit to being a bit worried. And then there is a knock at my door. I open it. Ben's standing there. "I'm sorry, Claude, it took me longer to check the cab in" he says softly. "You're so beautiful" he purrs and he's stroking my body. I purr feeling his paws on me.

"I should shower" he says softly. "If you want, but I find your musk kind of hot" I purr. "Claude, we need to talk before I get naked' he says shyly. I wonder what he means. I sit on the bed and he sits by me. He's almost looking scared. I take his paw.

"Claude, this is why I don't date much, I get to this point and guys tell me no" he says sadly. "Why?" I ask. "I'm rather well hung, and they tell me I'm too big, and I have 9 rows of barbs, even some Feline bottoms have trouble with me" he says looking at the floor. "Could you show me, Ben?" I ask. He smiles. And he stands up and takes down his jeans. He is big. 24" and his barbs are very sharp and firm. I take him in my paw, and I can't help it but I purr. He grins. "Not afraid of me" he asks. "Hell no" I say purring louder. He laughs. "Beautiful, hung and a great kisser, we need to find you a mate" I say. He looks at me. "You said you were waiting for your mate to come claim you" he says shaking his head. "I'd take you if you'd have me' he says shyly. I sit him down and I explain it all to him. "But I know a guy, I'll call him in the morning, he'll love you, he's a great little bottom" I say softly. "Who?" he asks. "Dr Mike Gentry, he's a small Grizzly and he's as good of a bottom as I am" I say. "But he's a Doctor" Ben says shyly. "Ben, if you're the nice guy you seem, he won't care any more than I do, you're driving a cab to put yourself through school, more than likely he'll make you stop and send you to school" I say softly. "I've been wanting him to move in with us anyway, he lives with his Dad and his Stepmother and he hates her" I say. Ben smiles. "You'd do that for me?' he asks. "And for Mike too, I like him, he's a good Bear, and he'll love you as long as you live" I say quietly.

"Claude, can you, will you take me, I'm kind of horny" he says shyly. I grin. I roll onto the middle of the bed with my legs up. "Shit" he purrs and he's pulling his clothes off. "Such a beautiful Lion is anxious for me to fuck him" he says proudly. He leans down and he rims me for a bit. "I want you wet and slick for me" he purrs. "I just want to feel that big fat Greek Cat cock up me" I purr. He looks up at me, and he's so damned happy. "I'll fuck you when you want, my Alf wants an open relationship" I say quietly. He's purring loudly. He gets up and he lays on top of me and we kiss.

Ben Mikonos is a big tiger, 6'7", and 260 pounds. He's stocky and he's got the smallest of a pot belly starting. His foot paws are bigger than mine even. His Orange and Black striped fur is sleek and thick. His tail is thrashing now. He's got Amber eyes that are so sexy. And a big smile on his face. His big Feline dick is twitching now and drooling precum. He's taking pre cum off of his dick and lubing me up with it. "I'd never hurt you, Baby" he purrs. "I know, babe" I say leaning up and kissing him "Been a while, I may not last long the first time" he purrs in my ear. "I won't time you, Ben, I want you, and once you've blown we can fuck as much as you want" I say softly. He grins. "When you're a bit calmed down and can last a bit more, I'll let you barb fuck me" I whisper to him. He smiles. "I've only done it once, but I have no words for how hot it was, you sure you can take my big dick and all of my barbs that way" he asks. I can see his concern for me in his eyes. "I can take it, I love being barbed by a hot guy that I like" I say softly. He's purring loudly now.

I move my paw down and I line his huge Feline dick up against my ass ring. "Is my little Lion ready for his Big Greek Tiger to spread him?" he asks gently. "Please" I beg him. And he pushes up me, very gently, very slowly, but relentlessly, until I feel those tennis ball sized, Orange and Black striped balls resting against my ass cheeks. "I'm not hurting you, Baby Lion?" he asks. "No, you feel amazing up me" I purr. He grins. And he bends down and we tongue kiss for a while. "I'm gonna fuck you now" he purrs. And he begins to move inside of me. He's getting hot, and his big paws roaming all over me stroking my body, makes me hotter for him. I yowl and arch my back and I gush cum on his belly. "Squeezing me" he roars and I feel him spurting up me. And it's a lot, thick and copious. Panting he leans down and kisses me. "Told you I wouldn't last, so tight and when your ass grabbed my dick, I couldn't hold it" he purrs.

"I told you I wouldn't time you either"I say. He wraps his arm behind my neck and lifts my head up to kiss me deeply and with full tongue. He hasn't sagged at all. He's catching his breath. "Again?" he asks. "Again, and as many times as you want me, sexy Tiger" I purr in his ear. "Can I barb you?" he begs. "How do you want your Lion?" I ask. "Are you formally bonded?" he purrs. "Could there be a chance for a humble Siberian to take you instead?" he asks. "I'm in love with him, Ben, if not I'd be happily yours if I was free to take you, you're an amazing lover in all senses of the word" I say. "Mike will be as good to you as I will" I say."But I can't barb him" he says sadly. I lean up and whisper in his ear. "No shit?" he asks. I nod. Mike has a big Cheetah he fucks frequently. And I did a three way with them and Mike took Carl's barbs like I did. "I'd never seen a non Feline bottom take a barbing like Mike did" I say. Ben purrs.

"Claude, up on your knees" he says softly. "I got pretty worked up last time, I'd like to be gentle but, well I might lose it" he says shyly. "Ben, you're the top, do me how you want, I'm a tough little Lion" I say kissing him. He purrs. As I get up on my knees he pushes his massive Feline dick up me. Purring he pulls out to his first ring of barbs. "Barb me, Tiger Daddy" I growl and he does. And he starts slow, but he soon loses it and gives way to the feeling. "Fuck" he roars. And he keeps going. He's grunting now, and he's cussing in what I imagine is Greek. It's hot even though I don't know the words. He's really ratcheting those numerous sharp barbs in and out of me. And he's cussing and moaning in Greek. He leans down over my back . And he grips my neck in his jaws, and he clamps down. I growl. Then I'm locked down. He's done an expert mating bite on me and I can't move. My guts are cramping hard. He's still cussing in Greek around the bite. And he's really raking my ass ring. He lets go of my neck and he roars loudly and I feel him gushing hard up me. Panting, he leans down and kisses me repeatedly.

He puts his arms around my chest and he rolls us to our sides, still wedged up me. He's nuzzling my neck and he looks so happy. "I've been so lonely and horny, Claude" he says. "This is one of the best nights of my life, little Lion" he purrs. "You're amazing, Ben, a masterful lover, a great fuck, and you're one of the best kissers" I say smiling. "Sure you won't forget your Badger and take me?" he asks. I kiss him. "Sorry" I say. We keep fucking for a few hours.

Sometimes it's just all too easy. My cell rings. I look at the clock. 1AM. I answer when I see it's Mike of all animals. "Claude, I'm sorry to bother you this late at night, but I just had it out with that bitch of a Stepmother of mine, can I come stay with you?" he asks. "Well, I'm not at home right now, but you can come to me and talk, and we'll get you moved in in the morning" I say softly. "You've been a good friend, Claude" he says happily.

"I was going to call you in the morning anyway" I say softly. "Why?' he asks. I tell him about Alf and what's been going on. He's sad, he's a good friend of Nigel's. In fact, Nigel only likes me better than Mike. "Anyway, I'm at the Holiday Inn Express by the Mall, and I met a guy who'd be perfect for you" I say. Mike's laughing. "Such a Yenta" he says. "Well, he's a beautiful big Siberian Tiger, well hung, and amazing in bed, he's Greek, and he's a sweet and caring guy" I say softly. "Claude, I'll come right away" he says excitedly. "Room 1244" I say. "Be there in 20 minutes" he says. And he hangs up.

Ben looks at me. "You're fucking serious?" he asks. "I didn't call him, his Step Mom pissed him off, it's kind of fate, beautiful Tiger" I say. "I wasn't done with you yet" he says sadly. "No problem, I know Mike, he's as devoted to open bonding as I am, if he does bond you, well, he'll share you with me, if you don't, he and I will double team you and take turns, either way you'll have both of us all night" I say smiling. "I've never been double teamed" Ben says purring. "Mike and I work rather well together" I say. "Such as" he asks. "I'll rim you while Mike rides you or sucks you, or one of us will kiss you while you do whatever" I say. "Like me he takes his orders from his top" I say softly "Claude, I can be gentle and loving but I'm happier being a bit rougher' he says. "You're our top, you do us how you want and we'll be happy, we'll take our cues from you" I say smiling.

"Claude, you're amazing" he says hugging me tightly. "Gave me a great night alone, gonna give me something I really want and need" he says kissing me. "I'd love to be mated, if he's good and he's gonna let me fuck others" Ben says. "He's wanting to move in with us so you will too I assume?" I ask. He nods. "I'm gonna go shower now' he says. "Claude, I could love you so easily" he says nuzzling me. "You'll be loved, Mike will keep you as happy as I would, and that will make me happy too, beautiful Tiger" I say smiling. He pads off to the bathroom. I sit and watch TV for a while. I really would take Ben, if I wasn't about to get the Badger of my dreams. I know Ben would keep me happy, and he'll keep Mike happy too. Plus they'll live with us, so I can still have that massive Feline dick up me .

There's a knock at the door. Mike is here already. He's excited. "Where is he? Mike pants. "In the shower, babe" I say. And he sits on the bed. I tell him how I met Ben and about the sex we've had so far. "You were going to call me in the morning" he says happily. "Nigel says you do stuff like this all of the time but I didn't believe him" Mike says. Ben walks out wrapped in a towel. Mike murrs. "Beautiful didn't do him justice, Claude" Mike says happily. Ben smiles. "Claude, he is a gorgeous Grizzly" Ben says happily.

"I'm 40" Ben says. "Claude told me, you're a beautiful Tiger" he says. "I'm a cab driver trying to finish college" Ben says. "You won't have to work while you finish college if you don't want to, rather have you home with me" Mike murrs. Ben smiles. "I don't want you for what you have" Ben says. "I know" Mike says. "We'll live with Claude and his family" Mike says happily. Ben looks at me. And I explain who's living with me and how we're all open bonded. Ben smiles. "Wait til Nige comes home and sees him" I tease Mike. Mike cracks up. "I wanna meet his Daddy, if you're gonna bond him I know he'll have to be a hot Badger, especially if you passed up on such an amazing Siberian and gave him to me" Mike says smiling. Ben smiles shyly. "Damn he's so hot like that" Mike murrs.

Ben stands up in front of Mike. "I'm going to be the Boss, you're gonna be a good little wife to your big Greek Tiger" Ben says gruffly. "Happily, Ben" Mike says. "He's as submissive as I am" I say. "Claude says he likes to completely take his direction from his top, do you?" Ben says. "I do," Mike says. "I told him how you took Carl's barbs, Ben's barb fucked me and he's an amazing fuck" I say. "One more thing" Ben says gruffly and he yanks his towel off. He's hard. Mike takes it in his paws. And he looks at me. "Claude, Nigel told me you loved me, I guess you'd have to, if you're setting me up with such an amazing Tiger" he murrs. "So many firm and sharp barbs" Mike murrs. Ben's grinning now. "Do you believe it, Ben says guys would run from that gorgeous piece of Tiger meat" I say smiling. "All the better for those us who can appreciate him" Mike says.

"Ready to be mine for life?" Ben asks firmly. "Yes, Tiger Daddy" Mike says. Ben grins and he sweeps Mike up into his arms. And they kiss. And Mike faints hard. Ben's weeping gently. "He's mine, he wants me, and I'll never be alone thanks to a Lion who cared about me" Ben says leaning over to kiss me. "You'll be living with that Lion, who you made pretty damned happy too" I say smiling. I tell Ben about why I am at the hotel tonight. "You needed to do just for you, Claude, I can tell, you do so much, sometimes you need to have someone just give back" he says. "I am glad to hear I made you happy enough to recover a bit" he says. Mike wakes up in Ben's arms.

"Claude, I want to take him and then I want us to double team him all night, to thank you for giving him to me" Mike says kissing me. Ben's got a tear in his eye. "Made for me" he purrs kissing Mike. I go sit an watch TV but I can hear them fucking. Ben's giving Mike a great ride. Ben's cussing in Greek and Mike's murring. Ben roars and I know he's cum. Mike's panting hard.

"Claude" Mike calls. I walk over to the bed. Ben grabs me and kisses me hard. "You were right, he's amazing, Little Lion" Ben says purring hard. "Barb me, Tiger Daddy" Mike begs. Ben purrs. I nod at Ben and I whisper to him. He grins. "Go for it" he whispers back. "Up on your knees" Ben barks. Mike gets up on his knees. Ben kisses me. "Take him" he whispers. I shove my dick up him. Mike murrs. "Fuck that's hot" he growls. And I pull back and I barb fuck him. Slowly at first. Mike cusses and he looks up. "Claude?" he asks. "I wanted in your ass, so sue me" I tease him. "Fuck" Mike growls. He cusses and cums on the bed. I begin to move faster in him. I'm bent over Mike's back and kissing him. Mike's as loud as I am.

I yowl and screech. Ben's shoved his dick up me and he's furiously barbing me. Fast and hard. He's moving me in Mike's ass. I relax and let him fuck Mike through me. Mike's cussing and grunting. He looks back. "Fuck" he grunts. Ben's got a death grip on my hips as he works that massive Feline dick's barbs in and out of me. I yowl and I cum hard up Mike.

Ben yanks his dick out of me and he lays me on the bed. "Rest, baby Lion, I'm not done with you" he purrs and he pushes up Mike and he barb fucks Mike as hard and fast as he did me. I get a devious idea. I slip under Mike and I suck his dick as Ben pounds his barbs in and out of Mike's ass ring. Ben's tensing up, and I suck faster on Mike's fat Grizzly dick. Mike roars and he fills my muzzle with Grizzly cum, and a second later Ben roars and bucks on top of Mike and I know he's gushing up his Bear.

Panting we all curl up. And we talk. Ben is a very bright guy. Mike and I both are impressed. He's a big and loving Tiger, and he's gonna be the Boss just as much as my Alf will be. Ben's between me and Mike, we're curling him from either side. He's one happy Tiger. "Wait til Nate gets a hold of him" Mike says happily."Nate?" Ben asks. "He's a good friend of ours who lives with us, he's a cute little Snow Leopard bottom, and he's hot and playful during sex" I say kissing Ben. Ben's purring.

"He'll be popular at the house" I say smiling. I'm happy now. All of the stress is forgotten for the moment.

Ben's hard again. Mike looks at me. "Why not?" I tease him. And Mike sits on Ben's face. Ben's busy licking out my cum and his too. Ben's hard and I deep throat him. I move down and Mike leans down and sucks Ben's dick while I rim him. Ben's cussing and growling. I move down and I lick his big foot paws."Fuck" Ben roars. "Never had that done' He says purring. Mike's sucking him still and I move up and lick Ben's big balls. He's purring. Mike whispers to me. I smile.

"Ben, we're gonna get up on our knees side by side and we want you to take us in turns" Mike tells his new mate. Ben's grinning. He kisses Mike. "You love me so much" he purrs. "You do too" he says kissing me. We get up and get on our knees hanging our asses off of the bed. Ben pushes up Mike and he's banging him hard. "Can you take me like this?" he asks very lovingly. "Hell yeah, Tiger Daddy, Claude and I are durable bottoms" Mike says happily. "Made for me" Ben purrs and he starts banging Mike a bit harder. Mike's moaning now. Ben pulls up and goes right up me to his balls. "I wanna see how durable you really are" Ben says with an evil leer. I smile. He's banging me harder, pulling out all of the way and shoving that massive dick back in each time. I'm shaking my head and cussing. And I arch my back to get him deeper inside me. "Fuck," Ben growls. And he's speeding up. "I'll spurt you later, but I wanna cum up Mike" he whispers in my ear. He pulls out of me and he goes up Mike like he did me, and he's banging him and going full in and out of Mike now. Mike's moaning and cussing. "Son of a..." Ben roars. "He's squeezing me like you did" Ben roars and he's bucking on top of Mike. And he roars and I know he's cumming hard up his Grizzly. "Told you he was as good if not better than me" I tell Ben. Ben's panting hard. Mike's cum again on the bed.

I lay on the bed. I'm starting to get sleepy. I move to the side of the bed. Ben pulls Mike to him and he curls me to him. "Sleep, Baby, you look tired" Ben whispers to me. "I might wake you to fuck though" he purrs. "Fine" I say. I doze off listening to Ben and Mike fucking. I wake a few hours later. I can hear Mike snoring and Ben's purring in my ear, he's got that massive Feline dick up me and he's gently fucking me. "Claude, I don't know how to thank you, for Mike, and for the best night I've ever had" he purrs. "You're a great Tiger, and Mike will be so good to you" I say softly. "I wouldn't have had any of it if you hadn't of liked me" he says. "You were good to me, you gave me the only tip I'd gotten that afternoon, and you were so cute, I hung around there hoping to see you come out" Ben says. "I was watching you in the mirror and you were visibly upset, but you'd smile so sweetly at me when you caught me watching you" Ben says softly.

"When I saw you walking up to the cab stand I was determined to pick you up, I'd hoped to literally pick you up" he says. "You did ask me if I was staying alone" I tease him. "You had such a beautiful ass, I couldn't help but watch you while you walked" Ben purrs. "And you know, it feels even hotter than it looks" he says nuzzling me. "Mike told me he was going to insist I quit driving the cab and just go to school" Ben says. "I'd be happy to foot your tuition" I say softly. "No, Mike wants to, he's told me how things work at your house, you'll feed us and do the laundry" he says quietly. "Claude, you've already been so good to me" he says humbly. "You've been worth any little thing I've done, Ben" I say quietly. "Be a happy Tiger, I know Mike, and I know you'll be a very much loved Tiger" I say kissing him. And he speeds up. "Wanna cum and then we'll all sleep curled up' he purrs. He bites my shoulder and I feel him gushing up me. He licks my neck.

He's silent now. But I can feel his tears on my mane. I stay quiet, I'll let him weep, he's overcome with feeling now, not like I don't know how that goes.

He rolls over when he pulls out of me. And he pulls me to his side and pulls Mike to his other side and he puts our heads on his shoulder and falls asleep. I doze off. I wake up to pee and I slip out of Ben's arm hold. I go to the bathroom, and my mind is working on figuring out what time it is in London. It's mid afternoon there. I call my Alf. "Baby, is everything OK?" he asks. "It's fine, I stayed at the hotel, Badger Daddy" I say.

"I know you talked to Alfred and Rory, you mind your husband very well already' he murrs. "Papa Badger, I have to tell you what happened last night" I say quietly. "Yes, Claude" he says.

And I tell him about shopping and running into Ben and everything from there. "Good Lion, told his husband right away" Alf murrs. "Daddy Badger is fine with it, Claude, you needed to feel cared about, and you did a good thing, fixed up a lonely friend and sounds like this Tiger is a good one" Alf says. I hear Nigel laughing in the background. "He's such a Yenta, Dad, he lives to fix guys up" Nigel says laughing. Nigel takes the phone. "So is he hot and hung?" Nigel asks. "He's both, he's gorgeous and he's 24" with 9 rows of barbs" I say happily. "And he's an amazing lover, Nige, he's gonna make Mike a very happy Grizzly, he adores him, Mike and I double teamed him for the rest of the night, and Ben loved it, and they'll move in today" I say happily. "Claude, Jim's happy, he and Dad talked last night, and he's thrilled that the four of us will be so close" Nigel says. "Dad is too, he likes Jim a lot and he's happy to see how much he loves me" Nigel says. "I am" Alf says taking the phone back.

"Claude, I can't wait, Jim and I have talked, we'll be there Monday afternoon, I can't stay away from my Lion, it's been torture for me" Alf says softly. "I've missed you too, Alf, I might have played last night, but it was to heal my pains from the fight and because I didn't have my Badger" I say.

"Claude, I ...I don't know how to say this" Alf says. "Something wrong, Daddy Badger?" I ask. "I took...I took him" he says quietly. "Took who?" I ask. But I get a flash. Alf fucked Nigel. I have to laugh. "Boy, what's wrong with you" Alf snarls. "Alf, I love you so much" I say happily. "Boy?" he asks. "I know, you fucked Nigel didn't you?" I ask still laughing. "I did, I was so lonely and horny and Jim sent him to sleep with me" Alf says quietly. "Alf, I know that you know I fuck my own Dad, and I don't care, I love you and I love Nigel, and I'm glad, I didn't want you lonely or horny because I wasn't with you" I say lovingly. Alf's quiet. "You don't care?" He asks. "No, Daddy Badger" I say. "I wanted you to be the first ass I took" Alf says softly. "I know, and I'd of been happy to have it be that way, but Nigel's as good as I am" I say quietly. "He was patient and caring and he taught me a lot last night" Alf says. "Baby, you'd of been worried about making sure you pleased me and you'd of been way more nervous about it" I say quietly. Alf's relaxing, I can hear it in his voice. "We'll do well, Claude, you seem to understand me as much as I do you' he says happily. "I called not just to tell you what I'd done but because, I kind of, well, I needed to hear my Daddy Badger's voice" I say softly. "My Lion misses his Badger as much as his Badger misses him" he says softly.

"I'll go home this morning and make my peace with Takeru, I talked to Rory last night, Alf" I say softly. "He called me last night, Claude, he loves you so much, and he's kind of proud that you took me, he's happy knowing that I seem to know how to handle 'his emotional little brother' is how he said it" Alf says. "I didn't handle you, I just told you what to do and you minded me perfectly, you love me and you seem to want to belong to me so much" Alf murrs.

"Alf, I'm glad you're coming early, I would wait forever for you, but I've already waited so long without any hope, and now you'll be mine" I say softly. "Boy, I'm an old fashioned male, Jim talked to his lawyer last night, a year from tomorrow, we'll legally bond just like Jim and Nigel will, you'll have my name" Alf says firmly. "I'd love that" I say softly. "Claude, I'll never bring this up again, but I have very little to give you, except myself, my heart and my name" he says. "You have so much, and you know I didn't want you for it" Alf says. "Seems to me if you give me those things, I'll have all I ever wanted" I say softly. "Boy, you do love me already, I will do all I can to make you happy, I know you've pledged to tend me and love me, more than I could ever ask for" Alf says. And I can hear him tearing up. "Baby, it's just til tomorrow" I say softly. "I know, Claude" he says. "I'll call you this evening" he says and he hangs up.

I'm so happy now. I can wait a day. I know I can. And I will have my Badger. I'll be Nigel's Step Dad. As he's mine. And we'll both get a kick out of that. I'd call in for tomorrow but with Nigel gone I'd have to be there unless everyone wants the day off. Which is doubtful.

I have to get my day started as soon as Ben and Mike are up. But I'm gonna have my Alf tomorrow.