in a wolf's body: chpt 8: fixed
#9 of in a wolf's body
more non yiff. only says M/f as i have to rate this adult for castration. and adult requires a gender thing
Fixed
I woke up, I couldn't remember were I was... I was on a table, there was loads of medical stuff... oh... this is Michael's vet place... now why am I here again? I rolled over. In front of my face was a jar. In the jar there was water? and something floating in it?... then I remembered... oh shit... those are my testicles. I looked down at my ball sack and prodded it... empty.
Miranda walked into the room and stroked my head "are you okay?" apart from the fact that I could see my severed balls floating in a jar I was fine, Miranda laughed "is the jar disturbing you?"
I nodded and Miranda took the jar away. "well, it's time for you to go home now, I'll see you again soon" she kissed my forehead and returned me to Tony Jeeves who was stroking the puppies. I smiled, who knew the stern, bald bloke had it in him?
He smiled at me "Come on you, it's time to go home now" I walked over to the car and jumped in when Tony opened the door. He drove me home, I knew that neutering was supposed to calm boisterous dogs down... but this was ridiculous... I felt like I was as high as a kite... this feeling might just be because of the drugs they used to put me to sleep, I'm not sure if I enjoy being this calm or not.
"Well now I can show you those videos" I smiled as Tony took me to a room with a TV in it.
Soon Arctic joined me and Tony "are you all right Caesar?"
"apart from a lack of balls I'm fine"
Arctic prodded my empty sack and a look of disgust grew on her face
"don't worry though, we can still play our little 'games'... I just can't get you pregnant again"
"well, that's all right then... so what are we watching then?"
"some videos of this band me and Tony like"
Tony sat down between us and put his Arms round us "you two are going to love Rammstein" the DVD started with my band opening for Rammstein
"who are these guys?" Arctic asked
"this is the band I was in before I died." I smiled a sad smile as I watched my friends play
"so you were the guitarist?"
"yeah."
"you were pretty good looking."
"thanks" the song ended and a female joined the band on stage and kissed the guitarist
"who's that?"
"that was my girlfriend... she... she... died like a week after I did." I smiled as her heavenly voice filled the room.
"wow. She is an incredible singer" after that song had ended she walked off the stage
"NO! PLEASE DON'T GO!" I shouted jumping up at the screen licking the space where she had been
tony laughed "you like her don't you? yeah me too."
I watched as the rest of the band walked off and the crowd fell silent as they waited for the German band's entrance, then there was some crashing noises and people screamed as two axes came through the back wall of the stage then when the two holes were big enough the two guitarists stepped out, the lead singer cut his way through the wall using an acetylene torch people screamed even louder as they saw him walk through the hole.
Arctic sat watching with a look of awe on her face as they started playing their first song "wow" was all she could manage to say. Then the wall got raised into the ceiling and the drummer, the keyboardist and the bassist were revealed. "that was incredible!" Arctic stated obviously impessed.
I grinned "just wait until they play feuer frei!"
"what happens in feuer frei?"
"they strap flame throwers to their heads and shoot flames... it's amazing"
me, Arctic and Tony watched the video happily, me and Tony singing along and Arctic just grinned and watched the lead guitarist.
I laughed "do you like him Arctic?"
she blushed "who?"
"the guitarist"
"a little bit" she admitted "what's his name?"
"Richard"
Arctic smiled "he's amazing"
after the video had ended I walked outside followed by Arctic "that was cool"
"yeah" I tried to sound happy
"what's wrong?"
"nothing"
Arctic licked my face "Caesar. I know something is wrong, so just tell me"
"all right... I miss her"
"the singer?"
"she meant the world to me... when I heard she had died it was the most painful thing I had ever experienced... and I've had a fucking bullet blasted through my head at point blanc! That's how much it hurt"
"I'm sorry Caesar"
I took a deep breath "it's not your fault"
"I'm going to bed now Arctic, goodnight"
Arctic tried to smile "goodnight Caesar"
I licked her face and retreated to the warmth of our wooden kennel. I circled my bed a few times before curling up on the soft cushions. I couldn't sleep though, my mind was filled with thoughts and memories of her... all the happy times we spent together... only to be separated by some guy with a gun. I have to stop dwelling in the past. She's gone now. There's nothing I can do to bring her back... but I can live a long and happy life with Arctic... and the pups. My mind drifted from my memories to a dream as I fell asleep. I was in a field, there were wild flowers blooming everywhere, they all smelt so beautiful, then I noticed that Arctic was there... and so were the pups
"come join us Caesar" she called over to me, I smiled as I walked towards my mate and our pups.