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It's late and I know it's going to be a busy day tomorrow, and I want to be up late with my Horse, so I tell Dad we ought to go to bed. We go into his bedroom, and Daichi is already asleep. I kiss Dad and I tell him I'll be OK. And I go to my room and I lay down. Botan comes in. "Are you nervous, Hikari?" he asks. "A bit, but I think I'm OK" I say softly. "Might I lay with you a bit?'" he asks. "Of course, my Boar" I tell him. And he strips and gets into bed. "I hope he'll let me be with you still sometimes" Botan says softly. "He will, we have talked about it" I say softly.

We curl up together. Botan puts his head on my shoulder. "I love my Keiji, but I feel so comforted laying with you like this" he says softly. "You two are getting used to one another, it'll be fine soon" I say kissing the side of his face. "I have to start that tomorrow, getting used to my Kenichi" I say softly. Botan is silent for a while. "Botan, is something wrong?" I ask. "I am not sure, I'll miss you kind of being available for me when I want you, and now I'll have to either wait or ask your Horse if I can be with you" He says sadly. "No, he and I will work it out, he won't have to ask me and even though he wants to be Boss, I'm not clearing it with him each time, he has the right to know afterwards, but I need no one's permission to be with who I want to be, or even just to hold you like we always have" I say petting his head.

"Hikari, I think I hurt, because we are letting go of each other a bit, as we should" he says sadly. "Botan, you mean so much to me, and I will not be forced to choose between those I love, you or Dad or Daichi, or Juzo and Aoki or..."I say. Botan stops me. "Juzo and Aoki?" he asks. "Um....yeah, we got together tonight. they are both tops and good ones, and it was wonderful, they are both well hung" I say smiling. "But Juzo practically helped raise you" Botan says. "And Dad did and you know I sleep with Dad and Daichi, I was supposed to tonight, but apparently Daichi went to bed early." I say softly. "Keiji and I kind of wore him out, we both fucked him several times and he was exhausted when we were done' Botan says a bit shyly. I laugh.

Keiji comes in to my room. "I woke up and went looking for you" he says sleepily. "Lay here" I say patting my other side. And Keiji lays on my right side with Botan on my left. I hug him and he puts his head on my shoulder. "You're right my love, he is most comforting to lay on" Keiji says softly."His size and his thick fur is comforting" Keiji says smiling. Botan smiles. "Its not just me then, I feel so warm and comforted when I curl up with you, Hikari" Botan says. "He is most comforting" Keiji says and he falls asleep on my shoulder. I pull Botan tighter to me. "Thank you for coming to me, my Boar, to comfort me on what could have been a long and lonely night" I say kissing him. "I do love you, Hikari" he says. "I love you too" I say smiling. Botan lays his head back down, and soon I hear his soft and gentle snoring. I lay my head on my pillow and I drift off, and I hear Keiji snoring as well. And I fall asleep, happy, I know I'm loved and I am excited. Soon I'll never have to sleep alone again.

I wake when the alarm goes off. I pull out from under Botan and Keiji. I wake Botan as I know he has to go to work when I do. Keiji can sleep in a bit late. Botan kisses me and goes off to shower.

I shower and dress, and go have breakfast. I go into the kitchen and Aoki kisses me before he goes off to work. "Thank you" he says softly. "Anytime, beautiful Wolf" I say smiling. He blushes. "You look happy this morning , my Grizzly son" Juzo says. I lean over and kiss him. And he's happy too. "You made Aoki horny last night, he fucked me three times, and kept me tied all night" Juzo says grinning. "I love it when he sleeps tied to me" Juzo says happily. "It sounds wonderful" I say softly. "It is" he says smiling gently and lovingly.

"Are you excited?" he asks me. "Very" I say. "Hikari, be prepared, it's all going to happen a lot sooner than you think" Juzo says softly.. "That's all I know, my Grizzly son" he says. "I will be, Lion father" I say. I kiss him."Thank you for telling me"I say softly. I go sit and have breakfast. Dad's in a good mood today, Daichi seems a bit quiet. I am mulling over whether I should try to find out if something is wrong, and Juzo pulls on my arm. I get up and follow him back to the kitchen.

"He heard you and Takeru talking about Kenichi last night, and he is massively insecure and scared, and you cannot help him now, he will be calmed in time when he sees how tight you and Kenichi are, and how Takeru will still love him" Juzo says softly. "What is to happen, must happen, my Grizzly son" Juzo says sadly. I kiss him. "Thank you, Lion father" I say. "Hikari, when you are forewarned, you can handle anything, and it makes me proud of you" Juzo says kissing me. "I will try as I can to handle what is to come, my loving Lion Father" I say kissing him. And I walk back to the dining room and sit back down.

Botan is smiling as I sit down. "Would you like me to give you a ride to your school, Botan?" I ask. "I would love that if you have time, Hikari" he says. "I'd be happy to" I say. Dad smiles. "I love seeing how close you two are" he says happily. Keiji comes out and he kisses me. "Thank you, I slept so well, Botan is right, it is so nice to curl up to you and sleep" he says grinning. And he deep kisses his Botan. Daichi looks off to the side. I wonder if I can help, but I think of what Juzo said. Dad kisses Daichi as he gets up to go to work, and I can see Daichi fighting tears until Dad leaves. And he breaks down crying when Dad is gone.. I hold him in my lap and cuddle him. "He's going to leave me, and he'll take your Kenichi" Daichi wails. "He will not, you do not know Dad if you think that" I say firmly. "My Kenichi loves me, he will never leave me, not after all of the pain he went through to get me" I say petting Daichi.

"Daichi, I know you heard Dad and I talking last night but I don't think you heard all of it, or you would not be so upset." I say stroking his mane. "Dad is not in love with Kenichi, he is in love with you" I say gently. Daichi cries harder. And he's getting hysterical. I pick him up and carry him back to his bedroom. Juzo brings me my black bag, and I give Daichi a shot. I gave him some Valium to calm him down. My poor Lion Daddy is so upset and hurting. But I know I can't help, as usual, Juzo was right.

And I call Dad's cell. "Yes, son" he says. "Daichi heard us talking and he is hysterical this morning, he is convinced you will leave him and take my Horse" I say calmly. "My poor Lion, but he should have more faith in me than that" Dad says. "I gave him a shot of Valium and he will sleep for a few hours, I would have him stay home today, Dad" I say. "I will let his boss know he will not be in" Dad says. "And he and I will have a long talk when I get home, I was planning to come home early so I could be there for when you brought Kenichi home." Dad says softly. "I need to pick up some supplies for my black bag today" I say softly. "Just to be prepared for anything that might happen" I say softly.

I go talk to Juzo and ask him to watch Daichi and call me if he gets upset again or if Juzo thinks he needs me. I kiss him."I will watch him, my Grizzly son" Juzo says smiling. "I couldn't leave him in better hands" I say smiling.

I go get Botan and we leave. We talk about Daichi all of the way to his school. And I drop him off at his school. I go to my office and I park. I'm getting excited, and hoping nothing else happens. I go unlock my office and I sit and boot up my computer.

My first client is early, so I take him in. He's big Bisexual Grizzly construction worker, and he fell for a guy he was tricking with regularly. I have had little success with him in the past, but I seem infinitely more patient with him today. We talk. He tells me he doesn't know that he wants to leave home, but he'd like to work it all out somehow, and I tell him he has to decide what is most important to him. His wife, though they have no kids yet, or his male lover, and that he ought to find out how the guy feels about him. "You don't need to make any sort of decision now, just find out all you can, you may find he doesn't love you, and it'll solve your problem for you" I tell him.

"But if I still have sex with guys, it's bad right?" he asks. "I'm gay so you're asking the wrong Grizzly" I say smiling. He laughs. "Accepting yourself is more important than whether it's right or wrong, knowing how you are, and what you like is more important" I tell him. He smiles. "So if I go through life with my wife occasionally getting my dick sucked it's no big deal?" he asks. "It would be to her, so you have to be prepared to deal with it if she finds out" I say gently. "I just want a guy to suck me off now and then, I have never fucked anyone but my wife since we got married" he says proudly. "If that is your internal ground rule then stick to it, if it makes you feel better about what you're doing" I say smiling. "Do you like sucking dick?" He asks me looking me right in the eyes. "I do, but I am your therapist and it's not proper, or I would be happy to" I say smiling. "You are a very sexy and masculine Grizzly, and it would be hot" I say smiling at him. He blushes a bit. "I've been too afraid to do anything til I got this sorted out and I'm....well...I'm hot for it, and you're a good looking fellow Grizzly, can't blame a guy for trying" he says gently. "No, you can't" I say laughing. He looks at me oddly. And I am seized with lust for him, and I know now I'll do him.

"Never tell anyone, and don't expect it every visit" I say softly. "You'd....." he mutters. "Oh Hell, who am I to argue if you wanna" he says gruffly. And he grins and drops his pants, and steps out of them.. He's got a nice dick. about an inch shorter than mine. And nice and heavy in my paws. He smiles. He leans down and kisses me. I am surprised by that, but he's a good kisser. "Dr Suzakawa, thank you" he says gruffly. "You'd talk to me and all I could think of was wanting to see my fat Grizzly dick moving in and out of that hot sexy muzzle" he says grinning. I laugh. He's a hot one, and he's got a good attitude about it now.

And I take him in my mouth and I deep throat him. He growls softly. And he is hot for it, he grabs the side of my face and he face fucks me for a few minutes. "Don't wanna cum yet" he grunts. And he pulls out of my mouth. "You're damned good, Doc" he grunts. I take him in my mouth and I lick the head and under his foreskin. He growls loudly. I stop and I bend down and lick his balls and he grunts heavily. I lean a bit further, and I lick his asshole. And he's growling deeply now.

"Oh God, no one's done that, and it's so hot" he growls gruffly. I keep tonguing his asshole and he's twitching hard. I lay down on the carpet and I get him to sit on my face while I lick out his asshole. His sweaty, firm, and muscular ass is hot. And he's grunting and moaning and rubbing his asshole on my face. He's growling continuously and I lean forward and take his dick in my mouth again, and suck him. And he growls loudly and dumps a huge thick load in my mouth, and his legs are shaking. And he looks so grateful.

"Damn, Dr Suzakawa that was so..so.. hot" he says panting. "You're such a hot, butch Grizzly, I didn't know you were gay until you told me" he says still panting. "Gay doesn't mean effeminate, you can be as masculine as I am or hell, you are and be gay or just like sex with men occasionally and it doesn't make you any less of a male" I say proudly. He does something that surprises me. He leans down and he licks some of his own cum off of my muzzle. And he kisses me deeply.

"I have to think about what you said, but I had thought it made me less masculine" He says. I show him a picture of my Horse. "He's huge, and as butch as they come, and he's gay?" he asks. "He was married and now he's mine" I say softly. "I can see you soften when you talk about him, you must love him a lot" he says. "I do" I say.

"Doc, I won't tell, and I'm damn grateful" he says. "You're a hot Grizzly, I enjoyed the hell out of it myself" I say smiling. He hugs me. "Thanks, Doc" he says as he pulls up his jeans "I hope it won't embarrass you but I'll probably think about how you sucked me as I fuck my wife tonight" He says happily and leaves. A nice, but unexpected start to the day.

My next two appointments pass uneventfully. My Boss calls me and tells me she needs to see me as soon as possible. I finish my appointment. And I go to her office. She's got a cute older Panther in with her. He stands up. "I am Dr Mitsuki Shiba" he says smiling at me. "You are Kenichi's therapist" I say softly. "I am, and I needed to talk to you, and I wanted to meet you" he says. My boss tells me I am being replaced until next Monday. I look at her puzzled. "Kenichi is making such good progress that there is no reason to keep him inpatient anymore, so we're going to have you go pick him up very soon to take him home for good." Dr Shiba says. I pick him up and twirl him around. "Happy aren't you" my boss says smiling. "Ecstatic, Dr Morita" I say grinning.

"I would talk to you first" Dr Shiba says smiling. "Dr Makoto will take your patients for now, til you come back" Dr Morita says. "Take him to your office" she says. I nod. "Thank you, Dr Morita" I say softly. "You're a hard worker and I want to keep you" she says smiling. Dr Shiba and I walk to my office. I sit at my desk and he sits as well.

"Dr Suzakawa, Kenichi has worked so hard on getting better, and he is a bit more fragile than he thinks he is, but we have noticed when he has talked to you that he is much calmer and handles things better, so we are releasing him to you, I will give you this" he says handing me a sheaf of papers. His therapy chart and his medicine list. "We can only think when he is home and with you that he will continue to improve as quickly and thoroughly as he has with us" he says. "I asked your Boss to let you off as we would prefer you spend as much time with him as possible for a few days, til he settles in" Dr Shiba says. I smile. "I know how much he loves you, and he will have you under him as much as you will allow him to" Dr Shiba says smiling. "But try not to leave him alone for the first few days, if you or your family can be with him" Dr Shiba says. "Dad will help" I say softly. "He seems close to your father as well" he says.

"He's an amazing Clydesdale, Dr Suzakawa" Dr Shiba says smiling. "I know" I say smiling. "He is going to be a bit insecure for a while, and he's still terrified he could lose you, so give him as much attention as you can, and reassure him as often as he needs it" Dr Shiba says smiling. "He's endured more pain and agony than any one I've ever seen, and he told me it was worth it to have you at his side finally" Dr Shiba says. "He loves and adores you, which is why I wanted to meet you, I had to see the Grizzly that inspired such love and devotion in him" Dr Shiba says. I blush.

"And I have to ask this" Dr Shiba says. "During his physical I couldn't help but notice how big he is down there" he says blushing. "How do I take his massive Horse cock?" I ask. "Yeah, I can't imagine that" he says softly. "We've only done it once actually, remember we've been apart since he refused to see me because he wanted to stay with his family" I say. "You've only been with him once?" he asks astonished. I nod. "You two had to have bonded when you did then, no other way he would be so much in love with you" Dr Shiba says shaking his head. "That seems to be consensus of opinion." I say laughing. "Dr Shiba, I had wondered why I was not broken as well by having bonded him, and not being with him," I say softly. "But I know now, while I threw myself into school and training and it helped, I always knew in my heart, that he'd be mine one day" I say softly. "The bond, you listened to his heart, and yours, and knew without a doubt he'd be drawn back to you one day" Dr Shiba says smiling. "You had faith in his love for you, Dr Suzakawa" he says happily. I nod.

"He'll be ready to go home about noon, here's his meds" he says handing me a bag. I put them in my pocket. And it reminds me to go down to the pharmacy and get some meds for home. Dr Shiba hands me a card. "Call me if you need me, or if you need advice, I've become fond of Dr Ryouta, he's quite a Horse, and I hope I can love my wife as much as he loves you one day" Dr Shiba says smiling. "Dr Shiba, I can never thank you for all you've done for me and my Kenichi" I say hugging him. "You're the one who broke through his defenses when you got to him during his suicidal depression, he saw how he had put so many of these barriers in his own way, and he didn't have to keep doing it if he didn't want to" Dr Shiba says. "He's a hard worker, point him in the right direction and he'll bust his ass to get well" Dr Shiba says smiling. "I wish more of our patients were like that" he says grinning. I smile.

I go to the pharmacy and I sign the forms for my meds for my black bag. And I take them.

And I go to my office, and get my briefcase. I decide to call Dad. And I do. Surprisingly Mako doesn't chide me. "Hikari, he needs you now" She says. And she puts me right through. "Dad, I have great news" I say happily. "I could use some, Hikari" Dad says sadly. "What's wrong?" I ask. "Can you go home now?" Dad asks. "Yeah if you need me to" I say getting scared. "Hikari, I am afraid Daichi is having a nervous breakdown, and my talking to him makes him worse" Dad says crying. "I'll go, but I can't stay, Dad, they're going to let Kenichi out for good, I'm to pick him up at noon" I say happily.

"Oh Gods, will that set Daichi off even worse?" Dad asks. sounding terrified. "I don't know" I say softly. "I'm sorry, I am so happy for you, and for Kenichi, but I'm scared for my Lion" he says. And he tells me about the three calls to Funari Daichi made in the last hour. "I've been given off until Monday I'll go now to talk to Daichi, Dad, I don't know if he'll listen to me, but if I have to I'll call Dr Shiba and get him to help" I say. "Who's Dr Shiba?" Dad asks. "I met him this morning, he was Kenichi's inpatient therapist and he is good" I say softly. "Hikari, does he need to be put in a hospital?" Dad asks. "He's decompensating, Dad, he's so scared and upset he's not processing correctly, he's borderline delusional from his fear" I say. "I won't know until I've talked to him Dad" I say softly. "Please, go quickly my son, I can't lose him, I won't lose him" Dad says sounding terrified. I hang up and I go home as quickly as I can.

Juzo has his hands full with Daichi, he's trying to pack and run away, and Juzo unpacks him, and gets him calm and he goes off again. I walk in the room. "Daichi, my Lion father, please calm down" I say softly. "He sent you" he roars. "Dad did, he's terrified for you, Daichi, he's scared he'll lose you" I say firmly. "He's not, he doesn't want me" Daichi says. "OK, look you know me, Daichi, I don't lie, and I never have,and I'm not about to start now" I snap. Daichi looks at me oddly, but he sits back down.

"Dad is scared for you, and so am I" I say firmly. "Daichi, I love you and you know that, since you were introduced to me, I've been in your corner, and on your side, as you've been on mine, we've looked after one another, and we both have supported one another in loving and being loved by Dad" I say calmly but firmly. "You have always been good to me, Hikari" he says quietly. "Dad is not leaving you, he is terrified of losing you, he begged me to come home from work and help you however I could" I say gently. "He is scared of losing me?" Daichi asks softly. "He is, and I told you, and you know I don't lie" I say calmly. "He was upset with me on the phone" Daichi says. "Master Daichi, you were yelling and screaming at Master Takeru from the time he answered the phone" Juzo says firmly.

"Lion Father, Dad is terrified of losing you, I cannot counsel you but I can get someone here if you'll talk to him" I say softly. Daichi cries. "I'm not crazy" he says. "I never said you were, babe" I say stroking his mane. "You're terrified of losing Dad, and it's affecting you badly, you need to get it out, and figure out what you need to feel comforted and secure again." I say petting his mane. "It's unethical for me to counsel you, you're my father's mate, and I love you" I say softly. "You do love me" he says breaking down into tears. "I do, and I wouldn't let Dad leave you, and you have to know I'd put up one hell of a fight to keep my Kenichi" I say kissing him.

"Dad swore to me he didn't love Kenichi anymore, and he loved you and wanted to be with you forever" I say gently. "I'll talk to who ever you want me to, I'm ashamed of how I've behaved" Daichi says. "Babe, you have nothing to be ashamed of, look at what happened to Kenichi, he broke down too, you would be lost without Dad's love, and it's understandable" I say softly. "Just like Kenichi broke down when his wife left and he thought that he didn't have me" I say softly.

My cell rings. I answer. Dad's asking me, begging me to tell him if Daichi is OK. "He's calmed down, Dad, he's gonna talk to Dr Shiba when I can get him here" I say softly. "Takeru?" Daichi asks. I nod. "Can I talk to him?" he begs. I nod and hand him my phone. "Takeru, I'm sorry for distrusting you, and being...." And he breaks down. "I can't live without my Lion" Dad says crying on the phone. "I could never leave you, Daichi, I don't want Kenichi, he belongs to Hikari now, just as you belong to me" Dad says. "You still want me after I..." he says and breaks down crying again. "I will always want you, and I will never hold this against my Lion, he loves me so much he couldn't cope with the thought of losing me" Dad says gently. "I couldn't live with out you Takeru" Daichi says crying harder now. "I know, Babe, but I swear I won't ever leave you" Dad says. Daichi hands me my phone. "Hikari, can you get this Dr Shiba to come talk to him?" Dad asks.. "I can" I say softly. "Please do, I'm coming home now" Dad says firmly. "I'll call him right now" I say. "I'll be right home" Dad says.

"Daichi, do you trust me?" I ask him. Juzo brings him a soda. "I'm going to give you a pill and I want you to take it" I say gently. Daichi nods. I get my bag and I hand him a Xanax. "It's just a light tranquilizer to help you relax, and I'll get Dr Shiba here as soon as I can" I say softly. Daichi takes the pill. "Now just try to calm down and relax" I say.

And I go into the living room and I call Dr Shiba. "Awfully soon to be calling me" he says laughing. "And Kenichi is still here" he says laughing. "I have a problem, Dr Shiba, and it could affect poor Kenichi, but if you can help me we can sort it out" I say softly. I explain what happened.

"I agree we need to sort this out and quickly" he says. "I'm afraid to leave him, he's calm now but he's pretty sensitive now, and I can't do therapy with him beyond what I've done already" I say softly. "He has agreed to talk to you and I know you can help him" I say softly. Dr Shiba is silent for a moment. "I'll bring Kenichi home and I can stay and talk to your Dad's mate." he says. "I can help and if need be we could bring him in as an inpatient for a day or so" He says. "I don't know how to thank you for this Dr Shiba" I say softly. "Don't worry, I am not going to let Dr Ryouta's hard work be for nothing" he says laughing. "I hope not"I say laughing. " I should have him there in an hour, so stay with your Dad's mate until I get there if you can" he says. "I will, but Dad's on his way home now too" I say softly. "If they've made up, it's OK to let them be together, but his mate needs to figure out what he needs to feel secure again" Dr Shiba says. "I know, I told him that" I say softly. "I'll be there as soon as I can" he says.

I go back to Daichi. "Dr Shiba is coming, he should be here in an hour or so, and Dad's coming home" I tell Daichi. "He is leaving Funari for me?" Daichi asks. "He is" I say smiling. "He was worried for me" Daichi says happily. "He loves you, Daichi, he wants to spend the rest of his life with you" I say gently. Daichi is beginning to relax from the Xanax. "Just sit and relax" I say.

I ask Juzo to sit with him a few minutes while I go change clothes. I whisper to him that Dr Shiba is bringing Kenichi home with him. Juzo smiles. "Go change, Master Hikari" he says softly. "Daichi I'm going to change clothes, I'll be right back" I say softly. He smiles. I leave and I put on some tight jeans and a t shirt, and I come back in and sit with Daichi.

"Juzo told me Dr Shiba is also bringing Kenichi home with him" Daichi says. "He is, and I'm happy" I say. "I'll have to apologize to him, as well as Takeru" Daichi says sheepishly. "No need, I'll tell Kenichi of this one day, but you should not feel shame, babe" I say softly. "Think of what you want, what you need to feel safe and secure in Dad's love" I say gently. "I would know this too" Dad says from the doorway."How can I make this up to my Lion?" Dad begs. "Takeru" Daichi says hugging him tightly. "Daichi, I need to talk to Dad a second, and we'll be right back"I say pulling him out of the room.

"Dad, he's better, I gave him a Xanax and he's calmer now, Dr Shiba is coming and he's bringing Kenichi home too" I say softly. Dad looks happy. "Our Horse will be home, and he'll be with his loving Hikari" Dad says kissing me. "Daichi needs you, and he will for a while, he's going to sort this out with Dr Shiba, and we're hoping not to have to put him in the hospital, but if he does go, he'll be out in a day or so" I say softly. "I won't leave my Lion's side until he's well" Dad says emphatically. "I know, Dad, go to him" I say softly. I go get Dad a cup of his green tea. I knew Juzo would have it ready even though I hadn't had a chance to tell him when Dad would be home. He'd just know. He always does.

I go and I sit in the living room and try to calm my heart down. After a while I go back in, and Dad's curled up with a sleeping Daichi. And my Lion Daddy looks peaceful now. But I know he has work to do yet, he had a paralyzing fear Dad would leave him and a lot of fears have broken loose, and he'll have to deal with it. Me, I'm so excited that my Clydesdale is on his way home that I can hardly think of anything else. I do worry though for Dad and his Lion, but I have faith in Dr Shiba. And any fears I had myself over whether Dad loves Kenichi more than Daichi have evaporated. He can't live without his Lion any more than I could live without my Horse now.

And when our door bell rings. I jump. And I run to the door and look out the side window.. Dr Shiba is standing there with Kenichi. And my heart stops when I see him. I open the door and I am grinning so broadly. He drops his bags and he runs to me and he picks me up and hugs me. And we both break down and cry. Juzo, as usual picks up Kenichi's bags. And he shows Dr Shiba inside and down the hall to Dad's room. And Dr Shiba tells me to stay with Kenichi. Like he'd have to tell me that. I can't let go of my big Horse. Nor will he let go of me. We are together forever now. And we both know it.

Kenichi's kissing me repeatedly. And I know he's mine now, as long as we both live. "I won't leave you ever, now that we're together, we'll always be together" he says joyously. "I can't live without you, my Kenichi, I'd die without you" I say crying hard. He holds my head on his shoulder and weeps. "I know, babe, but you're here now, and you'll be here with me always now" I say softly. I break free from him with great effort. And I pull him off of the porch, and to the couch and we sit next to one another. And we're kissing passionately and often. "Let me look at you, babe" I say. He stops and sits back.

My Kenichi is as beautiful as ever. He's let his mane grow longer, and it's in a ponytail. And he's grown a goatee, and it looks hot on him. "You look so beautiful, my Horse" I say happily. "Like the longer mane and goatee?" he asks softly. "You're even more beautiful with it" I say softly. "Hikari, you get more beautiful as you get older" Kenichi says softly. I put my head on his broad chest and I fight tears. He strokes my beard and he's so tender and loving, I lose it and I cry hard. "I have missed you so much, my love" he says holding me tightly to him. "I have missed you, and I need you so much, my Horse" I say softly. "I have needed you for so long, and now, now you are mine forever" Kenichi says tenderly. "I am" I say softly. "My husband is home at last" I say quietly.

And I get down on my knees and I take his hand. "I welcome my Lord and Master home to where his Grizzly has been waiting so long for him" I say and I lay my head on his lap. Kenichi pulls me up into his lap and his kisses me. And he cries now. "You remembered, and you truly want me to be your Lord and Master" he says drying his eyes. "I do, My Lord" I say softly. "I will never mistreat you, and I will consider you and your needs as your husband, my love" he says smiling again. "I will devote myself, as you have to me, to making you happy and keeping you feeling well and truly loved" he says nuzzling my face.

"Why did Dr Shiba bring me home, and who is he talking to now?" Kenichi asks. I explain what happened. "Hikari, we should have told you before now how we were" he says. "I'm fine, I trust you, with my life and my heart, and I trust my Dad, I was just a bit upset that I had not been told, but you wanted to tell me" I say softly. "I will never lie to my Grizzly" he says smiling. "I will never lie to my beautiful Horse" I say kissing him. Kenichi picks me up and carries me towards our room. "I have your things, and we put the furniture in the storage room" I say softly.

"I want you, you promised your Master he could take you as soon as we were together" he says deep kissing me. "I would take you right here on the floor if it is what My Lord wishes" I say softly. He smiles. "You are all I could ever want and you want to please me so much" he says tenderly. Kenichi lays me on the bed. I yank off my jeans and shirt. "You are more beautiful than I remember" He says passionately. I get up and I slowly strip him. He is still so beautiful of a Clydesdale. His paunch is bigger, but it's hot to me. "I have gotten out of shape, Hikari" he says shyly. "I don't care, you are more beautiful to me now" I say softly. I rub his gut, and he smiles. And I reach up and stroke his goatee. "You are gorgeous, my Kenichi." I say smiling. He blushes.

And we kiss, deeply and passionately. And he pushes me onto our bed. "I would see how much of what I taught you you remember" he says smiling. I lean down and I take his huge dick in my mouth and I deep throat him. He groans and strokes my beard. "I have to touch you, to make sure this is real, and not just a dream" he says gently. "I am real, as is my love for my Kenichi" I say firmly. And I take his dick back in my mouth and I suck him a while. He pulls me off of him.

I bend down and I lick out his asshole. He grunts. "You want me as badly as I want you, my Grizzly" he say smiling. "Can you still take me like you did before, my love?" he asks. I nod. "Where would My Lord want me?" I ask meekly. He smiles. "On your back, I want to see your beautiful face when I take you for the first time in years, but the first time of many yet to come" he says gruffly. I roll on my back. "I love you, Hikari, and I have for so long, and I will as long as I draw breath" he says passionately. "I love you, I have since you first took me, and I have ached for so long to have you back with me again" I say fighting tears. "I have ached for you, my love, and now I will take you again" he says. And he leans down and licks my neck, and my chin and my beard and he slowly slides his massive dick into me. My ass remembers him. I growl as his huge Horse cock pushes it's way up me, making room for itself in my guts. He stops halfway in. "I will let you get used to me again" he moans. "No" I holler and I push back on him to his balls. "I want all of you in me, I always will" I say grabbing his broad back . "My beloved Grizzly loves having me in him all of the way" he grunts softly. "You are still so tight, my love" he moans. "I was properly broken in" I say kissing him. He laughs. I have missed hearing that deep, easy laugh of his.

"I would like one day for you to tell me of what and who you have done since I left you" he says. "I know you have had Takeru and his Lion" he says moving a bit faster in me. I can't think, I can only moan and growl as he moves that massive dick inside of me. He begins to move all of the way out and all of the way back in. I kick on him and I cum hard on his pot belly. "Squeezing tighter now" he grunts. And he keeps moving. "I won't last much longer,my love" he grunts. "Go for it, sweet Horse, we have all of our lives to fuck now, and I'll fuck you whenever you want me" I moan, And I cum again, hollering and growling as he keeps moving in me. "I will go for it then, it has been so long for me" he says licking my neck. He deep kisses me as he speeds up in me. "Hold onto my back,love, remember how much I cum when I shoot" he says gruffly. And he throws back his head and he whinnies and snorts and I feel him gushing into me. My guts are bloated with his massive, and thick load. "You were right, it is a very special thing to have the seed of one's love inside of you" I moan. He grins.

He lays on top of me panting hard. I pull him down to kiss me. "I can't, even you can't bear my weight" he pants. "I can" I say softly. So he lays directly on me, and I love feeling his weight on me. And I tell him how much I love it. "My beautiful, big Grizzly" he says grinning. "I forget, as big as I am, you are almost as big" he says. "Another reason we're meant for each other" I say happily. Kenichi kisses me. And he rolls off of me, and pulls me tightly to him, and he puts my head on his sweaty chest.

I relax, for the first time in ages. My love is home, and I have my Clydesdale now, for the first time, he is totally mine. "You belong to me now, my love" Kenichi says kissing me repeatedly. "I have for so long now, but we were not together, my Horse" I tell him. "I have been yours since you first came inside of me, my big beautiful Clydesdale" I say softly. "Though I think I have loved you since dinner that night, you reached over and brushed crumbs off of my muzzle and it felt electric when you touched me" I say dreamily. "I felt it too, it was the first sign my crush was turning to love, but it scared me' he says sadly. "That is past us now, we have our future, and I am just grateful to have you now" I say fiercely "I will never hold this against you, all I will hold against you is me" I say smiling. "My Grizzly is mine now" he says joyously. "I will be yours in whatever ways I can be" I say kissing him.

I hear a knock at our door. I get up and answer it. Dr Shiba is laughing. "He told me he'd take you as soon as he could, so you'd never get away, and by the cum running out of your ass he must have already" Dr Shiba says grinning. "He did" I say. "I meant it, I am his Lord and Master and he couldn't wait for me to fuck him" Kenichi says grinning. "I must talk to you about your Dad's mate" Dr Shiba says seriously. I gesture to the chair in our room. I pull a pair of shorts out of my closet and one for Kenichi, and I toss his to him. We put them on.

I sit on the bed. Kenichi puts his strong arm around my waist and pulls me to him. Dr Shiba starts. "I am afraid we need to put Daichi in for a few days, Dr Suzakawa" Dr Shiba says softly. "Is he,....has he broken down?"I ask. "He is upset, and he needs some rather intensive therapy to work through it all, but I can work with him, as can the staff, and he'll be out in a few days" Dr Shiba says. "He had a relationship when he was younger, and he was left with a lot of abandonment issues, and though he loves your Father, he got too hurt even thinking your Dad might leave him, and he needs help, but he is willing to work hard as is your Dad" Dr Shiba says softly. "They can get past this, but we need Daichi alone for a few days so he can be gotten down to the root of his pain and learn to rebuild his trust in your Dad" Dr Shiba says. "Your Dad has agreed, and he will come starting tomorrow for daily sessions with his mate" Dr Shiba says. "If it is what he needs, I called you because I have a lot of faith in you, Dr Shiba" I say gently.

Kenichi looks sad. "I did not mean to start this" he says sadly. "Kenichi, you did not, Daichi has issues that have nothing to do with you, and he could not fight it when they got a hold of him" Dr Shiba says softly. "He was badly hurt once, and he is reliving that pain, something you know a lot about" Dr Shiba says softly. Kenichi nods. "He needs to work through it and learn that your Dad will never do to him what his previous lover did" Dr Shiba says softly. "Dr Suzakawa, your Dad loves his Lion as much as Kenichi loves you, and he is tightly bonded to his Lion" Dr Shiba adds.

"Kenichi, you have to work on adjusting to being home, and not think that you are responsible for Daichi's breakdown, he is needing help as you did" Dr Shiba says. Kenichi nods. "You know his life will be better after he gets help, just as yours is" Dr Shiba says laughing. "What do you need of me, Dr Shiba?" I ask. "Help your Dad, he's upset and scared still, and he'll need you" Dr Shiba says. "I can help too" Kenichi says softly. "You can, his Dad cares about you, and his Dad is worried that this will hurt your recovery" Dr Shiba says softly. "I can cope with anything with my Grizzly at my side" Kenichi says softly. "Help him keep his Dad calmed and comforted, but you have feelings for his Dad, or did once, so it may bring up some emotional stress, so be careful" Dr Shiba says somberly. "I will" Kenichi says softly.

"I will take him when he is done packing, and he will be fine soon, you can call and get updates for your father, or yourself, Dr Suzakawa" Dr Shiba says. "I think for all you have done for me, you can call me Hikari, Mitsuki" I say laughing. "I will, you have great promise as a Psychiatrist for one so young, I would hope you would stay with us at the clinic for a few more years before you go into private practice" he says. "I do enjoy it, I kind of like working with the non insured patients, they are real and open souls, with serious problems, and it feels good to help them" I say softly. "It is what makes you special, many of your colleagues take them reluctantly if at all, and you not only like taking them, you treat them well, and manage to help them" he says. He hugs me.

"It is why I was so willing to help you with your Father's mate, unknown to you, you helped my nephew, when no one else had been able to" Dr Shiba says. "Oh, who was it?" I ask. "He is a shy Fox named Jin Nakamura, and his big Bull lover Kenshiro Akane." Dr Shiba says. I crack up laughing. "Jin told me proudly of how you put yourself out there to help them out of feeling you'd let them down, and your rather unorthodox method worked when nothing else had, he had been to many many therapists, and I pulled some strings and got him on your panel" Dr Shiba says smiling. "I am glad I helped them, they are a very loving couple and good animals" I say softly. "I will tell them with your permission of your great happiness now that you have you Horse" he says. "Please do, I would welcome them to become our friends as well." I say smiling. "Jin is so happy now, and Kenshiro has become even more loving and tender to him" Dr Shiba says smiling. Kenichi looks puzzled. "I will tell you soon, my love" I say kissing him. He looks a bit sad now. So I tell him everything that happened with Jin and Kenshiro. He laughs. "Do you do that much?" he asks. "No, my Kenichi, but I had gotten nowhere with them, nor had other therapists, and it was too hard on them, I had to do it" I say softly. "It worked, they are happier now than they were before, Jin knows how much he means to his big Bull" Dr Shiba says smiling.

Dr Shiba leaves. And I curl up with my Kenichi. We lay kissing and nuzzling one another. "I am happy to be home with you" Kenichi says. "I am thrilled to have you home with me finally" I say happily. "Hikari, I want to tell you about me and Takeru" he says. "Wait, my love, we will curl Dad up tonight, so he wont be lonely, and we can all talk then" I say softly. "I know what I need to know, you're mine, and you and Dad had a relationship in college, I can't fault him for caring for you, or you for caring about Dad, he's quite a Bear" I say kissing him. "You trust me" he says firmly. "I do, and I trust my Dad, Kenichi, you have shown yourself to be a Horse of great integrity, and honor, you suffered greatly trying to honor your obligations to your wife and kids" I tell him firmly. "I have no reason to think you'd do less for me, who you love so much" I say smiling. "I do love you, more than I ever thought I could love anyone" he says kissing me. "I am happy you have so much faith in me and my love" he says happily. "I do, and I am proud of how much you love me" I say softly.

"Take me again?" he asks. I nod. And I roll on my back. "On your knees, my loving Grizzly?" he asks I nod. And I get up on my knees. He gets behind me, and he pushes his huge dick inside of me slowly. I growl softly as he takes me again. "I will want you a lot tonight, and for the next few days, we have a lot of time to make up for" he whispers hotly in my ear. "I want you, and I'll take you as often as you want me" I moan softly. "My Grizzly loves me, and he's missed me" he grunts "I have, My Lord" I moan. He gets excited when I call him that and he speeds up inside of me. He's not going as deep as he would if I was on my back, but he's making me nuts anyway. I push back on him and he growls softly. I feel his balls against my ass cheeks, and he's moving gently but quickly. "I have missed this, even though I only had you once before, I have relived that night over in my mind thousands of times" he says nuzzling my neck. I growl and I lean back and kiss him. "My love is hot for me, as hot as I knew he'd be" Kenichi says. He throws his head back and whinnies and cums hard in me, as I shoot on the bed. Panting he pulls me down onto our sides. And he leans down and smothers my face with kisses.

His huge Horse dick is wedged in me tightly. Dad comes in and sits down by us. He looks sad. I put my paw on his shoulder. "Dad, Daichi will be alright when he's worked through things" I say gently. "I am so sorry this happened," Dad says. "It's no one's fault Dad, it just happened" I say calmly. "Takeru, lay with us, let our boy and I comfort you" Kenichi says softly. "I could not do it in clear conscious" Dad says. "Dad, you need your son, and his mate to comfort you, you are upset, and Daichi does trust you, he had old issues triggered" I say softly. "He could not help himself" I say softly.

"Takeru, sleep with us tonight?" Kenichi says. "You are on your first night together, you do not need me" Dad says softly. "We want you with us, Dad" I say smiling. "You do?" he asks. "We do, Takeru, I don't love you like I once did, but I see your pain,and I understand it, and I love you more than enough to want to comfort you" Kenichi says gently. Dad puts his head on my shoulder and cries. We hold him to us. And we let him weep a while. He gets up. "I will sleep with you tonight, if you would have me" Dad says. "We want you, Takeru" Kenichi says softly. I nod.

"Thank you, son" Dad says kissing me. "And thank you, Kenichi, I am sorry this spoiled your return" he says. "You did not, I am with my Hikari, and nothing can spoil it" Kenichi says. Dad gets up and leaves. Kenichi nuzzles my neck. And he begins to fuck me again with us on our sides. He fucks me fast and deep. "I want to cum in my love, and I"m a bit hungry now" he says. And he bellows and whinnies and cums in me again. He holds me tightly panting hard. I am so happy now. Sex with my Clydesdale is so good.

"Hikari, take me please?" he begs. "My love has taken me, and now I want him inside of me, and to feel his cum in me" Kenichi says softly. He pulls out of me, and rolls onto his back. "I have had no one inside of me since you" Kenichi says softly. "I have been fucked by only you, and Takeru" Kenichi says softly. "Just as you were the one to take both mine and my Father's cherries" I say laughing. "I did, and I love the father, but I love the son much more" he says kissing me. I kiss him.

I mount him. "Please be gentle, it's been over three years, my Grizzly" Kenichi begs me. "I would never hurt you, any more than you would hurt me" I say kissing him. And I slow slide my huge Grizzly dick into him. I stop about a third of the way in. He's gritting his teeth, and looks pained. "Don't pull out, baby" he moans. I hold perfectly still. He's cussing and moaning. "I don't know how you take even me so easily" he grunts. I kiss him gently. "If you can't take me now, it's OK we can do it later" I say kissing him. "No, I want you, and your cum in me" he says firmly.

And he's trying too hard. "My love, just relax, let go, and quit fighting it" I tell him softly. "I want you" he says fighting tears. "Then let me, you know I will never hurt you" I say kissing him deeply. "How?" he begs. "Put your arms out and your legs on my shoulders, and let go as if you're floating in a pool, and it'll be easy" I say gently. He does. And he stops fighting my entering him. And I slip a bit deeper in him. He's panting. "Good, my love, keep relaxing" I say softly. And he closes his eyes. "I love my Grizzly" he pants. And I slip in all of the way in him. He's still now. I hold perfectly still as well. "I have my love inside of me" he says smiling. "You do, my Horse" I say leaning down to kiss him. "Please, quickly if you can, cum inside of me, I beg you" Kenichi says passionately. I speed up and looking at my beautiful Clydesdale underneath me is enough to get me excited. "You are so beautiful, my Kenichi, and you are my Kenichi and will be forever" I moan. He smiles, and he's relaxing a bit. And I throw my head back, and I roar, and I am convulsing as I cum hard into my Horse lover. He's panting hard still. "My love is almost as large as I am, and I don't know how he takes me so easily" Kenichi says panting hard. "But you have cum inside of me, I am yours again' he says smiling. I pull out of him slowly. "I am sorry, my love, I need to practice a bit more" he says softly. "We will get there, my love, we have the rest of our lives to work this out" I say kissing him.

He pulls me to him and we kiss a bit. "I am hungry" he says looking at me with shining eyes. "We will go to the kitchen, and I'm sure Juzo will fix something for my Horse" I say smiling. "Should we dress?" he asks. "No one else is here, and Dad won't mind, it's only if there might be company we have to dress." I say laughing. "Good, I missed being naked" he says smiling.

We get up and go to the kitchen. Juzo hugs me. And he hugs Kenichi "Welcome home, Master Kenichi" Juzo says happily. Kenichi is grinning. "It is wonderful to be home at last, where I belong" he says kissing Juzo. "He is so beautiful, Master Hikari" Juzo says smiling "He is massively hung as well, my Grizzly son." Juzo says smiling. "We have no company so I figured it will be OK to be naked" I tell Juzo. "No, but Akira is to come to dinner tonight" Juzo says. "Oh, I wonder if I should ask Dad if he wants to cancel it" I say softly.

"Juzo, my beloved is hungry, might you fix him something to eat?" I ask. "I would be more than happy to" Juzo says smiling. "I will go talk to Dad about Akira" I say smiling. And I go to find Dad, he's in his home office. "Dad, Juzo just told me Akira is to come to dinner tonight, since Daichi is, well, should I call and ask him to come some other time" I ask. "No, my Son, Akira knows what has happened and he wishes to aid and comfort me, and he is curious to meet Kenichi" Dad says. "He will be here for 8PM" Dad says "Please dress, he was upset seeing how big you are, and he's not ready to see how massive Kenichi is" Dad says laughing. "Dress now or for when he is coming?" I ask. "When he is coming" Dad says. "Kenichi misses being naked, so we went to get him something to eat without dressing." I tell Dad. "I love seeing him naked, and you, my son, as well" Dad says smiling. "I love seeing my beautiful Spectacle Bear sire naked as well" I say kissing Dad.

"We may be naked now, if no one but family is here, and I will talk to Botan and Keiji and tell them" Dad says. I hug Dad, and I kiss him. "Is my beloved father holding up OK?" I ask him. "I am a bit better, I will be happy when my Lion is home and healed, but I understand now how you felt, my son" Dad says softly. "It's hard knowing the one you love so much is having emotional troubles, Dad, but it'll be better once he's healed, he has to get past his insecurity and fear." I tell Dad. "And you will see that things will be better" I say kissing him.

"I would tell you of what happened in college, I told Daichi while we were waiting for Dr Shiba" Dad says. "I would wait, Kenichi wants to tell me, and I think it would be better if we did it while laying together tonight, my loving Father" I say softly. "Know only that I trust my Father more than anyone, and I only trust you more than I trust Kenichi" I say softly. Dad smiles. I think it would be easier for Kenichi and I to tell you together" Dad says. "Oto-Sama, I love you so much, and I am sorry Daichi broke down, I did not see in the past his insecurities were so bad, but it is glaringly obvious to me now what I should have seen" I say softly. "You love him, you did not wish to see his pains," Dad says hugging me. 'You are a good therapist, but you are at heart a loving Bear, who is only Ursine" Dad says stroking my beard. "You did not see nor did I" Dad says stroking my beard.

I'm getting hard. "Take me?' Dad asks. I nod. And I get on top of him and we kiss and make out a bit. Dad's hot for me. And he's growling as I enter him gently. "I love you, Dad, and I love your hot tight ass, and I will always want in you when I can" I tell him passionately. "I will want you as much as I can have you, and I want to take you tonight as well, I want to fuck you in front of Kenichi" Dad says blushing a bit. "I will take you when and where you want me" I tell him speeding up a bit. "Hikari, I need to feel loved, I miss my Lion so much already, and I grieve for his pain" Dad says fighting off tears. "I do love you, Kenichi loves you still, but he does love me more" I say softly. "As it should be, I love him, but I love my Lion so much more" Dad says holding my back tightly. Dad growls and he's moaning now. "My son is a wonderful lover" he growls. "So is my Oto-Sama, we were both broken in well" I tease him. "He opened both of us up" Dad says smiling. "He did, and he's proud of it, tonight we can show him how well we learned our lessons and how good we are now" I tease Dad. "Did you not show him yet?" Dad asks. "I have, he took me four times in different positions and I have fucked him once" I say softly. "He is out of practice at being fucked, Dad, did you know he has allowed only you and I into his ass" I tell him. "I did not, but it means a lot to him, he did once say it was something to be saved for one he loved" Dad says smiling. "He told me it was the most special thing to have the seed on the one he loved in his ass" I muse out loud. "That sounds like Kenichi" Dad says, and the look in his eyes tells me he's remembering his time being Kenichi's lover.

"Father, I would love it if you and Kenichi could share a bit about your time together" I say softly. "I would not hurt you, my Son" he says. "I would not be hurt, I love you both, and I know he is mine now, as I know Daichi is the other half of my Father's soul" I say kissing him. "He is" Dad says very lovingly. "As Kenichi is the other half of yours, my beloved Grizzly son" Dad says smiling. Dad kicks and he growls loudly. I speed up and lengthen my strokes in his ass. And he growls loudly and he cums on my belly. I roar and fill his ass.

Dad holds me tightly. "I am glad my son is happy now, you have been such a good and loving son" Dad says fighting off tears. "Leave me a while, Hikari, please" he begs. I get off of him, And I go wash up and go back to the kitchen. Juzo and Kenichi are sitting and chatting happily. Juzo has fixed his beef and noodles and vegetables for Kenichi. He has a plate for me too. I sit and eat and we all talk. Juzo has stripped too. "Dad said if no one else is here but family we can be naked if we wish' I tell them. "Aoki will love that" Juzo says. "Who is Aoki?" Kenichi asks. "Aoki is Juzo's beautiful Wolf lover, and they've been together for over 20 years, my Horse" I say kissing him. "He is a very lucky Wolf to have had his love for so long" Kenichi says softly.

"Kenichi, they are much like us, they become more in love each day, and they are wonderful lovers" I say smiling. "So you have slept with them?" Kenichi asks. "I did, and they are both magnificent tops" I say smiling. Juzo blushes. "I see, you may still sleep with them if they want you, my Grizzly" Kenichi says smiling. Juzo grins. "I would take him now if you would permit it" Juzo says happily. "Please do" Kenichi says smiling. Juzo stands up and he's rock hard. "He is a beautiful and well hung Lion,my Hikari" Kenichi says. I get down on my knees and I take Juzo's dick in my mouth, and he growls softly with pleasure. Kenichi puts his hand on my shoulder. "Know that you will have to take your Master right afterwards" he says firmly. "I'd hoped to" I say smiling.

Juzo pulls me up off of my knees and we go to his bedroom He lays me on the bed, and we kiss a bit. Juzo and Kenichi kiss deeply. "He is a wonderful kisser" Juzo moans. "He taught me all I know of making love" I say softly. Kenichi smiles. "He was such a good pupil" He teases me. Juzo and I kiss. "Do you mind?" he asks. I nod.

"Kenichi, I would like to take you, I wish to see if that massive, and beautiful Horse cock would fit inside of me" Juzo asks. "May I?" Kenichi asks me. "My Lord, I am not going to ever say no to you having sex with others, I know your heart stays with me when you would, and I would know, but I would like to watch when I can" I tell him. "My Lord, ah, you do love your Horse so much" Juzo says smiling. "Aoki is My Lord and Master" Juzo says softly. "Will he mind?" Kenichi asks. "No we have discussed it, and he is fine with me taking you" Juzo says smiling.

Kenichi grabs my beard and pulls me to him with it. "I do trust you, as you trust me, I would know also, but you may play with who ever you wish to, as you too leave your heart with your mate when you do" he says smiling.

"On my back, and ride me?" Kenichi asks. "No, I would have Hikari's Lord looking into my face as we make love" Juzo says softly."I would like that too, you are a beautiful, proud Lion male" Kenichi says softly. Juzo rolls onto his back with his legs up for my Horse. "I will try hard not to hurt you" Kenichi says putting his huge Horse cock against Juzo's asshole. "I know you will not hurt me" Juzo says firmly. I laugh. "He does know, our Lion is very intuitive, and he knows much" I tease Juzo. He nods.

"Please Lord Kenichi, take me as you will" Juzo says softly. I have noted Lord or My Lord, or Master makes Kenichi hot. Kenichi leans down and kisses Juzo deeply as he slides into him. Juzo moans a bit, and when Kenichi stops halfway. Juzo grunts and pushes all of the way back, and he's growling softly. "I do not hurt you?" Kenichi asks sounding concerned. "No, My Lord it feels wonderful to have you in me" Juzo moans. "May I speed up a bit?" Kenichi asks. "Please, My Lord" Juzo moans. Kenichi is grinning broadly. And he's moving quicker and pulling almost all of the way in and out of Juzo. Juzo's growling softly and his eyes are blank. Kenichi's eyes are glassy, and he's moaning a lot. I lean over and I kiss Juzo. "My loving Grizzly son, our Lord is an amazing lover" he pants. I kiss Kenichi, and he's panting heavily.

Juzo roars and he's cum all over Kenichi's pot belly and me as well. Kenichi whinnies, and snorts and I can see in his eyes he's cumming hard in our Lion retainer. He lays panting on top of Juzo. Who's smiling deeply. "I can see you'll keep my Grizzly son, very happy sweet Horse" he says. "He is a masterful lover" Juzo says smiling. "Now, my Lord, I must get up and start dinner soon" Juzo says smiling. "He's amazing" Kenichi tells me. "He is that" I say leaning over and kissing Juzo. Juzo smiles at me.

Kenichi pulls out of him, and rolls off of him. "Love, we must let him work" he says. And he picks me up and carries me towards our bedroom. In the hall we run into Botan. Kenichi smiles at Botan. Botan looks at him carefully."So this is your Boar?" Kenichi asks me. "This is Botan Akagane, my love" I say softly. "Botan, this is Kenichi Ryouta" I say smiling. "I can see why you wanted to try to bond him, he is a beautiful Boar" Kenichi says. Botan blushes. "Dad says we can be naked when no one else but family is around" I tell Botan. "I must change, I just got home from school" he says. "Botan is a Second Grade teacher, Kenichi" I say softly. Kenichi smiles. "I can see how you two care for one another, I will not keep you apart" Kenichi says. "I may have him, and cuddle with him at times?" Botan asks. '"Of course, Hikari is a wonderful Grizzly to curl up with, I would not deny you that pleasure, his heart is mine, but I can tell you have a bit of it too, like his father does, but I will not be jealous" Kenichi says. Botan hugs me. "You were right, Hikari, he loves you and he is a good and loving Horse" Botan says. "I would talk to you, Botan, much has happened today" I say softly. "Come to us in our room when you have rested and we will talk, I would want to get to know the Boar my Grizzly thinks so highly of" Kenichi says. Botan nods. And he walks off to his room.

"He seems as nice as you said he was" Kenichi says. "He is a good soul, and a great Boar" I say softly. Kenichi deep kisses me. And he pulls me to our bedroom. And he's on me as soon as we are inside. He lays me on the floor, and pushes his massive Horse cock in me all the way on the first stroke. "I cum in you and I get hornier, my Hikari" he says pumping me hard and fast. "My Grizzly can take me so easily, many cannot but my love cannot get enough of me" he moans. He licks my face and neck and nuzzles my neck and I growl and buck under him. "You get so hot, so quickly when you are under me my love" he growls softly. "Juzo's hot tight ass is just like yours, but you are hotter to me" he says gruffly. He throws his head back and whinnies and snorts and I feel him gushing into me. He holds me and pants hard. "I will take you as often as I can, we have years to make up for" he says kissing me deeply. "I feel more yours with each load you pump into me, Kenichi" I pant. "You are" he says kissing me full tongue.

And all of a sudden he looks sad. "I only wish....." he says and stops. "I am sorry, my love" he says sadly. "No, if you have sorrows we need to talk them out, beautiful Horse" I say kissing his long muzzle. "You'll think I'm silly for mourning that which could never happen" he says looking away from me. "No, babe, I will not, I wish to know" I say stroking his mane. "I am sorry that I cannot father colts from you, they'd be so beautiful, and I would love having sons by you" Kenichi says sadly. I smile, and I kiss him. "Dad would love having Grandsons for sure" I say kissing him. "He would, he probably misses that you won't have them for him, but he would not say so" Kenichi says softly. "You don't think I'm being silly, do you?" he asks. "I'd give you a herd of sons if it was in my power to, and they would be beautiful, with you as their father" I say kissing him deeply. Kenichi laughs. "It amazes me to see how well we understand one another, for how little time we have actually spent together." He says kissing

me.

"My love, it is because you are the other half of my soul, as I am yours" I say kissing him hard. "Juzo and Aoki showed me some truths to help me understand my Clydesdale better, and so we would love, and grow tighter bonded as the years pass for us" I say smiling. Kenichi smiles. "I was afraid those closest to you, would not accept me, because of the past, I knew Takeru would forgive me and he did, but those who love you want you with me" he says softly. "It surprises me" he says shaking his head. "They know how much I love you, and how we are meant to be together, and they respect how much pain you endured because of my love" I say softly.

Botan knocks. And we get up. Kenichi lays on the bed as I go open the door. Botan is naked. And he kisses me. We sit on the bed next to Kenichi. "He is beautiful, my Grizzly" Botan says softly. "He is" I say gently. "Your Boar is cute, his eyes are so sexy" Kenichi says softly.

I explain to Botan what happened today, and why Kenichi is home for good now, and Daichi is not here. "Daichi seemed a bit sad last night, he begged Keiji and I to make love to him, and comfort him" Botan says. "Keiji?" Kenichi asks. "Keiji is Botan's loving Lion, I told you on the phone that I had fixed him up the other day" I say softly. "I am sorry, but all I can remember of our calls is how much you told me of your love" Kenichi says sadly. I laugh. Botan laughs. "He loves you so much, you can see it in his eyes" Botan says. "I can tell how much you love Hikari, Botan, a tight bond, you love your Lion, but there is a strong bond between the two of you, and I am happy to see him so cared about" Kenichi says. "I worried a bit, he and I are close, and Hikari can calm and comfort me when no one else can, I worried that you would be jealous" Botan says. "He is mine, and he knows it, but he loves you, you have a piece of his heart, and I do not begrudge it to you, you are a special Boar, and I am pleased that my love shows so much taste as to be close to one such as you" Kenichi says softly.

"My Horse, Botan is as honest and open as the day is long, and his gentle soul is one it is hard not to care about" I say softly. And I lean over and kiss Botan. "I see this already, and I hope you will be close to me as well, pretty Boar" Kenichi says stroking Botan under his chin. Botan moans softly.

"So this is that hot horse of yours" I hear Keiji say from the doorway. He's naked too. "I am glad we may be naked now" he says smiling. "He is a gorgeous Lion, is he yours, sweet Boar?" Kenichi asks Botan. "He is" Botan says proudly. "Keiji, my love is home for good" I say happily. "I am happy for you" he says. "He is beautiful" Keiji says smiling. "Three hot Lions in this house, and I do love Lions" Kenichi says smiling. Botan laughs. "Where is Daichi?" Keiji asks. I explain it all to him. "Poor Daichi" Keiji says sadly. "Who's the third Lion?" Keiji asks. "Juzo" I say laughing. "Oh, he is sexy" Keiji says. "He's a great top, so is Aoki his Wolf lover" I say smiling. "I am ashamed that I did not think of him" Keiji says blushing. "He is a good bottom as well. my love" Kenichi says. "He took me as easily as you do" Kenichi says happily. "He can't be that hard to take" Keiji says. I laugh, and I lean over and I play with Kenichi's dick a bit. And he quickly drops and springs up to full hard. "Damn" Keiji says excitedly. Keiji looks at Botan pleadingly. "Do not stretch him out too much" Botan says smiling. "I won't" Kenichi says grinning. "I want you if he's going to take my Lion" Botan says softly. "Please, I would not keep you from Hikari" Kenichi says. Keiji is down on Kenichi's dick, getting as much of it into his mouth as he can. Kenichi is happy

Botan kisses me. And I ask him where he wants me. "On your back, my Grizzly" he says softly. I roll onto my back. Botan climbs on top of me, kissing me hard. I moan as he slides into me gently. Botan is kissing me full tongue as he gently works my ass. I hear Keiji moaning, and I look over and he's got Kenichi down to his balls, and Keiji's eyes are rolled back in his head. and he's lost. Kenichi is watching us, and smiling. He moves gently inside of Keiji. Botan is smiling. I growl softly and paw Botan's back. "You have had your Horse several times and you are still as hot for me as always" Botan whispers proudly in my ear. "I always will be, I told you as much" I say licking my Boar's neck. He grunts softly. And he speeds up a bit, and I know he wants to cum in me quickly. "Are you still mine?" he whispers softly. "I am, I have my Horse as you have your Lion, but we are as we always will be with one another, I love you Botan" I moan in his ear. "I love you, Hikari, and I am being greedy to want you both I guess" he says softly. "No, my Boar, we care for one another, we love our mates as well, but we love one another" I say kissing him. He nibbles on my neck and I shoot on his belly. Botan grunts hard and he cums hard inside of me. I hear my Horse whinnying and he's cumming into Keiji. Keiji is growling softly and he's cum all over Kenichi. Keiji lays panting hard as Kenichi gets off of him.

Kenichi rolls over to us. "I can see how much you two love one another, and I am happy, you and I will get close Botan, I know we will, and I am not jealous of you, my Hikari deserves to loved by you as well as me" Kenichi says smiling. "He understands us?" Botan says. "You care for one another, you love your mates, but you love on another a lot" Kenichi says kissing Botan. "When you have recovered I will take you" Kenichi says. I look stunned. "I cannot take your huge Horse cock" Botan says. "You misunderstand me, I will take you inside of me." Kenichi says smiling. I am stunned. "You only...?" I can't say it. "I do, Botan I have only let Hikari and Takeru fuck me, I prefer to save that for those I love" Kenichi says softly. "Do you love me?" Botan asks softly. "I do, you are as Hikari said, a sweet and special Boar, and I would care for you" he says. Botan smiles. "He is as special of a Clydesdale as you have always told me" Botan says kissing me. Keiji is panting and beginning to come around again.

Botan smiles. "I will take Keiji while you take Kenichi, I would have Keiji know how much I care for him, and if he wishes to fuck me afterwards I will" I say softly. Botan smiles.

I move over to Keiji. "Would our Lion take me after he's had my Horse?" I ask. "Oh God yes, you have been so good to me Hikari, and you are a good Grizzly" he says putting his legs up. "Keiji, my Horse is fond of our Boar, and you as well, and I would show you how much I care for you as well" I say nuzzling his mane. "I knew you cared, in your office, you wanted me to be so happy with Botan, you had thought of me, and what I wanted and needed as much as what Botan would want, and we are so happy" he says grunting as I slow slide into his ass. I lean down and kiss him. "I care, I love you Keiji, as I love our Boar" I say softly. "You two are very close, and you care about me too" he says growling softly. "I do, beautiful Lion" I say nuzzling his neck. He throws his head back and grunts. "I love that, you know how to set this Lion's blood on fire" he says softly. "When I come, I will gladly give you my ass if you wish it" I say pushing my tongue in his mouth gently. "You would" he says softly. "I would love to" I say licking his neck. He growls passionately. I look over and I see Botan gently sliding into Kenichi. Kenichi was looking nervous until Botan got into him. "My Grizzly, our Boar is so gentle and tender of a lover, I knew watching him take you, he would be good" Kenichi says as Botan slow fucks him. "He is magnificent" Keiji and I say in unison. Botan blushes.

Keiji and I continue to fuck and he is squeezing me, and I lose it, and I growl loudly and I am filling his ass. I hold him to me and I kiss him deeply. "I hate to say this but I owe so much of my happiness to Dr Watanabe's illness" Keiji says laughing. "You are magnificent, beautiful Grizzly, and you found me my Boar" Keiji says. "I would thank you if you would get on your back" Keiji says.

I laugh, and I roll over on my back. I look over and Kenichi is moaning gently as Botan works him over. He has tears in his eyes. "He is so loving, I feel so much from the wonderful Boar" Kenichi says pawing Botan's back. "I understand how you feel for him now, my Grizzly" Kenichi says. "He is a wonderful bottom too, my Grizzly" Botan says. "He's as giving as his mate" Botan says grinning.

"Fuck me, please?" I beg Keiji. He smiles. "You are so beautiful, Hikari" Keiji says smiling. And he slides into me. "Oh yes" I moan. "My beautiful Lion" I grunt. Keiji blushes. And he's moving a bit faster inside of me. We deep kiss. And I hear a footstep. Dad's in the doorway, but no one else has noticed him. Dad's watching us and smiling.

Keiji is moving quicker and he's nuzzling my muzzle and he's tensing up. "I am going to cum, beautiful Grizzly" he moans, and he throws back his head and roars. And he's cumming hard in me.

I hear the deep grunting that means Botan is about to unload. And he convulses as he shoots into my Horse.

I feel a hand on my shoulder Aoki? "I would take this gorgeous Lion if he would" Aoki says gently. "Who?" Keiji asks. "He is Aoki, and he is Juzo's long time mate, and he is a magnificent top, and he loves his Lions" I tease him "I was fond of your Grizzly ass too, but I would have this one if his mate will allow it and he wants me" Aoki says gently. "He can if he wishes" Botan says smiling. "I would have my Papa Bear under me if he would" Botan says smiling. Dad is grinning. "Botan is a magnificent lover, I would take him any chance I get" he says. And Botan rolls off of Kenichi, and Dad lays down on his back. Botan slides into him and they are really into one another. Keiji pulls off of me, and he kisses Aoki. "I will have you soon, my little Grizzly" Aoki says kissing me.

"Keiji, he will tie you, but you'll love it" I say smiling. "I know the tie well, I had a Wolf who I thought loved me, and the one thing about him I miss is being tied" Keiji says smiling. Aoki grins. "Another one who loves being tied, I feel quite spoiled" he says grinning.

"What does he mean by being tied?" Kenichi asks me. "Canines have a knot inside their penises and after they cum it will swell up and lock them to their partner" I say smiling. "It feels so awesome when it swells, there are no words for how good it feels" I say kissing Aoki. "Our Hikari came when I tied him" Aoki says proudly. Kenichi laughs. "He is such a good bottom, who can also fuck very well" Kenichi says proudly.

"He is massive, Hikari" Aoki says and he leans over and handles Kenichi's dick. "No wonder you had no trouble with me or Juzo" Aoki says softly. Aoki kisses Keiji and they are a making out. "Aoki, where is Juzo?"I ask. "He is making dinner, my Grizzly son" Aoki says. I get up. Aoki pats me on the ass. I lean down. "You are a good son, you want to go make sure Juzo does not feel left out" Aoki whispers to me. I kiss him, and I nod. I get back up, and Kenichi smiles at me and he gets up too.

I go out to the kitchen and I walk up behind Juzo and kiss the back of his neck. "My love" he moans softly. And he's surprised to see it's me. "Aoki is busy with our other House Lion now, and I wished to make my Lion father happy while he worked so hard to feed us" I say. "I have not time to fuck my Grizzly though I wish to" he says shaking his mane. I get on my knees and I take his dick in my mouth. And I deep throat him. He growls softly, and he keeps working on cooking. Kenichi nuzzles the back of his neck, and Juzo moans gently. And Kenichi kisses him and he's making out with Juzo while I am sucking him, and Juzo continues cooking. I work on the head of his dick, and he's growling softly. And Kenichi leans down and licks Juzo's asshole. And he roars and shoots in my mouth. He pants as he's stirring a sauce. But he smiles deeply at me. I stand up and he leans over and kisses me. And he kisses Kenichi. "My sons love me, and wanted to make me feel wanted" he says grinning.

"You should shower and dress, Mr Akagane will be here soon" Juzo says kissing me. I nod. Kenichi and I go to shower. But we quickly make love in the shower. My Horse fills my ass yet again, and I feel happy and content with my guts full of his seed. We finish showering and we kiss and dry off. I go and dress nicely. "How dressed do we get?" Kenichi asks. "Fairly nice, Uncle Akira is coming to comfort Dad, but he is wanting to meet you, Kenichi" I say softly. "I see" he says. And he dresses nicely in a suit as I am dressed.

We go to the living room and I turn on the TV and sit a while waiting for Uncle Akira. I tell Kenichi who he is and that he's Botan's father, and one of Dad's oldest friends. "I know Akira Akagane from college, Hikari" he says softly. "I am sorry, my Horse" I say embarrassed. "I did not know he was Botan's father though" Kenichi says. "Botan is quite a Boar, especially considering he's Akira's son" Kenichi says. "I hope there was not friction between you" I say softly. "He is not my favorite animal nor am I his" Kenichi says "We dated the same female and she ended up married to me, and he will not be happy over how things have happened with her and I" he says softly. I sigh. Kenichi laughs. "It is a small world is it not" he says laughing. "Yes, it is, and some times....." I say and stop. "He is a guest in your home, so I will behave" he says kissing me. "Kenichi, it is your home now too" I say softly. "It is your father's home, Takeru is the Lord of this home" Kenichi says softly. "Are you wanting us to find our own home, Kenichi?" I ask. "I promised my Dad I would stay with him, he does not wish us to move away from him" I say gently. "He wishes us to live with him always?" Kenichi asks gently. "He does. and he has asked me since he knew I was going to take you, he wants us here, my loving Horse" I say smiling. "What do you want?" he asks me. I am silent.

"I will have to decide that if you do not wish to stay, and want us to have a home of our own" I say sadly. "Would you go with me if I told you I did want a house of our own?" he asks smiling. "I would have to, my Lord and Master, but I would grieve to leave the only home I have ever known. "But I will go where my Horse bids me to" I say quietly. "Will Takeru be good with us here and in love?" Kenichi asks me. "He has told me twice he is not concerned over it, and that he loves his Daichi" I say softly. "Hikari, I would not force you out of your family home, I will be fine here, my Grizzly, I wanted to know if you would go if I told you to" he says softly. "I would go where my Horse is, I have lived too long without you, to be able to not be with you again" I say trying not to cry. "My Grizzly only wants to be with his Lord Horse" Kenichi says smiling. He kisses me. The doorbell rings and I go answer it. I hug Uncle Akira and invite him in. We sit in the living room, and I ask him if he'd like a cup of sake while we wait for Dad to finish dressing. At least I hope he's dressing, knowing Dad he may get carried away fucking and forget all. I shouldn't have worried. Dad is out, and nicely dressed with Botan and Keiji. Botan hugs his father. And Akira seems happy. He hugs Keiji. "Thank you father, it means much to me that you went to see my Lion today" Botan says. "I have to accept that you are an adult and you have found a mate, and that you are happy, my son" Akira says softly.

"Dr Ryouta, I have not seen you in a long time" Akira says shaking Kenichi's hand. My hackles raise hearing Akira use Kenichi's title and not his first name. And I look at Dad, he noticed it but he hasn't said anything. "If you were living in this house I would have assumed it would be with Takeru from how much in love you both were in college" Akira says. I glare at him.

"I see, you assume I did not know" I say calmly. Akira looks at me. I stand and I bow, and I go to my room. I will not fight him, he is a guest and he is here to try to comfort my Father. I decide to check on Daichi. I call the inpatient unit. Daichi is asleep I'm told but he's been in several very intensive therapy sessions so far today. And he had been badly abused by his ex. But the prognosis is still good. "Would you please tell him if he wakes I called to make sure he was OK?" I ask. I am reassured that they will.

And I decide to call Dr Kinnamura at home. He's happy for me that Kenichi is home for good. And he's concerned for Daichi, but he thinks we did the right thing with him. I tell him about Akira's comment. "I removed myself from the room, Dr Kinnamura, I would not be upset or drawn into a fight over it" I say softly. "Hikari, he'll know he upset you, but you did well not to escalate things." he says softly. "Are you concerned over the relationship your Dad and your mate had in college?" he asks. "No, they've both talked to me, and we're going to sit and talk about it tonight." I say softly. We talk a little bit more. I hang up, feeling a bit better but determined not to talk to Uncle Akira for a while. And I decide to go eat out. I change clothes and I go to the garage and get my car, and though it is raining hard I drive off. I have a nice dinner, and I feel guilty, I should have taken my Horse with me, Gods only know how things are at home.