Memory

Story by Ther the Black Panther on SoFurry

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As Thomas tossed and turned in an effort to fall into a deep sleep he found he could not. He kept hearing voices, more accurately conversations between two males he couldn't make the identities of. "I thought you loved me!." One voice would say in a high pitched anger filled tone that was also filled with sorrow. "I do baby. Just let me explain." The other voice in a softer, loving tone would say. "No, I don't want to hear it. We're through! You hear me? I never want to see your face again." Then the voices would stop for several minutes before starting up again much to Thomas's dismay.

Something happened then which was new to Thomas, he began to see pictures. Before all he had heard was sound like watching a movie with no picture but now he saw a car, driving along a ice ridden road that wound up along a snow covered mountain. As the car neared a sharp right the wheels caught a patch of ice and swerved the back end of the car towards the guard rail, the force sending the car end over end until it landed upside down in the snow. The crunching of the car's metal frame and the smashing of the car's windshield made Thomas cringe then as the car exploded his eyes flew open and he sat up right, his heart beating rapidly inside his chest but a feeling of nausea and dizziness made him lie back onto the soft pillows.

At first he thought he was at home in bed but as his feline eyes got used to the darkness he saw that this wasn't his room after all. The walls were decorated with various paintings, mostly of scenic scenes such as a snow covered forest or a field or blooming dandelions. A pain in his head made him bring both paws up to his head to rub the area where the pain flared but found that a generous portion of bandage had been wrapped around his head and was sensitive to the touch. He tried sitting up again but with the same result so instead he just rested his head back against the soft pillows, filled with feathers he guessed. A soft creaking sound made Thomas's ears perk and shift to the right as he turned his head to see the door to the bedroom open up and a large figure step inside carrying something in its right paw.

"Ah, so your awake." The figure said in a deep voice that Thomas could guess was a male's. As the figure neared close to the bed Thomas's nose caught a scent of food, making his stomach grumble immediately and caused the figure to chuckle. "And hungry by the sound of it." Bending forward the figure turned on a gas lantern on the bedside table, making Thomas squint his eyes to adjust to the light and revealing the figure to be a large brown furred ursine who was now sitting on the edge of the bed . His right paw placing the bowel down upon the table then using his left paw to scoop up some soup with the spoon and bring it to his lips, cooling it down before placing it to Thomas's lips and allowing him to open his mouth slightly before lifting the end of the spoon up, letting the warm broth which Thomas found to be chicken, flow onto his tongue. Thomas closed his eyes for a moment as he swallowed, the broth warming his whole body up on the way down.

Thomas opened his mouth to speak but the ursine shook his head. "Shhh...just relax. You'll need another day's rest before you speak or get out of bed." Thomas nodded then allowed the ursine to feed him the rest of the broth until the bowl was empty. The ursine then wiped Thomas's mouth before standing. "That's a good boy," He said with a warm smile. "Get some rest, I'll come in and check up on you later." Thomas nodded again before closing his eyes and falling fast asleep. The ursine then bent down and kissed Thomas's forehead lightly before leaving the room with the empty bowl in paw and leaving the bedroom door ajar.

Soon night became day, the new day's sun shinning through the two windows in the room where Thomas was, awakening him from a surprisingly uneventful but never the less relaxing sleep. Sitting up in his bed he found that he was no longer over come with a feeling of dizziness or nausea but he did wince as he moved his right paw up to scratch his head and hit a sensitive bump on his no longer bandaged head. Swinging his legs over the side of he bed he slowly began to stand, his left paw resting on the edge of the bed to steady himself as he saw the he was fully clothed in a pair of blue jeans and a red tee shirt. His stomach grumbled as he slowly began to walk to the door then out down the hall way.

Stopping as soon as a wonderful aroma of freshly cooked food entered his nostrils, he quickly began to follow it, stumbling several times before finding a small kitchen where he saw the ursine standing, preparing food. And in the nude much to Thomas's surprise. The ursine turned and jumped slightly as he saw Thomas standing in the doorway. "Ah!" Placing a paw upon his chest he panted softly. "You scared me." Thomas blushed slightly "Sorry, I was just a hungry and I followed the scent of your food here." The ursine smiled "You mean our food. I made enough for both of us and I was just about to check up on you and see if you wanted to eat. Here, have a seat and I'll get you your breakfast. Forgive me for being nude. I wasn't expecting such sudden company." Taking a seat Thomas tilted his head as he looked at the ursine. "What do you mean sudden company?" The ursine turned towards Thomas, now seeming as confused as Thomas. "I mean that I found you..in your wrecked car and pretty banged up too. That's why I brought you back to my cabin and took care of your wounds ." Thomas was at a loss for words as the ursine finished talking. "Oh no..you don't remember do you? You must have lost some of your memory in the crash." Thomas nodded slowly "I..I guess so..I..I don't remember a thing..but when I was sleeping I saw some visions of a car rolling down the side of a mountain..and voices..they were arguing about something.." The ursine set the food aside. "Hold on hun, I think you should see something."

With that the ursine left the room but returned shortly with a small brown object and handed it to Thomas. "I found this in your back pocket after I placed you in bed. I think this may clear a few things up" With that Thomas took it and found it to be a wallet, opening it he examined the contents. There was thirty-seven dollars in cash, several credit cards, a driver's license with Thomas's picture on it. "Thomas...Henderson.. My name must be Thomas Henderson" He said with a hint of excitement as looked at the picture. The ursine nodded as Thomas continued to look through the wallet and suddenly found some photos. The first two were of him, the first showed Thomas smiling happily. Dressed in a pair of blue shorts and a white t-shirt. The sky was clear and blue as he leaned against a large redwood tree. The second showed Thomas asleep on what appeared to be a couch, covered by a green blanket that seemed to small for him as his large hind paws stuck out from the bottom, his head was tilted to the side, his eyes closed and pink tongue hanging from the corner of his mouth.

As Thomas came upon the last picture his paws began to shake, the picture featured Thomas and a very handsome Husky kissing, both of their eyes closed as their lips locked into what seemed like a very romantic smooch. Thomas cried out softly as he dropped the wallet which landed with a soft thud onto the kitchen table, bring his paws to either side of his head as he images and pieces of his past began to rapidly flash by and come back to him. The car was a rental, he had rented it a couple days ago to drive to Cedar Grove from his hometown of Harrisburg which was a good two day drive but he didn't mind it. After all he was going to see his boyfriend Mark Richards in a couple hours as a surprise visit. He planned to stay with Mark for several days on his Christmas break away from college. He couldn't believe that Christmas Eve would be his and Mark's two month anniversary. He had met Mark at a college Christmas Eve party and they immediately hit it off. Two weeks into the relationship they first made love in Thomas's dorm room with Thomas's roommate sawing logs in the next room, both trying not to make too much noise but giggling each time Thomas's roommate would mumble something silly in his sleep.

When he had parked the black sedan in the driveway to Mark's apartment complex he was positively oozing with joy, he practically ran up the stairs to Mark's apartment on the third floor, room 405. He knocked lightly upon it and waited about four minutes before he heard the sound of hind paws thumping to the door and the sound of the lock being undone before the door opened and revealed Mark the husky in nothing but his blue boxers which Thomas had become familiar with. He immediately hugged Mark tightly, purring deeply and happily as Mark seemed very surprised indeed. "Thomas? Oh..wow..I didn't expect to see you for another couple of days." Thomas giggled "I know love but I just couldn't wait to see.." Thomas was cut off as he suddenly heard another deep from somewhere inside the apartment "Mark? Baby? Whose at the door?" Thomas immediately withdrew his arms from around Mark's waist and pushes him aside, storming into the house and to the bedroom where he guessed the voice originated he found a white furred rabbit lounging lazily on his side, nude but quickly covered himself up with a blanket as Thomas entered the room.

Thomas could feel his heart sink all the way down to his hind paws as he quickly exited the room, leaving the startled rabbit behind but stopped at the doorway as Mark grabbed his left arm. "Thomas! Wait..please." Thomas stopped and turned to face Mark. "How could you do this to me? How could you cheat on me? I thought you loved me." I do baby, just let me explain" Mark said softly as he looked at him. Thomas just growls and shook Mark's paw from his arm. "No Mark, I don't want to hear it. We're through. You hear me?! I never want to see your face again." With that he stormed down the steps of the apartment complex to his car much to the pleading of Mark. Slamming his car door shut Thomas left a small trail of tire marks as he sped out of the complex's parking lot. He sped along the road back towards his town while wiping at his eyes, closing them for a moment as a large sob escaped his lips but quickly opening them again as he saw a sharp right turn coming up and he was going too fast.

Opening his eyes Thomas saw he was back in the cabin, sitting at the table with the ursine watching him with concern. "Are you alright Thomas?" He asked softly. Instead of replying Thomas began to tell the story of how he ended up in the car wreck with the ursine nodding his head every now and then as he listened then sighing softly as Thomas finished. "I'm so sorry Thomas..." Thomas looked up from his paws at the ursine "Its alright..it happens I guess. I..I never got to thank you..for saving me from the wreck." The ursine put his large right paw upon Thomas's shoulder "Think nothing of it hun, now...how about we eat out breakfast? I'm sure its ice cold by now." Both laughed softly and ate their breakfast which was a little cold but not too bad. Afterwards Thomas helped the ursine with the cleaning of the dishes even though the ursine offered to do them himself. Both then went to another part of the cabin which the ursine told him was his den, it was well furnished with a couch, desk, book shelves filled with books and a fireplace with a fire already going. Taking a seat on the couch the ursine began to tell Thomas about himself, how he had built the cabin with his own two paws, how he began to like living as a hermit he called it by himself in the forest, having to hunt for his food in the winter and grow his own vegetables in the warmer times. "And...finally my name is Kevin Smith" "Nice to meet you under such circumstances Kevin, thank you for allowing me to stay here for the winter." "Think nothing of it. I wouldn't have you freezing to death out there in the cold." Kevin then smiled warmly, then chuckled as Thomas let out a loud yawn.

"Someone seems tired." Kevin said to which Thomas nodded "I think I'm going to get to bed, I can't believe its night already." Kevin looked out the nearest window "Yeah, I told you my story was a long one." "And to think I doubted you" Thomas replied then stood up. "Are you sure your comfortable on the couch Kevin? I mean I don't want to impose." Kevin shook his head "No no, go ahead. I'm fine right here." "Alright, goodnight Kevin." "Goodnight Thomas" With that Thomas retired back to Kevin's bedroom and slipped under the covers, falling asleep as soon as his head his the pillows of Kevin's bed. Soon several weeks had passed with Thomas now fully healed and now taking on Kevin's fad of walking around nude. Thing were somewhat difficult around the small cabin since there was no electricity or contact to actual civilization, at least until winter ended but Thomas quickly become accustomed to taking baths with stove warmed water in a bowl and going out with Kevin hunting for food as well as gathering wood for the stove and fireplace.

Both Kevin and Thomas became good friends as they spent more and more time together, both had loves of the same novels which Kevin had in his den and tastes in food and many other things. Thing became more serious one night as Thomas laid in bed, he had tossed and turned for a good half an hour but just could not go to sleep he got up went to the kitchen for some water when he passed the den and heard Kevin mumbling softly. Curious Thomas entered the den and neared the couch, when he saw Kevin on his side, his back to Thomas as he snored loudly then stopped and he mumbled some incoherent words then shuddered slightly. Intrigued Thomas bent down close to Kevin's muzzle so he could hear what he was saying and what he heard made him stumble back and fall onto his rump which woke Kevin up from his slumber to look over at Thomas who had fallen down. "Thomas? What are you doing here?" He asked.

"I..I went to go get some water..when I heard something. So..I came into to see what it was and I heard you mumble..my name..and then moan." He said softly, his gaze down at the floor as he spoke then slowly lifting it to look up at Kevin. Kevin could feel his face become red with embarassment as he now looked down at the floor. "Oh..you heard that huh?" Thomas nodded then as Kevin sat up and began to speak Thomas got to his knees and bent forward and placed his paw over Kevin's muzzle. "Kevin..its ok..I was just startled that's all but..I have to tell you something." Taking his paw from Kevin's muzzle he continued "It may seem weird that its only been like a month since you saved me and let me stay here but...I love you Kevin.." Kevin didn't respond for several minutes as he gave himself time to swallow this before he looked up at Thomas. "I love you too Thomas..I know it must have been hard for you after your break up with Mark but..Gods I just love you so much. Kevin then got down onto his knees in front of Thomas, wrapping his arms around his waist and pulled him close while kissing him deeply. Thomas in turn wrapped his arms around the back of Kevin's neck, tilting his head to the side slightly as the kiss deepened . Slowly laying down on his back he brought Kevin with him, their tongues now dancing over one another's. Their sheathes pressing and rubbing against each other, causing both to moan out softly. As Kevin unwrapped his arms from around Thomas's waist he kissed his way from Thomas's chin, down his chest, down his stomach, along his sheathe and finally down to Thomas's tail hole. Teasingly flicking the tip of his tongue against the puckered anus, getting whimpers of pleasure to escape Thomas's lips then a loud gasp as Kevin thrust his tongue past the clenched ring of Thomas's anus. Slowly thrusting his long ursine tongue in and out, lubricating Thomas's tail hole with his saliva as well as stretching him out. Satisfied with his job he sat up on his knees, spreading open Thomas's legs and allowing him to wrap them around his waist as he took hold of his throbbing, now unsheathed shaft in his right paw, pressing the tip against Thomas's hole which made both groan loudly. Inch by inch Kevin began to guide his member within his new mate, until his large furry testicles pressed against Thomas's rump. Careful not to hurt his newfound lover he started with soft, slow thrusts. As Thomas became accustomed to Kevin's girth he urged his lover on harder and faster until both were growling, grunting and moaning. Their climaxes building up higher and higher until Kevin buried his shaft deep within the warm inviting depths of his mate and began to drain his loins of his pent up sexual energy, while Thomas's began to coat his chest and stomach fur with his own creamy reward. As both lay panting heavily they cuddled until the sun came up.

The end